ALPHA NATE
The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body. Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep. "Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up." I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is. They usually start training around six and I need to make sure that Blake doesn't defile my orders by training with Jake. "If I let him get away with the nonsense he said at my office yesterday, I am positive that he will do it over and over again." And I won't fucking have that. I swear, this guy is going to drive me crazy. I have been talking to myself too much lately and it's all because of him...as soon as it was a few minutes past six, I started getting dressed. "I am going to go around the pack and make sure that Blake is not secretly training with Jake." I picked out my black sweatpants and a matching sweatshirt, it's a little cold this morning. I stepped out and the pack is still very empty and quiet, most people are still sleeping, so instead of walking around looking for Blake, I decided to jog instead, so as to not make it obvious that I was out looking for him. I started jogging around all the places that I know people usually train and I saw a few people training along the way but none of them are Blake... I decided to jog to the training ground and that was when I saw the two of them training. Jake was showing him how to do sit up and Blake was staring at him as all Jake's muscle flexed. "Shit, what's going on with me?" Why am I upset just by seeing them together. I decided to jog to their view, so that they can notice me. "Good morning Alpha Nate." Jake stopped exercising and greeted immediately he saw me. "What's going on here?" I asked curiously even though I know what's happening. "Oh nothing, I am just training Blake like you instructed." Did he say like I instructed? I turned towards Blake and I saw him trying to hide his face... So he lied to Jake using my name. "Yeah about that, don't bother any more. Richard, his uncle will handle it. You can go and do other things." I instructed and I can see from my peripheral vision that Blake is not happy with my decision but I don't give a fuck, he flaunted my orders and he still lied about it. "Okay Alpha, thanks." Jake left the training ground and with his reaction, I can tell that he didn't want to train Blake, he only just did it because he thought I gave the instructions. I can't believe that Blake had it in him to actually flaunt my orders and even lie, it was like he wanted to prove a point. I like that he is confident enough to do that but I can't let him know, I don't want people that can't follow instructions in my pack. "You have some balls, how dare you defile my orders and still lie to my beta with my name?" I asked after making sure that Jake can't hear me. This is why Jake can never be as good as Raphael, the only person Raphael listens to is me and he knows that I can never send anyone to him but Jake is gullible enough to think that even if I wanted him to train Blake, I would send someone to tell him that. "So you asked him to stop training me just to prove that you are more superior and you have the final say?" He asked looking upset when I am the one that should be upset. "No I stopped him from training you because you defiled my orders and you lied, I can't tolerate that." I said sternly. "Okay then, I will find someone else to train me." "If you do that, you will see my wrath and I assure you that it's not something you want to see." I moved closer to him. "I became an Alpha at sixteen for a reason, it's because I can be very ruthless and trust me you do not want to see that side of me." I have been very lenient with him but he is pushing his luck. "I am sorry, I am not trying to annoy you, I just wanted to train." He explained and I believe that he really wants to learn but he can't just walk around and take things by force, things are always not that easy. I thought about it for a while, physically he looks weak and fragile and he needs to train and the good part is that he is willing to learn, which is the first step. It won't be fair for me to stop him from learning but I don't want anyone to train him apart from his uncle... I turned around and I left him standing there as I made my way to the entrance of the training ground but before I stepped out I stopped. "Come to my place." I don't know why I said that but it's too late to take it back. "Tomorrow morning, six o'clock... I will train you, don't be late." I jogged out of the training ground and I know for a fact that I will regret what I just agreed to but I will be more at peace if I train him myself because the thought of someone else training him is very upsetting and I don't know why. I jogged back to my flat and I made a beeline to the bathroom to shower and by the time I stepped out, I feel so refreshed and I am in a better mood than how I woke up a few hours ago. I decided to take a nap before going to the office but it was interrupted by a transmission from Jake... It's so