ALPHA NATE "Ummm, something smells nice." I whispered to myself with my eyes closed while I am still in bed.I don't know why but I have this habit of keeping my eyes closed for a while after waking up from sleep, I just like to be fully awake before I open my eyes or get out of bed...it doesn't smell like food, I would have said that maybe Blake is here but it's definitely not food, it's smells like floral or maybe fruit, wait... "It smells like Blake." I figured and I opened my eyes immediately and I am not wrong, Blake is in my bed again."Blake?" I called angrily. "Why are you in my bed again?" "It's too early to complain besides I am not doing anything wrong." He pointed out but his presence in my fucking bed is wrong."How many times do I have to tell you that I don't like you in my bed?" I asked curiously because this is invasion of privacy and I really don't like it, especially because I am trying to stay away from him."Well pardon me if I don't believe you." I gave him a l
ALPHA NATE THREE DAYS LATER...Hehehe... I laughed alone in my office when I remembered how the squirrel that Larry killed wasn't enough for the pack members to share, it was really cute and I am impressed. I have to instruct Larry to share the squirrel with just his pairs and I made sure he got a bone from the squirrel to use as his necklace, as part of the tradition of the killing ceremony."Where the fuck is Blake?" I asked myself as I remembered that it's been three days since Larry's killing ceremony and I am yet to see Blake.At first I was okay with the fact that he didn't show up for training or bother me in my office, I thought that this is his way of telling me that he is upset or that he is finally listening to me but now, it feels wrong.I should be happy that he has decided to stay away but I am not, it's feels strange and it's weird to say this but I think "I miss him." Which is really weird.I have been the one wanting space from him and now that I have the space, I wa
BLAKE The last few days has been hell and not just because I am under the weather but because I have not been able to see Nate and I am upset that he didn't even bother to look for me. I know that he has been wanting me to leave him alone but I didn't think that he was serious, I thought he was just saying it to get on my nerves... He didn't hear from me in three days and he doesn't care, so I know now that he is serious and maybe I am just wasting my time and fooling myself into thinking that I can somehow make him fall in love with me.I reluctantly left my room and I made my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. "Arghhh, everywhere hurts." I murmured to myself."That's none of your business Charvi." I heard faintly from the kitchen and I know that has to be Nate. "Just call him for me." A huge grin spread across my face as I heard his voice.I know his voice and he is definitely the one and even if I wasn't sure of his voice, he is the only one I know that calls Char
ALPHA NATE I woke up to a slight movement on my bed and I know for sure that it's Blake, I remember asking him to sleep over last night when he wanted to leave... The fact that he is not feeling fine, couple with the fact that Charvi is an ass doesn't sit right with me and I will rather take care of him myself than to let him go while I worry about his health.I mean him staying here isn't exactly good especially because I am trying to get him out of my head but not having him around sucks. "What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed while he was trying to get out of bed and out of my hold "It's morning." He pointed out as if it explains everything."So?""So I want to get up and make you breakfast, you are going to work right?" Is he crazy?He is the sick one here, why will he think that I will allow him make breakfast for me in his condition?"Yes I am going to work but I don't need breakfast and if I do, I will take care of myself." I said as I pulled him closer to me
ALPHA NATE "Why so many people, what's going on?" I asked as we entered my office."I don't know, I just saw them here this morning and they said they wanted to see you." This is just so weird, I don't think I have come across this amount of rogues all at once before."That's strange, okay let them in." I instructed but I don't really know if letting them stay here is the best thing to do considering that they are like eight or so."Okay Alpha." He left my office and I turned on my laptop to begin the days work.I hate it when I come to the office in the morning and I have to attend to people, I prefer to be alone for a while before I have to deal with people and their different issues... It's just too early for all the drama."Good morning Alpha." They greeted all at once and it was almost noisy."Morning, pick a representative to talk on your behalf." I waited for them to decide and the person they picked stepped forward. "Why are you guys here?" I asked as I gestured to Jake to si
ALPHA NATE "So what did it say?" He asked while waving the note at me."I have not read it yet." And I honestly don't think I will read it, what's the point of hurting myself on purpose."Why not? Haven't you missed him?" Of course I have missed him and I regret what I did to him, my actions still hurts him till now but we all know that's not a friendly note."Of course I have missed him but what has that got to do with me reading the letter, we both know that the content of that letter is not friendly... I feel like I already know the content, maybe not word for word but I know what's in it." I pointed out as I got up to grab a drink.This whole Raphael thing is stressing me out, it's like I am being punished all over again, as if Blake is not enough punishment. He has become someone I can't get rid of even if I try and in some ways, I am not sure I really want to get rid of him."Okay since you know the content of this letter so well, why don't you tell me what's in it?" I returned
