Sarah's POVI still can't believe what Ethan said about his feelings, which is now making me fall into a daydream. I secretly continue to smile like a crazy person, then stomp my feet crazily, lower my face, cover it with my hands and laugh embarrassedly."Am I not dreaming right now?" I returned like a fool who lost my mind, leaning against the back of my bedroom door with limp legs and a body slumped down.The smile had been perched on my face ever since, and if I recalled what we had done earlier, my heart was again stunned and blossoming. "It feels really sweet." I touched my lips, and I still remembered his touch.This time his kiss seemed to speak to me, with his touch I felt like he was affirming his feelings for me, sending the flavor he felt in his touch. Previously I felt his kiss felt so protective and passionate, it made me think it was natural. Because both me and him are adults who have sexual urges.Lately, he has often made me think that he is conveying his feelings to
Sarah's POVReally, everything happened so fast. This was beyond what he had said beforeLast night, Ethan talked to me about what kind of wedding I want, I want to invite everyone to come, and I want our wedding theme to be like this. He talked about a lot of things while showing me the wedding themes that he had prepared.The thing that surprised me was that she was so excited and prepared everything in the form of a presentation for a meeting. Because of her high level of seriousness and preparation, I got the feeling that we were discussing work.I told her it was whatever, and her face immediately turned dark. She didn't seem happy with the answer I gave. Then, after debating it, I came to understand that she wanted to make this an unforgettable moment for me. However, I, who had been married and failed before, was still a bit pessimistic about wedding preparations. I tried to understand it from her point of view, and I understood that this was her first time."Are you ready? I'v
Sarah’s Pov"You're unbelievable, Ethan." I covered my mouth and leaned my body backward as he laughed out loud.Ethan drove with a crisp laugh coming out of his mouth while occasionally looking at me. He laughed and found my face funny, which astonished me. Who didn't know that there was someone who secretly loved me with such deep feelings all this time?I stared straight ahead, still in disbelief at the thought, kept shaking my head repeatedly, and then glanced at him. "Don't tell me all this time you were expecting the worst to happen to me?"He furrowed his brow. I could see she was a bit unaccepting of that statement. "It's not like that. How could I expect anything bad to happen to you, certainly not Sarah? I do like you, but I can't expect the worst to happen. I certainly hope you're happy with your choice.""Is that so?" I furrowed my brow, somewhat sentimentally at his words. "Then you ordered a dress for me to wear? That's a bit of a contradiction to what you said."He laug
Sarah’s POVShe made me stare at her in astonishment, from which I knew that her appearance, education, and status as a doctor did not necessarily make her have a good attitude. "Of course, it's wrong. Your attitude is really disrespectful. You act as if you know more about Ethan than I, who is about to become her wife."The thing I'm wondering in my mind right now is what she meant. What did he think she wouldn't hesitate to say that to me? She was being too bold and shameless.Instead of withdrawing and apologizing for her words, she stared at me fiercely and without hesitation. "I've known him for a long time. It's only natural that I ask because I doubt him." She looked at Ethan with a troubled look, and while at me, she stared fiercely as if I were her opponent. "His wedding plans were too sudden, and I never heard any news of him being close to a woman."Oh, she must be disappointed. She didn't expect the man she was after to marry a woman she didn't think was worthy of being hi
Sarah's povI turned to him, staring with a bitter look at that face. "Me? Jealous? Of course not." I hurriedly averted my gaze from him while drinking my drink because it felt like my throat was so dry.I saw that he was just smiling slightly. "Is that so? Are you sure?" He looked at me with his eyes that were staring with great emotion.Sometimes, I wonder how someone can stare with one pair of eyes, but it's like they're talking and saying many things in those eyes. Ethan is the kind of person who can speak many things through his beautiful eyes. I believed that even if his mouth didn't talk, I would still be able to understand him through his gaze.I snorted while rolling my eyes. "Yes, of course. There's no way I'm jealous of her. Didn't you say that you loved me a long time ago?" I looked at him sharply and coldly. "I believe what you said. Are you lying just to make me feel good?"He shook his head with a laugh. "No, I'm not lying." He confirmed it quickly. "It's true that I've
Sarah’s POVhe to look at, she said. I quietly chuckled as I turned my head the other way at that.The reason why he liked me so much sounded as simple as his statement when he saw me, but it honestly impressed me. It may sound like he's picking a target to fall in love with when everyone else looks the same, and he's trying to find something different to be interested in, but that phase usually doesn't last long.Three months is a lot of time for a person to spend with just a casual interest in another person, but if it's longer than that and you still have interest and feelings for her, then it's safe to say she's genuinely in love."My meeting you was an interesting one, Sarah." He spoke again, breaking my hearing with his sweet voice.I raised my gaze to look at him. "I don't find my meeting you interesting, Eth," I replied fiercely.I saw his face was a bit somber, his gaze on me a bit sharp and less than favourable. I laughed.As unpleasant as the situation was, I could still re
