Love made us do crazy things. To what extent? To something one couldn't imagine he could do.
You know what? I did crazy things for him. Things that were against prejudice.
I saw Brent on the bench along with his team mates. Alam kong sobrang pagod ito sa game nila kanina. But I needed to do this. It's now or never.
Tumikhim muna ako bago hinawakan ang mic. My hands were shaking and sweaty too. I think I might faint soon. I took a deep breath.
Ito ang maganda kapag staff ka ng radio room, you could confess your feeling or shout out what you wanted to. And yes, you heard me right, I was planning to.
"Paging, jersey number 14 Brent Trence Jimenez. Yes you." Napatingin siya sa mga speakers. Kitang kita ko ang gulat sa mata niya. We have CCTV's here that's why I could see his reaction. Pang ilan lang naman ako na nagconfess sa kanya rito at alam kong hindi na ito bago sa kanya.
"I, Yna Grace Portillo court you Brent Trence Jimenez forever until you say yes and yes," I said confidently, with even flipping my hair. Wala na 'tong kawala. I announced my love for him in the campus. Sabi nga ng iba, bakit daw ba baliw na baliw ako kay Brent, I told them, what's not to like with Brent?
He's achiever, handsome, nice to everyone and playful.
This was a profession of feeling I never imagined I could do. Napuno ng tili ang buong campus, kagaya ng inaasahan ko. I would be very glad and willing to do this as long as it's him.
Sinugal ko na ang pride ng mga kababaihan sa ginawa ko. I knew some were surprised with what I did. Sino ba namang hindi? It's the first time they witnessed a woman courting a man than a man with a woman. Wala akong pakialam sa standards. As long as I could have him.
Welcome to the new woman of age. Woman nowadays can do things beyond others expect them to do. And I'm glad I'm one of them. I believe that equality prevails. So, I grabbed this chance. I made a move then the rest is history.
"Bilib din ako sa taas ng confidence mo at tapang mo bes," sabi sa akin ni Maggie na nakangisi pa.
"Dapat lang. Akala mo ba madali lang iyon. I took the risk. Kaysa naman maunahan pa ako, alam mo namang maraming umaaligid sa kanya. Kulang na lang ako pa mismo ang sumabunot sa kanila isa isa," gigil kong sambit.
"Dami mong alam. 'Di ka pa naman girlfriend." She rolled eyes.
"Don't worry, Maggie malapit na." My lips curled up in the both corners. Yes, konti na lang mapapasagot din kita Brent. I know I'm already there. Konting kembot na lang. Mwah mwaah. I even made sound and hugged it.
I kissed him.
In his picture I printed.
Lagi ko naman siyang hinahalikan sa panaginip ko.
Baliw ako, hindi ba? Baliw na baliw sa kanya.
Nanligaw ako. Yes, I did. When I said so, I'd do it. Come high or hell! Halos dalawang buwan ng paramdam at panliligaw. Mapapaputangina ka na lang! Ayaw pa rin niya akong sagutin. Tama ba iyon? I flipped my hair as I went to their room.
I often went to their room just to wait him after class.
"Nandiyan na pala ang manliligaw mo brad." Ngisi pa ng tropa niya. Hindi ko naman siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad.
I brought the food that was supposed to be mine. Niluto pa ito ng Nanay ko. Isasaksak ko ito sa baga niya 'pag hindi niya pa rin ako nagustuhan.
The best way to sneak man's heart is through his stomach like what others say. Kaya madalas akong naghahanda ng pagkain lalo na kapag may mga practice game sila dahil alam kong wala na naman itong oras kumain.
Pang ilang pagtataboy niya na ba sa akin. I didn't mind. I was still having my hopes high. 'Di ako susuko, no. I started this, I should end this! Let the battle begins.
Bibigay ka rin, Brent. I grinned at my thought.
I had already imagined our dates, our hands intertwined with each other, us professing our love to each other. How sweet would that be! I already pictured us out kissing each other endlessly. I flashed a smile.
Alam ko ng malapit ko ng makuha ang inaasam kong 'YES' sa kanya. I knew that I was on the way to his heart.
I also made a banner for him.
WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND BRENT TRENCE JIMENEZ FOR REAL?
