ALPHA NATE
I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome. "My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket. I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better. I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating. "I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact that I won't get the chance to think about him when I get to work with all the things I have to do today. So I wore a simple black jeans and grey color T-shirt, when I was done dressing up, I left the room and made my way to the office which is not exactly far. "What the fuck?" I cursed when I noticed Blake standing in front of my office. Although I am still a little far away but I know he is the one, I can recognize him from a mile away. "This is no longer funny moon goddess, why are you tormenting me with Blake?" The closer I got to my office, the more I felt like running away but before I could turn around, he saw me and waved at me. First I couldn't sleep all night because I was thinking about him and now he is standing by my door, this doesn't make sense to me. "Good morning Nate." He greeted with a big smile on his face as soon as I got close enough. "What is this about Blake, why are you here?" I asked as soon as I opened my office door and stepped in. "I came to ask you for a favor." He said as he followed me into my office and he sat down before I could say anything... He seems very cheerful and happy but I am in no mood for him because thanks to his so called surprise date last night, I didn't get any sleep. "And what makes you think that I will be willing to do any favors for you?" I asked just as I sat down. "Well you are a nice person and I know that you care about me even though you like to say otherwise." It's funny that he thinks that he can coarse me into doing him favors. "Go straight to the fucking point, what do you want? I have work to do." I said as I opened my laptop and turned it on. "Hehehe, you are back to your grumpy self." He laughed and I honestly don't see what's so funny. "Yesterday was pretty fun." "Is that why you are here, to remind me of the fun we had? Besides yesterday was only fun because you kept your fucking mouth shut most of the time." I pointed out. "Well if you say so but I know you like hearing me talk, anyways I came to ask for a favor." "Go ahead." I said nonchalantly because the faster he says why he is here, the earlier he can get the fuck out. I am beginning to realize that spending time with him isn't such a good idea after all. "I was hoping that you will be willing to give me some extra training, so that I can be strong but at your own time." Hehehe... I started laughing after the ridiculous thing he just said, hoping that he will join me as well. "Oh you are serious?" I asked when I noticed that he looks serious. "Of course I am serious, please train me nate." "No, it's not happening." I said frankly. Is he serious? I know what he is trying to do and I won't be a part of it. I spent only one evening with him and I couldn't get him off my head, imagine what will happen if I decide to train him for a few weeks. "Why?" He asked while sounding disappointed. "I am busy and I am the alpha, I don't train people." It's true that I don't train people but at this particular moment, I just don't want to train him. "Yeah you are right." I was shocked that he easily agreed with me. "I'm so stupid, I don't know what I was thinking, of course you are the Alpha and you shouldn't be seen training me. Forget I asked, I will ask someone else." Honestly I thought he was going to argue with me and make a fuss. "Who do you want to ask?" I asked curiously. Since I can't train him, it's okay to get someone else to train him, it's actually a good idea for him to get extra lessons apart from the one that he gets from his uncle. "Well I do see Jake train every morning, he looks really strong and nice. I think he is perfect for the job, I will go and look for him." He got up. "Get back here." It's true that Jake is good enough to train him but there is a way he said it that doesn't sit right with me. "What the fuck do you mean by he looks really strong?" I asked as I leaned forward to take a closer look at him. "Are you going to train or for something else?" I asked curiously. "Of course, the reason I came to you is because I know that you are the strongest but now that I think about it, Jake is also very strong. Have you seen him without his shirt on? He has strong arms and a very..." He trailed off and my blood seethes as I listen to him. "Very good body, very strong." "Are you fucking kidding me? I will snap Jake in half even without trying... You know what, I forbid you from training with him." I said sternly. I don't know why but everything he just said now about Jake irritates me and I don't want them together. "Why?" He asked while staring at me. "Because I said so." I don't owe him any explanation, I don't want him to train with Jake and that's final. "So you don't want me to train, you don't want me to get stronger?" "I am not stopping you from training, just not with Jake." "I don't understand you Nate, you don't want to train me and you don't want me to train with Jake either. So how do I get better?" He asked angrily. "Stick to your fucking uncle, he is the zeta and he is in the best position to train you, you are not training with Jake and that's final." I said sternly because the thought of the both of them training together every fucking morning is very upsetting. "Well I am sorry to break it to you but you can't dictate to me, if you are not going to give me a valid reason why I shouldn't train with Jake, then I will be with him first thing in the morning training and you can't stop me." He said and walked out of my office before I could stop him. "Who the hell gave him the balls to speak to me like that?" And why the fuck is he so bent on training with Jake. But I think the real question I should ask myself is why I am so against them