Ethan's Pov's"Sir, I have something to talk to you about." Luke, who came from outside, approached from the direction of the doorway. Turning from my work, I looked at him. "About what?" I don't want to talk about it if it's not too urgent." I told him that so he could sort it out and decide whether I needed to hear the information he had to say.I knew it wasn't really her job to decide whether things were urgent for me or not because that was harder than doing a real task, especially when that was something only I could decide for myself. But sometimes, I still want to keep my mind from thinking about everything in that way.It's just a form of self-defence that I'm practising. Everything has a certain influence on my mind, and I'm trying to limit myself to that because in the next few days, I'll be welcoming the day I'm most looking forward to, and I can't let it ruin the atmosphere.Luke stood beside me and tried to decide. It seemed like he had decided whether or not to tell me
Ethan’s POVDo I have to involve him in this? I looked at him doubtfully. For a moment, I was silent while looking at my hand, twisting my fingers. Then I decided that I shouldn't. I straightened my head. "No, just forget what I said earlier. Just pretend you didn't hear it." I smiled at her.Asking her to help me was something I should never have done to her. I promised myself that one day when I got her, I would want to make her happy, not treat her like someone who could bring me profit.No matter what she does in the future, I want it to be her choice. The things she wants to do for herself, not because someone wants her to be involved in something, and she feels forced to follow."What do you mean? Why not?" She pulled my hand that was clasping hers earlier, bringing my body closer and forcing me to look at her.I saw a confused look on her face, so I smiled back at her. "It's nothing. I was just too excited when I found out that you were Mazel."Leaving her identity as Sarah and
Sarah's POV“What do you think of the dress?” I twirled before Lira, who sat casually in her chair, nibbling on something.Lira’s eyes carefully assessed me from head to toe with a serious expression. Then, she motioned with her hand for me to turn around and show the other side. Only after doing so she nodded approvingly. “You look perfect,” she praised me with a satisfied smile.She got up from her seat and walked over to me, her hands gently adjusting a few strands of my hair that were out of place, making me look slightly untidy.“There’s no one more beautiful than you,” she effortlessly complimented me again.I chuckled softly at her words. Then, I turned to face the mirror, seeing myself wrapped in a white mermaid-style satin gown that beautifully accentuated my figure.The dress looked stunning with a long skirt and an elegantly open top. I truly loved it, but I couldn’t help feeling a little self-conscious. “But don’t you think it’s a bit too much?” I asked.From behind me, Ly
Ethan's POV After finishing our meal together, Sarah once again disappeared from sight. I’m sure she’s busy with Edmund now. That little boy has stolen his mother from me. No matter what or where Edmund is her priority, I feel my position has been shifted."Sir, would you like me to prepare some tea?" Emy asked me.I shook my head, intending to return to work for a while, but I changed my mind this time. "No need. Have you seen where Sarah is?""Miss Sarah is in Master Edmund's room, sir. She's putting him to sleep," Emy replied promptly.I figured she'd be there. I remember telling her that Edmund should get used to sleeping in his room. After all, he's old enough. But Sarah said she couldn't bear it and would stay with him until he fell asleep.I then moved toward Edmund's room, right next to mine. "Is he asleep?" I asked Sarah as soon as I entered.I hugged her tightly from behind while gazing at our sleeping son. I rested my chin between Sarah’s shoulder and neck and kissed her s
Ethan povAs soon as they finished eating together, Sarah did not show herself again, to the point that I am sure she must also be busy with Edmund this time. The little boy stole his mother from me, so now, whatever it is and wherever it is, Edmund is her priority, and my position has shifted."Master want me to prepare tea?" Emy asked me.I shook my head. I had originally planned to go back to work for a while, but this time, I canceled my intention. "No need. Where did you see Sarah?""Miss Sarah is in Mr. Edmund's room, sir. she was putting him to sleep." Emy replied immediately.I thought she must be there. I remember telling her to get used to Edmund going to his own bedroom; after all, Edmund was old enough, but Sarah said she couldn't bear it and would stay with him until Edmund fell asleep.I then moved there, walking to the room next to mine. "Is he asleep?" I asked Sarah just as I entered Edmund's room.I walked up to her even though I hugged him from behind. Looking at our
