Curse and Paradise (One Night with Chase Dawson)

KABANATA 1

Mula sa malalim na pagkakahimbing ay bigla siyang nagising.At ang unang bagay na ginawa niya ay ang umusal ng mura sa sarili.T*ng ina. Bakit buhay pa rin ako?Ilang sandali pa na nakatitig lang siya sa kisame ng kwarto niya. Hanggang sa maramdaman niya na may mga katagang nais na namang ilabas ang utak niya.Why is He still keeping my life even though I am always wishing for it to vanish? Like, fuck. Para saan pa ba ito?Sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay matagal ulit siyang pumikit. Pero ngayon, mas mariin.He is Chase Dawson, a young man in his mid-twenties. An intelligent architect and a very talented one in his field, as others say; yet having a heart cold as a hard stone in the middle of an icy cave. Others said it, too. His fuse is short, and he gets mad even at the most simple detail of everything that surrounds his daily life. And yeah, it's according to others, too. But for himself? He is nothing but a man, who sees and believes that he is 'cursed'.He has all the life could off