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2021-08-14 21:13:05Hanan!
"I know that will happen i wasn't expecting him to say yes."I say to Amani after she finish telling me how her parents talked to ya hafiz about our marriage and he declined.
"But mummy say she doesn't care if he wants to be with you or not , I am just worried about you hanan when ya hafiz is forced into doing something he doesn't want to,
it usually ended up into a disaster."she say worriedly and i smile."I don't care Amany,
I love ya hafiz for a very long time and i don't care if he doesn't love me back in return I will be with him until he learn to love me."I say and my bestfriend sigh."Hanan let's not fool ourselves here and by now you should know this is real life not all those novel you're reading, you can't convince someone to love you in as much as that person is already in love with someone else it's difficult, you're crazy."she say and i smile just in time my bedroom door open.
"Hanan.
Hafiz is here to see you."my mRelated chapters
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Pacing in his apartment bedroom hafiz sigh frustratedly and face Palm,Why him? never did he ever think even in his wildest dream that a day like this will come a day he has to let go thé girl he love for 8years how is he going to unleash this devastated news to nadia, Hé cant even believe what is happening and that weird girl his parents want him to marry he cant she is not even thé type of girl he want to be with, she is just a brief, weird, very antisocial girl,she is just an akward girl that embraces solitude and derived happiness in fantasys and to think she love him makes him want to yuck out a saliva, Hé has to do something and thé only way out is to convince his parents, his bedroom door barge open and his mum enter she looks really livid."Mu.......Hafiz try saying but his mum doesn't let him finish as her palm collide with his cheek.
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.Hafiz!Entering the hospital with the food bag on my hand i ignore all the weird stare everyone is giving me and head straight to the familiar room, Ofcrse they will stare.How will a handsome guy wearing a suit instead of holding a laptop bag or something professional he is holding a fucking food bag thanks to my mum for wanting me to be a good fiancee and prove to her i really care about my so called fiancee."Hafiz."the familiar voice say and i turn to see my soon to be mother inlaw."Good morning mummy."I say squating and she smile."Morning hafiz,How are you doing?Give me the foodbag and you don't have to bring her food all the time."she say collecting the foodbag from my hand and i smile."It's nothing Anty,I am going to the office just want to check on her before going."I say as we walk sideway."It's fine hafiz we're actually leaving this morning the discharge papers will soon b
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Hafiz!"I think you both should just forget about each other, you know your mum very well and I am pretty sure you know the consequences of what you're doing."fazil say and i sigh."You think is easy to just forget someone you love for 8years?Come on fazil it's just not ok how my mum wants me to pay for the mistake of Nadia mum, I love Nadia and I don't think i will ever love any lady."I say and fazil shrug."Fine then,But your wedding is in 2weeks time and it's better if you two stop seeing each other."he say and I look at him baffle."Oh really!Now you want to advice me because is your sister i am marrying, you cant tell me what to do fazil, i dont love your sister and just because i put on a stupid silly act pretending i love her doesn't mean i want to be with her, if i have any feelings toward your sister its hate because she is thé reason i am not marrying thé girl of my dream, you cant sit here and start
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Hanan!Arranging my clothes for thé pré wed photoshoot i sing along "my hearthurt by Dax" i dont know what is actually going on, all i know is that ya hafiz is a good guy even do his mum was thé one that pressurisé him on this marriage but he is also trying to make sure things work between us, Hé could visit me and we discussed alot to get to know each other he is a very nice guy with an amazing personality.Thé knock on my door make me sigh and i yell a come in to whoever is knocking."Hanan.Get ready we'ré going to thé hospital,Jasra just called me that hafiz is in thé hospital he is seriously sick."my mum say making my heartbeat to accelerate."W....What happen to him?"i ask confuse and my mum sigh."I don't know hurry get ready i'm waiting for you downstairs."my mum say and leave thé room.What happen to him? Hé was fine yesterday when he
