"Ate Summer!" sino pa ba? E di ang makulit na si Jaspher. Kung hindi ka lang talaga kapatid ni Klein.
“Hi Jaspher. How’s your sleep last night?” nakangiting bati ko sa kanya at ginulo ang buhok niya.
“Uhm, it’s okay naman po. But you know what, I think someone was watching me last night. Like someone is outside my unit. You know that feeling?” pabulong na sabi niya sa akin na para bang kahit ang mga bodyguard niya ay ayaw niyang marinig iyon.
Bata pa lang may trust issues na. Tch.
“When you’re in Japan, does this happen too?” kasi baka naman feeling niya lang dahil kakadating lang niya sa Pilipinas.
“Yes. There are times that I can hear footsteps or unexplainable sounds outside my room. My mom isn’t always there with me, it’s always my yaya and my bodyguards. I told her about it and she just added more guys to guard me. I wanted to stay with her but she always say that she can’t let me come with her because I still have to attend my classes, but I only do online classes and I never went to a school to have formal study.” he said sadly and naramdaman ko ang panghihinayang na at that early age dapat ay nag-e-enjoy sya bilang isang kabataan pero this is what his family status is doing to him.
“Hindi kaya, may third eye ka?” I try to lighten the mood kasi ayoko din maramdaman niya ang takot lalo pa at mag-isa lang sya sa unit niya nakatira.
“Ate! I’m not. But I’m getting afraid or am I just paranoid?”
“Alright, don’t worry I have a solution to that. For now, I want you to enjoy this day. Mag swim ka na. I will be back. May kailangan lang kausapin si Ate. Okay?” and he followed naman and I talked to the bodyguards na ‘wag na ‘wag magpapapasok ng kahit na sino sa loob not unless it’s me. I also talked to the lifeguards na bantayang maigi si Jaspher and never let him leave their eyes and attention.
I fished my phone from my handbag and immediately called my dad. ANd good thing he answered right after two rings.
“Hello, daddy.”
“Yes, iha. Anything you need?” tanong niya agad. Ramdam siguro niya.
“About Jaspher. Yung anak nung isa sa major client natin? Can I sleep in his unit while he’s with us? I just want to make sure that he is safe and nothing unexpected will happen to him. Please?” this is the only way I know that can give me a peace of mind na hindi siya mapapahamak or whatsoever.
Parang may pagdududa pa ata ang daddy ko. Ang tagal sumagot eh. I even heard his deep sigh before answering.
“Okay. If that is what you think is right, I trust you. I always trust your judgement. Mag iingat lang palagi and always call me when you think something isn’t right with the situation. Okay?”
“Thank you, Daddy. I’ll call you from time to time to give you updates. Bye.”
Pagbalik ko sa pool area ay hinanap agad ng mga mata ko si Jaspher. Hindi ko kasi sya agad nakita nang makapasok ako sa loob. Nasaan na naglusot yun?
“Kuya, si Jaspher? Nasaan na siya?” tanong ko dun sa isang Lifeguard.
“Ayun po Miss,” at itinuro ang binatilyong papalapit.
“Where have you been?” Medyo napakalakas ang boses ko dahil sa pag-aalala. Natahimik naman sya at nakatingin lang sa akin.
Nakatingin pa din sya sa akin at hindi nagsasalita pero nakikita ko ang mumunting luhang namumuo sa mga mata niya. Kaya naman agad ko syang niyakap.
“Geez. I’m sorry. Ate is not galit. I am just worried that I can’t see you anywhere near me when I get back. I am so worried that something bad might happen to you,” sabi ko habang nakayakap sa kanya.
“Sorry Ate for making you worry. I just change my clothes because I don’t feel like swimming anymore. I just want to spend time with you, Ate. That someone is here again. Don’t leave Jaspher, Ate. Please," umiiyak na wika nito.
Parang nadurog naman ang puso ko sa mga narinig ko. At his young age, mas madami pa yung oras na nag-wo-worry sya kaysa sa dapat sana ay nagsasaya sya.
"Shhh. Stop crying na. Ate won't leave you, and I have good news for you."
"What is it?"
"Hmmm. I will be staying at your place while you are on vacation. So I can make sure that you will be safe. I'm really worried when you tell me na even at your place, you are experiencing that," paliwanag ko.
"Really po? Yes! I won't be afraid anymore. Thank you so much, Ate," at muling yumakap sa akin.
