A girl who was raped when she was 11 years old... She was scared back then and have a trauma because of that incident...She even had a boring life 'cause she was transferred to the place that only maid and butler who you can talk even her parents is not beside her to take care of her. She was living there until she reach 26.Suddenly her mom visits to her and she know that their company is in a huge problem. Her mom tell her that the only way to survive their company is to Marry Logan Parker Gray she was already decided to marry him just to save their company. She know that her desicion is making her regret someday.When she was traumatized she was scared to touch by a MAN even her father can't touch her because she was trembling and image of her with random guy flash on her mind when she was raped but after a years her condition is slowly going well but not fully recovered. She's still afraid of being touch by a man.Now that she is going to marry and she knew that she wasn't fully recovered and she was scared to be touch by a man. Would her husband will stay for her? Or Would any man stay for her? Boys will be boys they can't live without having sex so that's what she is worry about.. WOULD LOGAN PARKER GRAY STAY HER FOREVER?
View MoreIt's already midnight but I am here at the pool, drinking a wine.Now that I'm taking the right medicine for my trauma, I'm getting better. I'm no longer afraid to socialize with men, the day I've been waiting for to happen to me.But because of my slowly healing stage, the memories that I erased before are coming back. I've always been dreaming but not the whole story. My memory seemed to pass through my dream for a moment.I'm not afraid to socialize with men anymore but I can't seem to face my memories. I'm afraid to feel the fear again that I felt when that happened to me. Even in the dream I could feel my fear that I knew was from what happened to me. I thought that when I was no longer afraid to socialize with men, I would be okay, but I was worng. I still can't forget how that incident destroyed myself and my life. I still can't seem to accept that all that happened to me. I stopped drinking wine when I felt someone behind me. I turned around and saw that it was Logan. It's
I waved at Brick's car that was leaving until it was out of my sight. My smile immediately disappeared when I saw Logan in my peripheral vision.I crossed my arms and immediately walked inside the house. I even saw his deep sigh for a moment when he saw my disgusted face again in his presence.Why is he still here? Is he not busy anymore?I roll my eyes and just get some water from the fridge and pour it into my glass. I quickly drink the water from the glass when I saw that he was about to enter the kitchen. He was obviously follow me. I dropped the glass in the glass table with force which created a noise on the table causing Hilda to turn to me.I turned back immediately when I felt him approaching my place and walk towards my room."Can we... please talk?"He said softly, with so much softness in his tone.I didn't pay attention to what he said and just continued to climb the stairs. I didn't even look at him for a moment.I don't know when I will be ready to talk to him. I am st
I decided to go downstairs when I heard my stomach growl. I was staying in my room for 3 hours after I woke up and my heart still feels heavy but I have nothing to do but to face Logan.I am taking a step in the staircase when I smell the aroma of food. I feel more hungry.I thought Brick and I would be the only one to eat together today but it seems not because I saw Logan sitting across from Brick at the table.They sense that I am coming so they looked at me greeted me."Goodmorning..." Logan greeted but I didn't even look at him or even smile."Goodmorning, Vianne" Brick greeted and I returned the greeting and smiled at him.I didn't turn to Logan and then sat next to Brick. I felt that he was staring at both of us but I didn't look back at him.Logan was about to get some rice but his hand hung in the air when Brick already putting some rice on my plate so I looked at him. His eyes are not on me but on the plate and
I can feel the wind blows and it immediately embraces my skin. I look at the view in front of me. The sunrise never fails to make me calm. Since then, it has always been my ally. Comforting me before my day starts, telling me by its beauty that everything's gonna be alright.I feel a cloth that place in my shoulder. I look up to the person who put a coat on me, It's Brick."It's so early, Vianne. Why are you out here? It's still cold" Brick said and looked me in the eye. He sat next to me so I looked back at the orange sky. I smiled when I saw the sparkling sea because of the sunrise."I just want to look at the sun's beauty, to see something beautiful in the beginning of the day" I said without looking at him.How I wish the day starts always good and ends always in good but weather cannot be consistent, there are days start with sunrise, there are also days start with rain and so as life cannot be consistent as well."You know, it's not just sunrise is the only beautiful thing you c
