ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE Seeing as I didn't go to the office yesterday, I have a bit of work today. I attend to a lot of things I shouldn't be dealing with under normal circumstances but since I don't have a Luna, most of all the work falls on my fucking shoulder."This are the list of all the supplies needed in the clinic, I just collected it from the herbal wolf." Jake said as he pushed the note forward.I am working on all the things that needs to be ordered, we are running short on supplies and the earlier we order for them, the better."Okay I will add them to the list, anything else?" I asked because I like making bulk purchases, so I need to make sure that everything is on the list."Yeah there are a few other things but we don't have to buy, the ladies can pick them from the forest.""That's okay but make sure that they go in company of guys." The werewolf hunters are beginning to be a problem now and I don't want to endanger any pack member."Okay, I will make sure they are not alone."I
ALPHA NATE "Hi Nate." Blake said the moment he opened the door without even reading the room, with the way he playfully strolled in, I doubt that he noticed that I had guests let alone my fucking parents... This is going to be a disaster, the last thing I want is for him to meet my parents, especially my father."What insolence, such balderdash, what manner of disrespect is this coming from you?" Blake paused his movement after shutting the door and he stared at my parents with obvious shock and fear in his eyes, it's obvious that he wasn't expecting to hear those utterances from my dad. "How dare you? First you badge in here with so much audacity and then you disrespected my son? How dare you call him with such laxity? He is Alpha Nate to you, now and always, is that lucid?" My father screamed at Blake and I can see how he trembled in fear, his eyes are bulging out in shock and his lips quiver like he is about to cry.I don't know why but this sight of him doesn't sit right with me,
ALPHA NATE "What the fuck do you mean by why?" I asked curiously because I am honestly confused here... I brought him here so I could make him feel better because I thought what my father said to him hurt his feelings but now he doesn't seem to be upset about my father at all and it's fucking confusing that he thinks I am the problem."I know you don't love me, hell you don't even like me but is it really that bad?" A lump formed in my throat as I stared at his teary eyes."What are you talking about?" I asked impatiently because I initially wanted to console him but now I am the one who is fucking upset half hazard questions."You sat there, watched and kept quiet while your father tore me apart with his words. He was so mean to me and you said nothing in my defense, why?" He asked as tears rolled down his eyes and it hurts to see him sad but I don't know what he wants me to do."Can you stop being so dramatic? Were you honestly expecting me to confront my father? Yes I didn't like
ALPHA NATE A YEAR LATER...It's been a year after the fight Blake has with Charles and immediately after that, I made him take over the duties of a Luna around the pack, I mean he doesn't go by the title of Luna but he has his own office and he made Lawrence his assistant but it's mainly so that he can have someone to chat with.The pack has been peaceful and everything is perfect, I can't complain. It's almost like the issue with Cassandra and her brother made Blake and I grow closer to each other, which is why I have been playing with an idea for a while now, I think it's time I take the next step with Blake."Thank goodness you are here?" Raphael said as soon as he entered my office and saw me. He looks excited, so I am guessing that he has good news to share with me but what's with the urgency."What's going on?" I asked curiously as I pushed the laptop to the side, it's not like I was doing anything before he came in. In fact, ever since Blake took over some duties, my work has
BLAKE A WEEK LATER...Nate is worried about my fight with Cassandra's brother and I don't blame him, the last time he saw me fight was against Benjamin and he had to come in and save me, so I understand his concerns.I mean, I am a little worried too but I really need to do this, I need to prove to myself, to Nate and to the entire pack members that I am good enough to be Nate's mate because as his partner, more challenges like this will come and there might be a need to fight for him or defend him in the future and I really need to know that I can do this and I want him to be confident about me plus I have been training even before this came up.I have trained with my dad a couple of times and Nate has been training me as well, so I think I can do this. I have to win this, I really need to win. I want to be proud of myself and I want Nate to be very proud of me as well."You know you can still change your mind, right? In fact, I want you to change your mind, I don't want you to figh
ALPHA NATE Two days later...For the last two days, having a baby is the only thing that Blake was interested in talking about and I finally understood that he has been wanting this and he probably didn't know how to tell me and now that we finally had the talk, he doesn't want to wait anymore.So I had to call doctor frank as soon as I got to the office this morning and he said we can come over any day we want and I know it will make Blake really happy."I think you should let Cassandra go, you know she's a mother and her mate is probably looking for her, we are going to have issues if people find out we locked her up here." Raphael reasoned and he has a point but she's stressing me and I really want to make sure that she understands that what she did was not okay."You have a point but that lady has not learnt anything yet, you heard what she said yesterday when we went to the cell to see her, I don't think she will ever stop coming at me. So I think we should just lock her up till
