ALPHA NATE
Two weeks later... The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy. I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here. But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower. This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is this creative and how will he sneak this in here? I opened the note and the content just confirmed to me even further that it's not from Blake. "Good morning handsome, I know you don't know me but I have a surprise for you. You have been so busy and stressed lately and I just think that you deserve a little break. If you are up for a fun evening, join me at the private beach in town, see you soon handsome." I mean Blake is too chaste to write something like this, the person is obviously a woman and she's right, I have been fucking stressed lately and I could use a break. "Hell yeah, I will be fucking there." I have been to the private beach before and it's filled with sweet asses. "Today just got better." I decided to attend to a few paperwork but I was interrupted by a knock on the door. "It's too early for this." I whispered under my breath. "Come in." I called when the person knocked again. "Good morning Alpha." Jake greeted as soon as he stepped in. "Morning Jake, have a sit." I said casually while paying attention to the documents in front of me. "Thanks Alpha, I just wanted to tell you that the new beta in training is ready to begin training, will you like to see him first?" He explained. "No, it's not necessary but who is he?" "Okay, it's Thomas." I like Thomas, he is a focused guy. "And also, two guys started training with Richard last week." He pointed out. Richard is our zeta and he usually trains the guys in combat and self defense in case of any attack or something and he is also Charvi's father. "Okay, who are the guys and are they catching up?" I asked curiously. "It's derrick and Blake." He mentioned and I looked up from the documents when he called Blake. What is he doing learning how to fight? "One of them is really good but the other is terrible, I have no idea why he is trying to learn." Well I guess he has decided to learn because of how much he was bullied, he is going to be determined, I bet he is the one doing great. "Who is doing well?" "Derrick, Blake is a total flop. I also wanted to tell you that the alpha's Mee is coming up in two days." It's a little weird that Blake is not doing well at the training but I guess this is why he was easily bullied. "Okay, inform Harry and Calvin that they are coming with us for the meeting." I instructed. "Okay Alpha." "Anything else?" I asked curiously because I just want to finish up my work for today so that I can go and get ready for my outing, I am actually looking forward to having a good time. "No Alpha, that's all." "Alright then, see you later." I said just as he stepped out. The rest of the day went by in a blur with my head buried in work but I finally finished my work for the day and I was finally able to leave the office to get ready for a fun night. Since I found out that Blake is my mate, I haven't had sex and that's the longest I have gone. "Two fucking weeks." I doubt that the lady I will be with tonight will be able to walk after this. I wore my simple white color two piece palm tree 3D print summer short sleeve collar shirt that has drawstring pocket shorts and then I made my way out of the pack. The private beach is not exactly in the city but it's definitely away from the pack which I like because as the name implies, it's really private and it's never crowdy. "Oh yeah, I am going to have a good time." I said as soon as I entered the private beach and took in the scenery. Come to think of it, this is actually crazy. "I have no idea who I am here to see." I looked around for someone familiar but I couldn't find any, so I decided to go to the reception. Apart from the beach, they also have a restaurant and hotel rooms as well. "Hi, I am Nate. I am..." "Oh, welcome Nate. We have been expecting you, come with me." The receptionist interrupted me and I followed her to a even more private section of the beach and it has an outdoor setup restaurant vibe but there is only one table here and it has a good view of the beach. "Wow, this is beautiful." I looked around and it's really beautiful, it's already evening and the sky is already dark, so everything is even more beautiful. "I'm glad you like it, please have a sit and your date will join you soon." She smiled at me before leaving. Whoever my date is, the person is obviously very thoughtful and creative and I like her already. I love a lady that knows how to spoil a man and I am really curious and anxious to see her... I sat down and then I brought out my phone to check the time and it's already six o'clock. "Hi." Someone suddenly said and before I could even turn around, I already know who the person is. The voice, the scent and my wolf is fucking excited, so I know it's Blake. "Oh fuck me." I cursed under my breath just before I turned around. "I should have known it's you." I said while staring at him. Honestly, he looks good. Cute even but I am