difficult to rest around here. "Jake, is there a problem?" "Not really Alpha, I am at your office with Alpha Damian from hallow road pack, he is here to see you and he said it's urgent." "Okay, wait with him in my office. I will join you guys soon." Fuck, there goes my nap. I am pretty sure that he is here to ask for a favor because he has never visited my pack before. I dressed up quickly and then I stepped out and hurried to the office... The last thing I want right now is to attend to anyone, I just want to have some me time but I guess that's a dream. "Sorry I kept you waiting Damian, I wasn't expecting you." Damian is young as well and he took over his father's position earlier just like I did but in his case, he lost his dad. He is one of the few alpha's I can actually relate with, most of them are very old and we have nothing in common but Damian is a friend. "Yeah, sorry I badged in. I need a favor." "Okay, what is it?" "Can you recommend someone from your pack that can help train my guys, my guys are terrible at fighting and even self defense and I am worried about the werewolf hunters, they have been attacking packs lately and I need my pack members to be ready just in case we are attacked." He explained and his concerns are very valid, I always try to make sure that my pack members are ready and alert at all times too just to be safe. "You are right, it's better to be safe than sorry but don't you have a zeta?" I asked curiously because that's the work of a zeta right. "Not anymore, my zeta recently found his mate and he moved to her pack. I have a few options but they are just not good enough, so if you have someone that can train them, I will appreciate it." This whole mate situation can be very tricky. "Alright, I will send someone over to help you. My zeta is busy at the moment but I am sure he knows someone capable for the job." I always like to help people whenever I am in the position to. "Thanks so much Nate, you are a lifesaver. I have to go now but I will be expecting to hear from you and don't worry, I owe you one." "It's fine, what are friends for." I said just as Jake and I escorted him out.ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE “Ass is life, Man. Ass is life." I exclaim as I zip up my pants, beads of sweat dripping down my body from the great hookup I just had. My best friend and Beta, Raphael, laughs and moves his eyes, giving me enough privacy to cover up properly. “I thought you love boobs more?" Raphael asks once I'm done dressing up. “Life is nothing without boobs and you know it. Life is literally nothing without boobs," I emphasise when I remember that mother's feed their babies milk through their boobs. “While ass is life, boobs are the solution to every life problem. Imagine coming home after a long day at work, resting on your chicks huge boobs while telling her how awful your day was. The softness of those bad boys would heal any real man and instantly make him feel better. That's healing bro... instant healing." Raphael cracks up, holding his stomach as he tries to catch his breath. “You are so fucking vain and it baffles me everytime. Seriously, ass and boobs don't matter. What m
ALPHA NATE “Chillax dude. He won't find out about it." I laugh it off. “How are you sure he would never find out?" “Because I'm sure the twins wouldn't rat themselves out like that. The consequences would go two ways and with the kind of man Alpha Chris is, the twins would suffer more. I'm sure that'll guard our little secret with their lives." I reply as I sign some overdue paperwork. Raphael nods his head in understanding. “You need to be extremely careful, dude. Don't get in trouble and don't knock someone up before your mate shows up." I nod with a wave of my hand, dismissing his advice. “Yeah... yeah. Whatever." Raph sighs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. He knew trying to make me change my ways would be fruitless.He's silent for a while and one gaze at him tells me that he's deep in thought. “What if your mate turns out to have a flat ass and tiny boobs? What would you do? Reject her?" He inquires, a look of pure disdain clouding his face when he mentions the last two
ALPHA NATE How could I have been fucking blind? How didn't I see it? “I can't control it, dude. It's just who I am." Raphael says when I don't speak or react.I just stare at the wall blankly. Honestly, for the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react. His shocking revelation left more than being tongue-tied. I can't believe my best friend is one of them. I can't believe my best friend is one of those abnormal sorry excuses of a man.Like a man watching his life flash right in front of his eyes, memories of the times Raphael and I spent flash through my mind like a cinema movie. My head reads into every of his actions, pointing out the fact that they weren't traits that should be possessed by real men. I remember the fact that he's a virgin and realised just how stupidly blind I had made myself. No male adult is a virgin. Neither does any real man stand on the fact that he'll wait for his mate to have his virginity. No horny adult man talks and thinks the way Raph d