training together, the thoughts alone is so repulsive and I don't know why, the only thing I know is that they can't train together. "In fact I don't want to see them together for any reason especially under the pretence of training." I tried to focus on my work but once again, I am distracted with the thoughts of Blake and Jake. "This is so fucked up." I said to myself as I struggled to concentrate on the work I have to do today. He managed to ruin my night and now he has succeeded in ruining my day just by talking to him for a few minutes. Shit, I don't like that he is beginning to have influence on me." I have to stay the fuck away from him before it's too late. "But not before I separate Blake from Jake permanently." He can't flaunt my orders just because I have refused to give him a reason... I don't want them training together and that's it and as long as he is in this pack, he must fucking follow my rules.ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE “Ass is life, Man. Ass is life." I exclaim as I zip up my pants, beads of sweat dripping down my body from the great hookup I just had. My best friend and Beta, Raphael, laughs and moves his eyes, giving me enough privacy to cover up properly. “I thought you love boobs more?" Raphael asks once I'm done dressing up. “Life is nothing without boobs and you know it. Life is literally nothing without boobs," I emphasise when I remember that mother's feed their babies milk through their boobs. “While ass is life, boobs are the solution to every life problem. Imagine coming home after a long day at work, resting on your chicks huge boobs while telling her how awful your day was. The softness of those bad boys would heal any real man and instantly make him feel better. That's healing bro... instant healing." Raphael cracks up, holding his stomach as he tries to catch his breath. “You are so fucking vain and it baffles me everytime. Seriously, ass and boobs don't matter. What m
ALPHA NATE “Chillax dude. He won't find out about it." I laugh it off. “How are you sure he would never find out?" “Because I'm sure the twins wouldn't rat themselves out like that. The consequences would go two ways and with the kind of man Alpha Chris is, the twins would suffer more. I'm sure that'll guard our little secret with their lives." I reply as I sign some overdue paperwork. Raphael nods his head in understanding. “You need to be extremely careful, dude. Don't get in trouble and don't knock someone up before your mate shows up." I nod with a wave of my hand, dismissing his advice. “Yeah... yeah. Whatever." Raph sighs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. He knew trying to make me change my ways would be fruitless.He's silent for a while and one gaze at him tells me that he's deep in thought. “What if your mate turns out to have a flat ass and tiny boobs? What would you do? Reject her?" He inquires, a look of pure disdain clouding his face when he mentions the last two
ALPHA NATE How could I have been fucking blind? How didn't I see it? “I can't control it, dude. It's just who I am." Raphael says when I don't speak or react.I just stare at the wall blankly. Honestly, for the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react. His shocking revelation left more than being tongue-tied. I can't believe my best friend is one of them. I can't believe my best friend is one of those abnormal sorry excuses of a man.Like a man watching his life flash right in front of his eyes, memories of the times Raphael and I spent flash through my mind like a cinema movie. My head reads into every of his actions, pointing out the fact that they weren't traits that should be possessed by real men. I remember the fact that he's a virgin and realised just how stupidly blind I had made myself. No male adult is a virgin. Neither does any real man stand on the fact that he'll wait for his mate to have his virginity. No horny adult man talks and thinks the way Raph d
ALPHA NATE The ceremony or the ceremony of shame as my pack members like to call it is a ceremony made specially for dickless males. I watch as my barely conscious ex-beta is being dragged around with his abomination of a mate. Whenever someone comes out as being gay in my pack, he's being bullied big time and dragged around for all to see. The ceremony was created to set examples to others and also to teach the gay couple a lesson. In their next life, they'd rather not come to the world than to come gay. Fucking Bastards! “Hello, son." I hear my father's voice from behind me. Turning around so fast that I almost get a whiplash, I look down at my father. “Father." I nod, not showing if I'm excited to see him or not. “Mother." I smile a little when I greet my mother. She is standing behind my father who has a cigar in his mouth. She lets go of his wheelchair to pull me into a bare hug. “Come here, baby." I don't hug her back, I simply watch the frown arched on my father's
ALPHA NATE The scent was coming from a guy... the mate scent was coming from a man. “What the hell is going on?" I ask tentatively. The blonde girl I thought was my mate shuffles over to me, gently pushing the guy out of the way. “Alpha Nate. I've heard so much about you and I must say, the tales didn't do justice to your good looks. I'm Charlotte but you can call me Charlie. It truly is a pleasure to meet you." She finishes by stretching her manicured fingers towards me. Even with a voice that could make any man's dick leak at the sound and a body that could give an impotent man an erection, I don't pay Charlie any attention. My gaze is fully fixed on the guy behind her. “Leave," I order, not being able to take my eyes off the man. Charlie hits the shy looking man on the shoulders gently but repeatedly. “He asked you to excuse us." She tells him in excitement. “I was talking to you, Charlotte. Excuse us, I have business to deal with him. I'll come find you when I'm done." The
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe