ALPHA NATE The scent was coming from a guy... the mate scent was coming from a man. “What the hell is going on?" I ask tentatively. The blonde girl I thought was my mate shuffles over to me, gently pushing the guy out of the way. “Alpha Nate. I've heard so much about you and I must say, the tales didn't do justice to your good looks. I'm Charlotte but you can call me Charlie. It truly is a pleasure to meet you." She finishes by stretching her manicured fingers towards me. Even with a voice that could make any man's dick leak at the sound and a body that could give an impotent man an erection, I don't pay Charlie any attention. My gaze is fully fixed on the guy behind her. “Leave," I order, not being able to take my eyes off the man. Charlie hits the shy looking man on the shoulders gently but repeatedly. “He asked you to excuse us." She tells him in excitement. “I was talking to you, Charlotte. Excuse us, I have business to deal with him. I'll come find you when I'm done." The
ALPHA NATEBlake stared at me with a mixture of expressions on his face, he is disappointed and I don't think he approves of my nervous breakdown but I don't give a fuck. I just need him to confirm to me that he has a fucking vagina. "You are so ridiculous." He said angrily and snatched his hands from me. "I am a man and I am proud to be a man, if you don't like me like this, then that's your problem." He said angrily which I find cute.Fuck, what's wrong with me? He is a guy and I can't be finding him cute, he is definitely using a spell on me.I looked around and I noticed a few people coming out of the ceremony of shame, I can't afford to be seen with him for too long. "Come with me." I said as I immediately turned around without waiting for his response.How is this even possible? I love women and the moon goddess knows it, how can she give me a male mate? "This has to be a mistake." I said as soon as we entered my office."Are you saying that the moon goddess doesn't know what sh
BLAKE I can't let him reject me just like that, the moon goddess paired us together for a reason and even though he is behaving like an ass, I won't give up on him."It's not in your place to refuse my rejection Blake... You are not my mate, I am not gay." It hurts so much to hear him say that repeatedly and I know the only reason he wants to reject me is because he is worried about what people will say but I can't let him reject me, the moon goddess picked him for me for a reason and if I let him go, then I will never know why we were paired together."Three months." I blurted out without thinking. "Give me three months to make you fall in love with me." I pleaded.Hehehe. "Are you kidding me? I am not gay Blake and there is nothing you can do to make me fall in love with you." I should be mad at him for everything he has said since we met but I can't, I still really want to give us a chance."If you are so sure that you are not attracted to me, then you shouldn't hesitate to give m
ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
BLAKE The last few days has been hell and not just because I am under the weather but because I have not been able to see Nate and I am upset that he didn't even bother to look for me. I know that he has been wanting me to leave him alone but I didn't think that he was serious, I thought he was just saying it to get on my nerves... He didn't hear from me in three days and he doesn't care, so I know now that he is serious and maybe I am just wasting my time and fooling myself into thinking that I can somehow make him fall in love with me.I reluctantly left my room and I made my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. "Arghhh, everywhere hurts." I murmured to myself."That's none of your business Charvi." I heard faintly from the kitchen and I know that has to be Nate. "Just call him for me." A huge grin spread across my face as I heard his voice.I know his voice and he is definitely the one and even if I wasn't sure of his voice, he is the only one I know that calls Char
ALPHA NATE THREE DAYS LATER...Hehehe... I laughed alone in my office when I remembered how the squirrel that Larry killed wasn't enough for the pack members to share, it was really cute and I am impressed. I have to instruct Larry to share the squirrel with just his pairs and I made sure he got a bone from the squirrel to use as his necklace, as part of the tradition of the killing ceremony."Where the fuck is Blake?" I asked myself as I remembered that it's been three days since Larry's killing ceremony and I am yet to see Blake.At first I was okay with the fact that he didn't show up for training or bother me in my office, I thought that this is his way of telling me that he is upset or that he is finally listening to me but now, it feels wrong.I should be happy that he has decided to stay away but I am not, it's feels strange and it's weird to say this but I think "I miss him." Which is really weird.I have been the one wanting space from him and now that I have the space, I wa