ALPHA NATE The ceremony or the ceremony of shame as my pack members like to call it is a ceremony made specially for dickless males. I watch as my barely conscious ex-beta is being dragged around with his abomination of a mate. Whenever someone comes out as being gay in my pack, he's being bullied big time and dragged around for all to see. The ceremony was created to set examples to others and also to teach the gay couple a lesson. In their next life, they'd rather not come to the world than to come gay. Fucking Bastards! “Hello, son." I hear my father's voice from behind me. Turning around so fast that I almost get a whiplash, I look down at my father. “Father." I nod, not showing if I'm excited to see him or not. “Mother." I smile a little when I greet my mother. She is standing behind my father who has a cigar in his mouth. She lets go of his wheelchair to pull me into a bare hug. “Come here, baby." I don't hug her back, I simply watch the frown arched on my father's
ALPHA NATE The scent was coming from a guy... the mate scent was coming from a man. “What the hell is going on?" I ask tentatively. The blonde girl I thought was my mate shuffles over to me, gently pushing the guy out of the way. “Alpha Nate. I've heard so much about you and I must say, the tales didn't do justice to your good looks. I'm Charlotte but you can call me Charlie. It truly is a pleasure to meet you." She finishes by stretching her manicured fingers towards me. Even with a voice that could make any man's dick leak at the sound and a body that could give an impotent man an erection, I don't pay Charlie any attention. My gaze is fully fixed on the guy behind her. “Leave," I order, not being able to take my eyes off the man. Charlie hits the shy looking man on the shoulders gently but repeatedly. “He asked you to excuse us." She tells him in excitement. “I was talking to you, Charlotte. Excuse us, I have business to deal with him. I'll come find you when I'm done." The
ALPHA NATEBlake stared at me with a mixture of expressions on his face, he is disappointed and I don't think he approves of my nervous breakdown but I don't give a fuck. I just need him to confirm to me that he has a fucking vagina. "You are so ridiculous." He said angrily and snatched his hands from me. "I am a man and I am proud to be a man, if you don't like me like this, then that's your problem." He said angrily which I find cute.Fuck, what's wrong with me? He is a guy and I can't be finding him cute, he is definitely using a spell on me.I looked around and I noticed a few people coming out of the ceremony of shame, I can't afford to be seen with him for too long. "Come with me." I said as I immediately turned around without waiting for his response.How is this even possible? I love women and the moon goddess knows it, how can she give me a male mate? "This has to be a mistake." I said as soon as we entered my office."Are you saying that the moon goddess doesn't know what sh
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a
ALPHA NATE The nonsense Blake said about Jake being strong and all lingered in my mind all day and even at night, I couldn't really sleep and I don't know why... Why the fuck am I bothered because he wanted Jake to train him and why am I bothered that he sounded like he was admiring Jake's body.Shouldn't I be happy that Blake is probably interested in another guy because that will mean that I am free from him. "I can finally reject Blake and act like none of this ever happened." I got out of bed after all, it's morning already and I didn't get to sleep."Two nights, two consecutive nights that I didn't get to sleep because of Blake." I am so pissed but mostly because I am constantly thinking about him. "He has invaded my thoughts and it's fucking messed up."I can't believe I am so bothered about Blake training with Jake. "Why the fuck do I care?" I asked myself as I repeatedly checked the time, so I can know what the time is.They usually start training around six and I need to mak
ALPHA NATE I woke up the next morning with a massive headache, I didn't sleep most of the night... I am ashamed to admit to myself that I was up all night thinking about Blake and the date we had. I pictured his smile, body language and the consoling hug he gave me all night, he has taken over my fucking thoughts and it's so worrisome."My fucking shirt still smells like him." I said as I removed the shirt and tossed it in the laundry basket.I made my way to the bathroom and showered, hopefully the cool water on my head will help with the headache... I stayed longer than necessary in the bathroom and by the time I was done, I was actually feeling better.I decided to make breakfast for myself before going to the office, so I made so scrambled eggs and bacon with a cup of coffee. " Fuck." I cursed as the thoughts of Blake creeped into my mind while eating."I need a fucking distraction." I said as I finished my food quickly and I started getting ready for work... I know for a fact th