ALPHA NATE After I finished making pasta Alfredo following Blake's directions, I served the food and we sat at the dining table and we started eating or should I say I started eating because all Blake did was to play around with the food... He was excited about the food while I was cooking but now he doesn't seem interested.I mean I know that I am not a good cook but I followed his directions and the food turned out great, it's actually very tasty but he has refused to taste it."You don't like the food?" I asked after observing him for a while."I do but I am not hungry, sorry." He said but I don't think that's the problem, to the best of my knowledge the only thing he had since morning is pasta, so there is no way he is not hungry."Did you eat anything other than breakfast when I was at work?" "No but I don't want to eat." He said and pushed the plate away from him.Something is definitely wrong, I find it difficult to believe that he just doesn't want to eat and nothing is wron
ALPHA NATE Days later..."Blake you have done enough for today." I said but he didn't listen to me and he just kept training. He has been training since he got here this morning and it's been three hours already, he has never trained for that long.He went back to his house after we realized that he is not exactly sick, he is just feeling sick and having symptoms because he is about to transform and ever since he left, he has been showing up every morning and training like a maniac... It's obvious that his strength has been hightened and he has started growing hair more on his legs and even hand, he is definitely transforming during the full moon.I know he is trying to stretch his body to the limit, he is probably thinking the stronger he gets, the lesser the transformation pain but it's not true... Transformation is brutal and there is nothing he can do to escape it but if he keeps training like this, his entire body will be so tired and it will even hurt more. "I'm talking to you
ALPHA NATEHe is a fucking rapist and a bully and he thinks the only problem here is that he came into my house? Has he forgotten the part where he attempted to rape Blake in my house and he would have probably succeeded if I didn’t come in when I did. From where I stand, he has a lot of explaining to do if he ever wants to get out of here alive. “First you invaded my privacy and then you wanted to rape Blake in it and you think the only issue I have with you is that you entered my sanctuary?” I asked curiously while staring him down. “You are joking right?”“I am very sorry, I don’t know what came over me. I just wanted to talk to him but he insulted me and I got mad, I am really sorry. I promise you that it will never happen again.” He said while crying profusely and it's really upsetting because I have not done anything to him yet, what will happen when I start punishing him.“I don’t doubt that, I am confident that it will never happen because you are not getting out of here. I w
ALPHA NATE After I was able to calm Blake down, we ate and I returned to the office. I need to find out who the person that broke the fence is and why he did it in the first place but most importantly, I have to deal with Travis for frustrating Blake in his former pack and for trying to rape him, what the hell? As soon as I got back to my office, I made a connection with jake…“Good afternoon, Alpha.” Jake greeted as soon as I connected with him.“Afternoon Jake, please come over to my office.” “Okay Alpha, I am on my way.” He said before I ended the connection. I turned on my laptop to watch the CCTV clip for when jake captured the criminal but to my surprise, the camera went blank around seven o’clock and it has been blank since then. I am guessing the person already tempered with the camera before he was caught and he didn’t get the opportunity to fix it back, whatever the case is, he will have to fix the mess he has created and he will definitely be punished.“Come in.” I said
ALPHA NATE There is nothing anyone can tell me, I can see the moon goddess hands all over this, knowing my father, he would never have given in so easily but he miraculously did, I honestly thought that we won't come to an agreement and I will have to enforce the new law without his consent, I feel so blessed that for once, we are both on the same page.Or maybe his decision has something to do with the fact that he already knew or suspected that I might be gay. "Am I even gay?" I asked curiously as I made my way home. "It doesn't even matter." What matters is that I can now do the right thing... I am so happy that everything went better than I planned it.As soon as I got home, I didn't even bother to knock. I decided to surprise Blake with my presence and also with the good news but as I stepped in, I was the one that surprised myself.Everything I was holding fell to the ground as soon as I saw the scene in front me me, Blake was pinned against the wall while another guy was kissi