ALPHA NATE I woke up early as usual and I made my way to the bathroom to shower and if I am being honest, I can't remember the last time I had such a good night sleep. The fact that the mystery behind Cassandra's baby is over and I don't have to keep any secrets away from Blake is giving me maximum peace.I stepped out of the bathroom after my shower and I looked for something to wear, I later settled for a simple washed up blue jean and black polo shirt before I stepped out and joined Blake in the kitchen."That was quick." Blake pointed out as soon as I stepped out. "You look so good and cheerful." He added as he walked over and gave me a kiss."Yes I am, I am not hiding anything and it makes me really happy and cheerful, it's been such a burden keeping a secret from you." I said truthfully, I don't even know why I thought that was a good idea."I see, well I am glad there are no more secrets." He seems excited too. "Food is ready, have a sit." He took the food to the dining table
ALPHA NATE I am so nervous to even read the mail because I know this might bring another issue with Blake, I mean he barely just stopped crying and if it turns out that Thomas is my son, then it might hurt his feelings again and I really don't want that."What does it say?" He asked anxiously and I opened the mail and skimmed through it till I saw the important details."It's says that I am not the father?" Shit.I know I had my doubts but I didn't think it was true, I didn't really want it to be true. I mean, somewhere at the back of my mind, I wanted Thomas to be mine and I am kind of relieved that he is not mine because I won't have to deal with the drama but I can't help but feel a little sad, it would have been cool to have a mini me."I'm sorry that he is not yours." Blake said as he got out of bed and gave me a hug."It's fine, I actually think it's better this way. You don't have to worry about anything, no one will threaten your place in my life, okay?" If I am being honest,
ALPHA NATE The meeting was very brief but I am not exactly surprised knowing what the subject matter is, I mean I knew most of the pack will not be in support of the rogues starting a new pack but the vote was unanimous and it's mind-blowing."I am still curious about what or who gave Benjamin the audacity to think he can start a new pack and people will be in support after everything he has done and to think my pack alone is not the only pack he has stayed at ever since he became a rogue." I was in disbelief when I saw him today at the pack meeting and I realized that he is the person that is trying to set up a new pack with other rogues, what a joke."I am just thankful that you figured out his scheme on time and you sent him out before he created more havoc like he did with other packs, did you hear the testimony of other Alpha's? Honestly, I think that guy is sick and he needs help." He is really sick, he has bad reputation with all the Alpha's that were present at the meeting to
BLAKE I know that I am not supposed to be upset with Nate because it's not his fault that he couldn't show up again as promised but it's not just about today, lately something has been off with him and our relationship. I can feel it and every time I bring it up, he somehow tries to avoid the topic, I feel like he is hiding something from me and it scares me that we are drifting apart a little bit.I really love him and I don't want to lose him but I can feel that something is different and I just wish I knew what the issue is, so that I can fix it. "What's wrong, you look worried?" Lawrence asked curiously.He came here after Nate left for work this afternoon and I am glad that he is here because I don't want to be alone. "It's Nate, he has been acting weird lately. I feel like he is hiding something from me and I am worried." I pointed out."Well you might be right." There is something about the way he said it that gave me hope, I feel like he knows something and it's not our of pl
ALPHA NATE I knew that the reason she suddenly showed up out of the blue is because she heard about my mate, someone in this pack must have informed her that I announced my mate and she thought that she has a chance but she's fucking wrong, I love Blake and I can't leave him for anyone in the world, especially her."Honestly Cassandra, what you are doing is actually shameful. Don't you think that I already know everything you are pointing out? I know Blake is a guy but he is my mate and I love him, he can't have kids but I still love him like that and I can give up not having kids just to be with him, that's how much I love him. It will be best you tell me something reasonable that I can give you because I can never leave my mate for you, it will never happen... You might be right that I am not gay, I don't even know what I am, I just know that I am in love and the person I love happens to be a guy and it's perfect." I said truthfully."I don't care if you are trying to convince me o
ALPHA NATE I woke up pretty late this morning, after Raphael and I got back to my cabin last night, we joined Raphael and Blake at the living room and we had a lot to eat and drink. It was really fun hanging out together like that and even after Raphael and Lawrence left, we still stayed up for a while gisting but I avoided the most important topic which is Cassandra.The general alpha's meeting is later this evening and since I woke up late, I have decided not to go to work. I will just wait till it's time to go for the meeting and then I will leave."Good morning baby." I kissed Blake as he stirred in my arms."Good morning." He said shyly and it made me laugh, I mean we have been together for a long time now, we have kissed and had countless sex and we still had sex last night, we have seen each other naked but somehow, Blake is still always shy around me and it's pretty fun."What's funny?" He asked curiously and I couldn't help but laugh again."You, you are just so funny and cu