Ethan’s povI just got home, and my feelings are mixed. My steps feel heavy, as if every step is carrying a very heavy burden. Since this morning, today has been really tiring and emotional. I know I have to face this situation immediately and explain everything to Sarah, she needs to hear it, even though I'm actually lazy to discuss it."But it is necessary for Sarah to still know what happened, I have promised to tell everything to that woman from my own mouth. Whether it is important for her to know or not, let her conclude it."When I opened the door of the house, the atmosphere inside seemed to contrast with the weather outside which was filled with a buzzing sky, cold weather and other things that supported me to be gloomy.But strangely, inside it looked bright and warm. The nuance was so alive because there was someone there who made it warmer.In the living room, Sarah sat on the sofa with a tense expression when she saw my face looked a little gloomy, she looked confused and
Sarah's POV"Look what the seagulls brought Eth." I spread my arms out, pointing toward the expanse of the open sea where many seagulls were flying around, waiting for the fish to surface.Ethan turned to me for a moment before he set his sights on the seagulls I mentioned, his arms drawing my body closer to his as the wind picked up and blew toward us. "Ah, he's got a big fish in his beak." He looked at me with a laugh, watching my face as I laughed.I nodded as I watched the fish being painstakingly carried away by the seagull that didn't want to share its catch with others. Even birds try that hard in life and don't want to share their efforts with others.Seeing it made me think back to the situation Ethan and I were facing on the ship's deck, which was running steadily with the wind blowing against us. I thought about where we had come to with what we had gained. I wondered if this was too much or the other way around.I honestly don't feel guilty for what Diana did to me. I hone
Sarah's pov"Pregnant? You sure? It's not indigestion or an allergy problem?" I heard Ethan talking to the doctor and confirming it more clearly, but I was still confused while looking at the doctor.The doctor went back to check the results of my medical examination report. He looked at it again carefully and nodded his head. "Correct, sir. Your partner is currently pregnant. There is no indigestion, no reaction from allergies, or anything like that." He reiterated the sentence out loud.Ethan grasped my hand tightly, signaling me not to believe him just yet so that my hopes wouldn't soar with him first confirming the truth. "Doctor, sure it's not a mistake?" Once again, he sounded that discordant tone of doubt, but I knew he was just as surprised and hopeful as I was. Ethan turned to me briefly and pointed at me. "My wife is not used to seafood. She's never had seafood before. But today she enjoyed it so much, so it's possible..." he trailed off at the end of his sentence but didn't
Sarah’s POV"How is it? Is it more comfortable?" This was the number of times he had asked about my comfort since earlier.When I wanted to sit down, he would get an extra cushion or even put me on his lap in front of people who, of course, watched us while laughing because they thought it was unusual. During meals, he made a lot of fuss by requesting that the vegetables and fruits used or even other ingredients be strictly observed for their degree of ripeness, cleanliness, and flavor.I can only imagine how annoyed and irritated the kitchen dwellers were by his outrageous fussiness. They were professional chefs, and there was even a nutritionist employed there. He tried to patronize them even though he didn't have the same certification as them.I glanced at him sarcastically. I honestly shouldn't be like this because I'm worried that this will affect the 'Walnut' fetus in my womb. I decided to give it that name because it looked like a walnut. "Hey, never mind. You can make them st
Sarah pov's"Are you going to work?" I tried to get out of bed by pushing my body slowly to move, helped by Ethan's hand trying to sit me up. I noticed his clothes were already neat, and he nodded at me. "Yeah, I just finished getting ready and am about to leave." He approached me and kissed my forehead, lowering his head and looking down. His hand moved to gently rub my stomach. "Morning, little Canary, you're doing well there, right? How did you sleep last night?"I smiled a little while listening to his intense chat with canary. It seemed like both of them had a lot to talk about while this chat was still going one way. I looked up at him and caressed his face softly. "He's fine. There's no problem with his sleep, and he has no complaints. But he wishes he could rest longer." I told him my feelings, which I sometimes couldn't distinguish from hers.This pregnancy was making me less of myself and less of my desires; maybe the doctor was right. Many things would change, including th
Ethan's pov"Sarah? Where are you?" I walked into the house and found no one else around.The house was deserted, with no servants milling around as they usually do with work. As I continued to walk, I stared strangely and questioned where were they all? What happened? Could it be something...?I quickly shook my head, denying the bad thoughts I was thinking. I knew I had to be vigilant, but I didn't want that kind of thing to settle into my subconscious and happen. As much as possible, I had to push my fears away and stay positive no matter what.But this was making me uneasy. "Where did they all go?" I took out the phone from my other hand while the other hand lowered the peaches Sarah had asked me to buy onto the dining table.I repeatedly tried to call her, but there was no answer from the other end; I ran straight to her room, and as soon as I opened the door, I became even more panicked. My chest was pounding, my fear was getting worse, and seeing her not in the usual place I go
