Selena povLooking at Emma for a moment she turns her head and looks at me, I guess she felt my eyes on her."something wrong?" I mind link her when she averts her eyes." no nothing! Just don't like him going away!" she mind links back and I decide to talk to her once we are alone." Cannon a word with you and Declan before I go!" I hear Kian say before he heads out the door and leaves us alone inside the kitchen. Zoey gets up with her plate and heads over to the sink while I take a seat beside Emma at the table, she turns her head and looks at me."promise there isn't anything you need to worry about, I just don't like him being away from you!" she says and I take a long look at her, not sure I'm convinced but I know she will tell me if there is anything I need to know"Michael called before and wondered if you are coming to train tomorrow?" she says and picks up her plate and walks over to wash it." yes, I will go! Any time he wanted me to be there?" I ask her and turn to look at
Selena povHearing the door open to my room I'm too tired to open my eyes, just want to sleep for the whole day."Selena it's time you wake up, Michael will be waiting for you soon!" I hear Emma say when she walks inside the room and takes a seat on the bed."no! I'm tired today, can't I have a day off?" I sigh when she pulls the quilt off me." no! You have to get up! Breakfast will be ready in a moment and I suggest you take a shower and come down to the kitchen!" she pulls the quilt off me completely and the cold air on my warm skin gives me goosebumps."one day off is all I ask, I'm deathly tired," I say with a yawn and sit up in the bed." Now go and take a shower! Heard anything about when he will be back?" Kian has been away for a lot more days than he thought, right now there have been five days away from him and even if we have talked on the phone I'm still worried about him. They have found several things they are trying to get under control but that's all he has told me. I
Selena povTaking a deep breath I raise my head from my hands and get up on my feet." well let's go down to the kitchen, I'm hungry!" I say when she gets up beside me and start to head for the door.She stops in front of it and turns to look at me."Whatever happens we are here for you!" she says and I already know they are."yes, and I'm grateful for it! Now can we have some breakfast I'm starving!" I say when she chuckles and opens the door for us. Heading down to the kitchen I smell some delicious food and my stomach starts to rumble at the smell when I find Sari inside the kitchen and stirring in something on the stove."morning Selena, feeling well?" she says when I make my way over to the counter and start to look around at all the food."yes it's fine, just starving!" I say and take a plate and start to place food on it, as much as I can get on it and a bit more. I have a mountain of food on my plate before I'm satisfied!Taking it I head over to the table and take a seat when
Selena povStepping out on the other side of the portal I start to walk over to his house, Jessie takes a seat as usual outside on his lawn.Getting to his front door I give it a knock before walking inside, he knows it's me and there is no point in waiting for him to walk over and open the door."I've got some new tea ready for you!" I hear him say when I walk over to the kitchen and find him as usually standing inside and working with his herbs."Alright!" I say when he turns around and doesn't give me a heads-up before he instantly starts to pull on my energy, even how hard we are trying to practice I have a hard time with it, can't seem to stop it!When I take his energy it's even worse, I don't want to stop and that scares me more how good it feels to have his energy in my body! I crave it and the more I take the more I want it." fight it, Selena! You can do it!" I hear him say and try to block him from taking more from me, but I have no chance to do it."I can't!" I say to him
Selena povWalking out of the portal while I pull Jessie with me we come right in front of the barrier where I know Zoey is, closing the portal after us I drop my hold on Jessie's arm and walk closer to where Zoey stands." Where did they leave and how long ago?" I boom out, too angry to be able and contain my anger completely. Trying to take deep breaths and keep my gift at bay I feel it sizzling and stirring under my skin, ready to come out.Zoey turns and looks at me"it can't be longer than twenty minutes ago! I only had to go inside the pack house for a short moment and once I came out they were gone! I don't know where they went!" she says and turn to look at Jessie. Turning around to look at her she keeps her eyes on the ground."Jessie!" I bark at her and she is quick to raise her head and look at me, guess she feels the anger radiates out of me because she takes a step back and looks between us both."I can't help you with it because I don't know and he has cut me off so I ca
Kian povI've got some strange feelings through the bond and something is going on with Selena today.After I have talked with her through the mind link it only confirms my suspicions and I have to end my meeting here and get back to her, I won't call her to portal me back I will just show up and find out what it is for myself!Walking out of my room I head over to find Oscar, this early in the morning I often find him in the library reading a book. Heading down the hall to the library I push the doors open and walk inside, just like I thought he is sitting in his chair with a book in front of him.He is one of the highest council members and the one I prefer to have a conversation with." I have to end my visit here and get back!" I say to him when I walk inside, seeing him place his book down and raise his head to look at me."trouble?" he asks and I walk closer to where he sits."I'm not sure yet!" I tell him and he sits back in his seat." the latest report should be in this after
Selena povComing out of the portal on the other side I see one of my men laying on the ground and he isn't breathing any longer, I followed him over here when I felt where he was.I already know he is dead before I reach over to where he is.Falling to my knees when I'm by his side I see his neck has bite marks from a vampire and I can't do anything for him.He was one of the unmated warriors and a young shifter who joined my pack a couple of months ago, he was a great fighter and a nice man.My heart goes out to him and I hate not being able to do anything about it.Turning my head I start to look around but I don't see anyone and since I can't shift to my wolf I have to rely on the senses I've got.I recognize the place I'm at and it's a bit in the forest from my pack, from here we are on the opposite side from the cave where the rogues are most active.I have to leave him here on the ground and come back for him later on once I have found the rest.Fear starts to creep up my spine
Selena pov You could almost touch the thick tension in the room when I spoke the truth out loud, he looks me all over for a long time when I feel his mixed feelings through the bond before he cut me off completely. I felt him shocked and happy before it turned to disappointment and anger in a short moment before he put his walls up. I know he is disappointed at my actions and the anger I feel radiates out of him is what I deserve! He takes a step closer to me when his eyes become pitch black and his rage almost takes my breath away. " you're pregnant and you risked our child's life by going out there! You don't give a fuck about your own life or mine but you are even willing to have our child killed is the worse you ever could do!" he booms out and I hear Emma and Cannon take a step back. His anger washes over me and I start to sweat when he takes a step closer. "not once have you kept your promise but I never thought you could sink that low you even would risk killing our child