"Come on, I'll bring you to a place where you will surely enjoy."
Mabilis namin narating ang pinakamalapit na mall kasama ang mga bodyguards niya. Pero pinakiusapan ko sila na kung maaari lang ay wag nila masyadong ipahalata na binabantayan nila si Jaspher dahil gusto kong mag-enjoy ang bata.
"Ate, why here?" inosenteng tanong niya sa akin.
"Hmm, kasi I know that kids your age want to spend their afternoon inside the mall," nakangiting sagot ko.
Napansin ko ang biglang pagkunot ng noo nya. Problema nito?
"What's with the frowning?"
"Kasi I am not a kid anymore. I'm already sixteen years old. I can even court you, and make you my girlfriend," nakangising sagot nito sa akin.
Aba'y loko talaga itong si Jaspher. Manang mana sa ate Klein nya. Tch.
Iniaangat ko ang kanang kamay ko at ipinakita sa kanya ang ring finger ko.
"You're too late, Mr. Handsome. I already have my fiance," at ikinagulat ko ang sunod niyang sinabi.
"He put a finger on your ring to own you. He wants to make sure that you will trust him even if he is cheating behind your back. Be careful with that guy. He will be the death of you," hindi ako nakakibo sa sinabi niya.
"Kung ano anong sinasabi mong bata ka. Let's go." At hinila ko na sya patungong The Arcade bago pa kung ano na naman ang lumabas sa bibig niya.
"Don't take my words seriously ate Summer. Most of them doesn't happen," at ngumiti ng pagkatamis tamis sa akin bago tumakbo papalayo sa akin at maghanap ng malalaro niya.
Hinarang ko yung mga bodyguards when they tried to run after Jaspher. Pinakiusapan ko silang sa labas na lang magmasid pero yung hindi syempre mahahalata ng mga tao. Baka maging cause pa ng gulo e.
He is still a kid at heart. Kitang kita ang tuwa sa mga mata niya habang isa isang nilalaro ang bawat games na makakuha ng atensyon niya.
Naupo na ako sa may videoke area pero sinisigurado kong nakikita ko pa din sya. In all fairness, I can’t keep up with his energy.
"For you," nagulat ako ng may bigla siyang iabot sa akin.
It's a teddy bear na may hawak na hourglass tapos kulay pink. Ang cute.
"Thank you. Are you tired na?"
Tumango sya at saka hinawakan ang tiyan niya, "I'm hungry.” tapos ay lumabi pa sya. Ang cute talaga sarap gawin keychain. Haha.
“Can we go to a fine dine restaurant or a food store that offers Japanese cuisine?”
“Fine. Follow me,” at nauna na akong maglakad.
Maglakad papuntang supermarket. Naisipan kong pagluto na lang sya ng Filipino dishes para naman maiba sa usual na kinakain niya.
“Ate, why here? I’m hungry,” reklamo nito.
“We’ll buy ingredients and I will cook for you. Okay?”
“I want soup and vegetables, and chicken, and pork, and noodles,” banggit niya sa mga gusto niyang kainin.
“Jaspher, do you also eat alone back in Japan? Don’t you have any sister, or brother?”
“Yes, alone. Or sometimes my nanny will join me. Sister? Mommy told me that I have an older sister, and I really want to meet her. I want to know if she’s better than you, or I will ask my mom to make you my legal sister,”
“Silly. She’s better than me,” wala sa loob na sabi ko.
“You know her?” punong puno ng pag-asang tanong niya sa akin. Hindi ko ito kwento kaya wala akong karapatan ikwento ang nalalaman ko.
“I just know she’s better than me. You are a nice kid, and I know that she is a nice person too,” sagot ko sa kanya.
“Okay, you say so,” kibit balikat niyang sagot.
Sige lang sya sa pagkuha ng kung anong makita niya. Hindi ko na sya pinigilan dahil base sa kwento niiya, mahigpit ang mommy niya sa pagpapakain sa kanya. He can’t eat what he wants. He can’t do what he wants. Anak pa ba ang tingin niya dito, o puppet na kailangan lang sumunod sa bawat galaw ng kamay niya?
“So Mr. Handsome, what food would you like me to cook for dinner?”
“I want something spicy but sweet. I want pork too.” At iyong favorite ulam ni Klein ang pumasok sa isip ko na sure akong magugustuhan niya.