YES OR YES? O, di ba, para wala na siyang option. Kahapon lang, hinalikan niya ako sa pisngi matapos kong ibigay ang regalo niya. Birthday niya kasi. Kakagigil talaga siya. Hindi ako nakatulog buong magdamag kaka-replay sa isipan ko ng paghalik niya sa akin.
I was actually planning to held this surprise for himyesterday. Pero naisip ko na, he should enjoy na lang. It's his day.
The thought of having him as my boyfriend. I already felt flying in cloud nine. Ito na ba 'yon? Is this the day that we would be together?
Kaya ngayon kasama ko si Maggie na kasalukuyang nag-aayos ng mga ito. Napaka-supportive talaga ng bestfriend ko.
Ngayon, hinihintay na lang namin siya. I couldn't wait him saying, Yes, Yna I'd be your boyfriend. Oh God, these words make my heart fluttered.
Patingin tingin ako sa relo ko habang naghihintay sa kanya. Bakit ang tagal naman niya?
After a long wait, there he was. Napangiti ako, pero saglit na nalusaw ang ngiti ko nang makita ko siyang may kahawak na babae.
"B-bes..." Maggie patted my shoulder. Alam niyang konti na lang iiyak na ako.
But no, I won't. Malay ko bang girlfriend niya 'yon. Nanliligaw ako sa kanya, kaya hindi puwede. Kilala ko siya. I knew he would never do things to hurt me. May ideya naman akong gusto niya rin ako. Nagpapakipot pa! Kainis. Pero dahil love ko siya, gagawin ko lahat para sa kanya.
There's no giving up today.
So, I still continued. I was getting there so I wouldn't give up.
Brent approached me as soon as he saw the banner. Pero kinuha niya lang iyon at pinagpupunit. I couldn't help but release a soft sob. I stiffened and wiped my tears away before it could run out my face.
Reality slapped me hard.
I felt hopeless.
I felt so small.
My pride as a woman was downgraded too.
I exerted a lot of effort for that...
How could he do this to me?
"I have a girlfriend, Yna. I'm sorry it's a NO. Leave me!"
"W-What?" Nanatiling nakabuka ang labi ko. I still couldn't believe it!
"I told you, I'm not after your game, Yna. If you are doing this just because you want to, spare me."
"I love you!" Nakarinig pa ako ng singhapan at hiyawan. Pero, mahal ko siya. I wouldn't risk everything if not.
"You don't know what you are saying..." he muttered in disbelief.
"I know it. I'm in love with you. I did everything, Brent. Please, don't break my heart..."
"Hindi ako pumapatol sa bata. You're too young, Yna."
"So? You make it seem that I can't be with you. You're just two years older than me and I don't care. The hell with it! I want you! Ginawa ko naman lahat ha..." My voice cracked.
"Sinabi ko bang gawin mo 'yon? Sinabi ko bang gustuhin mo ako, huh?"
"Ang sama mo..." Nanggigigil kong hayag.
"I told you, it's a no. Go away! Don't... Don't ever come near to me. Stop pestering me, kid."
His words echoed inside my head.
Ilang taon kong ginugol ang pag-asa na baka mamahalan niya ako ng pabalik.
Pwede naman niyang sabihin ng mahinahon sa akin hindi yung sisigawan niya ako. In front of the crowd, I was dumped.
Too much expectations could lead to huge disappointment. Indeed.
People crave for love. We need love. Masama bang nag-expect ako na mahalin niya ako? Na baka puwede na kami. Kasi, alam ko at sigurado na akong magiging kami. But then I ended up being toyed around.
Oo isa itong drama at sila lang naman ang bida. Samantalagang ako? Extra. At kahit kailan man hindi ako papasa maging bidang babae.
Ganoon naman talaga ang buhay. Life will not always be on the same boat you're in.
Tumakbo agad ako papalayo sa kanya at nagsimulang humagulgol. I let these tears fell. Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko.
Why couldn't it be me?
I couldn't take this anymore. After all I did, iyon lang ang isusukli niya sa akin. He could have said No than letting me see him with his girlfriend. That hurts me more. I felt my heart shattered into pieces. The pain he caused will never be replaced.
I would always remember this day.
The day he broke my heart.
The day he wrecked me.
It took me how months before I decided moving on. I even went to his place every day. Kasi hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit siya naging gano'n.