Ethan’s POV"Why do you think you don't deserve it?" I often found Sarah to have such low confidence.Seeing her wonder about what she deserved and didn't deserve bothered me. When people out there unknowingly want something more to be able to have, she feels unworthy.If someone like her feels unworthy of receiving goodness and happiness in her life, then I can say that no one is more deserving of it.I held her hand tightly while looking up at the afternoon sky. "Believe me, you are more than worthy Sarah. You deserve all the happiness you can get. For what you do, you deserve to be happy and have no reason to question it."Everyone deserves happiness, and no human being should ever feel unworthy of the joy that comes their way because when they think and feel that way, they are genuine people who deserve happiness."What's wrong?" I looked to the side and found her pushing away, her head resting on my shoulder.There was something strange about the look on her face, she didn't look
Ethan’s POvLately it will become increasingly restless with Sarah's condition, she makes me worry about her condition. I continued to be uneasy, even though some people who knew about Sarah's pregnancy said it was fine and I didn't need to worry too much.But I can't deny that Sarah's situation significantly affects me.Yes, only some people knew about Sarah's pregnancy. I did it on purpose because I was worried about her situation. I was afraid that if the news spread further and reached others, it would bring Sarah lousy luck.The only people who knew about her pregnancy were Luke, Santika, Donna, and Lira. Lira has been a great help to me during Sarah's pregnancy. Lately, she has often visited to take care of herself.I was pretty happy because every time she came, Sarah became happier. Lira, who came with various things, always brought the old knowledge with her. Yes, she's the only one with a mother among us, even though her mother lives far away. She's constantly updated about
Sarah's POV“What do you think of the dress?” I twirled before Lira, who sat casually in her chair, nibbling on something.Lira’s eyes carefully assessed me from head to toe with a serious expression. Then, she motioned with her hand for me to turn around and show the other side. Only after doing so she nodded approvingly. “You look perfect,” she praised me with a satisfied smile.She got up from her seat and walked over to me, her hands gently adjusting a few strands of my hair that were out of place, making me look slightly untidy.“There’s no one more beautiful than you,” she effortlessly complimented me again.I chuckled softly at her words. Then, I turned to face the mirror, seeing myself wrapped in a white mermaid-style satin gown that beautifully accentuated my figure.The dress looked stunning with a long skirt and an elegantly open top. I truly loved it, but I couldn’t help feeling a little self-conscious. “But don’t you think it’s a bit too much?” I asked.From behind me, Ly
Ethan's POV After finishing our meal together, Sarah once again disappeared from sight. I’m sure she’s busy with Edmund now. That little boy has stolen his mother from me. No matter what or where Edmund is her priority, I feel my position has been shifted."Sir, would you like me to prepare some tea?" Emy asked me.I shook my head, intending to return to work for a while, but I changed my mind this time. "No need. Have you seen where Sarah is?""Miss Sarah is in Master Edmund's room, sir. She's putting him to sleep," Emy replied promptly.I figured she'd be there. I remember telling her that Edmund should get used to sleeping in his room. After all, he's old enough. But Sarah said she couldn't bear it and would stay with him until he fell asleep.I then moved toward Edmund's room, right next to mine. "Is he asleep?" I asked Sarah as soon as I entered.I hugged her tightly from behind while gazing at our sleeping son. I rested my chin between Sarah’s shoulder and neck and kissed her s
Ethan povAs soon as they finished eating together, Sarah did not show herself again, to the point that I am sure she must also be busy with Edmund this time. The little boy stole his mother from me, so now, whatever it is and wherever it is, Edmund is her priority, and my position has shifted."Master want me to prepare tea?" Emy asked me.I shook my head. I had originally planned to go back to work for a while, but this time, I canceled my intention. "No need. Where did you see Sarah?""Miss Sarah is in Mr. Edmund's room, sir. she was putting him to sleep." Emy replied immediately.I thought she must be there. I remember telling her to get used to Edmund going to his own bedroom; after all, Edmund was old enough, but Sarah said she couldn't bear it and would stay with him until Edmund fell asleep.I then moved there, walking to the room next to mine. "Is he asleep?" I asked Sarah just as I entered Edmund's room.I walked up to her even though I hugged him from behind. Looking at our
