Chapter 87

D-Dapat talaga kanina kinausap ko na siya, eh. Mali na hindi ako nagpaliwanag agad sa kung ano ang nararamdaman ko.

"I actually want you to get pregnant. I wanted you to bear my child so fckng bad because I’m already seeing my future with you. I see you as the mother of my children. But I know you're still not ready, that you are afraid, Catalina. Alam ko naman... pero hindi ko inasahan na magiging ganon ang reaksyon mo kahit na nabigla ka lang." His voice softened, but the hurt was still there.

He knows... alam niya na may takot sa akin pero hindi pa rin sapat na dahilan 'yon lalo at nasaktan ko na siya.

"S-Sorry..."

His words hit me hard. Luther has always been vocal about his intentions from the very start, and they’ve always been clear to me. He wasn’t just after my body. And it’s not only to get me to his bed, to fck me, but to be with me. Hearing him now, knowing how much he’s been hurt, made me feel a wave of guilt that washed over me.

"I understand you... but the way you looke