Hafiz!
Coming out of thé airport premises i sigh in relief, thé stupid seminar actually lasted for 3days i spend an extra two days with my love it's actually been a long time since we spend some quality time together Now that i am back it will take a while before i visit again, its very unfortunate that her mum is already budging her about marriage i will really love to marry her now but honestly speaking i dont want to be thé one to confront my parent about marriage it will look as if i am desperate,
i am despearate but i just Have to hold on till they talk to me about that i am 27 and sincerely speaking i think i am due for marriage but knowing my mum if i speak about that she will start her dramatic speeches."Over here dude."fazil say standing by his SUV i walk to thé car and we did our signature greeting before i enter thé car.
"How was thé seminar?"he ask as he start thé car.
"Boring as always i wishe granddad will just leave that old city and come back to continue his business, it's stressfull."I say and he nod.
"How is Nadia?" he ask with a smile.
"She is fine actually spend thé 2days because of her, its been a while we see each other and now her parent are disturbing her about marriage."I say and he chuckle.
"You should speak to uncle raheem he is understandable you'ré 27 i think you are old enough."he Say and i nod.
"You'ré 28 and still single , dude why are you still single?"i ask curiously and he roll his eyes.
"I am not single my relationship with Amaya is still intact we ré just on strike."he say and i laugh.
"You two are weird talking about Amaya i met uncle Azan at thé seminar he gavé me this that i should give it to hanan."I say removing thé book from my backpack and drop it for him.
"Its probably one of those fantasy or historical fiction books, that weird girl and her weird ways."he say and i look at thé book with a nod.
"Thought girls love all this romance book."I say and he nod.
"Hanan is différent wait till you see her music playlist you do rather pull à trigger to your skull than listen to it."he say as thé gâté to our house open.
"She is unique in a weird way."I say with a shrug as he park at thé parking lot.
"I am not going in mummy send me to run an errand for her at granny salmahs house,
my regards to Anty jasyMaybe i will come by later."he say, i pick my suitcase and backpack, we bid out goodbye and he leave.I head to my apartment and freshen up before heading to thé main house.
"Good evening mummy."I say sitting next to my mum and she smile.
"How was thé trip."she ask and i nod.
"Good .
Where is daddy?"i ask and she sigh."They just left with Amany, i dont know where they are going to but i hope they should bring my ice-cream."my mum say and i chuckle.
"Mummy i am hungry."I say and she laugh.
"I didn't cooked today, your dad cook for himself and Amani even me i Have been snacking around since morning, just been eating junks."she say laughing and i frown.
"But mummy i told you i will be coming back today."I say annoyed and she laugh.
"Hafiz its because of food you'ré frowning your face like that, go joor your food is in thé microwave and when your dad comes back we've a something important to discuss with You."she say i smile and go to thé kitchen.
I didn't bother to check what food is it honestly speaking if you grow up in this house you will not be a picky eater because you will appreciate any food they cooked,
my mum is thé most lazy wife ever and she cooked whenever she feels like and my dad been thé good dad he is he will cook for only himself and eat alone, trust me my family are thé most lazy people on earth i think i am thé normal being in this family.Once thé microwave ding, i remove my food and smile its a fried rice and chicken guess today is my Lucky day,I drop the food on the small dinning in the kitchen and start eating.
Halfway eating my food the voice of my sister and father filled the house, the kitchen door swing open and my sister stand by door looking at me baffle.
"What?"I ask confused.
"DADDY YA HAFIZ IS EATING YOUR FOOD."she yell and run back into the parlour.
I drop the spoon in the sink and keep the remaining food in the microwave
Before following her to the parlour.Trust me my dad isn't the nicest person when it comes to food."Da........
"My food!
hafiz did you have any idea how many hours it took me to prepare that food."my dad say looking at me baffle and i scratch my head turning my gaze to my mum who is just staring at the television clearly not interested in this conversation."Daddy sorry, mummy said i should eat it I thought she cooked it for me."I say and he laugh.
"Seriously hafiz.
Have your mum ever prepared meal for someone absent in the house."he say and I pout."Baby please leave the boy beside very soon he will start his own family and we will rest he can eat 10times if he wants to his wife Will cook for him."my mum say and i furrow my brow in confusion.
"You're right my dear let's give him the grace of this month."my father say.
"Hold on.
I dont get it dad what's going on?"I ask confused and my dad sit next to his wife as I sit next to my sister."Well, we think it's high time you marry, you see you're not getting any younger so we thought you should settle down and start your own family, your mum wants to see her grandchildren."my dad say with a smile looking at his wife.
"Yes hafiz, you should settle down."my mum say with a nod and I smile.
"Really mummy, dad you both want me to marry, thank you i wanted to ask you two but I thought you will both think i am kinda desperate."I say with a shrug and they both laugh.
"Ohh come on hafiz,
You should have told us we 're your parent,beside we think Hanan will be a perfect match for you."my mum say and I look at her confuse."Wait.
What?You want me to marry hanan?"I asked baffle and they both nod with a smile."Yes.
She's your sister,she's a beautiful and decent girl, What else did you want in a lady."my mum say happily and i frown."Mummy i can't.
I have a girlfriend we've been dating for 8years and I love her."I say and my parents expression changes."Really!
A girlfriend,tell me about this girlfriend of yours."my mum say sarcastically."Her name is Nadia we met at school she based there her mum is a Nigerian her dad is british, But she is a decent girl and from a very respectful family."I say and my mum chuckle mockingly.
"Baby can you hear him.
As far as I am concern you're single we send you to London to study not to be in a relationship so i dont care if you've been dating her since the day i gave birth to you, "Abdallah Hafiz Raheem" you're not marrying her."my mum say plainly and I sigh."Mummy.
Please "Dan girman Allah" i don't want to marry hanan, I don't love her please mummy don't do this to me, daddy please talk to her."I say to my dad but he just shrug."You know i will always support my darling wife soo I am sorry Mr lover man."my dad say and kiss his wife on the forehead.
"Mummy ple........
"Baby remember that new restaurant they're opening today?"my mum say to my dad and he nod.
"We should go there please before i loose my cool and do something I will end up regretting."my mum say as she pick her veil that is on the couch and they both leave the parlour with my sister trailing behind them.Hanan!"I know that will happen i wasn't expecting him to say yes."I say to Amani after she finish telling me how her parents talked to ya hafiz about our marriage and he declined."But mummy say she doesn't care if he wants to be with you or not , I am just worried about you hanan when ya hafiz is forced into doing something he doesn't want to,it usually ended up into a disaster."she say worriedly and i smile."I don't care Amany,I love ya hafiz for a very long time and i don't care if he doesn't love me back in return I will be with him until he learn to love me."I say and my bestfriend sigh."Hanan let's not fool ourselves here and by now you should know this is real life not all those novel you're reading, you can't convince someone to love you in as much as that person is already in love with someone else it's difficult, you're crazy."she say and i smile just in time my bedroom door open."Hanan.Hafiz is here to see you."my m
Pacing in his apartment bedroom hafiz sigh frustratedly and face Palm,Why him? never did he ever think even in his wildest dream that a day like this will come a day he has to let go thé girl he love for 8years how is he going to unleash this devastated news to nadia, Hé cant even believe what is happening and that weird girl his parents want him to marry he cant she is not even thé type of girl he want to be with, she is just a brief, weird, very antisocial girl,she is just an akward girl that embraces solitude and derived happiness in fantasys and to think she love him makes him want to yuck out a saliva, Hé has to do something and thé only way out is to convince his parents, his bedroom door barge open and his mum enter she looks really livid."Mu.......Hafiz try saying but his mum doesn't let him finish as her palm collide with his cheek.