“Okay. I’ll make sure you have the best dinner,” sabi ko at pinisil ang ilong niya.
“So, mas bata na pala ang gusto mo ngayon?” napalingon kami sa kung sino ang nagsalita.
But I am not expecting to see them both standing in front of me. His arms on her shoulder, and her leaning on him.
“Nice to see you too,”
Nice to see you too. . .
“Why did you do that? Look at your face,” sabi ko habang dinadampian ng bimpo ang gilid ng labi niya.“Because he is cheating right in front of you, Ate,” galit na sagot nito.“Can you calm down, Jaspher. I know you are concerned about me, and I thank you for that. Pero, you don’t need to involve yourself and get hurt. Now, how can I explain this to you mom if she calls you?”“Don’t worry Ate, she won’t. Even if I am admitted in the hospital and about to die, I’m sure she ill ot show up. Business first before anything else. Sad but true. That is the reality of my life,” malungkot na sabi nito.Alam ko yung pakiramdam na iyon, pero sa part ng dad
The next day I feel lighter but a bit guilty for how I acted in front of Grant yesterday. I need to talk to him.I was checking Jaspher’s schedule ng maramdaman ko ang paglapit ng isa sa mga bodyguards.“Miss Perez, si Young Master Jaspher po kasi,” humihingal na sabi ni Jacob.“Why Jacob, what happened?”“NIlalagnat po si Young Master. He’s in his room right now.” sabi niya at hindi ko na sya sinagot dahil tumakbo na ako patungo sa kwarto niya.Naabutan ko siyang balot na balot ng kumot at nanginginig. Agad kong sinalat ang noo niya and ang init init niya. Ano bang ginawa ng batang ‘to magdamag at nilal
“Can you do me a favor?” tanong ko kay Grant. “Sure. Ano ‘yon?” tanong niya. “Can you please call Klein, she’s with Kenzo now. This is very important for her to go to the hospital now. I will send you the location. Please, she needs to be here.” utos ko sa kanya. “Sure baby. Ako na ang bahala. Kalma lang okay? I’ll be there too. See you later. I love you.” and the call ended. “Jaspher, my gosh. Please wake up na. Don’t scare ate like this naman.” Mabuti na lamang at mabilis din ang driver namin kaya mabilis namin narating ang ospital. Agad naman nilang inasikaso si Jaspher dahil kilala din naman nila ako dito. Isa din si dad sa shareholder n
“He’s stable now. He really is a fighter. We’ll transfer him into his room, then pwede ninyo na syang puntahan,” nakangiting wika ng doktor bago kami iwanan.I looked at Klein who’s crying because of relief. Relief dahil wala na sa bingit ng kamatayan si Jaspher. Binigyan ko siya ng isang matamis na ngiti, hanggang sa unti unti akong mawalan ng malay. Pakiramdam ko ay hinang hina na ako.“BAP! SUMMER!” yan ang mga huling salitang narinig ko.‘So Summer, are you brave enough to accept the risk of losing one hundred hours of your life in exchange for someone else’s life’”After hearing his question, I know that without a doubt I would agree.‘Yes.
MY whole body shook in anger when I saw the picture Klein sent me.My initial reaction is I should be crying right? But I am not. I didn’t even shed a single tear from my beautiful eyes. All I want to do is to get there the soonest possible time and slap her face with my bare hands!'I can't believe you can do this to me Grant. Now that we are about to get married? The fuck! Wag ko lang talagang maaabutang magkadikit kayo dahil manghihiram ng mukha sa aso ang bestfriend mong higad na yan!'Nagmamadali akong bumaba ng taxi at hindi na inantay pa ang sukli ko. Malalaki ang bawat hakbang ko papasok sa loob ng Oxygen Bar kung nagaganap ang kahayupan jowa ko at punyaterang bestfriend niya.
NAGMAMADALI kami ni Kenzo at alam kong nakasunod sa amin yung mga kaibigan ni Grant. At nanggigigil talaga ako kapag naaalala ko yung nangyari a week ago.We lost someone special dahil sa isang malanding babae. Nakakagago lang kasi talaga."Hays. Nakakamiss din sya 'no? Ang bata niya pa para mawala sa atin," sabi ni Kenzo habang diretsong nakatingin sa daan.After that tragic accident, mas naging conscious kami pagdating sa kalsada. Dahil sa nangyari, mas pinarealize nila sa amin na maikli lang ang buhay, at hindi mo alam kung kailan babawiin sayo ang buhay na ipinahiram sa iyo. Hindi mo malalaman kung sapat na ba ang oras na ginugol mo sa mundo para masabing naging mabuti kang tao.
