ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
ALPHA NATE "Congratulations Nate, I am so happy for you guys." Lawrence said as soon as I got to where they are standing."Thanks so much Lawrence, I am so happy. I have been so nervous about how their reaction will be like but it turned out that they are all really happy and I have been stressing over it for nothing." I pointed out."I told you there was nothing to worry about, you lifted the anti gay law months ago, so everyone is feeling free and open to anything and if you like it, I think people are even happier before now that you have a male mate, they will stop feeling weird about it." He explained and he has a point, I mean if I could boldly announce my male mate when I was homophobic a few months ago then I think it will encourage others to be free and live their best lives."Yeah, I see that now."Raphael and I had a couple of drinks and we ate a few snacks, everyone was having fun and it feels good not to have any secrets for a change."What about the house decorations, i
ALPHA NATE Two months later...I have been feeling so nervous, anxious and excited all morning because today is a special day and I have big plans but I am equally a nervous wreck. I dressed up nicely and I stepped out of the bedroom. "Wow, someone looks nice." Blake teased as soon as I stepped out."Thanks and you are going to look nice too." I said as I gave him a new set of clothes that I bought for him when I went shopping in the city yesterday with Raphael. "Wear this to the party." I informed."Okay thanks but I still don't know what the party is about." He stated and I have been avoiding the topic because I don't really know what to tell him that will sound believable because I can't tell him the truth about the party, at least not yet.He is not exactly great with surprises, so I can't tell him. "Oh that, some Alphas are visiting the pack today and the party is to welcome them and make them feel at home." I lied."Oh I see, that means their visit is really important." He note
ALPHA NATE "I really don't know, they have been like this since we arrived and I just hope they can remain like this by the end of the dinner." I said to Blake and if they can even become close friends, that will be a plus but so far, I am happy they are acting really mature."Wow, this is really impressive." Blake said as he sat down on my leg. "I thought they won't be able to stand each other and we were going to have a quiet boring dinner but it's definitely not going to be like that, this is really good." He said excitedly but he kept his voice down so that they don't hear him but I think that they are too engrossed in the soccer match and their conversation to even care."That was what I thought too but apparently, may be father actually meant what he said." I actually thought that the dinner will end in a fight and maybe I shouldn't count my chicks before they hatch but things are looking good and I am a little hopeful."Food is ready guys." Mom said when she stepped out of the
ALPHA NATE "There is no need for that son because I know what you are about to say, I have spoken to your mother and we both agreed that it's best I let go of my grievances since Brian's son is your mate. I don't want to stand in the way of your happiness besides it's clear that I misjudged him." Father explained and I am in shock because I already mentally prepared a speech on my way here. "And if I am being honest, Blake is a good guy and you guys deserve to be happy." She said while smiling at me and it makes me really happy to hear him say that."Are you serious?" I asked curiously because he might just be pulling my legs."Of course son, I am sorry for being an ass and for trying to separate you guys but most importantly, I am very sorry for trying to hurt Blake and for hurting you in the process." He apologized.I mean he didn't try to hurt Blake, he tried to kill him. They are two different things but there is no need for specifications right?"It's okay, I mean I don't like w
ALPHA NATE "That was not what happened." Brian stated but I really don't think there is anything that will justify what he did and I am really so disappointed, I looked at Blake that's sitting on my thigh and he looks really sad and disappointed as well. I see why father was so adamant about Blake, they look so much alike and he hated it because he was a constant reminder of Brian."Oh yeah, what the fuck happened?" I asked angrily."Are you suggesting that I am lying?" Father asked."No, I am saying that you misunderstood the events from that day." Brian pointed out. "I understand why you thought that I abandoned you but it was nothing like that, I can never do something like that to you." Brian pointed out."Okay humor me Brian, how did I misconstrue the event from that day?" Father asked curiously and honestly, I equally want to know."I did run, I only excused myself to pee and you know it." He pointed out."That was you running Brian, you suddenly decided to pee just at the mome
ALPHA NATE The hall for the party was beautifully decorated and there is more than enough food to go around, everyone looks excited and a lot of returning pack members are around. I climbed the make shift stage as I watched Jake, Frank and Larry share the new lawbook to all the pack members."This meeting is solely to welcome back our pack members back to their homes, this is where you belong and I and the rest of the pack members are very sorry for asking you to leave in the first place, that was a decision I regret making and that's why we are gathered here to correct our mistakes... What you all are holding there are the new pack laws, you are free to date whoever you want without having to hide and as long as you all abide to the new laws are rules, I can guarantee you all a peaceful and an harmonious living condition.So let's celebrate our new union, new pack and most importantly new members by having fun, there is enough food, so help yourselves... Welcome home guys." I said e
ALPHA NATE I feel awful but here I am getting dressed and preparing for the party, I don't feel good and if I could bail on the party I would but this is really important. I mean, I have been planning the party for weeks and the entire pack members including the returning pack members are looking forward to it and as if that's not enough, they are all anxiously waiting for the new law, so it's important for me to be there.I am still very livid for what my father did and it's because of him that I got injured, I can't even imagine the amount of people that saw me naked yesterday when I returned and collapsed in the middle of the pack, he went too far this time and I honestly don't know what to do with him... What he did deserves a punishment but he is my father and I can't keep covering for him and it puts me in a bad place.Blake was so scared yesterday when he witnessed everything and he has been asking me since morning who sent the guys but I don't know if it's okay to tell him th
ALPHA NATE It's crazy how my brain makes me feel like I heard something that was not said because it felt like I heard him say that Blake's life has been paid for which is very crazy? "Ahahaha, pardon me guys, I think the hit on my head is messing with my head, can you repeat that again?" I asked curiously while staring at the guy that spoke last."I said his fucking life has been paid for in full." He repeated and the statement is infuriating me even more, who the hell will do something that stupid."Name your fucking price asshole because you are not touching him, I am the Alpha and you can only touch him over my dead body." I said as I pushed Blake backward and I took a step closer to them."Well they didn't pay us enough to kill you as well but that doesn't mean you can not be injured." He said as he brought out a pocket knife."Get in the car Blake." I said and I transformed immediately. I ran into the guy with the knife and I took him down immediately, I slashed every wolf that
ALPHA NATE Rejecting him as my mate is one mistake that I am so glad that I didn't make, it would have been a disaster and I would have regretted it for the rest of my life."I will never make you wait again." I assured him. "These are for you." I said as I pushed over the three boxes to him."Thanks." He opened the first box and he picked up the Cuban link chain. "Wow, this... This is beautiful." He said while admiring the chain. "I love it thanks." He said as he opened another box, this one is the smallest."A wristwatch? How did you know I need one?" He asked as he started putting it in his wrist."Well, let's just say that I know you well enough." I said and he started laughing.I have been observing that he is always checking his wrist even when there is no wristwatch and I later came across his wrist watch in the drawer with the face broken, I am guessing it was bashed when he struggled with Travis a while back."Thanks, I love it." He opened the biggest box and he brought out