Pero, mas lalo lang niya ipinamukha sa akin na wala talaga kaya wag niyang sabihing mahal niya ako matapos niyang ipamukha sa akin lahat ng iyon. At hanggang ngayon, masakit pa rin. I was trying to conceal my fear with bravery but my heart won't let me.
Traydor ka talagang puso ka...
Isa siyang malaking gago. He hurt me. He turned me into a fool. And it hurts like hell! I should have not made a move. Hindi 'yong nasasaktan ako ng ganito.
I saw him with his girlfriend before. They looked happy. And here I was, still miserable when he didn't accept the love that I could pour fot him.
I watched a lot of romantic dramas just to conceal the pain I was feeling and for my mother not to see me crying. The most compelling love stories for me are the tragic ones. Titanic and Romeo and Juliet were one of them. Masyado lang din kasi akong broken hearted kaya nagging fan ako ng tragic stories. After that day, I was trying to move on. Believe me, I did.
But one day, my mother saw me crying a river again. I told her the truth. How I courted Brent and how he broke my heart.
"Anak, when most people experience their first love and first break, it's normal and might be unforgettable for you. But you should learn from it, cope up with life's shits no matter how difficult it is to accept the reality and learn to heal and grow. Kung gusto ka ng tao, maniwala ka, lalapitan ka niya pero kapag hindi, tama na. Katangahan na 'yan."
I did what she said. Hindi ko pinansin si Brent. Nag-focus ako sa pag-aaral ko.
But one day, when I found out that he was not in a relationship anymore, my heart felt happy. Gusto ko ng mag-move on pero siya pa rin talaga kahit anong gawin ko.
"Stop falling for him anymore," I told myself but emotions are great deceiver.
I'll do what it takes for him to bounce back to me.
Hindi ako ang babaeng sinasayang.
I grew up believing that you can achieve something out of your will. When you let your passion and love as a driving force to get whatever you want, you could have it.That's why I always did my best. I wanted to excel and show to everyone that I have something to be proud of.But as time passes by, these beliefs have turned into disbelief.Things would not be always on your side no matter how you eagerly and desperately want them. Things woulf not be always meant for you no matter how desperate you would be.Maganda ka. Hindi ka dapat tinatapon ng kahit sino ng basta-basta.I stared at my own reflection. Tangina! Ang ganda ko! Tapos, walang hiya iyong Brent na 'yon para paasahin ako at pagmukhain akong tanga.My God! I was dumped!Years have passed yet the same feeling I f
My heart was still beating so fast like it's going to lose its grip inside my chest. Hindi ko alam na kaya ko ng sabihin sa kanya ang mga salitang iyon.What did he think of himself? Porque gwapo siya. Gago pa rin siya! I would never forget that day where he dumped me. It would be forever be vivid in my mind.I took a quick bath. Isinalampak ko ang sarili ko sa kama pagkatapos no'n. I tried to sleep, kahit na alam kong hindi na naman ako makakatulog dahil sa kanya.I dozed off to sleep right after I closed my eyes.I woke up as the rays of sunlight touched my skin. I prepared myself and did my usual routine. Thank God, I only have two classes today. First year was not that yet too stressful. Konting mga activities pa lang, that's why I could manage.I only have kuya with me now. Lalo na si Mama nag-abroad. I understood that my mother had to go there
Nakita kong pinunasan nito ang kanyang ilong. Tumalikod ako at dumiretso muli sa ring. "Wait, Yna!" I heard him calling me but I ignored him instead."Please, let me talk to you." Pinakita ko sa kanya 'yong kamao kong nakakuyom."Gusto mo pang makaisa?" Umiling siya. "Iyon naman pala eh, stop bothering me!"Napansin kong nakasunod pa rin siya. "Seriously, Brent? You won't stop pestering me?!""I'll do whatever you want. Just talk to me please." His voice sounded almost a pleading. Naningkit ang mata ko nang humarap muli sa kanya."You'll do whatever I want?" He nodded in response."Fine, beat me."
