Chapter 36

Bakit kaya may mga taong kahit ilang beses ng nasaktan, babalik at rurupok pa rin? Why does people always come and go? Hindi pa pwedeng mananatili na lamang? Hindi pa pwedeng walang alisan na magaganap? 

'Cause me, I only wished happiness in life. I always longed to have a good life. I only want happiness. Pero we also need to sacrifice things in order for us to become happy. We won't truly find happiness in the middle of chaos.

Ayaw ko ng maging marupok ulit dahil alam ko kung saan ako dadalhin nito, naranasan ko kung anong dala nito. But the way he's kissing my neck and touching my body now and the way I react to his kisses and touch made me realize that no matter how much I convince myself na hindi ako marupok, bumigay pa rin ako dahil bukod sa mahina ako pagdating sa kanya.. mahal ko pa rin siya.

That even after all those years of not seeing each other, I still feel those butterflies