Ethan povAfter Sarah went downstairs to the inn, she needed to stay until her condition completely recovered after giving birth. I was in the room with her still holding her hand and stroking her gently."Do I look ugly?" she suddenly asked about it.I moved my eyebrows up silently, smiling, and shook my head slowly, denying her words. "It's not at all that you always look beautiful in my eyes, yesterday, today, and whenever; it doesn't matter what happens."My eyes looked at her with a gentle glint, and then my hand moved slowly, caressing her hair. Sarah, who just a few hours ago faced the Biggest Thing in her life, looks very beautiful in my eyes right now. You could say she was the most beautiful woman I had ever met. No woman could match her beauty; she was perfect for me."Does it feel so painful?" I looked at her with a fixed gaze and rubbed her cheeks slowly.The woman lying weakly on the bed shook her head slightly. She still looked helpless. "I'm not sure what it would be l
Ethan's POV"Sarah, what's going on? What happened?" I panicked and rushed into the bathroom after hearing her cry. I found Sarah bracing herself against the wall, visibly in pain, stretching her arms.I quickly turned off the faucet, grabbed a towel, and wrapped it around her. She clung to me, wrapping her arms around my shoulders. "I think I'm having contractions... I think it's time.""Time to give birth?" I looked at her, shocked.Even though we had prepared everything and eagerly anticipated this day, I still felt nervous when it finally arrived. I had researched what to do when Sarah went into labor, preparing myself as best as possible.But what you think and face are two very different things. My mind went utterly blank, overwhelmed with panic and fear. I repeatedly took deep breaths to calm myself as I helped Sarah get dressed."Okay, we’re heading to the hospital now. I’m taking you there." Once she was dressed, I lifted her and carried her downstairs, gently placing her in
Sarah's POVEthan immediately adjusted everything accordingly when I heard that we were having a boy. He called the decorators to prepare the room with a baby boy theme.Blue, white, and yellow dominated his chosen colors for the room's design. "Do you like it?" he glanced at me as I stood at the doorway.Meanwhile, Ethan was inside, moving around to arrange everything. He forbade me from entering, saying the smell of the paint was still too strong and could bother my senses. He was right. Even from a distance, I could still see the pungent paint fumes.I smiled and nodded. "Yes, I love it. I'm sure our little one will love it too. If he knew his dad prepared all of this for him, he’d be so happy."During my pregnancy, Ethan seemed happy, but his emotions during the first and second trimesters were quite complex. He was joyful, yet at the same time, he looked anxious, worried, and full of confusion. He expressed his concerns by forbidding me from doing many things and becoming overly
Sarah POV “Good morning, Miss Sarah. How are you today?” The doctor who regularly manages my pregnancy greeted me with her usual friendly demeanor.I smiled in response. “I’m good, Doctor,” I replied, pulling a chair across from her.The doctor began by reviewing my previous pregnancy reports. “Any complaints recently, Miss? How’s your pregnancy going?” she asked, briefly meeting my gaze before returning to the documents.Lately, there haven't been as many issues as the first and second trimesters. Both those stages were incredibly challenging. In the first trimester, I lost a lot of weight, which caused Ethan to panic.During the second trimester, though the severe nausea had subsided, my body still took a long time to adjust.But now, I could smile and answer, “No complaints, Doctor. Everything’s been fine with the pregnancy lately, though it’s getting a bit hard to move around.”The doctor smiled again. “That’s because the baby is growing healthily, and the weight has increased.”
Sarah POV "It seems we have to head back now," the devil beside me whispered softly, kissing my forehead after he finished his phone call. He had just received another call from Luke. I overheard a bit of it, and it sounded li ke something urgent at the office required Evan's presence. From what I know, they're signing a new project, and it might be the one that needs Ethan's direct attention. Well, to be fair, he's been on vacation for quite a while now. He took time off earlier to care for me after that incident with Diana's appearance. Before that, he also took an extended vacation when we went to an island, thinking I'd get bored staying home. Ethan's been spoiling me in many ways, but it's time for him to return to work. I gently stroked his face. "Yes, besides, we've been on vacation long enough. Have you contacted Elda to tell her not to follow us?" I suddenly remembered our personal chef, Elda, whose cooking made this trip even more delightful. She was never disappointed;
Sarah POV -“Do you not have a good relationship with James?” I turned to him as he opened the door for me.He glanced at me briefly. “Why do you ask?” He guided me inside carefully, still faithfully holding my hand and supporting my body.I shook my head lightly. “It’s nothing, I’m just curious. You two don’t seem to communicate well. Every time you start talking, it sounds like you're trying to punch and counter each other, then move on to the next attack.”I heard him chuckle softly. “Does it really sound like that?”I nodded. “Yes, it sounds like that and it looks like that. But strangely, your conversations go smoothly. You ask, and he answers, explains, and gives information. I thought he was really neglecting Grace.”I sighed, thinking it would have been the worst if that were true. But thankfully, it wasn’t, even though I had already misunderstood James. I thought he wasn’t a good father, but I didn’t know what he’d been through, what he’d done to raise his daughter alone and