ALPHA NATE "Ummm, something smells nice." I whispered to myself with my eyes closed while I am still in bed.I don't know why but I have this habit of keeping my eyes closed for a while after waking up from sleep, I just like to be fully awake before I open my eyes or get out of bed...it doesn't smell like food, I would have said that maybe Blake is here but it's definitely not food, it's smells like floral or maybe fruit, wait... "It smells like Blake." I figured and I opened my eyes immediately and I am not wrong, Blake is in my bed again."Blake?" I called angrily. "Why are you in my bed again?" "It's too early to complain besides I am not doing anything wrong." He pointed out but his presence in my fucking bed is wrong."How many times do I have to tell you that I don't like you in my bed?" I asked curiously because this is invasion of privacy and I really don't like it, especially because I am trying to stay away from him."Well pardon me if I don't believe you." I gave him a l
ALPHA NATE "Wow, it seems like someone has finally listened." I said to myself when I noticed that it's almost close of day and Blake hasn't showed up like he promised.I mean it's not like I wanted him to come but considering that he is very stubborn, I thought he was going to show up regardless of the fact that I asked him not to come back but I guess he has decided to listen to me, which is very surprising.I rounded up my work for the day as I thought about what I can have for dinner, it has been a long day and I am exhausted and hungry and I can really use a nice meal. I decided to go home early, so that I can figure out what to eat."Alpha." Someone called as soon as I stepped out of my office and I turned around and saw Jake walking towards me."Jake, I was just heading home." I pointed out because I really don't want to have to go back to the office."Yes, I see that. I just wanted to inform you that Larry just had his first kill." That's actually a good news.We haven't real
ALPHA NATE "What the fuck do you mean by why?" I asked curiously because I am honestly confused here... I brought him here so I could make him feel better because I thought what my father said to him hurt his feelings but now he doesn't seem to be upset about my father at all and it's fucking confusing that he thinks I am the problem."I know you don't love me, hell you don't even like me but is it really that bad?" A lump formed in my throat as I stared at his teary eyes."What are you talking about?" I asked impatiently because I initially wanted to console him but now I am the one who is fucking upset half hazard questions."You sat there, watched and kept quiet while your father tore me apart with his words. He was so mean to me and you said nothing in my defense, why?" He asked as tears rolled down his eyes and it hurts to see him sad but I don't know what he wants me to do."Can you stop being so dramatic? Were you honestly expecting me to confront my father? Yes I didn't like
ALPHA NATE "Hi Nate." Blake said the moment he opened the door without even reading the room, with the way he playfully strolled in, I doubt that he noticed that I had guests let alone my fucking parents... This is going to be a disaster, the last thing I want is for him to meet my parents, especially my father."What insolence, such balderdash, what manner of disrespect is this coming from you?" Blake paused his movement after shutting the door and he stared at my parents with obvious shock and fear in his eyes, it's obvious that he wasn't expecting to hear those utterances from my dad. "How dare you? First you badge in here with so much audacity and then you disrespected my son? How dare you call him with such laxity? He is Alpha Nate to you, now and always, is that lucid?" My father screamed at Blake and I can see how he trembled in fear, his eyes are bulging out in shock and his lips quiver like he is about to cry.I don't know why but this sight of him doesn't sit right with me,
ALPHA NATE Seeing as I didn't go to the office yesterday, I have a bit of work today. I attend to a lot of things I shouldn't be dealing with under normal circumstances but since I don't have a Luna, most of all the work falls on my fucking shoulder."This are the list of all the supplies needed in the clinic, I just collected it from the herbal wolf." Jake said as he pushed the note forward.I am working on all the things that needs to be ordered, we are running short on supplies and the earlier we order for them, the better."Okay I will add them to the list, anything else?" I asked because I like making bulk purchases, so I need to make sure that everything is on the list."Yeah there are a few other things but we don't have to buy, the ladies can pick them from the forest.""That's okay but make sure that they go in company of guys." The werewolf hunters are beginning to be a problem now and I don't want to endanger any pack member."Okay, I will make sure they are not alone."I
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a