Summmeeeeeer!!!""ARAAAAAY!! Bakit ba namamalo mimi?" sigaw ko pero agad din akong napatigil.Buhay si mommy? So hnidi panaginip yung mg nangyari? So totong binalik ako ni Mr. Tick sa nakaraan?"Hoy ano ba at natulala ka na dyang bata ka? Umayos ka na at magdidinner tayo kasama ang daddy mo. Na-promote daw sya sa opisiba. At paniguradong matutuwa iyong si Autumn at kakain tayo sa labas," nakangiting sabi ni mommy."Okay mom. Sige aayos lang po ako." tapos ay hinalikan muna niya ako sa noo bago lmabas.RING RING RING"H
Three days na after ng supposed dinner namin, at hanggang ngayon kasama pa din namin si mommy. At hindi din lumabas yung mga babaeng sumira sa pamilya ko."You're doing great, Summer." sabi ko habang tinatapik tapik ang balikat ko na para bang may nagawa akong nakapagandng bagay."Hui, anong tinatapik tapik mo dyan sa balikat mo?" nagulat pa ako ng biglang lumitaw si Klein sa likuran."Hehehe. Wala lang naman. Pakiramdam ko kasi talagang magaling yung naipasa kong proposal." sagot ko sa kanya."Sige. Mabuti naman. Akala ko e nababaliw ka na naman dyan. Dinner daw mamaya with Kenzo." sabi niya bago ako tuluyang iniwanan."Hello, baby." bungad ko ng sagutin n
“He’s stable now. He really is a fighter. We’ll transfer him into his room, then pwede ninyo na syang puntahan,” nakangiting wika ng doktor bago kami iwanan.I looked at Klein who’s crying because of relief. Relief dahil wala na sa bingit ng kamatayan si Jaspher. Binigyan ko siya ng isang matamis na ngiti, hanggang sa unti unti akong mawalan ng malay. Pakiramdam ko ay hinang hina na ako.“BAP! SUMMER!” yan ang mga huling salitang narinig ko.‘So Summer, are you brave enough to accept the risk of losing one hundred hours of your life in exchange for someone else’s life’”After hearing his question, I know that without a doubt I would agree.‘Yes.
“Can you do me a favor?” tanong ko kay Grant. “Sure. Ano ‘yon?” tanong niya. “Can you please call Klein, she’s with Kenzo now. This is very important for her to go to the hospital now. I will send you the location. Please, she needs to be here.” utos ko sa kanya. “Sure baby. Ako na ang bahala. Kalma lang okay? I’ll be there too. See you later. I love you.” and the call ended. “Jaspher, my gosh. Please wake up na. Don’t scare ate like this naman.” Mabuti na lamang at mabilis din ang driver namin kaya mabilis namin narating ang ospital. Agad naman nilang inasikaso si Jaspher dahil kilala din naman nila ako dito. Isa din si dad sa shareholder n
The next day I feel lighter but a bit guilty for how I acted in front of Grant yesterday. I need to talk to him.I was checking Jaspher’s schedule ng maramdaman ko ang paglapit ng isa sa mga bodyguards.“Miss Perez, si Young Master Jaspher po kasi,” humihingal na sabi ni Jacob.“Why Jacob, what happened?”“NIlalagnat po si Young Master. He’s in his room right now.” sabi niya at hindi ko na sya sinagot dahil tumakbo na ako patungo sa kwarto niya.Naabutan ko siyang balot na balot ng kumot at nanginginig. Agad kong sinalat ang noo niya and ang init init niya. Ano bang ginawa ng batang ‘to magdamag at nilal
“Why did you do that? Look at your face,” sabi ko habang dinadampian ng bimpo ang gilid ng labi niya.“Because he is cheating right in front of you, Ate,” galit na sagot nito.“Can you calm down, Jaspher. I know you are concerned about me, and I thank you for that. Pero, you don’t need to involve yourself and get hurt. Now, how can I explain this to you mom if she calls you?”“Don’t worry Ate, she won’t. Even if I am admitted in the hospital and about to die, I’m sure she ill ot show up. Business first before anything else. Sad but true. That is the reality of my life,” malungkot na sabi nito.Alam ko yung pakiramdam na iyon, pero sa part ng dad
