Hafiz!
Dropping my phone on the table i massage my forehead with a sigh.
I can't believe dad is asking me to go for the seminar i just got back yesterday, why can't he just go by himself i am soo tired all i do is work, work and work the only reason i am excited about the seminar is because i am going to see the love of my life there she already text a list of things she wants me to buy for her when coming."Hey!"I look up to see my bestfriend fazil and i smile.
"What's up big guy."I say as he sit on the couch.
"Nothing just a little tired dad sent me to meet this weird client at Lafia the meeting went bad."he say scratching his head.
"Dad just called me that i should get ready remember that seminar I told you he is going in London, well i will be the one going instead am just a little happy i will see nadia been a while we actually see each other."I say and he nod.
"Yeah!
When are you leaving?he ask with a raise brow."Tomorrow morning.
6:00am precisely just have to pack this night, what happened? You look pretty bored and worried."I say looking at him and he sigh."Just coming from the hospital hanan had another attack, I am just worried about her she had 4 attacks in a roll since yesterday, the doctor say she is kinda emotionally disturbed about something but she doesn't want to talk she keeps saying she is alright, I'm just frustrated she is too introverted about everything."he say worriedly and i sigh.
"She will be fine broo,
Maybe she need a therapy or something."I suggest and he shake his head."Hanan will never speak up, she is tooo...I don't know it's like she is in her own world, she's like a dreamer always alone by herself she's weird."he say and i nod in aggreement because sincerely speaking she is.
"Maybe she need someone to open up to, maybe you as an elder brother girls are weird sometimes they just need a little sibling love."I suggest and he chuckle.
"Hanan will never talk , dad is the one the most closest to her but he knows nothing about her Amany is also like a faded background."he say and I sigh.
"No offense but i think she doesn't even like me sometimes i get scared by the way she stared at me."I say and he laugh.
"Hanan would stared at someone sometimes i think she is looking right through my soul."he say with a smile.
"I will just sign this documents and we will go check on her."I say and he nod.
I go through the folder reading every line before signing it.
Once I am done we head outside, we both enter our car and head to the hospital.
He is right his sister is indeed weird, she's always quiet even when it's at a family gathering you will see her by her own self, she is hardly noticed and rarely speak can't actually remember when last i speak to her, she's always staring at me as if i stole something from her.
Halting at the hospital premises i saw the familiar red range-rover and i take a deep breathe before we both walk into the hospital.
"Good afternoon Mummy."I say to anty soby who just finished talking to a nurse and she smile at me.
"Hafiz.
How are you and how is work?"she ask and i nod with a smile."Alhamdulilah.
How is hanan feeling?"I ask and she nod."Alhamdulilah.
She is ok your mum and amany are in the room."she say as we both silently walk to the room.Anty soby is amazingly beautiful at some point you will mistake her as an arab, she has this glittering fair skin and a very adorable auburn eyes, with her Charming personality she's just the best anty one could ever wishe for very understanding, calm and collected unlike my mum who is beautiful but have a very loud personality which unfortunately my sister take her footsteps.
"Sallamu'alaikum."I say as i trail behind anty soby into the room.
"Ya haf.......my sister start to yell but i glare at her making her to keep quiet.
"Good afternoon mummy."I say to my mum she just humm in response and continue discussing whatever with fazil.
I turn my gaze to thé hospital bed and she is weirdly staring at me i clear my throat and move to thé bed side
"How are you feeling hanan?"i ask and she nod with a smile.
"Alhamdulilah.
Thé doctor will soon discharge me."she say in her small voice and i nod."Ok !
May thé almighty grant you shifa."I say avoiding her intense gaze on me."Ameen."she say and i turn to my mum.
"Anty let me get going."I say to anty soby and my mum head snap to my direction.
"When did you even arrive and you'ré already leaving, your sister has been in thé hospital since yesterday night but you didn't care because you'ré thé only one that knows how to work."my mum rant and i just stand not knowing what to do, from thé corner of my eyes i can see my sister laughing and I will definitely deal with her.
"Jasy.
What did you want him to do, he is not a doctor beside he doesn't know she was sick he would have come, please let the boy have some peace "kinchika fitina"and you what is funny that you're opening teeth."Anty soby say to my mum as she glare at my sister who is laughing."Anty i am not laughing at him just laughing at some joke they sent to me on w******p."my sister say and i glare at her.
"Hafiz go and rest you look tired guess you're coming straight from work."Anty soby say and i nod.
"Yes.
I would have stayed longer but i will be traveling early tomorrow that's why, I want to go and start getting ready."I explain and she nod with a smile."Please go if you want to go, i don't want a long unnecessary explanation."my mum snap making me to frown.
"It's ok hafiz.
Have a safe journey and take care of yourself."Anty soby say and i nod."Get well soon hanan."I say and leave the room ignoring my mum and her bestfriend little arguement.
Honestly my mum is just a complicated being one minute she's the super amazing mum the next she is snapping at you.
I push that thought out of my head and focus on my trip tomorrow with excitement to see the love of my life I open my car door and slip in.leyuxynab please go and update wild flower for me please.
