ALPHA NATE "Ummm, something smells nice." I whispered to myself with my eyes closed while I am still in bed.I don't know why but I have this habit of keeping my eyes closed for a while after waking up from sleep, I just like to be fully awake before I open my eyes or get out of bed...it doesn't smell like food, I would have said that maybe Blake is here but it's definitely not food, it's smells like floral or maybe fruit, wait... "It smells like Blake." I figured and I opened my eyes immediately and I am not wrong, Blake is in my bed again."Blake?" I called angrily. "Why are you in my bed again?" "It's too early to complain besides I am not doing anything wrong." He pointed out but his presence in my fucking bed is wrong."How many times do I have to tell you that I don't like you in my bed?" I asked curiously because this is invasion of privacy and I really don't like it, especially because I am trying to stay away from him."Well pardon me if I don't believe you." I gave him a l
ALPHA NATE THREE DAYS LATER...Hehehe... I laughed alone in my office when I remembered how the squirrel that Larry killed wasn't enough for the pack members to share, it was really cute and I am impressed. I have to instruct Larry to share the squirrel with just his pairs and I made sure he got a bone from the squirrel to use as his necklace, as part of the tradition of the killing ceremony."Where the fuck is Blake?" I asked myself as I remembered that it's been three days since Larry's killing ceremony and I am yet to see Blake.At first I was okay with the fact that he didn't show up for training or bother me in my office, I thought that this is his way of telling me that he is upset or that he is finally listening to me but now, it feels wrong.I should be happy that he has decided to stay away but I am not, it's feels strange and it's weird to say this but I think "I miss him." Which is really weird.I have been the one wanting space from him and now that I have the space, I wa
BLAKE The last few days has been hell and not just because I am under the weather but because I have not been able to see Nate and I am upset that he didn't even bother to look for me. I know that he has been wanting me to leave him alone but I didn't think that he was serious, I thought he was just saying it to get on my nerves... He didn't hear from me in three days and he doesn't care, so I know now that he is serious and maybe I am just wasting my time and fooling myself into thinking that I can somehow make him fall in love with me.I reluctantly left my room and I made my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. "Arghhh, everywhere hurts." I murmured to myself."That's none of your business Charvi." I heard faintly from the kitchen and I know that has to be Nate. "Just call him for me." A huge grin spread across my face as I heard his voice.I know his voice and he is definitely the one and even if I wasn't sure of his voice, he is the only one I know that calls Char
ALPHA NATE “Ass is life, Man. Ass is life." I exclaim as I zip up my pants, beads of sweat dripping down my body from the great hookup I just had. My best friend and Beta, Raphael, laughs and moves his eyes, giving me enough privacy to cover up properly. “I thought you love boobs more?" Raphael asks once I'm done dressing up. “Life is nothing without boobs and you know it. Life is literally nothing without boobs," I emphasise when I remember that mother's feed their babies milk through their boobs. “While ass is life, boobs are the solution to every life problem. Imagine coming home after a long day at work, resting on your chicks huge boobs while telling her how awful your day was. The softness of those bad boys would heal any real man and instantly make him feel better. That's healing bro... instant healing." Raphael cracks up, holding his stomach as he tries to catch his breath. “You are so fucking vain and it baffles me everytime. Seriously, ass and boobs don't matter. What m
ALPHA NATE “Chillax dude. He won't find out about it." I laugh it off. “How are you sure he would never find out?" “Because I'm sure the twins wouldn't rat themselves out like that. The consequences would go two ways and with the kind of man Alpha Chris is, the twins would suffer more. I'm sure that'll guard our little secret with their lives." I reply as I sign some overdue paperwork. Raphael nods his head in understanding. “You need to be extremely careful, dude. Don't get in trouble and don't knock someone up before your mate shows up." I nod with a wave of my hand, dismissing his advice. “Yeah... yeah. Whatever." Raph sighs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. He knew trying to make me change my ways would be fruitless.He's silent for a while and one gaze at him tells me that he's deep in thought. “What if your mate turns out to have a flat ass and tiny boobs? What would you do? Reject her?" He inquires, a look of pure disdain clouding his face when he mentions the last two
