CHAPTER SIXTEEN | I'M STILL A VIRGIN

BLAKE

TWO WEEKS LATER...

It's been two weeks of training and I think things are improving and I am not just talking about the training, I am talking about my plans of making Nate fall in love with me... He doesn't know it yet but I think he is getting soft.

He leaves his door open for me so that I can freely enter his house in the morning when I come for training without having to knock. I make him breakfast after our training and he doesn't complain anymore but today, I plan on taking things to another level.

I entered his house as usual and I made my way to his room, I have never entered his room before but it's exactly like I imagined it. The room is very neat and well arranged and every single item is in place. "He is so cute." I whispered to myself as I watch him still sleeping in bed.

I am very early today, so I crawled into the bed with him. I expected him to wake up and push me away but to my surprise, he pulled me closer with his eyes close and cuddled with me... I almost wanted to laugh because I am very sure he doesn't know what he is doing but I decided to stay quiet.

We stayed in bed for about thirty minutes or so before I started feeling him move and I know he is about to wake up, although his hands is still around my waist and my back is against his chest.

"Hmmm, you smell nice." He murmured behind me.

"Why is my pillow smelling nice." He murmured and I almost laughed. "What the fuck Blake, what are you doing in my bed?" He screamed as soon as he opened his eyes and noticed that I am the one in his bed and not the pillow like he initially thought.

"Sorry, I just wanted to sleep here with you." I said innocently.

"Whatever man, just get out and wait in the living room." He ordered but I didn't move because he is still holding my waist.

"Move Blake." He said and I pointed to his hand on my waist.

He removed his hand immediately he noticed it, like my skin was burning him. I stepped out of his room and I waited for him in the living room.

"Don't come to my room next time." He said immediately he stepped out but I will definitely do it again. It was obvious that he enjoyed having me there and he is just saying this because he is shy.

"Why, I didn't do anything wrong. I was just sleeping."

"Well sleep at your place or on the couch but stay the fuck away from my room."

"Fine, I will stay away." I lied, my goal is to make him fall in love with me before the three months is over and how can I do that if I just follow all his instructions... I have about two months left and yes we have made some progress but I need a massive change.

"Good." He walked over to his fridge and grabbed a bottle water before sitting on the couch.

"Can we go and train now?" I asked when I noticed that it's past six and he hasn't made any move for us to go.

"No, we are not training. You need a break." He pointed out and these are the little things he does that makes me know that he pays attention to me even though he pretends not to.

"Really?" I asked curiously because I am very exhausted and my entire body aches and I will love to rest if it won't affect my progress of course.

"Yeah, you need to rest from time to time, so we are taking the day off." He clarified.

"Does that mean you are not going to work as well?" I asked because he has never taken a break since I met him.

"Yeah, I am taking a break as well."

"Okay that's good but what are we going to be doing?" I asked curiously because I don't have any plans to go back home anytime soon.

If he is taking a break as well, I will spend the day with him. "We can be here, we can eat and talk or you can just go home." Hell no, going home is not an option.

"I will stay." I assured and I quickly grabbed the TV remote to look for something we can watch... It's too early for breakfast, so food has to wait.

"So when was your last relationship?" Nate asked out of the blue and I love the fact that he is curious about me, although his choice of question is very unexpected.

"I have never been in a relationship." I said truthfully, I am not the type of person that believes that it's okay to date anyone other than your mate and even if I wanted to date, I am gay and I didn't have so many options which is why I can't afford to let Nate go.

He is my mate and if I let him go, I don't know if I will ever get the opportunity to find another mate, not everyone is lucky enough to find their second chance mate.

"I see, so you don't date. You prefer to just have fun." He pointed out and I think there is an underlying question in his statement.

I smiled at him because I think I have a pretty good idea what he is trying to find out. "If you are trying to know if I am a virgin or not, then yes I am still a virgin... I have never been in a relationship and I don't like casual sex like you insinuated." I explained.

"That's not what I was trying to find out but it's good to know. Why though, you didn't find anyone attractive or you just didn't want to?"

"Well I was waiting for my mate, you." I pointed out and he stared at me. "I just don't believe in sleeping with random people and now that I have found you, I guess I am ready." Sometimes, I wonder where I get my boldness from but I have come to realize that he likes it when I am confident.

"Not a chance Blake, we are not having sex." He said but there is something in his eyes that makes me believe that he is thinking about it, I mean why was he even curious if not that he is considering it?

"Hehehe, you can't ignore me forever Nate. I'm yours and you are mine but don't worry, I will be patient but don't take too long." I said as I got up and made my way to the kitchenette to make us breakfast.

I know it will take a while but he will eventually come around, he is my mate and it's not a mistake, so I will wait and see how everything pan out.

At least he has stopped saying that he is not gay or that he is not attracted to me, we both know that's a lie.

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked as I opened the fridge to see what he has.

"Anything is fine." He said and I decided to make pancakes, eggs, bacon and sausages.

"So what about you, when was your last relationship?" I asked curiously even though I have a feeling that I won't like his response.

"I don't do relationships, I just like to have fun, lots of fun..."

"It's okay, I understand. I don't need all the details." I interrupted him before he could go further.

"Well you asked." He pointed out with a smile on his face.

"And I regret it." I said truthfully as I continued making breakfast. "Did you ever think about finding your mate?" I asked curiously because he seems like he was okay having so much fun... I thought about finding my mate pretty frequently, I just thought that it will be love at first sight but that's obviously not the case but I am happy that my mate is Nate though. I like him, he is very handsome, confident, powerful, strong and very respected.

He is the opposite of me and I like it, all I need now is for him to truly accept me as his partner and my life will be complete.

"Yes, sometimes I do think about my mate but I never imagined that my mate will be a guy though. You are nice, sweet, beautiful and kind, you are pretty cool but this is very strange and I wish I can be what you want but the odds are not in my favor and I can't afford to risk my future." I love that he is honest with me and I know his fears which are valid but it has already happened, I am his mate and he will have to accept me eventually but I won't push it.

"It's fine, I understand you." I smiled at him because I know we are making progress, he will come around some day.

I love his compliments and I can't stop smiling...