Just thinking about what he said made me blush more. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang pag iinit ng pisngi ko. Damn you, Brent!I'm mortified! Gosh! I glared at him when I heard him chuckling. "Hoy! Tumigil ka na nga!" Saway ko sa kanya."Will you stop making fun of me? Nakakainis ka!""Shit, you're cute, Yna.""Huh?" I didn't expect him saying that. I took that cue to get my food and left him there.Bwisit siya! Hindi ko siya pinansin kahit na naririnig ko siyang tinatawag ang pangalan ko.I locked the door and caressed my chest. How could he make my heart beat every time?
I stood still. Nakaawang pa rin ang aking bibig matapos niyang sabihin iyon. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Tatakbo ba ako o aalis? Yayakapin ko ba siya kasi nagseselos siya o hindi?My mind was always in chaos when he's around.What he said still blew my mind. Nagpakawala naman ako ng isang malalim na hininga. I couldn't find the right words to say."B-Brent...""Sobra ka naman ata, Yna. Lagi mo akong tinataboy okay lang sa 'kin. I know it's my fault to begin with, pero 'wag naman ito." I bit my lower lip."W-What do you mean?""Don't hang out with that man." may pagbabantang tinig nito.
I blinked. The kiss was too fast but still what he did can't be easily forgotten in just a snap.Brent smiled widely after our lips parted.I couldn't even move. I stared at him in disbelief. I am still dumbfounded.Yes, I've been fantasizing this for how many years. But still, this felt surreal. Gusto ko siyang suntukin pero hindi ko magawa.He was my first kiss actually. Glad I saved my first kiss for him. Pero, naiinis ako!I remained still. I heard him calling my name but I ignored it."Hey," untag niya."Ha?"
I called Brent a while ago to make up to him. I really need to apologize to him. Hindi na naman ako makakatulog nito. But, he didn't respond to any of my texts and call. I sighed. Pang ilang buntong hininga ko na ba ngayon.Did he get tired of me? Alam ko namang sobrang tigas ng ulo ko. Pero, sana hindi niya ako sukuan agad.I've been staring blankly at the wall. Nakatakip ang kanang braso ko sa mata ko habang ang unan ko nama'y nakadantay sa paa ko.Bukod kay Brent, isa pa ang inaalala ko, si kuya. I sat up. Right, si kuya. Nasaan na kaya iyon? I jumped from my bed and went to kuya's room. But kuya was not around. I immediately dialled his number. Pero, walang sumasagot. I remembered kuya passed out the last time. Binalutan agad ako ng kaba.
The smile in my lips was still evident when I got home. My eyes immediately caught kuya at the sofa watching t.v."Hi kuya." He looked at me and smiled."Okay ka na?" Tanong ko habang nagtatanggal ng sapatos. Umupo ako sa tabi ni kuya pagkatapos no'n. "Kuya.""Sorry for making you worry but I'm okay Yna,""Kuya, Ano ba kasing nangyayari?"He looked at me and his face saddened. "Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko Yna,""Bakit?""Fuck this life!" Gigil nitong hayag sabay sabunot sa kanyang buhok."Kuya.., ano ba kasi 'yon?""Nakabuntis ako, Yna. That was just a one night stand years ago. Hindi ko alam." Nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni kuya. Did I hear it right?"P-paano?""Tangina talaga, 'di ko pa mahanap kung nasaan na 'yung babae. Tapos, si Jenny pa putangina kasi. Kung kailan gusto ko na siya tsaka pa siya nagkaroon ng Chase. Ang sarap basagin ng mukha ng h*******k na 'yon!""Kuya.. Don't you think ate Jenny deserves to be happy? Hayaan mo na lang siya maging masaya. Napapagod din ka
I would never forget her words she threw on me too. That was my cue to stop."Minsan, ang sakit mo ring magsalita no," bumagsak ang balikat ko at yumuko. I don't want to let her see me breaking but God, I couldn't help it. Tangina, tumagos sa buto iyon. Nanginginig ang kalamnan ko."Tama ka, I'm an asshole. A jerk. No one would love me like you do. Sige, iwan mo na ako katulad ng iba. Gago ako diba?"Pumunta pa rin ako sa bahay nila, gusto ko sanang mag-paalam, na huli na 'to dahil tanggap ko na. Pero, nalaman na ni Yael. Tinanggap ko lahat ng suntok niya, tadyak niya, sipa niya, lahat lahat sinalo ko kase kasalanan ko. Pinatos ko kapatid niya sa likod niya. Sinira ko ang tiwala ng bestfriend ko. Ginago ko siya. Kasi, kung matino ako ipagpapaalam ko siya ng maayos pero wala e, gago talaga.There are kinds of love. Love that nourishes you to grow, to bloom and become better. And there is also a love that restricts you and that forbids you. It leads you to misunderstandings until you ten