Hanan!Opening my bedroom window i climb on and sit on the balcony giving me the full access to the view of our street, the morning cloud is a little chill yet the sun has started to rise, my mind drift to 5days days ago at the hospital and i smile, just seeing him makes me alright and everyday i see him he just look handsome than i last saw him, i always pray that God should make him mine i don't want to pray to God to remove his love in my heart because honestly i just want to be with him the man of my dream.I want God to fulfill my wishe even do that is the only wishe he will grant me in this life."Hanan."i snap out of my thoughts and turn to face my mum."Good morning mummy."I say jumping back inside the room."Morning.How are you?"she ask worriedly and i nod."I am ok mum."I say she nod and sit on the edge of my bed."Come and sit hanany."my mum say patting the space next to her on the bed.I sit,she sm
Hafiz!Coming out of thé airport premises i sigh in relief, thé stupid seminar actually lasted for 3days i spend an extra two days with my love it's actually been a long time since we spend some quality time together Now that i am back it will take a while before i visit again, its very unfortunate that her mum is already budging her about marriage i will really love to marry her now but honestly speaking i dont want to be thé one to confront my parent about marriage it will look as if i am desperate, i am despearate but i just Have to hold on till they talk to me about that i am 27 and sincerely speaking i think i am due for marriage but knowing my mum if i speak about that she will start her dramatic speeches."Over here dude."fazil say standing by his SUV i walk to thé car and we did our signature greeting before i enter thé car."How was thé seminar?"he ask as he start thé car.
Hanan!"I know that will happen i wasn't expecting him to say yes."I say to Amani after she finish telling me how her parents talked to ya hafiz about our marriage and he declined."But mummy say she doesn't care if he wants to be with you or not , I am just worried about you hanan when ya hafiz is forced into doing something he doesn't want to,it usually ended up into a disaster."she say worriedly and i smile."I don't care Amany,I love ya hafiz for a very long time and i don't care if he doesn't love me back in return I will be with him until he learn to love me."I say and my bestfriend sigh."Hanan let's not fool ourselves here and by now you should know this is real life not all those novel you're reading, you can't convince someone to love you in as much as that person is already in love with someone else it's difficult, you're crazy."she say and i smile just in time my bedroom door open."Hanan.Hafiz is here to see you."my m
Pacing in his apartment bedroom hafiz sigh frustratedly and face Palm,Why him? never did he ever think even in his wildest dream that a day like this will come a day he has to let go thé girl he love for 8years how is he going to unleash this devastated news to nadia, Hé cant even believe what is happening and that weird girl his parents want him to marry he cant she is not even thé type of girl he want to be with, she is just a brief, weird, very antisocial girl,she is just an akward girl that embraces solitude and derived happiness in fantasys and to think she love him makes him want to yuck out a saliva, Hé has to do something and thé only way out is to convince his parents, his bedroom door barge open and his mum enter she looks really livid."Mu.......Hafiz try saying but his mum doesn't let him finish as her palm collide with his cheek.
.Hafiz!Entering the hospital with the food bag on my hand i ignore all the weird stare everyone is giving me and head straight to the familiar room, Ofcrse they will stare.How will a handsome guy wearing a suit instead of holding a laptop bag or something professional he is holding a fucking food bag thanks to my mum for wanting me to be a good fiancee and prove to her i really care about my so called fiancee."Hafiz."the familiar voice say and i turn to see my soon to be mother inlaw."Good morning mummy."I say squating and she smile."Morning hafiz,How are you doing?Give me the foodbag and you don't have to bring her food all the time."she say collecting the foodbag from my hand and i smile."It's nothing Anty,I am going to the office just want to check on her before going."I say as we walk sideway."It's fine hafiz we're actually leaving this morning the discharge papers will soon b
Hafiz!"I think you both should just forget about each other, you know your mum very well and I am pretty sure you know the consequences of what you're doing."fazil say and i sigh."You think is easy to just forget someone you love for 8years?Come on fazil it's just not ok how my mum wants me to pay for the mistake of Nadia mum, I love Nadia and I don't think i will ever love any lady."I say and fazil shrug."Fine then,But your wedding is in 2weeks time and it's better if you two stop seeing each other."he say and I look at him baffle."Oh really!Now you want to advice me because is your sister i am marrying, you cant tell me what to do fazil, i dont love your sister and just because i put on a stupid silly act pretending i love her doesn't mean i want to be with her, if i have any feelings toward your sister its hate because she is thé reason i am not marrying thé girl of my dream, you cant sit here and start
Hanan!Arranging my clothes for thé pré wed photoshoot i sing along "my hearthurt by Dax" i dont know what is actually going on, all i know is that ya hafiz is a good guy even do his mum was thé one that pressurisé him on this marriage but he is also trying to make sure things work between us, Hé could visit me and we discussed alot to get to know each other he is a very nice guy with an amazing personality.Thé knock on my door make me sigh and i yell a come in to whoever is knocking."Hanan.Get ready we'ré going to thé hospital,Jasra just called me that hafiz is in thé hospital he is seriously sick."my mum say making my heartbeat to accelerate."W....What happen to him?"i ask confuse and my mum sigh."I don't know hurry get ready i'm waiting for you downstairs."my mum say and leave thé room.What happen to him? Hé was fine yesterday when he
Hafiz!"So tomorrow is your wedding?"Nadia say staring at me from the laptop screen and i groan."I dont care, what time is your flight?"i ask eating my food and she smile."2:00am, i have 5hours to get ready i will miss you do."She say as she rummage through her handbag."What are you searching for?"i ask with a raise brow and she sigh."N........your mum is standing behind you."She whisper in horror and i close thé laptop shut."Mum wlh is not what you think.We just want to say goodbye to each other nothing more i promise."I say."Hafiz!You want to embarass me right, so you'ré still seeing that girl, tomorrow is your wedding this house is full of guest and family members what if someone sees you,what will you say?hafiz if by any chance after this marriage hanan complain to me about anything wlh you wont like thé conséquences and if you ever see or speak to that girl again i will ne