Selena povComing out of the portal on the other side I see one of my men laying on the ground and he isn't breathing any longer, I followed him over here when I felt where he was.I already know he is dead before I reach over to where he is.Falling to my knees when I'm by his side I see his neck has bite marks from a vampire and I can't do anything for him.He was one of the unmated warriors and a young shifter who joined my pack a couple of months ago, he was a great fighter and a nice man.My heart goes out to him and I hate not being able to do anything about it.Turning my head I start to look around but I don't see anyone and since I can't shift to my wolf I have to rely on the senses I've got.I recognize the place I'm at and it's a bit in the forest from my pack, from here we are on the opposite side from the cave where the rogues are most active.I have to leave him here on the ground and come back for him later on once I have found the rest.Fear starts to creep up my spine
Selena pov You could almost touch the thick tension in the room when I spoke the truth out loud, he looks me all over for a long time when I feel his mixed feelings through the bond before he cut me off completely. I felt him shocked and happy before it turned to disappointment and anger in a short moment before he put his walls up. I know he is disappointed at my actions and the anger I feel radiates out of him is what I deserve! He takes a step closer to me when his eyes become pitch black and his rage almost takes my breath away. " you're pregnant and you risked our child's life by going out there! You don't give a fuck about your own life or mine but you are even willing to have our child killed is the worse you ever could do!" he booms out and I hear Emma and Cannon take a step back. His anger washes over me and I start to sweat when he takes a step closer. "not once have you kept your promise but I never thought you could sink that low you even would risk killing our child
Selena povI have been laying down here for the whole night, from time to time there has been someone down with a tray with food on and picked up the old one. I have no appetite but have tried to get some food down.My mind is a mess and I have been crying from time to time down here in the darkness by myself.He never came down and I didn't expect him to either, what I did was reckless and unforgivable. I know that!I have felt a link trying to get to me but I blocked them all out, not only because I didn't have any energy left to talk to them I need some time alone after all this mess.Turning my head to look out the small windows in the high ceiling it looks like it's morning outside and I place my hand on my stomach, I guess it won't take too long until I'm going to be able and feel a little baby bump.Will he be with me on this journey or do I have to go through it alone?Hearing the door open at the top of the stairs I hear two pairs of footsteps walking down the stairs. Turning
Selena pov Following after the guards down the hallway I walk with heavy steps, I know I have to pull through even if he doesn't come to the appointment. He could as well only get the news after and don't have to face me! Walking down the hallway we pass by his bedroom and I see them still fixing it up, turning my head back we come to the stairs and start to walk down. I guess we are going to drive over to a doctor or wherever he plans for me to go. Down in the hallway, we walk past his office and I hear some voices inside before we turn around a corner and walk away from the entrance when they stop right in front of a door. A nurse opens it up and I see a doctor inside with all the machines I could think of and a delivery bed, feeling how my hands start to sweat at the sight of it, and my heart starts to beat faster. All this is making it so real! And I guess Kian has set this up here so I don't have to go outside his doors. " my Queen come inside!" I hear the doctor say when
Selena povWalking out of the room I find his guards standing outside and waiting for me, seeing Kian turning around the corner I walk by the guards to hurry after him. I need to talk to him!" where are you going!" I hear one of the guards say and I hear fast steps walk up behind me."I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around the corner I saw him walk down.An arm comes to stop me and I swirl around to face the guard." I can not recommend for you to talk to him right now, we haven't seen him this angry before and nothing good will come out of you pushing him further! I suggest you wait until he has calmed down first" the guard says but I need to talk to him right now, can he even get angrier?" no, I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around to walk after him." don't say I didn't warn you!" he says to my back while I keep walking down the hallway to his office.Standing in front of it have a hard time knocking at first when I hear the guards stand behind me I take a deep brea
Selena povWaking up the next morning I find myself laying on the bed and I know I haven't gone there myself. Sitting up I look around me and find I'm still in the same clothes as yesterday and I'm laying on his bed with a quilt over me.He is not in here and I don't think he has been in here for the whole night, turning my head I look at the nightstand and see it's early in the morning and time for me to head over to Michael's.Pulling the quilt off me I place my feet on the floor and instantly got this urge to use the bathroom. I have been asleep for the rest of the day and night without waking up and now I'm about to burst if I can't get to the toilet and empty my bladder, after that, I need to eat!Rushing inside the bathroom I do my business before washing up and brushing my teeth, it only takes me a moment to be done before I head over to his closet and find my clothes on a shelf. Taking down a pair of pants I pull them on myself and grab a shirt before I head out from his close
Selena povWalking out of my portal outside the castle I head up the stairs and open the front doors and get inside.It's almost evening and I'm tired from the long day with Michael, we have done nothing else but train and learning me to shield myself from spells these last three weeks.He says I might be needing it and the more I know the better prepared I will be once I need it, I know he has had visions about something but I don't care to ask him I know he will tell me when he can. Just like Emma always has!During these three weeks, I have dropped the pack completely, I know they are in good hands with Kian and he told me I where no longer in charge then I have been focusing my time on training and learning everything I need to keep me and my children safe.I asked Michael to buy me a laptop the first day and he fixed it till I came back the next day, I can't place my focus on something I can't change and if I'm going to take my pack back once this is over I need to have my financ
Selena povWhen I woke up the next morning I got this urge to pee and it's the same every morning. Tossing the quilt off me I sit up and place my feet down on the floor and rise, my head instantly starts to spin and I have to sit back down again and wait for it to subside.I know there isn't anything wrong with my blood sample, I where down at the doctor's two days ago, and everything where fine. As off now he wants to check my blood with two weeks apart if I don't feel anything unusual in the meantime.I have been feeling fine except I start to get tired faster in the evening and sometimes during the day I could fall asleep standing right up but he says it's normal.Trying again I take it easier this time when I slowly rise from my seat and make sure I don't walk too fast when I make my way inside the bathroom. Heading over to the toilet I empty my bladder before I get over and wash up, brushing my hair I look at myself in the mirror and I guess I'm starting to look a bit pale and I