"Kapatid mo?" Yael was browsing his gallery and I saw his picture with a girl. Seems like his sister. Bakit tinanong ko pa?Si Yael, bestfriend ko 'yun. Kahit na siraulo, maasahan mo naman 'yun.We were at our bench, resting after an intense game. Fuck, my elbow still hurts."Yeah, ganda nya no." aniya."Oo nga, sexy pa." I licked my lips I stared at the photos together with his sister.Ngumiwi ako nang hinampas niya ako sa twalya. "Gago ka, 'wag kapatid ko! Mga galawan mo!" singhal niya. Sinapak ko naman siya sa braso."Tanga, hindi ako manunulot ng kapatid, oy! May girlfriend ako, siraulo ka ba?"Gago ba siya! Hindi rin ako pumapatol ng bata!"Ako ba niloloko mo Brent? Kahit may girlfriend ka na, kilala kita.""Baliw, hindi ah." kontra ko pa.Binatukan naman niya ako. "Kanina ka pa ha!" hinimas himas ko ulo ko."Utot mo Brent, wala pang isang araw ang pagpapalit mo ng chixx, gusto mo isa-isahin ko?" panghahamon niya."Marami ba? 'Di ko dama e. Balak ko sanang mangolekta pa." I grinn
When we thought that everything's going in accord, our happiness were stolen away in just a snap. Zalayne was diagnosed with Leukemia. It was devastating as a mom seeing my daughter wincing in pain every time we go to hospital. It was hereditary because my father had that disease before which led to his death. "Go, Daddy!" My daughter cheered ecstatically. Ganyan siya simula nang sinama namin siya. This was the first she'd be out that's why she can't contain her excitement. Napapangiti lang ako sa ca-cutan niya. She was giggling while watching her daddy on the court playing baskteball together with my other kuyas.Ngumiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ang anak kong masayang masaya. I hope this little joy won't be taken away within our grasp.My heart clenched painfully. Itinago ko pa ang mukha ko para hindi ako makita ng anak ko. I don't want her to see me in this state. She'd be sad for sure but I couldn't help it. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luha ko."Ang galing ni Daddy, naka-shoot o
After the proposal, we started attending to marriage seminars. We wanted to be guided well. Because, marriage is not a joke. It isn't something you do just because you wanted. We want let God lead this marriage. We know that if we let God be the author of our lives everything will be alright.Yes, we just got married today. Kahit ako hindi makapaniwala. Isa na akong Jimenez.The preparation lasted for a month before we held the wedding. Just a few people came, our family, friends and some of our work mates were present there to support us.The memory of the wedding lingered on my mind again. We went through series of havoc, but still we managed it all.Papa Oscar was the one who walked with me though the aisle but it would be more special if Papa was around.My baby Zalayne was there with us celebrating with our happiest day. I remembered laughing out loud after Rashiel and his first love Attorney Padua danced on my wedding. They needed that time. Sinadya talaga namin ni Brent 'yun
Nagising akong ramdam pa rin ang mainit na yakap ni Brent. Mas lalo akong sumiksik sa leeg niya."Hi.." he said when I checked him if he's awake and he was just looking at me. Kanina pa ba niya ako tinititigan? Paano kung nakanganga pala ako kanina?"I love you..." he whispered. Ang aga aga naman nito!He was about to give me a peck on my lips when I immediately covered it with my hand.He frowned at me. "Bad breath pa ako.""And so?" Umusog naman ako ng kaunti."Ah, basta. Ayoko. Anong oras na ba?" I glanced at the wall clock."10 na?!" I shrieked."Really?""Hindi ka mukhang nagulat, Brent. Kanina ka pa pala gising. Hindi mo man lang ako ginising.""I'm sorry I was just watching you sleep. It's your fault you look pretty in the morning,""Heh! 'Wag mo 'kong ganyanin! May pasok pa ako sa shop."Siya nga d'yan ang sobrang gwapo. My cheeks flushed. "Let me drive you,""Hindi na. Umuwi ka kaya muna sa inyo,""It's okay, Yna. I texted my Mom a while ago." he insisted. "Kahit na, nakaka
"H-Hi..." she said with a smile plastered on her face. It was a smile I've never seen from her. For some odd reasons, it felt genuine."H-Hello. Why are you here?" I managed to ask. I had to show her that it was fine. I didn't want her to know how terrified I was."Can we talk for a while?" she asked with her calm voice."Sure."We ended up in a coffee shop nearby. "I've been wanting to see you, Yna but I never got the courage to do it," panimula niya. She lowered her gaze and I saw her in pain while she was telling it go md. "You know, I'm sorry for what I did back then. I was just really pissed off at that time. I know this apology is a long over due but I wanted to say how sorry I was.""Okay lang, Danica. Nagmahal ka lang naman. Mali rin ako noon dahil alam kong nandoon ka pero pinili ko pa rin siya.""Yes, Brent was the only one I love. He was there for me whenever I need him. It was difficult for me to let him go especially when you came into the picture. I thought it was your
Pagod akong humiga sa kama ko at niyakap ng mahigpit ang unan ko nang makarating ako sa apartment ko. I couldn't just get rid of Brent's face in my mind.How would I be able to say this to him? The last encounter we had was when I was drunk. He told me he didn't want to see me anymore.Paulit-ulit kasing rumerehistro sa utak ko ang usapan namin nila Hera. And it's killing me too much.Love is really destructive. It's either you destroy or you'd get destroyed.I needed to tell him this.The next morning came and I went to his place. I gathered my strength together as I was standing in front of his apartment. I heaved a great sigh before I pressed the button. Nangangatal pa rin ang aking kamay dahil sa kaba. Kagat ko pa rin ang labi ko. Nanghihina ang aking mga buto. Nanginginig ang tuhod ko.Pinindot ko muli at naghintay. Pero, wala siya. I wonder where he is now. I called his phone number but there was no response.I called Kuya Dexter's number, baka sakaling alam niya. Ilang beses ak
"Yna, look I'm sorry for what I said. It's my fault. But, don't get there Yna. Breaking up? Really? No, I won't allow that," matigas niyang saad. He looked frustrated and vulnerable."Magpahinga muna tayo, Brent. Minadali kasi natin lahat —""No, Yna okay naman tayo ah. Why are you insisting that? Okay, sige. Cool-off muna tayo kung gusto mo. I'll give you the time and space you need but please do not break up with me. Nandito na tayo.""I won't break up with you if you promise to tell me what you're up to these past few days. Hindi ako manghuhula, Brent." Tumahimik siya sandali."See? You can't tell it to me! Para saan pa at naging tayo?""Hindi sa lahat ng oras Yna sasabihin ko sa'yo ang pinagkakaabalahan ko. May buhay ko at hindi sa lahat ng oras alam mo ang bawat detalye ng buhay ko.""Fine, naiintindihan ko. Girlfriend lang naman ako, okay. I understand."Which means he doesn't trust me as much as I am to him."Yna naman..." he pleaded. I walked to my bedroom. Mabilis kong sinarad
It's been a week since the last encounter with kuya. Brent has been very sweet to me since then. Kalat na rin sa buong department na kami na.Hindi ko nga maisip na mangyayari pala talaga 'to na parte lang ng pangarap ko.We were holding hands as we were heading to our house. May binili raw siyang regalo kay kuya. Kanina ko pa nga siya tinatanong kung ano pero ayaw niya talaga.I could see Brent's effort to really please kuya. May pinagsamahan naman sila, sana iyon ang makita ni kuya, hindi lang 'yung galit niya.He stopped the engine. Naningkit naman ang mata nito nang tumingin sa akin. "I know what you're thinking, Yna but I won't tell it. Just wait and see." He even winked. What the hell? Ilang beses pa akong kumurap. Nang bumaba siya, sumunod na rin ako.Hindi na kinagulat ni ate Bea nang makita kami. Nasanay na rin siya na lagi kaming magkasama na pumupunta rito. Sa totoo lang, hindi lang naman kay Brent galit si kuya. Sa akin din. Hanggang maaari, ayokong saktan si kuya. He's th