ALPHA NATE How could I have been fucking blind? How didn't I see it? “I can't control it, dude. It's just who I am." Raphael says when I don't speak or react.I just stare at the wall blankly. Honestly, for the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react. His shocking revelation left more than being tongue-tied. I can't believe my best friend is one of them. I can't believe my best friend is one of those abnormal sorry excuses of a man.Like a man watching his life flash right in front of his eyes, memories of the times Raphael and I spent flash through my mind like a cinema movie. My head reads into every of his actions, pointing out the fact that they weren't traits that should be possessed by real men. I remember the fact that he's a virgin and realised just how stupidly blind I had made myself. No male adult is a virgin. Neither does any real man stand on the fact that he'll wait for his mate to have his virginity. No horny adult man talks and thinks the way Raph d
ALPHA NATE The ceremony or the ceremony of shame as my pack members like to call it is a ceremony made specially for dickless males. I watch as my barely conscious ex-beta is being dragged around with his abomination of a mate. Whenever someone comes out as being gay in my pack, he's being bullied big time and dragged around for all to see. The ceremony was created to set examples to others and also to teach the gay couple a lesson. In their next life, they'd rather not come to the world than to come gay. Fucking Bastards! “Hello, son." I hear my father's voice from behind me. Turning around so fast that I almost get a whiplash, I look down at my father. “Father." I nod, not showing if I'm excited to see him or not. “Mother." I smile a little when I greet my mother. She is standing behind my father who has a cigar in his mouth. She lets go of his wheelchair to pull me into a bare hug. “Come here, baby." I don't hug her back, I simply watch the frown arched on my father's
ALPHA NATE The scent was coming from a guy... the mate scent was coming from a man. “What the hell is going on?" I ask tentatively. The blonde girl I thought was my mate shuffles over to me, gently pushing the guy out of the way. “Alpha Nate. I've heard so much about you and I must say, the tales didn't do justice to your good looks. I'm Charlotte but you can call me Charlie. It truly is a pleasure to meet you." She finishes by stretching her manicured fingers towards me. Even with a voice that could make any man's dick leak at the sound and a body that could give an impotent man an erection, I don't pay Charlie any attention. My gaze is fully fixed on the guy behind her. “Leave," I order, not being able to take my eyes off the man. Charlie hits the shy looking man on the shoulders gently but repeatedly. “He asked you to excuse us." She tells him in excitement. “I was talking to you, Charlotte. Excuse us, I have business to deal with him. I'll come find you when I'm done." The
BLAKE The last few days has been hell and not just because I am under the weather but because I have not been able to see Nate and I am upset that he didn't even bother to look for me. I know that he has been wanting me to leave him alone but I didn't think that he was serious, I thought he was just saying it to get on my nerves... He didn't hear from me in three days and he doesn't care, so I know now that he is serious and maybe I am just wasting my time and fooling myself into thinking that I can somehow make him fall in love with me.I reluctantly left my room and I made my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. "Arghhh, everywhere hurts." I murmured to myself."That's none of your business Charvi." I heard faintly from the kitchen and I know that has to be Nate. "Just call him for me." A huge grin spread across my face as I heard his voice.I know his voice and he is definitely the one and even if I wasn't sure of his voice, he is the only one I know that calls Char
ALPHA NATE THREE DAYS LATER...Hehehe... I laughed alone in my office when I remembered how the squirrel that Larry killed wasn't enough for the pack members to share, it was really cute and I am impressed. I have to instruct Larry to share the squirrel with just his pairs and I made sure he got a bone from the squirrel to use as his necklace, as part of the tradition of the killing ceremony."Where the fuck is Blake?" I asked myself as I remembered that it's been three days since Larry's killing ceremony and I am yet to see Blake.At first I was okay with the fact that he didn't show up for training or bother me in my office, I thought that this is his way of telling me that he is upset or that he is finally listening to me but now, it feels wrong.I should be happy that he has decided to stay away but I am not, it's feels strange and it's weird to say this but I think "I miss him." Which is really weird.I have been the one wanting space from him and now that I have the space, I wa
ALPHA NATE "Ummm, something smells nice." I whispered to myself with my eyes closed while I am still in bed.I don't know why but I have this habit of keeping my eyes closed for a while after waking up from sleep, I just like to be fully awake before I open my eyes or get out of bed...it doesn't smell like food, I would have said that maybe Blake is here but it's definitely not food, it's smells like floral or maybe fruit, wait... "It smells like Blake." I figured and I opened my eyes immediately and I am not wrong, Blake is in my bed again."Blake?" I called angrily. "Why are you in my bed again?" "It's too early to complain besides I am not doing anything wrong." He pointed out but his presence in my fucking bed is wrong."How many times do I have to tell you that I don't like you in my bed?" I asked curiously because this is invasion of privacy and I really don't like it, especially because I am trying to stay away from him."Well pardon me if I don't believe you." I gave him a l
