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Chapter 1

Author: HYLover
last update Huling Na-update: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I grew up believing that you can achieve something out of your will.

When you let your passion and love as a driving force to get whatever you want, you could have it. 

That's why I always did my best. I wanted to excel and show to everyone that I have something to be proud of.

But as time passes by, these beliefs have turned into disbelief.

Things would not be always on your side no matter how you eagerly and desperately want them. Things woulf not be always meant for you no matter how desperate you would be.

Maganda ka.

Hindi ka dapat tinatapon ng kahit sino ng basta-basta.

I stared at my own reflection. Tangina! Ang ganda ko! Tapos, walang hiya iyong Brent na 'yon para paasahin ako at pagmukhain akong tanga.

My God! I was dumped!

Years have passed yet the same feeling I felt before was the same pain I still feel now. The torment inside my chest has never left me since that day when I professed my feeling in front of the crowd.

Grabe lang 'yong ispiritu na dumapo sa akin no'n. Kaya ko lang siguro nagawa iyon ay dahil wala akong ibang naisip kung hindi ang mapansin niya ako. Desperado na ako e. Pero wala!

I kept telling myself that it's okay, that I could meet people who would stay in my life. People who would like to be with you would choose always choose you without inhibitions. That's only if they really did love you.

But no matter how hard I tried to convince myself that he's not someone I could keep, I would just ended up thinking him everytime when his face just ran across my mind. 

How could he have left a huge space in my heart? 

He hadn't even reciprocated the love I felt for him. 

It sucks when the love you've been aching for won't be given back to you the way you want it to. 

Highschool ako nang mag-confess ako sa kanya. Second year to be exact. I was really smitten by his charms. When I saw him at the gym playing basketball, I knew it that time that I already loved him.

It grew stronger each day when I learned that he was his my older brother's bestfriend.

This may sound crazy, kahit baliw naman talaga ako but the moment I laid my eyes upon him, I knew it that time that he's the one. Siya na talaga!

He's two years older than me but that didn't stop me from chasing him. I was too determined to win his heart that I could break every wall that might hinder me.

Ayaw niya pa nang una. Akala niya nagbibiro lang ako. Dahil bata ako! Dahil nakakabata akong kapatid ng bestfriend niya. Pero, hindi ako nagpadala roon. I wanted him to be with me.

Niligawan ko siya. I did things I never imagined I could do.

I did everything! But what he did in return? He pushed me away, he used me and he broke me.

I went to his house straight from school to give him my letter cards. I even cooked food for him. Noodles and fried egg specifically. I didn't know how to cook yet but I could learn. Lalo na kapag magpapakasal na kami! That was part of my plan before kapag sinagot niya ako.

Kaya nga, nakaka-putangina siya. Walang hiya! Hindi sana ako umaasa ng ganito kung sa umpisa pa lang sinabi niya ng wala akong pag asa. Ginamit niya pa ako!

"I have a girlfriend, Yna. I'm sorry it's a NO. Leave me!"

I never imagined words could be that poweful to break someone's heart. Ang sakit lalo na kapag naalala ko 'yon.

But the love I have for him prevails until now more than the pain he have caused me.

Wala na akong balita sa kanya matapos no'n. I transfered to another school until I graduated in high school. Kung nasaan mang lupalop siya, wala na akong pakialam!

But who was I kidding? I-deny mo pa,  Yna. 

I heaved a great sigh. Inayos ko muna ang buhok ko bago lumabas. I smiled. Today's my first day being a college girl.

I took UPCAT and gladly I passed it. My older brother wanted me to become an Architect. Pumayag na lang din ako. I actually have not yet chosen what profession would I take.

My mind was still clouded with so many thoughts that it's making me too hard to think carefully.

Nakita ko naman si kuya na masama ang titig sa akin. I arched my brow.

"I didn't do anything," bungad ko sa kanya.

"Yna-" he said in a serious tone. He looked like on the verge of killing me.

I cut him off. "Kuya! That's her fault!"

"Yna, hindi ka na bata para umastang ganyan!"

"Whatever!" I rolled my eyes and then passed him by.

I got really pissed off yesterday when I saw a couple cuddling at a fast food chain. They were in a public place. I get it that they want to display their affection. Pero, tangina! Bitter ako e!

Kaya nang tumayo 'yong babae papuntang cashier pinatid ko. Galit na galit kaya sinugod ako. Pero ako pa hinamon niya. We ended up fighting each other.

