Selena povWalking out of my portal outside the castle I head up the stairs and open the front doors and get inside.It's almost evening and I'm tired from the long day with Michael, we have done nothing else but train and learning me to shield myself from spells these last three weeks.He says I might be needing it and the more I know the better prepared I will be once I need it, I know he has had visions about something but I don't care to ask him I know he will tell me when he can. Just like Emma always has!During these three weeks, I have dropped the pack completely, I know they are in good hands with Kian and he told me I where no longer in charge then I have been focusing my time on training and learning everything I need to keep me and my children safe.I asked Michael to buy me a laptop the first day and he fixed it till I came back the next day, I can't place my focus on something I can't change and if I'm going to take my pack back once this is over I need to have my financ
Selena povWhen I woke up the next morning I got this urge to pee and it's the same every morning. Tossing the quilt off me I sit up and place my feet down on the floor and rise, my head instantly starts to spin and I have to sit back down again and wait for it to subside.I know there isn't anything wrong with my blood sample, I where down at the doctor's two days ago, and everything where fine. As off now he wants to check my blood with two weeks apart if I don't feel anything unusual in the meantime.I have been feeling fine except I start to get tired faster in the evening and sometimes during the day I could fall asleep standing right up but he says it's normal.Trying again I take it easier this time when I slowly rise from my seat and make sure I don't walk too fast when I make my way inside the bathroom. Heading over to the toilet I empty my bladder before I get over and wash up, brushing my hair I look at myself in the mirror and I guess I'm starting to look a bit pale and I
Kian povLooking at my little mate when she takes the bottle of water and an apple and gets out under my arm before she opens a portal and vanishes right in front of us with no other word than it's fine!"Now do you believe me? What have you done to her!" I hear Emma shouts from the side before she breaks down in a sob and Cannon walks over to be by her side.I haven't seen her for weeks because I have been too busy trying to get the situation under control, I hardly have any minute over and don't want to disturb her when she needs to rest. I had hoped this would settle down quickly and we could have a talk but the days have gone right into the next one.It wasn't until today when Emma burst inside my office and screamed at me we are about to lose her for good that it had me to realize how long it has been since I saw her. I came at her hard that day in my office and my anger where outside my body, couldn't contain it.She had overstepped my trust by miles and it took me more than a w
Selena povI'm done for the day and head out of Michael's house before I'm ready to head back, I have a new book in my hand and I would have loved to take a seat outside this evening and read by myself."Now go back and take a rest, don't take a detour! It will only get you in trouble!" Michael shouts from the window and I roll my eyes at him, could I get in worse trouble than I already am?"yes, I will!" I say and sigh before opening a portal and walking out right outside the castle, now I'm here, and would it hurt anyone if I stay outside for a bit?My stomach starts to rumble and there have been several hours since I ate something, these days it doesn't seem to be any stop in the amount of food my body craves.I sigh and decide to walk inside instead and grab myself something from the kitchen before heading up to the room.Walking up the stairs to the front door I push it open and head inside, the hallway is empty and I like it that way. Hoping I won't bump into anyone on the way a
Selena povI have to blink several times before I'm able to come back to my senses when I see him take a step closer to where I am. I hurry and wrap the towel around my body and take a step back.I hear him walk closer to where I stand when I try to step to the side, there isn't enough room in the bathroom for me to get away from him and soon I see him stop right in front of me.Holding the towel tighter around my body when I see him lift his hand to touch my stomach.Taking a small step back my back hits the wall and I have nowhere else to go!"Don't!" I say to him when he takes a step closer to me. He doesn't move from his spot and I take my chance to push beside him and walk out of the bathroom in a rush, coming outside to the bedroom I head over to the closet and start to take out a large shirt and some pajama pants with some underwear. Closing the door I turn around only to halt in my track when he stands right behind me!As of now, I don't want him close to me, it's harder to ke
Selena povClosing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.Taking the towel I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma's voice."can I come in?" she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!"yes, you can come in!" I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side."what are you doing?" she asks when I'm in the middle of answering a mail."I'm working!" I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to t
Selena povFeeling a hand caressing my baby bump when I wake up I keep my eyes closed and try to keep my emotions under control, he is making it hard for me!I doubted I would ever feel his hand on my growing belly after the mess I did, I betrayed his trust and he shut me out of his life completely.Feeling how a tear slipped down my cheek I wasn't able to contain it when his hand comes and turn me on my back when I feel his and wipe away my tear.Opening my eyes I come to stare right into his eyes when he looks down at me."what's wrong?" he says and I try to turn away when he pulls my head back to look at him.I have to take a moment before answering him to make sure my voice will hold." I never thought I would feel your hand on my belly!" I say when my heart squeezes in my chest, I can't describe how much I have missed him. Closing my eyes for a moment to breathe through the pain in my chest when I feel his lips being pressed to mine."I was angry but I would never leave you!" he
Selena povThere is a knock on the door but Kian doesn't let me go, he wraps his arm tighter around me when I try to pull away from him."Someone wants you something!" I say to his lips when he won't stop assaulting me."Everyone can wait, you're not getting off that easy!" he says and captures my lips again when there is a harder knock on the door and someone comes walking inside his office." I don't want to disturb you but there are some important things we have to go through!" I hear his father say when I try to make him stop."Kian!" I say to his lips when he sighs and lets go of my lips."what's the problem now!" I hear him say to my hair but he doesn't release me from his arms."We have the new report ready!" his father continues and walks further inside his office, trying to get out of his grip but he won't budge."Why don't you stay and listen to it as well!" he says and l push off his chest to try and have him release me"you took over the leader chip off the pack and I have