ALPHA NATE "Wait." Blake called as soon as I made a move to leave."What is it Blake?" Today has been nothing like I expected and it's very upsetting."You are already here and I have put in the effort to make tonight special, why don't you just wait and enjoy the evening with me, I promise you that I won't talk about anything mate related." Well he is right, I am dressed and I am here and hungry, so why not?"Alright but if you mention anything about mate or you try to convince me, I will leave without hesitation." I assured him.Like I said I am not attracted to guys and a few nice gestures here and there won't change anything besides the risk involved with him is just too much."Okay, have a sit." He signaled to the waiter and he showed up to take our orders.When the waiter showed up, I ordered for Chicken arrabbiata stew and parmesan dumplings, while Blake ordered for Chicken and chorizo ragu and a side of rice. Then we ordered a bottle of wine to go with it.I really love this
ALPHA NATE Two weeks later...The last two weeks has been hell on earth, I thought that concentrating on work and Evading Blake was going to be easy but I was fucking wrong, he is everywhere I look and it's driving me crazy.I entered my office as usual but like other days, I found a note. For the last two weeks, I have been getting notes in my office. It's usually encouragement words and sometimes it's a nice wish to start the day. It's cute and I hate it at the same time because I think it's probably from Blake, it's probably one of his plans to get my attention, although I have no idea how he usually sneaks the note in here.But as I stared at today's note, I am beginning to think that I was wrong. "I don't think it's from Blake." I said to myself as I picked up the note and a single rose flower.This is the first time I am getting a flower and even though the note carries the same hand writing with the previous notes, I think it probably from a lady. I don't think that Blake is t
BLAKE All hope drained out of me after seeing Nate walk by me with Charlie, I was so disappointed and sad, it was obvious that she got her wish and they were going to have sex and it hurts so much because there is nothing I could do to stop them... The longer they were gone, the more I realized that I might never be able to win Nate over like I thought, especially in three months.But when Charlie stepped out hours later looking so pissed, it gave me a renewed hope that maybe I still have a chance. I tried talking to her but she walked out on me and I really don't care, so I retract her footsteps and I found Nate sitting alone in a dimly lit room... It's crazy that I entered confidently even without knocking.But when I heard him say "Why are you so stubborn Charvi?" It brought immense joy to my heart, because I realized that he doesn't even know her name and he probably asked her to leave and when he continued by saying "I already told you, I am not in the mood. Maybe some other tim
ALPHA NATE It's obvious that it hurts Blake to see Cha,Chav, Charvie or whatever her name is and I together and I feel a little bad but I just have to prove to him that I am attracted and will always be attracted to ladies. The earlier he gets this sick idea of making me fall in love with him out of his head, the better because I will fucking die first before I fall for him. Being with him is a nightmare I don't want to experience."Come this way." I said after a prolonged stare with Blake, I passed right in front of him to my slaughter room.I have a place I take ladies to outside the pack especially when they are not pack members but sometimes, when I am dealing with pack members, I take them to my slaughter room because the only person I will take to my house is my mate when I finally find her.I can still feel Blake staring at me but I don't give a fuck. "Wow this is beautiful." She said immediately we stepped inside.I don't know why she thinks it beautiful though, it's just a m
ALPHA NATE "Gay? Fuck no. There is no way in hell that I am gay." I paced around my office restlessly after he left.Less than an hour of meeting him and I am already a fucking mess. "I have never been attracted to a guy in my whole life and all of a sudden, my fucking mate is a guy?" I shook my head in disbelief.This has to be some twisted joke or something, how can I be gay without knowing it, is that even possible? And to think he boldly said he needs three months to make me fall in love with him. "What a joke." I scoffed."Even if I give him a complete year, there is no magic he can perform to make me fall in love with him." Oh goddess, save me... Blake is driving me crazy, I am already talking to myself all because of this mess."Well maybe if he grows a nice ass and boobs, then he can grab my attention." Which is obviously impossible.I know I am not gay and this is definitely a mistake or some sort of punishment but a wave of dread washes over me when I remembered the overwhe