fucking upset that I dressed up and wasted my time coming out here just for him. "Are you disappointed?" He asked before taking a sit. "Hell yeah, I thought I was coming to tap some ass." I said honestly. I mean I appreciate the effort, the thoughtful notes that lifts my spirits everyday and I even look forward to them each time I get to my office but all of this won't make me become gay over night, I am not attracted to guys and nothing can change that. "But I have ass." He said sounding stupid and it made me laugh. "It's not funny Nate, I am trying to make things work." He looks hurt but it's not my fault that he doesn't know how to take a hint, the moon goddess made a mistake and he fucking needs to accept it, things won't work even if I tried and to be honest, I don't want things to work between us. "Well do me a fucking favor and stop trying. When will you understand that I am not gay, I like what I like and it ain't you... Send me notes and all of that is cute but it's changes nothing, so snap out of it." I am not surprised that he is desperate to have me just like every other woman out there but I don't swing that way, boobs and ass is everything and he has none of that. "Look Nate, I know you are always talking about ass and boobs but I know that's not the reason you are turning me down, you are turning me down because you are scared about what people will say when they find out that you are just like the guys you have humiliated and banished over the years... I know you are having a hard time, worrying about what you father will say but I am your mate and you can't change that and I understand you but you can start by abolishing the law first." He is a little right, apart from the fact that I love ass and boobs, my father will flip if he finds out that my mate is a guy and the pack members will lose respect for me if I even try to abolish the law... The easy way out is to fucking have a lady as my mate like I deserve, end of story. "No Blake, I can't." I said truthfully and I stood up to leave.ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE “Ass is life, Man. Ass is life." I exclaim as I zip up my pants, beads of sweat dripping down my body from the great hookup I just had. My best friend and Beta, Raphael, laughs and moves his eyes, giving me enough privacy to cover up properly. “I thought you love boobs more?" Raphael asks once I'm done dressing up. “Life is nothing without boobs and you know it. Life is literally nothing without boobs," I emphasise when I remember that mother's feed their babies milk through their boobs. “While ass is life, boobs are the solution to every life problem. Imagine coming home after a long day at work, resting on your chicks huge boobs while telling her how awful your day was. The softness of those bad boys would heal any real man and instantly make him feel better. That's healing bro... instant healing." Raphael cracks up, holding his stomach as he tries to catch his breath. “You are so fucking vain and it baffles me everytime. Seriously, ass and boobs don't matter. What m
ALPHA NATE “Chillax dude. He won't find out about it." I laugh it off. “How are you sure he would never find out?" “Because I'm sure the twins wouldn't rat themselves out like that. The consequences would go two ways and with the kind of man Alpha Chris is, the twins would suffer more. I'm sure that'll guard our little secret with their lives." I reply as I sign some overdue paperwork. Raphael nods his head in understanding. “You need to be extremely careful, dude. Don't get in trouble and don't knock someone up before your mate shows up." I nod with a wave of my hand, dismissing his advice. “Yeah... yeah. Whatever." Raph sighs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. He knew trying to make me change my ways would be fruitless.He's silent for a while and one gaze at him tells me that he's deep in thought. “What if your mate turns out to have a flat ass and tiny boobs? What would you do? Reject her?" He inquires, a look of pure disdain clouding his face when he mentions the last two
ALPHA NATE How could I have been fucking blind? How didn't I see it? “I can't control it, dude. It's just who I am." Raphael says when I don't speak or react.I just stare at the wall blankly. Honestly, for the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react. His shocking revelation left more than being tongue-tied. I can't believe my best friend is one of them. I can't believe my best friend is one of those abnormal sorry excuses of a man.Like a man watching his life flash right in front of his eyes, memories of the times Raphael and I spent flash through my mind like a cinema movie. My head reads into every of his actions, pointing out the fact that they weren't traits that should be possessed by real men. I remember the fact that he's a virgin and realised just how stupidly blind I had made myself. No male adult is a virgin. Neither does any real man stand on the fact that he'll wait for his mate to have his virginity. No horny adult man talks and thinks the way Raph d
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe