this is me poem

A girl who was raped when she was 11 years old... She was scared back then and have a trauma because of that incident...She even had a boring life 'cause she was transferred to the place that only maid and butler who you can talk even her parents is not beside her to take care of her. She was living there until she reach 26.Suddenly her mom visits to her and she know that their company is in a huge problem. Her mom tell her that the only way to survive their company is to Marry Logan Parker Gray she was already decided to marry him just to save their company. She know that her desicion is making her regret someday.When she was traumatized she was scared to touch by a MAN even her father can't touch her because she was trembling and image of her with random guy flash on her mind when she was raped but after a years her condition is slowly going well but not fully recovered. She's still afraid of being touch by a man.Now that she is going to marry and she knew that she wasn't fully recovered and she was scared to be touch by a man. Would her husband will stay for her? Or Would any man stay for her? Boys will be boys they can't live without having sex so that's what she is worry about.. WOULD LOGAN PARKER GRAY STAY HER FOREVER?

WARNING! 18+ ONLY! "Emily! Kau tidak boleh keluar dari ruangan ini atau membelakangiku!" Alis Emily berkerut, tidak mengerti apa yang Jason inginkan darinya. "Apa maksudmu?" tanya gadis itu, mulai kesal. "Kau tetap di tempatmu, menghadapku!" perintah Jason. "Kau tidak boleh memalingkan muka sama sekali dan harus menyaksikan apa yang aku dan Tamara lakukan dari awal sampai akhir!" *** Emily Karlton terpaksa menjalani pernikahan tanpa didasari rasa cinta dengan Jason McKennel, yang merupakan saudara angkatnya. Perasaan yang seharusnya ditujukan kepada kakak laki-laki Jason, ternyata salah sasaran. Apalagi ketika sang ayah angkat mengambil keputusan yang layaknya hukuman mati untuk keduanya. Jason telah menjalin hubungan dengan seorang wanita yang sudah menikah, tetapi terpaksa menuruti keinginan sang ayah untuk menikahi Emily demi mendapatkan jabatan sebagai pemimpin perusahaan. Namun, di balik itu, ia tetap menjalani kisah cintanya secara diam-diam dengan sang kekasih. Sementara Emily berusaha menjadi istri yang baik, begitu pula dengan Jason yang berusaha untuk memupuk cinta untuk Emily, harus terganggu dengan kehadiran sang kekasih yang terus mengganggu pernikahan mereka dan segala usahanya jadi sia-sia. Akankah Emily berhasil mendapatkan hati Jason? Ataukah hubungan keduanya harus berakhir karena tidak ada cinta yang tumbuh di antara mereka?

Extract. " Why are you here?" She asked, staring out the window. She has refused to face him since he entered the room, treating him as if he were a ghost. She was a ghost to everyone but not to him and she wondered why. " Came to see you. Did I come at a bad time?" He asked. With a crooked sigh, she finally turned to face him, revealing a tear streaked face. Anger rose in him. Moving towards him, she muttered through gritted teeth. " Every time is a bad time Ray, don't you understand that?" " I understand if you're angry, I can always come see you tomorrow..." She cut him off. " I don't want you to come see me tomorrow or the day after that! I need you to leave me alone! Stop trying to help me Ray, we both know it's not going to work. I wonder why you even bother. Just go away!" " Why do you keep pushing me away?! I want to help you, why won't you let me?" " Because it's of no use. No one can help me Ray, not even you. And you trying is going to hurt the both of us! Even more than we can ever imagine." She spat, tears clouding in her eyes again. She was always crying and frowning. Never smiled. He never thought she knew what it felt like to smile. " But I love you! I freaking do! Why can't you understand and let me stay?" He yelled, shaking her, tears forming in his eyes at the one girl he loved but keeps pushing him away. " Then hate me. If you truly love me Ray... You would hate me." She growled, staring deep into his eyes. Giving him a choice, to hate or love her...

♡ I could see the pain flicker in his eyes when he finally said: "I don't think I can be friends with you anymore, Amari." ♡ Amari Vasilios, the CEO of the fast growing Advertising Company in California, got her heart broken by her best friend five years ago. She never thought that out of all the people her best friend, Zane Shaw, would be the one who would break her heart first... only because of a girl he had known for FOUR MONTHS. She was livid and she still is. She ignored and tried to avoid him as much as possible and for the past five years it worked. But now. Now she's staring at the invitation letter in her hand. It was a wedding invitation. From her brother and his fiancee. She had to go home. She had to go back to New York and attend the wedding. Attending the wedding means seeing him again. Attending the wedding means seeing the person she had successfully avoid for five years.