They should've never mess with me! Yes, masama talaga ugali ko. Wala naman akong pake!

Kuya wanted me to completely got over with Brent.

I knew where he was coming from. Nang malaman niya ngang nanligaw ako, galit na galit nga siya sa akin. Hindi niya nga ako pinansin ng ilang buwan no'n. Ilang beses pa akong nagpumilit kay kuya, lumuhod na ako lahat lahat para tanggapin niya ang desisyon ko pero ayaw niya talaga e.

Alam niya kasing playboy din si Brent. Pero, anong magagawa ko no'n? Mahal ko siya eh.

No one's gonna stop me from stealing his heart. Pero, tangina! Umiinit ang ulo ko 'pag naalala ko 'yong pinaasa niya ako! H*******k siya! Madapa sana siya kung nasaan siya ngayon.

Gago siya!

Kinausap na lang ako ni kuya nang umalis na ako sa dating school ko. Simula no'n naging maayos naman kahit papaano ang relasyon namin ni kuya. I told him that I was now over with Brent. I was done with him.

Ang hirap ng maghabol lalo na kung alam mong sa umpisa pa lang hindi mo na makukuha ang inaasam mo.

Hindi pa nga nag-uumpisa ang laban namin, tapos na agad. Tinapos niya na.

Hindi pa ako nakakalabas ng gate namin nang may nakita akong pamilyar na bulto. I widened my eyes when recognition hit my eyes.

Ang kanyang buhok na sumasabay sa ihip ng hangin ay hindi nakatakas sa aking mga mata. Naka v-neck gray shirt lang ito at maong shorts na sinamahan ng sneakers. Tangina! Ang gwapo talaga!

My knees trembled. It was difficult to me to breathe and walk properly!

How on earth did he—

Ohmygosh! Hindi niya naman ako pupuntahan no? Nagsisisi ba siya? Hindi ko alam kung paano siya haharapin.

I needed to keep my compossure and act as if nothing happened. Yes, Yna you need to slap him in the face that he's not worth of your tears.

You're too beautiful to be resisted. Too good to be ignored. Too great to be dumped.

Bahala siya diyan! Ako lang naman ang sinayang niya.

Nag-umpisa na akong maglakad at hinawakan ng mahigpit ang aking bag. Kinakabahan pa rin ako habang mabibigat ang aking mga yabag.

I needed an air to breathe!

While passing by him, he grabbed my arm. Ito na nga ba ang sinasabi ko, what the hell was wrong with him?

After how many years, I still didn't know how to properly face him. Would I act as if nothing happened too just as what his emotions were showing? Like he didn't yell at me at all. Like he didn't tell me to leave him alone. 

It still hurts.

When I turned around to look at him, bakit ang gwapo niya pa rin? Why couldn't there be no time where I was mesmerized by his appearance?

"Aren't you going to greet me?" he asked with a smile plastered on his face.  That smile has shown me so much weakness.

I blinked. Twice.

What the?! How dare he talked as cool as that?

"Wait..." I muttered. "Bakit ang cool mo ha, Brent? Feeling mo kinagwapo mo 'yan?"

He flashed a smile. Bakit ang gwapo niya lalo na kapag ngumingiti siya?

"Gwapo ako eh." Nakangisi pa ang gago. This was why I fell for him. His smile that could capture one's soul. 

My forehead creased. "May sakit ka ba?"

"Bro! Nandyan ka na pala, Yna akala ko nakaalis ka na." We looked at Kuya who was paving his way towards us.

"Aalis na po." I waved at kuya and walked away.

Sapo ko ang d****b ko habang papalayo. What the hell was that? I never had a conversation with Brent since that day. Kaya nakakapagtaka kung bakit niya ako kinausap na parang walang nangyari.

Sabagay, hindi naman siya naapektuhan. Kahit nga iyong pagiyak ko no'n wala man lang sa kanya. Gano'n siguro, ayaw niya talaga. Wala rin siyang pakialam sa akin. Pero sana naman nagsabi siya sa akin na wala na akong pag-asa hindi iyong nalunod na ako sa kanya wala pala siyang balak na sagipin ako. 

My eyes were glued outside the window. It's nice to see people who are happily doing something they want to unlike me who's still on the process of figuring out what's beneath life.

Hindi ko nga alam kung ano ang gusto kong maging.

Paano kaya naiisip ng iba 'yung gusto nilang gawin sa future? They seemed so sure of what they wanted to do, what they wished to be, what their passions are and what they wanted to achieve. I envy them. Unlike me who was still unsure of what to do. 

My teacher asked me before of what profession would I take, I told them I wanted to be a mother but my classmates laughed at me. I just wanted to be a house wife, to take care of my hyusband and kids in the future. Was that something to make fun of? 

As I grew up, that was still my dream. Ang sabi ng karamihan, matalino raw ako. Madami akong puwedeng gawin pero hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin alam. 

I let out a deep sigh. Kanina ipinakilala namin ang sarili namin. Naasar pa nga ako no'ng una. Akala ko high school lang iyon na magpapakilala sa harap ng iba. Never thought college would be the same like that too.

I glanced at my watch. Bakit ang bagal ng oras?

Buong klase sa labas lang ako nakatingin. Hindi ko nga nainitindihan iyong pinaguusapan. May mga iilan na tumatawa. Kaya, pinili ko na lang 'wag makinig at tinuon muli ang atensyon sa labas.

Pang ilang buntong hininga ko na ba ngayon. Thank God, the professor dismissed.

Naghanap naman ako ng pwesto nang may makita akong babaeng mag isang kumakain. Umupo ako sa harap niya.

"Hi." I greeted. She smiled. "I'm Yna. You are?" Inangat niya ang ulo niya at binitawan ang librong binabasa nito. I needed to make friends. Puro lalaki ang mga kasama ko ever since.

"Rashiel," tipid na sabi nito at bumalik muli sa binabasa.

Ang sungit naman nito.

"Anong course mo?" tanong ko pa. Gusto ko lang maging feeling close.

"BS Bio Sci," sagot niya habang nagbabasa.

"Hala, talaga? Magkalapit lang building natin."

She closed her notebook. "Yna, pasensya ka na. Pero nakakaistorbo ka kasi, may binabasa ako nakikita mo naman."

"Ay, sorry." Nakayuko kong sabi.

"Okay lang. Pero kung gusto mo talaga ng kausap, mamaya. Review lang ako."

She looked competitive. I wonder, kung magkaka-jowa pa siya sa lagay na 'yan. She looked like a typical nerd who didn't mind the world.

I smiled. "Talaga? I hope we could be friends."

"Sure," she replied. 

Rashiel has become my friend after that. Lalo na nang iniwan ako ni Maggie, she migrated to Singapore with her Mom. Kaya, nakakatuwa lang na makakilala ng bagong kaibigan.

"May jowa ka na?" I inquired.

She nodded in response.

"Legit ba?"

"Mukha ba akong hindi mag-bo-boyfriend?

"Hindi ah. Nakakainggit nga eh. Sana all," sabi ko. "Gwapo ba?" tanong ko muli. I was really excited to know. She's beautiful; her boyfriend's definitely handsome too. 

"Oo naman, ayun siya ." Napatingin naman ako sa tinuro niya. Tangina! Ang gwapo! Peste! Bakit gano'n? Sana all masaya sa love-life hindi 'yung katulad kong na-basted.

"Bye, Yna. See you tomorrow," aniya.

"Okay." I waved at her. Umangkla siya sa braso ng jowa niya saka tuluyang umalis papalayo.

Hays! Buti pa siya maayos ang lovelife samantalang ako. The hell with my comparison!

I'm pretty. I'm sure I can find someone who would love me even with my flaws and imperfections.

You're worth to be kept. You're worth it than any precious gems and jewelries. I reminded myself. 

Nakatayo habang naghihintay ng jeep. Doon kasi sa sakayan, punuan na. Hindi naman ako masundo ni Kuya lalo na galit 'yon sa nagawa ko ro'n sa babae no'ng isang araw.

I took a deep breath. Kanina pa ako naghihintay ng jeep. Bakit walang dumadaan?

Napapadyak na ako dahil sa tindi ng inis. Halos humaba na nga ang leeg ko kakahintay sa jeep.

Nakarinig naman ako ng malakas na pagbusina ng kotse sa harapan ko.

I made a face. Dito pa talaga pumarada kung saan ako naghihintay.

Mga Pilipino nga naman oh!

"Ano ba yan?!" singhal ko.

Dahan dahan naman bumaba ang bintana ng kotse at dumungaw doon ang driver.

OMG! Is this serious? As in! Talagang talaga?

