Hanan!
"We should eat ya hafiz is sleeping, he is probably tired from work."I say sitting on thé dinning.
"Oh ok."amany say and dish me thé plate of Rice and stew, i mutter a thank you and began stuffing thé food in my mouth.
Showing his girlfriend to my face and later he will come out pretending as if everything is cool, i wishe he can just love me even do is a little.
"Hanan!"i look up from my food and amany give me this weird look.
"Are you alright?
You are just rushing thé food as if you ré fighting with someone."she say looking at me worriedly."I am fine,
I.....ju...s...I need to rest."I say and leave thé dinning.I go to my bedroom slamming thé door shut, i lay on my bed and begin to sob.
Why is this happening to me, i love him why can't he see that?
Why am i not good enough i just want a happy life with my husband.Th door to my bedroom open i dont b
Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Hanan!The next few days pass by pretty quickly and Amany will be leaving tomorrow, I won't say i am happy but she has to leave so i can fix my marriage i don't know what is wrong with ya hafiz this days.sometimes he become super nice even without amany in our presence other times he become aggressive and snap at both me and his sister something is disturbing him and i don't know what, he became pretty quiet and he usually sleep off the day and spend the night doing whatever the fuck on his laptop he is turning into a lychnobite he is no longer the workaholic ya hafiz i can't even remember when last he go to work, he is different and it scared the shit out of me.Ever since the day i passed out in the parlour we begin to share same bedroom with him sometimes he sleep on the bed with me and other times he sleep alone ordering me to sleep on the floor but i don't mind because honestly speaking ya hafiz is a complete different person he is acting weird."Are yo
Sitted on thé balcony of her window Hanan watch thé man of her dream drive out of the house in thé familiar Mercedes benz, she releases a heavy breathe and stare at the gloomy cloud with a sigh, never did she thought she will be in such situation.Growing up hanan always had this weird feeling wheneverr she is around him she decided it was just a silly crush that teenagers have on a good looking guy because honestly speaking we all have that one cousin we find very attractive she would say to her self. But as she grows up thé crush escalated into an insatiable desire, a desire she know can only be fulfill in her fantasy. Because she do know that Hafiz hardly noticed her presence sometimes she wishe she is as beautiful as her mum maybe he will notice but nevertheless anytime hé is with her brother she do eavesdropped into there conversation and it always revolved around a girl "Nadia" who hafiz is in love with.
Hafiz!Dropping my phone on the table i massage my forehead with a sigh.I can't believe dad is asking me to go for the seminar i just got back yesterday, why can't he just go by himself i am soo tired all i do is work, work and work the only reason i am excited about the seminar is because i am going to see the love of my life there she already text a list of things she wants me to buy for her when coming."Hey!"I look up to see my bestfriend fazil and i smile."What's up big guy."I say as he sit on the couch."Nothing just a little tired dad sent me to meet this weird client at Lafia the meeting went bad."he say scratching his head."Dad just called me that i should get ready remember that seminar I told you he is going in London, well i will be the one going instead am just a little happy i will see nadia been a while we actually see each other."I say and he nod."Yeah!When are you leaving?he ask with a raise brow
Hanan!Opening my bedroom window i climb on and sit on the balcony giving me the full access to the view of our street, the morning cloud is a little chill yet the sun has started to rise, my mind drift to 5days days ago at the hospital and i smile, just seeing him makes me alright and everyday i see him he just look handsome than i last saw him, i always pray that God should make him mine i don't want to pray to God to remove his love in my heart because honestly i just want to be with him the man of my dream.I want God to fulfill my wishe even do that is the only wishe he will grant me in this life."Hanan."i snap out of my thoughts and turn to face my mum."Good morning mummy."I say jumping back inside the room."Morning.How are you?"she ask worriedly and i nod."I am ok mum."I say she nod and sit on the edge of my bed."Come and sit hanany."my mum say patting the space next to her on the bed.I sit,she sm
Hafiz!Coming out of thé airport premises i sigh in relief, thé stupid seminar actually lasted for 3days i spend an extra two days with my love it's actually been a long time since we spend some quality time together Now that i am back it will take a while before i visit again, its very unfortunate that her mum is already budging her about marriage i will really love to marry her now but honestly speaking i dont want to be thé one to confront my parent about marriage it will look as if i am desperate, i am despearate but i just Have to hold on till they talk to me about that i am 27 and sincerely speaking i think i am due for marriage but knowing my mum if i speak about that she will start her dramatic speeches."Over here dude."fazil say standing by his SUV i walk to thé car and we did our signature greeting before i enter thé car."How was thé seminar?"he ask as he start thé car.
Hanan!"I know that will happen i wasn't expecting him to say yes."I say to Amani after she finish telling me how her parents talked to ya hafiz about our marriage and he declined."But mummy say she doesn't care if he wants to be with you or not , I am just worried about you hanan when ya hafiz is forced into doing something he doesn't want to,it usually ended up into a disaster."she say worriedly and i smile."I don't care Amany,I love ya hafiz for a very long time and i don't care if he doesn't love me back in return I will be with him until he learn to love me."I say and my bestfriend sigh."Hanan let's not fool ourselves here and by now you should know this is real life not all those novel you're reading, you can't convince someone to love you in as much as that person is already in love with someone else it's difficult, you're crazy."she say and i smile just in time my bedroom door open."Hanan.Hafiz is here to see you."my m
Pacing in his apartment bedroom hafiz sigh frustratedly and face Palm,Why him? never did he ever think even in his wildest dream that a day like this will come a day he has to let go thé girl he love for 8years how is he going to unleash this devastated news to nadia, Hé cant even believe what is happening and that weird girl his parents want him to marry he cant she is not even thé type of girl he want to be with, she is just a brief, weird, very antisocial girl,she is just an akward girl that embraces solitude and derived happiness in fantasys and to think she love him makes him want to yuck out a saliva, Hé has to do something and thé only way out is to convince his parents, his bedroom door barge open and his mum enter she looks really livid."Mu.......Hafiz try saying but his mum doesn't let him finish as her palm collide with his cheek.