(WARNING 21+) Esme Lawrence Smith adalah anak yatim piatu dan dirawat oleh pasangan mafia terkenal di Brazil, tetapi ketika sudah berumur 21thn tanpa sepengetahuan kedua wali orangtuanya, Esme menjadi agent CIA dan tidak menyangka akan mendapatkan misi untuk mencari informasi tentang Pemimpin sebuah geng mafia. Dan yang ternyata adalah Austin Richards Hernandez, gagah, tampan, kaya, sadis, dan tidak memiliki hati nurani. Ia akan membunuh siapa saja yang mengusik kehidupannya. Lalu apa yang akan terjadi jika seorang Agent CIA dan Mafia yang sama sama kelas kakap bertemu ? Kedua pihak yang saling bertolak belakang, Esme yang harus menjadi wanita simpanan semata seorang ketua mafia, tanpa Austin tahu identitas asli Esme yang sebenarnya. Semakin lama ia banyak menghabiskan waktu dengan Austin, semakin membuat dirinya berada di dalam masalah besar...yaitu jatuh hati padanya. Tetapi terdapat seseorang yang selalu menyelamatkannya disaat Esme dalam bahaya, bisakah Esme menemukan orang tersebut ? Akankah permusuhan bisa cinta abadi ? Akankah mereka bertahan ditengah semua masalah ini ? Apakah Austin bisa jatuh hati seorang Agent CIA yang mengusik hidupnya ? Apakah terdapat lawan untuk mendapat hati Esme ? ----- Akankah Esme dapat merayu targetnya dan menyelesaikan projectnya meskipun Esme berada dalam lingkaran cinta segitiga antara ketua mafia dan penyelamat hidup yang sama sama memperebutkan hati seorang Esme Lawrence Smith

The wolf inside me howls when the bond snaps into place. I’ve found my second-chance mate. Just a few days ago, the man I’ve loved my whole life gave me to our former enemy in exchange for his sister’s hand in marriage. After I risked my own life to save his, my first mate Alpha Raul traded me like a thing. My heart and mind are in chaos, and I feel like I’m losing my grip on reality. The only thing I’m absolutely certain of is that I want more of the tenderness this stranger is offering me, to lose myself in him. His eyes widen, nostrils flaring, and I know he can smell my interest. I’m straddling his waist, and our bodies are pressed together. “You are mine,” he says quietly, and runs his thumb across my lower lip. My breathing is erratic, and I can feel the heat coiling in me, pulsing through me in delectable waves. This is crazy. I don’t even know his name and still, everywhere our skin touches I can feel the want crackling between us like electricity. I want this so badly, but it’s not who I am. I can’t use my savior to avenge myself on Raul and put a plaster on my shattered heart. “I’m sorry, I can’t. This isn’t right,” I offer an apology before getting off of him. But his hand snaps out and grabs my wrist, yanking me back onto him. “Tut-tut little wolf, there’s no running away from me. You’re mated to Alpha King Aiden now and I fully intend to keep you.”

After fleeing the country, Julianne Averee Lustre is living the luxurious Parisian life along with her son. She run the beauty industry like nobody's business. Though she's a bit cautious. She doesn't want him to find her. Unfortunately for her, Hunter Grayson Huntington had found her. Trying to flee again, but he already caught up to her.

Ang saya ko habang sakay ng isang magandang sasakyan, labis ang aking katauwaan ng makalabas sa ampunan. Buong akala ko ay magbabago na ang takbo ng aking buhay sa paglabas sa bahay na aking kinagisnan. Ngunit bakit,bakit mas sobra pa ang lupit na aking naranasan sa mga taong ang akla ko ay kaya akong iahon sa kamangmanangan. Maawa ka tulongan mo ako__Anne Gonzalis.

To forget the pain she is feeling when she caught her boyfriend cheating with her half-sister, Lumiere went to the club to get drunk and find herself. There, she met Rage Forger, a snobbish but handsome man. At first she thought she wouldn't get his attention however when she drunk danced on the dance floor, suddenly someone hugged her back she immediately felt his warm body and fragrant smell. It's their first time meeting however they ended up in a one night stand. She lost her virginity to a stranger who she thought she would never see again but that's where she made a mistake the next day it's her first day working  in her new job, as the secretary to the CEO.  What she didn't know is that the big boss turned out to be the man on whom she had one night stand with!

Me and My dad.... Sebuah novel yang menceritakan perjalanan hidup seorang Gadis bernama Ganeeta Tan Harsa. Terlahir sebagai anak seorang gangster kelas kakap bernama Ganandra Tan Harsa dan ibu seorang tentara berpangkat Jendral bernama Gayatri Pradipta Pasha Ganeeta kecil terpaksa harus kehilangan seorang ibu, dia menyaksikan ibunya meninggal tepat didepan matanya. Ibunya dibunuh oleh musuh ayahnya. Semenjak kejadian itu dia terpaksa dipisahkan dari sang Ayah dan diasuh serta di didik oleh sang kakek. Dia didik di sekolah intelijen untuk menjadi gadis yang mahir dalam bidang kemileteran dan pintar dalam berfikir bersama dengan dua orang paman kembarnya. Dua belas tahun berlalu, Ganeeta kembali ke kota kelahirannya untuk mencari sang Ayah, mencari pembunuh ibunya dan menyelesaikan misi rahasia yang ditugaskan kepadanya. Akan kah Ganeeta menemukan sang ayah dan berhasil menyelesaikan misinya?