ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE Seeing as I didn't go to the office yesterday, I have a bit of work today. I attend to a lot of things I shouldn't be dealing with under normal circumstances but since I don't have a Luna, most of all the work falls on my fucking shoulder."This are the list of all the supplies needed in the clinic, I just collected it from the herbal wolf." Jake said as he pushed the note forward.I am working on all the things that needs to be ordered, we are running short on supplies and the earlier we order for them, the better."Okay I will add them to the list, anything else?" I asked because I like making bulk purchases, so I need to make sure that everything is on the list."Yeah there are a few other things but we don't have to buy, the ladies can pick them from the forest.""That's okay but make sure that they go in company of guys." The werewolf hunters are beginning to be a problem now and I don't want to endanger any pack member."Okay, I will make sure they are not alone."I
ALPHA NATE "Hi Nate." Blake said the moment he opened the door without even reading the room, with the way he playfully strolled in, I doubt that he noticed that I had guests let alone my fucking parents... This is going to be a disaster, the last thing I want is for him to meet my parents, especially my father."What insolence, such balderdash, what manner of disrespect is this coming from you?" Blake paused his movement after shutting the door and he stared at my parents with obvious shock and fear in his eyes, it's obvious that he wasn't expecting to hear those utterances from my dad. "How dare you? First you badge in here with so much audacity and then you disrespected my son? How dare you call him with such laxity? He is Alpha Nate to you, now and always, is that lucid?" My father screamed at Blake and I can see how he trembled in fear, his eyes are bulging out in shock and his lips quiver like he is about to cry.I don't know why but this sight of him doesn't sit right with me,
ALPHA NATE "What the fuck do you mean by why?" I asked curiously because I am honestly confused here... I brought him here so I could make him feel better because I thought what my father said to him hurt his feelings but now he doesn't seem to be upset about my father at all and it's fucking confusing that he thinks I am the problem."I know you don't love me, hell you don't even like me but is it really that bad?" A lump formed in my throat as I stared at his teary eyes."What are you talking about?" I asked impatiently because I initially wanted to console him but now I am the one who is fucking upset half hazard questions."You sat there, watched and kept quiet while your father tore me apart with his words. He was so mean to me and you said nothing in my defense, why?" He asked as tears rolled down his eyes and it hurts to see him sad but I don't know what he wants me to do."Can you stop being so dramatic? Were you honestly expecting me to confront my father? Yes I didn't like
ALPHA NATE "Wow, it seems like someone has finally listened." I said to myself when I noticed that it's almost close of day and Blake hasn't showed up like he promised.I mean it's not like I wanted him to come but considering that he is very stubborn, I thought he was going to show up regardless of the fact that I asked him not to come back but I guess he has decided to listen to me, which is very surprising.I rounded up my work for the day as I thought about what I can have for dinner, it has been a long day and I am exhausted and hungry and I can really use a nice meal. I decided to go home early, so that I can figure out what to eat."Alpha." Someone called as soon as I stepped out of my office and I turned around and saw Jake walking towards me."Jake, I was just heading home." I pointed out because I really don't want to have to go back to the office."Yes, I see that. I just wanted to inform you that Larry just had his first kill." That's actually a good news.We haven't real
ALPHA NATE "Ummm, something smells nice." I whispered to myself with my eyes closed while I am still in bed.I don't know why but I have this habit of keeping my eyes closed for a while after waking up from sleep, I just like to be fully awake before I open my eyes or get out of bed...it doesn't smell like food, I would have said that maybe Blake is here but it's definitely not food, it's smells like floral or maybe fruit, wait... "It smells like Blake." I figured and I opened my eyes immediately and I am not wrong, Blake is in my bed again."Blake?" I called angrily. "Why are you in my bed again?" "It's too early to complain besides I am not doing anything wrong." He pointed out but his presence in my fucking bed is wrong."How many times do I have to tell you that I don't like you in my bed?" I asked curiously because this is invasion of privacy and I really don't like it, especially because I am trying to stay away from him."Well pardon me if I don't believe you." I gave him a l
ALPHA NATE "Congratulations Nate, I am so happy for you guys." Lawrence said as soon as I got to where they are standing."Thanks so much Lawrence, I am so happy. I have been so nervous about how their reaction will be like but it turned out that they are all really happy and I have been stressing over it for nothing." I pointed out."I told you there was nothing to worry about, you lifted the anti gay law months ago, so everyone is feeling free and open to anything and if you like it, I think people are even happier before now that you have a male mate, they will stop feeling weird about it." He explained and he has a point, I mean if I could boldly announce my male mate when I was homophobic a few months ago then I think it will encourage others to be free and live their best lives."Yeah, I see that now."Raphael and I had a couple of drinks and we ate a few snacks, everyone was having fun and it feels good not to have any secrets for a change."What about the house decorations, i
ALPHA NATE Two months later...I have been feeling so nervous, anxious and excited all morning because today is a special day and I have big plans but I am equally a nervous wreck. I dressed up nicely and I stepped out of the bedroom. "Wow, someone looks nice." Blake teased as soon as I stepped out."Thanks and you are going to look nice too." I said as I gave him a new set of clothes that I bought for him when I went shopping in the city yesterday with Raphael. "Wear this to the party." I informed."Okay thanks but I still don't know what the party is about." He stated and I have been avoiding the topic because I don't really know what to tell him that will sound believable because I can't tell him the truth about the party, at least not yet.He is not exactly great with surprises, so I can't tell him. "Oh that, some Alphas are visiting the pack today and the party is to welcome them and make them feel at home." I lied."Oh I see, that means their visit is really important." He note