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Hafiz!"So tomorrow is your wedding?"Nadia say staring at me from the laptop screen and i groan."I dont care, what time is your flight?"i ask eating my food and she smile."2:00am, i have 5hours to get ready i will miss you do."She say as she rummage through her handbag."What are you searching for?"i ask with a raise brow and she sigh."N........your mum is standing behind you."She whisper in horror and i close thé laptop shut."Mum wlh is not what you think.We just want to say goodbye to each other nothing more i promise."I say."Hafiz!You want to embarass me right, so you'ré still seeing that girl, tomorrow is your wedding this house is full of guest and family members what if someone sees you,what will you say?hafiz if by any chance after this marriage hanan complain to me about anything wlh you wont like thé conséquences and if you ever see or speak to that girl again i will ne
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Hanan!"Hanan please is ok "wanan irin kuka saikache za'a kashe ki"you've completely ruin your make up."Anty basmah say removing the veil they use to cover my face."Hananu, I thought you said you won't cry, see you in ya hafiz house and you 're crying wait till we all leave."Amany say as Anty basmah do make up."What's wrong with you Amany, don't mind her hanan we 're staying with you kinji."Anty inteesar say.I can't even believe i will sleep anywhere not in my parent house, I am already missing my dad , the wedding went pretty well just the way i wanted it to be, ya hafiz seems to be moody today i try asking him if he's ok during the dinner party but he just keep on giving me attitude i just concluded that maybe he is stressful."Amany, where is amaya?"Aunty basmah ask once she is done with my make up."She's outside with ya fazil,Sophy and fadila are in the guest room."Amany say."Go and tell them to get ready since Hafiz ar
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Hanan!Staring at my reflection in the mirror i sigh, maybe if i apply some make up on i will look good and ya hafiz will love me, it's been two days since i last saw him everyday i will find the food Anty jasra sent to us on the dinning table in the evening the warmers disappear and the next morning i see new ones.Today i decided to wake up early and make breakfast for him maybe that way i will see him and we will eventually bond I really miss him.I hate applying make up and i hate any clothe that will tight me it just make me uncomfortable, I wear a pallazo trouser and a shirt I tie a scarf on my head and smile at my reflection I look good.Coming down the stairs the doorbell ring and I rush to the door i open it and Amany was standing there holding the food bag."Hanan!Soo today you wake up early everyday ya hafiz will say you're still asleep, soo now you've start recovering from the new bride stress."she rant and enter the
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Hafiz!Thé days seems to drag by slowly, i am too eager for this week to pass so by next week i will be with my love,It takes alot of lies and convincing to vanquish my mum curiousity and make her believe hanan did choose London for thé Honeymoon,I Have to threaten thé little girl i called a so called wife to do anything to convince her, honestly speaking that girl is weird, everything about her disgust me from thé way she dress, thé way she speak she is just a complété idiot in my opinion.I am very hungry and i dont think mum will send us any food today since she called earlier today to let me know she is travelling, i will make noodles for myself and later i will buy something to eat.I come out of the room and head downstairs scrolling through my phone emails."Good afternoon ya hafiz."Thé familiar voice s
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Hanan!"We should eat ya hafiz is sleeping, he is probably tired from work."I say sitting on thé dinning."Oh ok."amany say and dish me thé plate of Rice and stew, i mutter a thank you and began stuffing thé food in my mouth.Showing his girlfriend to my face and later he will come out pretending as if everything is cool, i wishe he can just love me even do is a little."Hanan!"i look up from my food and amany give me this weird look."Are you alright?You are just rushing thé food as if you ré fighting with someone."she say looking at me worriedly."I am fine,I.....ju...s...I need to rest."I say and leave thé dinning.I go to my bedroom slamming thé door shut, i lay on my bed and begin to sob.Why is this happening to me, i love him why can't he see that?Why am i not good enough i just want a happy life with my husband.Th door to my bedroom open i dont b
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