ALPHA NATE I smiled at her because I feel better knowing that she's on my side and she will intervene when the going gets tough. "Morning mom." I greeted as I stepped in and gave her a hug."How are you baby? Does that mean that everything went well with the questionnaire yesterday?" She asked curiously while whispering the questionnaire part. I remember telling her that I will I later show up here today if everything works out as planned with the survey, so I am guessing that's why she brought it up."Yes mom, it did. We had just seventeen people refusing, the rest of the pack members are on board." I whispered to her."That's very good, I am happy. Let's go and face him." She said as she led the way. I am so glad that I have a support system to do this with me, I am still tensed and anxious but I am a little hopeful that things will work out eventually because let's face it, it's obvious that my father is outnumbered, more than half of the pack members are against him, so he has no
ALPHA NATE "You are looking for Blake here?" I asked curiously while staring at her like she has grown two heads."Yes, he is needed urgently at home." She added and the fact that she's been confident about the fact that he is here beats my imagination."Are you okay, do you need help?" I asked curiously. "Because what gave the the impression that Blake his here to begin with?" I asked her, I am actually curious."Well he doesn't spend much time at home anymore and he mentioned that he was here one time, so I just assumed that he is here again." She pointed out and now that I know she's not exactly sure that he is here, I can now deny it because I don't want anyone to know about us until I am ready to announce him to the pack."First of all, it's late so why the fuck will he be here and the few times he was here was in the morning to train, so get the fuck out of here and go look for him elsewhere, don't come here next time." I said pointedly. "What will he be doing at my place by th
ALPHA NATE "First phase has been completed, tomorrow I will go again." Although tomorrow will be more difficult than this but I am going to celebrate my little victory. Although I am baffled that a whole seventeen people thinks like my father, it's obvious that they will be a problem.I have a feeling that the seventeen people are probably the elderly people in the pack, maybe I should have included names so that I can know the exact people to watch out for but it's all good.I am particularly excited because I can bring Raphael back and any other person that feels like it, out of the thirty five people that said yes yesterday to the lift, only five of them said no to bringing the banished people back like Jake which is okay by me. I am not going to force all of them to return, it's not like I know where to find them but if there is a pack member communicating with them like I am doing with Raphael, they can ask them to return when the time comes."Wow, I need to go home and celebrat
ALPHA NATE I mean it's not like I don't want to tell her, I mean I know that she's very open minded and she's not homophobic like my father but this is different, I am her son, what if she's not okay with me dating Blake. It's one thing to not care about gays but it's another thing entirely to find out that your son is also gay, I really don't want to disappoint her but there is really nothing I can do. The moon goddess chose him for me, so I guess I can't keep hiding it from her because she will find out eventually and I think it will be better if she finds out from me."Yeah, you are right. There is more to this, I found my mate three months ago." I blurted out."Oh my goodness, I am so happy for you but why didn't you say anything, why am I just hearing this?" She asked curiously as she came over to my side to give me a hug."Well I found my mate the same day I banished Raphael and I was so confused, infact up until recently, I was convinced that the moon goddess was trying to pun
ALPHA NATE "I just feel like it's better we leave the past in the past, they already left the pack and their way of life is certainly different, besides most of them might still be very upset about the way we treated them and bringing them back is like bringing back trouble because there is no guarantee that they won't seek for revenge or cause any form of trouble, they might decide to be rebellious. So I think if it's possible to change what happens in the future then that's fine but there is really no need bringing them back." He explained and I think he as a point, he is right.They were all sent out of the pack in a shameful banishing ceremony, so there is every chance that they will be defiant when they return just to prove a point and I honestly don't need that drama. I guess I will just leave the decision in the hands of the pack members, it's up to them."You are right but I guess the rest of the pack members will have to decide." I pointed out."Okay but can I ask why you ar
ALPHA NATE I woke up to Blake wiggling out of my hold again and I wonder if I am poking him again or something. "Oh sorry." I said when I looked down and I saw that I was poking him, I am always rock hard around him. I don't want to torment him especially because I know he is ready for me to have sex with him but I am not, maybe I shouldn't be holding him at night when we sleep."It's fine, good morning." He said while smiling at me and I pulled him closer and I planted a kiss on his lips.I got out of bed after giving him a kiss and I made my way to the bathroom, I have to go to the office early today because I have something to handle... Before I went to bed last night, I decided that it will be wise for me to go to my father with proof of why taking down the gay ban law is the best thing to do and to do that, I need to actually know how the pack members feel about it, so I will use today to gather the informations and then I will determine if I should bother talking to my father a