BLAKE I can't let him reject me just like that, the moon goddess paired us together for a reason and even though he is behaving like an ass, I won't give up on him."It's not in your place to refuse my rejection Blake... You are not my mate, I am not gay." It hurts so much to hear him say that repeatedly and I know the only reason he wants to reject me is because he is worried about what people will say but I can't let him reject me, the moon goddess picked him for me for a reason and if I let him go, then I will never know why we were paired together."Three months." I blurted out without thinking. "Give me three months to make you fall in love with me." I pleaded.Hehehe. "Are you kidding me? I am not gay Blake and there is nothing you can do to make me fall in love with you." I should be mad at him for everything he has said since we met but I can't, I still really want to give us a chance."If you are so sure that you are not attracted to me, then you shouldn't hesitate to give m
ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE I waited for him to say something but he seems to be struggling with his words, Lawrence stood up and went over to him to console him, he shouldn't have left in the first place. "I can't believe that you actually did it, how did you make it happen?" He asked curiously.I mean I didn't believe I could do it either, I expected my father to make things hella difficult but I can't really tell what happened to him. "Well I started by sending out questionnaires round the pack to know if they like the law or they wanted it to be lifted. Thankfully, thirty eight of them wanted it lifted and only seventeen was okay with it, so I went over to my father to tell him my plans and there was a bit of disagreement but let's just say that he didn't put up a good fight, I thought I was going to have to go against him but surprisingly, he gave in but he said he was going to step in and put his rules back if it turns out that this was a bad decision." I explained."I can't believe it, wow. I
ALPHA NATE One month later...The last few weeks have been so rough, I managed to banish Benjamin, Charvi along side Travis from the pack and it's so unfortunate that her father had to go with her. Technically, Travis wasn't banished, he was just banned from ever returning and Richard didn't seem upset he knew the gravity of her daughters crime, he is lucky that all I did was to banish her.It's been a long ride but everything is coming into place, I have made new laws but it's yet to be released but it will be announced in a few days during our welcome back ceremony for the few pack members that were banished and has agreed to return. I mean Raphael doesn't know yet but I have plans of surprising him today.Blake and I are already getting ready to visit him and Lawrence at Blue Moon pack and I can officially invite them back. Everything is looking up for a change and I am thankful. "Don't wear that, just put on the cross bag over there." I said when he was about to dress up, we are
ALPHA NATEHe is a fucking rapist and a bully and he thinks the only problem here is that he came into my house? Has he forgotten the part where he attempted to rape Blake in my house and he would have probably succeeded if I didn’t come in when I did. From where I stand, he has a lot of explaining to do if he ever wants to get out of here alive. “First you invaded my privacy and then you wanted to rape Blake in it and you think the only issue I have with you is that you entered my sanctuary?” I asked curiously while staring him down. “You are joking right?”“I am very sorry, I don’t know what came over me. I just wanted to talk to him but he insulted me and I got mad, I am really sorry. I promise you that it will never happen again.” He said while crying profusely and it's really upsetting because I have not done anything to him yet, what will happen when I start punishing him.“I don’t doubt that, I am confident that it will never happen because you are not getting out of here. I w
ALPHA NATE After I was able to calm Blake down, we ate and I returned to the office. I need to find out who the person that broke the fence is and why he did it in the first place but most importantly, I have to deal with Travis for frustrating Blake in his former pack and for trying to rape him, what the hell? As soon as I got back to my office, I made a connection with jake…“Good afternoon, Alpha.” Jake greeted as soon as I connected with him.“Afternoon Jake, please come over to my office.” “Okay Alpha, I am on my way.” He said before I ended the connection. I turned on my laptop to watch the CCTV clip for when jake captured the criminal but to my surprise, the camera went blank around seven o’clock and it has been blank since then. I am guessing the person already tempered with the camera before he was caught and he didn’t get the opportunity to fix it back, whatever the case is, he will have to fix the mess he has created and he will definitely be punished.“Come in.” I said