Vianne’s POVAfter I came out of the bathroom, I immediately went to my closet to get some clothes. I got a simple t-shirt and shorts because I’m just staying here again-- at home.After getting dressed, I immediately combed my hair and used a dryer to dry it.I also put facial cream on my face so that my skin doesn’t look dry.When I finished tidying myself, I took my book and cellphone. I was going down the stairs and I looked at my phone to see what’s time when I saw that ‘Missed call’ was written on the screen. I typed my password and saw that it was from Logan.Shit! Why did he call at the wrong time?I felt disappointed because I didn’t answer his call because I took a shower earlier.I press the call button. I’ll just call Logan, because I didn’t answer his call earlier.But I felt disappointed again when he didn’t answer my call. Is he busy now?I frowned and walked down the stairs again. As usual, I will go to the garden today and read there.When I got to the garden, I saw Br
"Bye, Vianne. Please be early in Thursday, okay. It's our first trip" Cleah said, then wave her hands at me . She's inside of their car together with our other friends who's now also waving their hands at me. Their cheeks are red, obviously they are already drunk. "Vianne, you are really beautiful. No wonder many guys fallen for you!" Ash said. He was going to step out of the car but Cleah immediately stop him and make himself back to where he sit earlier."Y-Yeah, that guy is also drooling to you!" Maine said laughing and also my friends laughing to what she said.Everyone know who's the guy she's talking about and I couldn't paint my face at what she said. I hate that guy! "Shut up! Go home, druk fools!" I shout to them but they just laugh."Okay, Ms. Tipsy" Leisha said and everyone's laughing again. I close my eyes 'cause I can feel my vision starts to spin. "Vianne, are you sure you're okay here?" Cleah ask while our friends are still busy laughing."Yeah. I'm not drunk. I can
One week has passed and Logan is still not coming home. It was frustrating because he said he's only there for five days, but it took one week. Instead of sulking, I understand him because his work is hard. It's just that I miss him.. And I want him near me.We talk when he calls, and we also text, but it's still different when you see each other.I was just stunned looking at a cup filled with my coffee when I felt the water on my face. I screamed in shock. I looked at the man who's laughing."What the ... Brick!?" I shouted at Brick, who is in the swimming pool. I'm in the garden while reading a book and Brick is here, I didn't even notice."Your cup will melt under your gaze, you've been out of your self since earlier" he said.I roll my eyes at him."Just swim there. Don't bother me!" I shouts at him, annoyed, but he just laughed as if he was annoying me even more."Woah, hot headed girl.
I had just finished showering when mommy calls."Yes, mom?" I answered her call."Sweetie, Logan needs you to measure what you're going to wear for your wedding" mom said.My heart beats faster because of what mom said. Weeks from now, Logan and I are married, time flies really fast!"Logan isn't here, mom. The hospital is busy right now so, he needs to be there" I said."Oh! I see. Call Logan and tell him about it""Okay, mom, I'll tell him" I replied to mom."Oh, sweetie. You're going to get married, I will miss my baby" mom said sadly."Mom, I'm still your baby even though I'm married, and you can borrow me anytime" I said laughing."Hmm, okay, I'll borrow you, but if you give me a grandchild then, I won't borrow you" my mom giggled."Mom! Stop talking about grandchildren, please?" My mom laughed from the other line."Why? It's
I had just finished showering when mommy calls."Yes, mom?" I answered her call."Sweetie, Logan needs you to measure what you're going to wear for your wedding" mom said.My heart beats faster because of what mom said. Weeks from now, Logan and I are married, time flies really fast!"Logan isn't here, mom. The hospital is busy right now so, he needs to be there" I said."Oh! I see. Call Logan and tell him about it""Okay, mom, I'll tell him" I replied to mom."Oh, sweetie. You're going to get married, I will miss my baby" mom said sadly."Mom, I'm still your baby even though I'm married, and you can borrow me anytime" I said laughing."Hmm, okay, I'll borrow you, but if you give me a grandchild then, I won't borrow you" my mom giggled."Mom! Stop talking about grandchildren, please?" My mom laughed from the other line."Why? It's
CHAPTER 1 The wind blows my hair as I stand on the terrace, staring at the gate and waiting for it to open. "Ma'am, the sun is hitting you there in your place. You can wait for Madame Criselda inside," said Hilda, one of the maids with me here at home. "I just want to wait here, Hilda. The air is fresh, so it's better to wait here," I replied to her while smiling. I looked at the gate again. "If that's what you want, Ma'am, I'll leave you here. Just call me if you need anything." I just nodded while still looking at the gate. I'm excited to see mom because the last time she came here was 6 months ago. I looked around and smiled bitterly. S...
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