ALPHA NATE "I really don't know, they have been like this since we arrived and I just hope they can remain like this by the end of the dinner." I said to Blake and if they can even become close friends, that will be a plus but so far, I am happy they are acting really mature."Wow, this is really impressive." Blake said as he sat down on my leg. "I thought they won't be able to stand each other and we were going to have a quiet boring dinner but it's definitely not going to be like that, this is really good." He said excitedly but he kept his voice down so that they don't hear him but I think that they are too engrossed in the soccer match and their conversation to even care."That was what I thought too but apparently, may be father actually meant what he said." I actually thought that the dinner will end in a fight and maybe I shouldn't count my chicks before they hatch but things are looking good and I am a little hopeful."Food is ready guys." Mom said when she stepped out of the
ALPHA NATE "There is no need for that son because I know what you are about to say, I have spoken to your mother and we both agreed that it's best I let go of my grievances since Brian's son is your mate. I don't want to stand in the way of your happiness besides it's clear that I misjudged him." Father explained and I am in shock because I already mentally prepared a speech on my way here. "And if I am being honest, Blake is a good guy and you guys deserve to be happy." She said while smiling at me and it makes me really happy to hear him say that."Are you serious?" I asked curiously because he might just be pulling my legs."Of course son, I am sorry for being an ass and for trying to separate you guys but most importantly, I am very sorry for trying to hurt Blake and for hurting you in the process." He apologized.I mean he didn't try to hurt Blake, he tried to kill him. They are two different things but there is no need for specifications right?"It's okay, I mean I don't like w
ALPHA NATE "That was not what happened." Brian stated but I really don't think there is anything that will justify what he did and I am really so disappointed, I looked at Blake that's sitting on my thigh and he looks really sad and disappointed as well. I see why father was so adamant about Blake, they look so much alike and he hated it because he was a constant reminder of Brian."Oh yeah, what the fuck happened?" I asked angrily."Are you suggesting that I am lying?" Father asked."No, I am saying that you misunderstood the events from that day." Brian pointed out. "I understand why you thought that I abandoned you but it was nothing like that, I can never do something like that to you." Brian pointed out."Okay humor me Brian, how did I misconstrue the event from that day?" Father asked curiously and honestly, I equally want to know."I did run, I only excused myself to pee and you know it." He pointed out."That was you running Brian, you suddenly decided to pee just at the mome
ALPHA NATE The hall for the party was beautifully decorated and there is more than enough food to go around, everyone looks excited and a lot of returning pack members are around. I climbed the make shift stage as I watched Jake, Frank and Larry share the new lawbook to all the pack members."This meeting is solely to welcome back our pack members back to their homes, this is where you belong and I and the rest of the pack members are very sorry for asking you to leave in the first place, that was a decision I regret making and that's why we are gathered here to correct our mistakes... What you all are holding there are the new pack laws, you are free to date whoever you want without having to hide and as long as you all abide to the new laws are rules, I can guarantee you all a peaceful and an harmonious living condition.So let's celebrate our new union, new pack and most importantly new members by having fun, there is enough food, so help yourselves... Welcome home guys." I said e
ALPHA NATE I feel awful but here I am getting dressed and preparing for the party, I don't feel good and if I could bail on the party I would but this is really important. I mean, I have been planning the party for weeks and the entire pack members including the returning pack members are looking forward to it and as if that's not enough, they are all anxiously waiting for the new law, so it's important for me to be there.I am still very livid for what my father did and it's because of him that I got injured, I can't even imagine the amount of people that saw me naked yesterday when I returned and collapsed in the middle of the pack, he went too far this time and I honestly don't know what to do with him... What he did deserves a punishment but he is my father and I can't keep covering for him and it puts me in a bad place.Blake was so scared yesterday when he witnessed everything and he has been asking me since morning who sent the guys but I don't know if it's okay to tell him th
ALPHA NATE It's crazy how my brain makes me feel like I heard something that was not said because it felt like I heard him say that Blake's life has been paid for which is very crazy? "Ahahaha, pardon me guys, I think the hit on my head is messing with my head, can you repeat that again?" I asked curiously while staring at the guy that spoke last."I said his fucking life has been paid for in full." He repeated and the statement is infuriating me even more, who the hell will do something that stupid."Name your fucking price asshole because you are not touching him, I am the Alpha and you can only touch him over my dead body." I said as I pushed Blake backward and I took a step closer to them."Well they didn't pay us enough to kill you as well but that doesn't mean you can not be injured." He said as he brought out a pocket knife."Get in the car Blake." I said and I transformed immediately. I ran into the guy with the knife and I took him down immediately, I slashed every wolf that
ALPHA NATE Rejecting him as my mate is one mistake that I am so glad that I didn't make, it would have been a disaster and I would have regretted it for the rest of my life."I will never make you wait again." I assured him. "These are for you." I said as I pushed over the three boxes to him."Thanks." He opened the first box and he picked up the Cuban link chain. "Wow, this... This is beautiful." He said while admiring the chain. "I love it thanks." He said as he opened another box, this one is the smallest."A wristwatch? How did you know I need one?" He asked as he started putting it in his wrist."Well, let's just say that I know you well enough." I said and he started laughing.I have been observing that he is always checking his wrist even when there is no wristwatch and I later came across his wrist watch in the drawer with the face broken, I am guessing it was bashed when he struggled with Travis a while back."Thanks, I love it." He opened the biggest box and he brought out