"Sakay na," seryosong sabi nito habang nakatingin sa aking mukha.

Wait! Timepers! Was he real? Was he asking me to ride with him?

"Ha?"

"Come on, Yna. Sumakay ka na. Puputi na lang buhok mo, hindi ka pa makakasakay."

"Ha?"

"Sa pagkakaalam ko hindi ka bingi. You'll get in the car or you'll wait here forever? Choose."

What the hell was wrong with him?

He's weird. There's something wrong with him.

Nakatingin lang ito sa akin na binabantayan ang kilos kaya wala na akong nagawa kung hindi ang sumakay at umupo sa tabi nito.

On our way, nobody spoke. Tingin niya ba ako ang unang magsasalita. Nakatingin lang ako sa labas habang nakasandal sa headrest. Minsan ay sinisilip ko ang phone ko para ma-distract lang. Why did I end up here?

Ano kayang nakain nito? Kanina lang nasa bahay siya tapos susunduin niya ako. Gosh! Ano ba kasing meron?

I let out a deep sigh.

Hanggang sa makarating kami sa bahay nang walang imikan. Bumaba naman ako at sumunod siya.

"Uhmm... Thanks." I turned around and walked. I stopped when I heard him calling my name.

"Yna..." malalim at baritono na boses nito. Tangina! Why do I cripple when I hear him saying my name?

Napasapo ako sa d****b. Ayan ka na naman, dahil diyan sa Brent na 'yan abnormal ka na namang puso ka.

Haven't you forgotten what he did to you years ago?

I faced him with my eyes flaring. "Brent, hindi ko alam kung ano ang gusto mong iparating pero kung ano man 'yon 'wag mo ng ituloy. Mas lalo mo lang akong pinapaasa."

"Yna, I just want—" I cut him off.

"I don't care, Brent!"

I breathed heavily, gatheringI all my strength until I was able to finally say what I wanted to years ago.

"Sorry, I'm done with you. You're not worth the keep." I walked away.

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  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 2

    My heart was still beating so fast like it's going to lose its grip inside my chest. Hindi ko alam na kaya ko ng sabihin sa kanya ang mga salitang iyon.What did he think of himself? Porque gwapo siya. Gago pa rin siya! I would never forget that day where he dumped me. It would be forever be vivid in my mind.I took a quick bath. Isinalampak ko ang sarili ko sa kama pagkatapos no'n. I tried to sleep, kahit na alam kong hindi na naman ako makakatulog dahil sa kanya.I dozed off to sleep right after I closed my eyes.I woke up as the rays of sunlight touched my skin. I prepared myself and did my usual routine. Thank God, I only have two classes today. First year was not that yet too stressful. Konting mga activities pa lang, that's why I could manage.I only have kuya with me now. Lalo na si Mama nag-abroad. I understood that my mother had to go there

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 3

    Nakita kong pinunasan nito ang kanyang ilong. Tumalikod ako at dumiretso muli sa ring. "Wait, Yna!" I heard him calling me but I ignored him instead."Please, let me talk to you." Pinakita ko sa kanya 'yong kamao kong nakakuyom."Gusto mo pang makaisa?" Umiling siya. "Iyon naman pala eh, stop bothering me!"Napansin kong nakasunod pa rin siya. "Seriously, Brent? You won't stop pestering me?!""I'll do whatever you want. Just talk to me please." His voice sounded almost a pleading. Naningkit ang mata ko nang humarap muli sa kanya."You'll do whatever I want?" He nodded in response."Fine, beat me."

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 4

    Just thinking about what he said made me blush more. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang pag iinit ng pisngi ko. Damn you, Brent!I'm mortified! Gosh! I glared at him when I heard him chuckling. "Hoy! Tumigil ka na nga!" Saway ko sa kanya."Will you stop making fun of me? Nakakainis ka!""Shit, you're cute, Yna.""Huh?" I didn't expect him saying that. I took that cue to get my food and left him there.Bwisit siya! Hindi ko siya pinansin kahit na naririnig ko siyang tinatawag ang pangalan ko.I locked the door and caressed my chest. How could he make my heart beat every time?

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 5

    I stood still. Nakaawang pa rin ang aking bibig matapos niyang sabihin iyon. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Tatakbo ba ako o aalis? Yayakapin ko ba siya kasi nagseselos siya o hindi?My mind was always in chaos when he's around.What he said still blew my mind. Nagpakawala naman ako ng isang malalim na hininga. I couldn't find the right words to say."B-Brent...""Sobra ka naman ata, Yna. Lagi mo akong tinataboy okay lang sa 'kin. I know it's my fault to begin with, pero 'wag naman ito." I bit my lower lip."W-What do you mean?""Don't hang out with that man." may pagbabantang tinig nito.