Ethan povAfter Sarah went downstairs to the inn, she needed to stay until her condition completely recovered after giving birth. I was in the room with her still holding her hand and stroking her gently."Do I look ugly?" she suddenly asked about it.I moved my eyebrows up silently, smiling, and shook my head slowly, denying her words. "It's not at all that you always look beautiful in my eyes, yesterday, today, and whenever; it doesn't matter what happens."My eyes looked at her with a gentle glint, and then my hand moved slowly, caressing her hair. Sarah, who just a few hours ago faced the Biggest Thing in her life, looks very beautiful in my eyes right now. You could say she was the most beautiful woman I had ever met. No woman could match her beauty; she was perfect for me."Does it feel so painful?" I looked at her with a fixed gaze and rubbed her cheeks slowly.The woman lying weakly on the bed shook her head slightly. She still looked helpless. "I'm not sure what it would be l
Ethan's POV"Sarah, what's going on? What happened?" I panicked and rushed into the bathroom after hearing her cry. I found Sarah bracing herself against the wall, visibly in pain, stretching her arms.I quickly turned off the faucet, grabbed a towel, and wrapped it around her. She clung to me, wrapping her arms around my shoulders. "I think I'm having contractions... I think it's time.""Time to give birth?" I looked at her, shocked.Even though we had prepared everything and eagerly anticipated this day, I still felt nervous when it finally arrived. I had researched what to do when Sarah went into labor, preparing myself as best as possible.But what you think and face are two very different things. My mind went utterly blank, overwhelmed with panic and fear. I repeatedly took deep breaths to calm myself as I helped Sarah get dressed."Okay, we’re heading to the hospital now. I’m taking you there." Once she was dressed, I lifted her and carried her downstairs, gently placing her in
Sarah's POVEthan immediately adjusted everything accordingly when I heard that we were having a boy. He called the decorators to prepare the room with a baby boy theme.Blue, white, and yellow dominated his chosen colors for the room's design. "Do you like it?" he glanced at me as I stood at the doorway.Meanwhile, Ethan was inside, moving around to arrange everything. He forbade me from entering, saying the smell of the paint was still too strong and could bother my senses. He was right. Even from a distance, I could still see the pungent paint fumes.I smiled and nodded. "Yes, I love it. I'm sure our little one will love it too. If he knew his dad prepared all of this for him, he’d be so happy."During my pregnancy, Ethan seemed happy, but his emotions during the first and second trimesters were quite complex. He was joyful, yet at the same time, he looked anxious, worried, and full of confusion. He expressed his concerns by forbidding me from doing many things and becoming overly
Sarah POV “Good morning, Miss Sarah. How are you today?” The doctor who regularly manages my pregnancy greeted me with her usual friendly demeanor.I smiled in response. “I’m good, Doctor,” I replied, pulling a chair across from her.The doctor began by reviewing my previous pregnancy reports. “Any complaints recently, Miss? How’s your pregnancy going?” she asked, briefly meeting my gaze before returning to the documents.Lately, there haven't been as many issues as the first and second trimesters. Both those stages were incredibly challenging. In the first trimester, I lost a lot of weight, which caused Ethan to panic.During the second trimester, though the severe nausea had subsided, my body still took a long time to adjust.But now, I could smile and answer, “No complaints, Doctor. Everything’s been fine with the pregnancy lately, though it’s getting a bit hard to move around.”The doctor smiled again. “That’s because the baby is growing healthily, and the weight has increased.”
Sarah POV "It seems we have to head back now," the devil beside me whispered softly, kissing my forehead after he finished his phone call. He had just received another call from Luke. I overheard a bit of it, and it sounded li ke something urgent at the office required Evan's presence. From what I know, they're signing a new project, and it might be the one that needs Ethan's direct attention. Well, to be fair, he's been on vacation for quite a while now. He took time off earlier to care for me after that incident with Diana's appearance. Before that, he also took an extended vacation when we went to an island, thinking I'd get bored staying home. Ethan's been spoiling me in many ways, but it's time for him to return to work. I gently stroked his face. "Yes, besides, we've been on vacation long enough. Have you contacted Elda to tell her not to follow us?" I suddenly remembered our personal chef, Elda, whose cooking made this trip even more delightful. She was never disappointed;
Sarah POV -“Do you not have a good relationship with James?” I turned to him as he opened the door for me.He glanced at me briefly. “Why do you ask?” He guided me inside carefully, still faithfully holding my hand and supporting my body.I shook my head lightly. “It’s nothing, I’m just curious. You two don’t seem to communicate well. Every time you start talking, it sounds like you're trying to punch and counter each other, then move on to the next attack.”I heard him chuckle softly. “Does it really sound like that?”I nodded. “Yes, it sounds like that and it looks like that. But strangely, your conversations go smoothly. You ask, and he answers, explains, and gives information. I thought he was really neglecting Grace.”I sighed, thinking it would have been the worst if that were true. But thankfully, it wasn’t, even though I had already misunderstood James. I thought he wasn’t a good father, but I didn’t know what he’d been through, what he’d done to raise his daughter alone and