"Ate Summer!" sino pa ba? E di ang makulit na si Jaspher. Kung hindi ka lang talaga kapatid ni Klein. “Hi Jaspher. How’s your sleep last night?” nakangiting bati ko sa kanya at ginulo ang buhok niya. “Uhm, it’s okay naman po. But you know what, I think someone was watching me last night. Like someone is outside my unit. You know that feeling?” pabulong na sabi niya sa akin na para bang kahit ang mga bodyguard niya ay ayaw niyang marinig iyon. Bata pa lang may trust issues na. Tch. “When you’re in Japan, does this happen too?” kasi baka naman feeling niya lang dahil kakadating lang niya sa Pilipinas. “Yes. There are times that I can hear footsteps
IT has been five days and hindi ko pa ulit nakakausap si Klein. Ano na kayang nangyari sa baliw na yun? Baka akala niya dinamdam ko ng bongga yung mga pinagsasabi niya. I know it was her drunk-self talking kaya naniniwala akong totoo ang bawat salitang binibitawan niya.“Hello, Summer,” sagot ni Kenzo sa unang ring pa lang. I decided to call him kasi baka may alam siya sa biglaang hindi pagpaparamdam ni Klein.“Kenzo, nagkausap na ba kayo si Klein?”“Ha? Bakit? Hindi ba’t kayo ang huling magkasama noong nakaraan sa bar?” nagtatakang tanong niya sa akin.“Ahm, ano kasi, hindi ko pa sya nakakausap ulit after nung araw na iyon. Nagbabakasakali lang ako na baka nagkausap k
"Really?" gulat na gulat na tanong ni Klein sa akin. Samantalang si Kenzo naman ay nanlalaki ang matang nakatingin sa akin."Oh, ikaw Kenz, anong reaction yan? Mata lang? Walang sasabihin man lang?" nang iinis na sabi ni Klein. Baliw talaga to kahit kailan."Ano. Ahm. Naniniwala ka sa gagong yun? Naniniwala ka sa mga pinagsasabi niya sayo?" sabi ni Kenzo na hindi ko alam kung galit, gulat, o ano ba yung reaction niya e. Isa din baliw 'to e."Sige, ik-kwento ko ulit ah. Ik-kwento ko ulit lahat ng nangyari ng gabing yun.""Utang na loob bakla, kwento lang walang iyakan ha. Tapos na kami sa pag-alo sayo kanina nung umiyak ka." sabi ni Klein at tumango naman ako bilang sagot.FLASHBACK
IT has been 48 hours na and wala pa din paramdam itong si Summer. I, and her friends have been trying to contact her but to no avail. I talked to Autumn and she shared some of the reasons bakit biglang umalis si Summer.Siguro ay gulong gulo ang isip ni Summer kaya niya nagawang umalis. Pero nandito naman ako para sa kanya, hindi niya ba naisip yun? Minsan gusto kong kwestyunin kung worth it ba ako maging boyfriend niya e. Kung may mga nagagawa ba ako para sa kanya?Ganun kasi lagi ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing may mangyayaring ganito. Wala ba siyang tiwala sa akin? Hays.'Summer, where are you?'RING RING RINGJordin calling..."Hello, Jordz," walang ganang sagot ko.
Hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako makapaniwalang wala na ang mommy. Sumuko siya after the operation, while si Autumn naman ay nakarecover pero kailangan pa din ingatan. Nalaman ko din na sinundo pala sya ni mommy sa bahay ng dati niyang mga kabarkada na bad influence naman sa kanya. At mabuti na lang at natauhan agad sya."Bap, kain ka muna. Kanina ka pa hindi kumakain." narinig kong sabi ni Grant at parang may iniaabot sa akin."Ilang oras na lang, hindi na namin makakasama si mommy. Hindi na namin sya makikita kahit kailan." naiiyak na naman na sabi ko. Sa twing maalala kong hindi na namin sya makikita, ang sakit sakit."Ahm, Summer, pinatatawag ka ni tito sa study room niya. Nandun na din si Autumn, may need daw kayo pag usapan." sabi ni Wilson ng makalapit sya sa amin.