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 6

    I blinked. The kiss was too fast but still what he did can't be easily forgotten in just a snap.Brent smiled widely after our lips parted.I couldn't even move. I stared at him in disbelief. I am still dumbfounded.Yes, I've been fantasizing this for how many years. But still, this felt surreal. Gusto ko siyang suntukin pero hindi ko magawa.He was my first kiss actually. Glad I saved my first kiss for him. Pero, naiinis ako!I remained still. I heard him calling my name but I ignored it."Hey," untag niya."Ha?"

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 7

    I called Brent a while ago to make up to him. I really need to apologize to him. Hindi na naman ako makakatulog nito. But, he didn't respond to any of my texts and call. I sighed. Pang ilang buntong hininga ko na ba ngayon.Did he get tired of me? Alam ko namang sobrang tigas ng ulo ko. Pero, sana hindi niya ako sukuan agad.I've been staring blankly at the wall. Nakatakip ang kanang braso ko sa mata ko habang ang unan ko nama'y nakadantay sa paa ko.Bukod kay Brent, isa pa ang inaalala ko, si kuya. I sat up. Right, si kuya. Nasaan na kaya iyon? I jumped from my bed and went to kuya's room. But kuya was not around. I immediately dialled his number. Pero, walang sumasagot. I remembered kuya passed out the last time. Binalutan agad ako ng kaba.

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 8

    The smile in my lips was still evident when I got home. My eyes immediately caught kuya at the sofa watching t.v."Hi kuya." He looked at me and smiled."Okay ka na?" Tanong ko habang nagtatanggal ng sapatos. Umupo ako sa tabi ni kuya pagkatapos no'n. "Kuya.""Sorry for making you worry but I'm okay Yna,""Kuya, Ano ba kasing nangyayari?"He looked at me and his face saddened. "Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko Yna,""Bakit?""Fuck this life!" Gigil nitong hayag sabay sabunot sa kanyang buhok."Kuya.., ano ba kasi 'yon?""Nakabuntis ako, Yna. That was just a one night stand years ago. Hindi ko alam." Nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni kuya. Did I hear it right?"P-paano?""Tangina talaga, 'di ko pa mahanap kung nasaan na 'yung babae. Tapos, si Jenny pa putangina kasi. Kung kailan gusto ko na siya tsaka pa siya nagkaroon ng Chase. Ang sarap basagin ng mukha ng h*******k na 'yon!""Kuya.. Don't you think ate Jenny deserves to be happy? Hayaan mo na lang siya maging masaya. Napapagod din ka

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 9

    He flashed a smile. That smile made my heart jumped in glee. I gulped when his hot breath lingered on my skin as his face rested in my neck trailing little kisses there. "I love you Yna," I blushed. Bakit ba kanina niya pa 'ko pinapakilig? Halos himatayin na ako e.We both seated in silence. Lumingon pa ako para tingnan siya. Siya nama'y nakatuon lang atensyon sa kisame."Brent..." I called and he looked at me. "Bakit hindi pwedeng sabihin kung bakit wala ka kanina? I mean, kung bakit late ka, paano ko maiintindihan?" He remained silent for a moment."Can we just savor the moment, Yna? I know you still have many uncertainties and questions in mind, pero pwede bang ibigay mo na lang sa 'kin 'to?" His eyes looked weary and tired. I wonder why. Fine! Kung ayaw niya sabihin,

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  • Finest Keeper   Epilogue Part II

    I would never forget her words she threw on me too. That was my cue to stop."Minsan, ang sakit mo ring magsalita no," bumagsak ang balikat ko at yumuko. I don't want to let her see me breaking but God, I couldn't help it. Tangina, tumagos sa buto iyon. Nanginginig ang kalamnan ko."Tama ka, I'm an asshole. A jerk. No one would love me like you do. Sige, iwan mo na ako katulad ng iba. Gago ako diba?"Pumunta pa rin ako sa bahay nila, gusto ko sanang mag-paalam, na huli na 'to dahil tanggap ko na. Pero, nalaman na ni Yael. Tinanggap ko lahat ng suntok niya, tadyak niya, sipa niya, lahat lahat sinalo ko kase kasalanan ko. Pinatos ko kapatid niya sa likod niya. Sinira ko ang tiwala ng bestfriend ko. Ginago ko siya. Kasi, kung matino ako ipagpapaalam ko siya ng maayos pero wala e, gago talaga.There are kinds of love. Love that nourishes you to grow, to bloom and become better. And there is also a love that restricts you and that forbids you. It leads you to misunderstandings until you ten