ALPHA NATE "Wow, it seems like someone has finally listened." I said to myself when I noticed that it's almost close of day and Blake hasn't showed up like he promised.I mean it's not like I wanted him to come but considering that he is very stubborn, I thought he was going to show up regardless of the fact that I asked him not to come back but I guess he has decided to listen to me, which is very surprising.I rounded up my work for the day as I thought about what I can have for dinner, it has been a long day and I am exhausted and hungry and I can really use a nice meal. I decided to go home early, so that I can figure out what to eat."Alpha." Someone called as soon as I stepped out of my office and I turned around and saw Jake walking towards me."Jake, I was just heading home." I pointed out because I really don't want to have to go back to the office."Yes, I see that. I just wanted to inform you that Larry just had his first kill." That's actually a good news.We haven't real
ALPHA NATE "What the fuck do you mean by why?" I asked curiously because I am honestly confused here... I brought him here so I could make him feel better because I thought what my father said to him hurt his feelings but now he doesn't seem to be upset about my father at all and it's fucking confusing that he thinks I am the problem."I know you don't love me, hell you don't even like me but is it really that bad?" A lump formed in my throat as I stared at his teary eyes."What are you talking about?" I asked impatiently because I initially wanted to console him but now I am the one who is fucking upset half hazard questions."You sat there, watched and kept quiet while your father tore me apart with his words. He was so mean to me and you said nothing in my defense, why?" He asked as tears rolled down his eyes and it hurts to see him sad but I don't know what he wants me to do."Can you stop being so dramatic? Were you honestly expecting me to confront my father? Yes I didn't like
ALPHA NATE "Hi Nate." Blake said the moment he opened the door without even reading the room, with the way he playfully strolled in, I doubt that he noticed that I had guests let alone my fucking parents... This is going to be a disaster, the last thing I want is for him to meet my parents, especially my father."What insolence, such balderdash, what manner of disrespect is this coming from you?" Blake paused his movement after shutting the door and he stared at my parents with obvious shock and fear in his eyes, it's obvious that he wasn't expecting to hear those utterances from my dad. "How dare you? First you badge in here with so much audacity and then you disrespected my son? How dare you call him with such laxity? He is Alpha Nate to you, now and always, is that lucid?" My father screamed at Blake and I can see how he trembled in fear, his eyes are bulging out in shock and his lips quiver like he is about to cry.I don't know why but this sight of him doesn't sit right with me,
ALPHA NATE Seeing as I didn't go to the office yesterday, I have a bit of work today. I attend to a lot of things I shouldn't be dealing with under normal circumstances but since I don't have a Luna, most of all the work falls on my fucking shoulder."This are the list of all the supplies needed in the clinic, I just collected it from the herbal wolf." Jake said as he pushed the note forward.I am working on all the things that needs to be ordered, we are running short on supplies and the earlier we order for them, the better."Okay I will add them to the list, anything else?" I asked because I like making bulk purchases, so I need to make sure that everything is on the list."Yeah there are a few other things but we don't have to buy, the ladies can pick them from the forest.""That's okay but make sure that they go in company of guys." The werewolf hunters are beginning to be a problem now and I don't want to endanger any pack member."Okay, I will make sure they are not alone."I
BLAKE TWO WEEKS LATER...It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wa
ALPHA NATE "Arghhh, who the fuck is there?" I asked when my sleep was interrupted by a stupid knock.For some nights now, I haven't been able to sleep properly and now that I can sleep, someone is knocking this early in the morning. It's fucking fifteen minutes to six, who the fuck is at my door this early?I reluctantly got out of bed even though I didn't get any response. "Who's there?" I asked again but I got nothing. The person is either deaf or dumb."Good morning." Blake said with a big smile on his face as soon as I opened the door."What the fuck are you doing here this morning?" I didn't expect to see him here."Well you said you would train me and I should come early and I shouldn't be late." He explained as he pushed past me and entered my house without permission. "Wow, this is beautiful." He walked around my living room while admiring the set up."I said don't be late, I didn't say you should sleep by my door or interrupt my sleep." I'm fucking sleepy."You can go back a