.Hafiz!Entering the hospital with the food bag on my hand i ignore all the weird stare everyone is giving me and head straight to the familiar room, Ofcrse they will stare.How will a handsome guy wearing a suit instead of holding a laptop bag or something professional he is holding a fucking food bag thanks to my mum for wanting me to be a good fiancee and prove to her i really care about my so called fiancee."Hafiz."the familiar voice say and i turn to see my soon to be mother inlaw."Good morning mummy."I say squating and she smile."Morning hafiz,How are you doing?Give me the foodbag and you don't have to bring her food all the time."she say collecting the foodbag from my hand and i smile."It's nothing Anty,I am going to the office just want to check on her before going."I say as we walk sideway."It's fine hafiz we're actually leaving this morning the discharge papers will soon b
Hafiz!"I think you both should just forget about each other, you know your mum very well and I am pretty sure you know the consequences of what you're doing."fazil say and i sigh."You think is easy to just forget someone you love for 8years?Come on fazil it's just not ok how my mum wants me to pay for the mistake of Nadia mum, I love Nadia and I don't think i will ever love any lady."I say and fazil shrug."Fine then,But your wedding is in 2weeks time and it's better if you two stop seeing each other."he say and I look at him baffle."Oh really!Now you want to advice me because is your sister i am marrying, you cant tell me what to do fazil, i dont love your sister and just because i put on a stupid silly act pretending i love her doesn't mean i want to be with her, if i have any feelings toward your sister its hate because she is thé reason i am not marrying thé girl of my dream, you cant sit here and start
Hanan!Arranging my clothes for thé pré wed photoshoot i sing along "my hearthurt by Dax" i dont know what is actually going on, all i know is that ya hafiz is a good guy even do his mum was thé one that pressurisé him on this marriage but he is also trying to make sure things work between us, Hé could visit me and we discussed alot to get to know each other he is a very nice guy with an amazing personality.Thé knock on my door make me sigh and i yell a come in to whoever is knocking."Hanan.Get ready we'ré going to thé hospital,Jasra just called me that hafiz is in thé hospital he is seriously sick."my mum say making my heartbeat to accelerate."W....What happen to him?"i ask confuse and my mum sigh."I don't know hurry get ready i'm waiting for you downstairs."my mum say and leave thé room.What happen to him? Hé was fine yesterday when he
Hafiz!"So tomorrow is your wedding?"Nadia say staring at me from the laptop screen and i groan."I dont care, what time is your flight?"i ask eating my food and she smile."2:00am, i have 5hours to get ready i will miss you do."She say as she rummage through her handbag."What are you searching for?"i ask with a raise brow and she sigh."N........your mum is standing behind you."She whisper in horror and i close thé laptop shut."Mum wlh is not what you think.We just want to say goodbye to each other nothing more i promise."I say."Hafiz!You want to embarass me right, so you'ré still seeing that girl, tomorrow is your wedding this house is full of guest and family members what if someone sees you,what will you say?hafiz if by any chance after this marriage hanan complain to me about anything wlh you wont like thé conséquences and if you ever see or speak to that girl again i will ne
Hanan!"Hanan please is ok "wanan irin kuka saikache za'a kashe ki"you've completely ruin your make up."Anty basmah say removing the veil they use to cover my face."Hananu, I thought you said you won't cry, see you in ya hafiz house and you 're crying wait till we all leave."Amany say as Anty basmah do make up."What's wrong with you Amany, don't mind her hanan we 're staying with you kinji."Anty inteesar say.I can't even believe i will sleep anywhere not in my parent house, I am already missing my dad , the wedding went pretty well just the way i wanted it to be, ya hafiz seems to be moody today i try asking him if he's ok during the dinner party but he just keep on giving me attitude i just concluded that maybe he is stressful."Amany, where is amaya?"Aunty basmah ask once she is done with my make up."She's outside with ya fazil,Sophy and fadila are in the guest room."Amany say."Go and tell them to get ready since Hafiz ar
Hanan!Staring at my reflection in the mirror i sigh, maybe if i apply some make up on i will look good and ya hafiz will love me, it's been two days since i last saw him everyday i will find the food Anty jasra sent to us on the dinning table in the evening the warmers disappear and the next morning i see new ones.Today i decided to wake up early and make breakfast for him maybe that way i will see him and we will eventually bond I really miss him.I hate applying make up and i hate any clothe that will tight me it just make me uncomfortable, I wear a pallazo trouser and a shirt I tie a scarf on my head and smile at my reflection I look good.Coming down the stairs the doorbell ring and I rush to the door i open it and Amany was standing there holding the food bag."Hanan!Soo today you wake up early everyday ya hafiz will say you're still asleep, soo now you've start recovering from the new bride stress."she rant and enter the