  • Finest Keeper   Epilogue

    "Kapatid mo?" Yael was browsing his gallery and I saw his picture with a girl. Seems like his sister. Bakit tinanong ko pa?Si Yael, bestfriend ko 'yun. Kahit na siraulo, maasahan mo naman 'yun.We were at our bench, resting after an intense game. Fuck, my elbow still hurts."Yeah, ganda nya no." aniya."Oo nga, sexy pa." I licked my lips I stared at the photos together with his sister.Ngumiwi ako nang hinampas niya ako sa twalya. "Gago ka, 'wag kapatid ko! Mga galawan mo!" singhal niya. Sinapak ko naman siya sa braso."Tanga, hindi ako manunulot ng kapatid, oy! May girlfriend ako, siraulo ka ba?"Gago ba siya! Hindi rin ako pumapatol ng bata!"Ako ba niloloko mo Brent? Kahit may girlfriend ka na, kilala kita.""Baliw, hindi ah." kontra ko pa.Binatukan naman niya ako. "Kanina ka pa ha!" hinimas himas ko ulo ko."Utot mo Brent, wala pang isang araw ang pagpapalit mo ng chixx, gusto mo isa-isahin ko?" panghahamon niya."Marami ba? 'Di ko dama e. Balak ko sanang mangolekta pa." I grinn

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 33

    When we thought that everything's going in accord, our happiness were stolen away in just a snap. Zalayne was diagnosed with Leukemia. It was devastating as a mom seeing my daughter wincing in pain every time we go to hospital. It was hereditary because my father had that disease before which led to his death. "Go, Daddy!" My daughter cheered ecstatically. Ganyan siya simula nang sinama namin siya. This was the first she'd be out that's why she can't contain her excitement. Napapangiti lang ako sa ca-cutan niya. She was giggling while watching her daddy on the court playing baskteball together with my other kuyas.Ngumiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ang anak kong masayang masaya. I hope this little joy won't be taken away within our grasp.My heart clenched painfully. Itinago ko pa ang mukha ko para hindi ako makita ng anak ko. I don't want her to see me in this state. She'd be sad for sure but I couldn't help it. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luha ko."Ang galing ni Daddy, naka-shoot o

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 32

    After the proposal, we started attending to marriage seminars. We wanted to be guided well. Because, marriage is not a joke. It isn't something you do just because you wanted. We want let God lead this marriage. We know that if we let God be the author of our lives everything will be alright.Yes, we just got married today. Kahit ako hindi makapaniwala. Isa na akong Jimenez.The preparation lasted for a month before we held the wedding. Just a few people came, our family, friends and some of our work mates were present there to support us.The memory of the wedding lingered on my mind again. We went through series of havoc, but still we managed it all.Papa Oscar was the one who walked with me though the aisle but it would be more special if Papa was around.My baby Zalayne was there with us celebrating with our happiest day. I remembered laughing out loud after Rashiel and his first love Attorney Padua danced on my wedding. They needed that time. Sinadya talaga namin ni Brent 'yun

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 31

    Nagising akong ramdam pa rin ang mainit na yakap ni Brent. Mas lalo akong sumiksik sa leeg niya."Hi.." he said when I checked him if he's awake and he was just looking at me. Kanina pa ba niya ako tinititigan? Paano kung nakanganga pala ako kanina?"I love you..." he whispered. Ang aga aga naman nito!He was about to give me a peck on my lips when I immediately covered it with my hand.He frowned at me. "Bad breath pa ako.""And so?" Umusog naman ako ng kaunti."Ah, basta. Ayoko. Anong oras na ba?" I glanced at the wall clock."10 na?!" I shrieked."Really?""Hindi ka mukhang nagulat, Brent. Kanina ka pa pala gising. Hindi mo man lang ako ginising.""I'm sorry I was just watching you sleep. It's your fault you look pretty in the morning,""Heh! 'Wag mo 'kong ganyanin! May pasok pa ako sa shop."Siya nga d'yan ang sobrang gwapo. My cheeks flushed. "Let me drive you,""Hindi na. Umuwi ka kaya muna sa inyo,""It's okay, Yna. I texted my Mom a while ago." he insisted. "Kahit na, nakaka