ALPHA NATE There is nothing anyone can tell me, I can see the moon goddess hands all over this, knowing my father, he would never have given in so easily but he miraculously did, I honestly thought that we won't come to an agreement and I will have to enforce the new law without his consent, I feel so blessed that for once, we are both on the same page.Or maybe his decision has something to do with the fact that he already knew or suspected that I might be gay. "Am I even gay?" I asked curiously as I made my way home. "It doesn't even matter." What matters is that I can now do the right thing... I am so happy that everything went better than I planned it.As soon as I got home, I didn't even bother to knock. I decided to surprise Blake with my presence and also with the good news but as I stepped in, I was the one that surprised myself.Everything I was holding fell to the ground as soon as I saw the scene in front me me, Blake was pinned against the wall while another guy was kissi
ALPHA NATE I smiled at her because I feel better knowing that she's on my side and she will intervene when the going gets tough. "Morning mom." I greeted as I stepped in and gave her a hug."How are you baby? Does that mean that everything went well with the questionnaire yesterday?" She asked curiously while whispering the questionnaire part. I remember telling her that I will I later show up here today if everything works out as planned with the survey, so I am guessing that's why she brought it up."Yes mom, it did. We had just seventeen people refusing, the rest of the pack members are on board." I whispered to her."That's very good, I am happy. Let's go and face him." She said as she led the way. I am so glad that I have a support system to do this with me, I am still tensed and anxious but I am a little hopeful that things will work out eventually because let's face it, it's obvious that my father is outnumbered, more than half of the pack members are against him, so he has no
ALPHA NATE "You are looking for Blake here?" I asked curiously while staring at her like she has grown two heads."Yes, he is needed urgently at home." She added and the fact that she's been confident about the fact that he is here beats my imagination."Are you okay, do you need help?" I asked curiously. "Because what gave the the impression that Blake his here to begin with?" I asked her, I am actually curious."Well he doesn't spend much time at home anymore and he mentioned that he was here one time, so I just assumed that he is here again." She pointed out and now that I know she's not exactly sure that he is here, I can now deny it because I don't want anyone to know about us until I am ready to announce him to the pack."First of all, it's late so why the fuck will he be here and the few times he was here was in the morning to train, so get the fuck out of here and go look for him elsewhere, don't come here next time." I said pointedly. "What will he be doing at my place by th
ALPHA NATE "First phase has been completed, tomorrow I will go again." Although tomorrow will be more difficult than this but I am going to celebrate my little victory. Although I am baffled that a whole seventeen people thinks like my father, it's obvious that they will be a problem.I have a feeling that the seventeen people are probably the elderly people in the pack, maybe I should have included names so that I can know the exact people to watch out for but it's all good.I am particularly excited because I can bring Raphael back and any other person that feels like it, out of the thirty five people that said yes yesterday to the lift, only five of them said no to bringing the banished people back like Jake which is okay by me. I am not going to force all of them to return, it's not like I know where to find them but if there is a pack member communicating with them like I am doing with Raphael, they can ask them to return when the time comes."Wow, I need to go home and celebrat
ALPHA NATE I mean it's not like I don't want to tell her, I mean I know that she's very open minded and she's not homophobic like my father but this is different, I am her son, what if she's not okay with me dating Blake. It's one thing to not care about gays but it's another thing entirely to find out that your son is also gay, I really don't want to disappoint her but there is really nothing I can do. The moon goddess chose him for me, so I guess I can't keep hiding it from her because she will find out eventually and I think it will be better if she finds out from me."Yeah, you are right. There is more to this, I found my mate three months ago." I blurted out."Oh my goodness, I am so happy for you but why didn't you say anything, why am I just hearing this?" She asked curiously as she came over to my side to give me a hug."Well I found my mate the same day I banished Raphael and I was so confused, infact up until recently, I was convinced that the moon goddess was trying to pun