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 30

    "H-Hi..." she said with a smile plastered on her face. It was a smile I've never seen from her. For some odd reasons, it felt genuine."H-Hello. Why are you here?" I managed to ask. I had to show her that it was fine. I didn't want her to know how terrified I was."Can we talk for a while?" she asked with her calm voice."Sure."We ended up in a coffee shop nearby. "I've been wanting to see you, Yna but I never got the courage to do it," panimula niya. She lowered her gaze and I saw her in pain while she was telling it go md. "You know, I'm sorry for what I did back then. I was just really pissed off at that time. I know this apology is a long over due but I wanted to say how sorry I was.""Okay lang, Danica. Nagmahal ka lang naman. Mali rin ako noon dahil alam kong nandoon ka pero pinili ko pa rin siya.""Yes, Brent was the only one I love. He was there for me whenever I need him. It was difficult for me to let him go especially when you came into the picture. I thought it was your

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 29

    Pagod akong humiga sa kama ko at niyakap ng mahigpit ang unan ko nang makarating ako sa apartment ko. I couldn't just get rid of Brent's face in my mind.How would I be able to say this to him? The last encounter we had was when I was drunk. He told me he didn't want to see me anymore.Paulit-ulit kasing rumerehistro sa utak ko ang usapan namin nila Hera. And it's killing me too much.Love is really destructive. It's either you destroy or you'd get destroyed.I needed to tell him this.The next morning came and I went to his place. I gathered my strength together as I was standing in front of his apartment. I heaved a great sigh before I pressed the button. Nangangatal pa rin ang aking kamay dahil sa kaba. Kagat ko pa rin ang labi ko. Nanghihina ang aking mga buto. Nanginginig ang tuhod ko.Pinindot ko muli at naghintay. Pero, wala siya. I wonder where he is now. I called his phone number but there was no response.I called Kuya Dexter's number, baka sakaling alam niya. Ilang beses ak

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 28

    "Yna, look I'm sorry for what I said. It's my fault. But, don't get there Yna. Breaking up? Really? No, I won't allow that," matigas niyang saad. He looked frustrated and vulnerable."Magpahinga muna tayo, Brent. Minadali kasi natin lahat —""No, Yna okay naman tayo ah. Why are you insisting that? Okay, sige. Cool-off muna tayo kung gusto mo. I'll give you the time and space you need but please do not break up with me. Nandito na tayo.""I won't break up with you if you promise to tell me what you're up to these past few days. Hindi ako manghuhula, Brent." Tumahimik siya sandali."See? You can't tell it to me! Para saan pa at naging tayo?""Hindi sa lahat ng oras Yna sasabihin ko sa'yo ang pinagkakaabalahan ko. May buhay ko at hindi sa lahat ng oras alam mo ang bawat detalye ng buhay ko.""Fine, naiintindihan ko. Girlfriend lang naman ako, okay. I understand."Which means he doesn't trust me as much as I am to him."Yna naman..." he pleaded. I walked to my bedroom. Mabilis kong sinarad

  • Finest Keeper   Chapter 27

    It's been a week since the last encounter with kuya. Brent has been very sweet to me since then. Kalat na rin sa buong department na kami na.Hindi ko nga maisip na mangyayari pala talaga 'to na parte lang ng pangarap ko.We were holding hands as we were heading to our house. May binili raw siyang regalo kay kuya. Kanina ko pa nga siya tinatanong kung ano pero ayaw niya talaga.I could see Brent's effort to really please kuya. May pinagsamahan naman sila, sana iyon ang makita ni kuya, hindi lang 'yung galit niya.He stopped the engine. Naningkit naman ang mata nito nang tumingin sa akin. "I know what you're thinking, Yna but I won't tell it. Just wait and see." He even winked. What the hell? Ilang beses pa akong kumurap. Nang bumaba siya, sumunod na rin ako.Hindi na kinagulat ni ate Bea nang makita kami. Nasanay na rin siya na lagi kaming magkasama na pumupunta rito. Sa totoo lang, hindi lang naman kay Brent galit si kuya. Sa akin din. Hanggang maaari, ayokong saktan si kuya. He's th

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