When Josh stepped into the house, the first thing he saw was his mother, seated stiffly on one of the sofas in the living room.
She was facing the entrance—the door that separated the foyer from the rest of the house—as if she had been waiting for him all this time, ensuring he would catch her expression the moment he walked in. Sour and tense.
Josh’s steps faltered. He still couldn't guess what he was about to face at that moment. As far as he knew, there was nothing wrong within the family. He also felt that he hadn't done anything wrong lately, especially to his mother. In fact, compared to his older siblings, he was the most obedient, the most reliable.
Yet his mother’s piercing gaze cut through him. Her eyes unblinked. With her arms crossed in front of her chest, she watched Josh approach her in silence, without saying a word.
Josh swallowed hard. The air in the room was thick with something unsettling, something oppressive. It was eerie and cold, despite the lights still burning brightly.
He saw no one else around, except his mother. The servants had probably rested and returned to their places —considering it was almost midnight when he got here. And his father, on the other hand, had probably fallen asleep from exhaustion—or hadn't come home yet. Or perhaps, not planning to come home at all.
Either way, in the absence of his father's presence, only made this moment more difficult.
All the uncertainty, endless speculation, and a creeping sense of dread coiled tightly in Josh’s chest, made him remain silent without daring to say a word. Even a simple greeting felt too dangerous.
Slowly, he lowered himself onto the sofa across from his mother. And waited.
Finally, a deep and heavy sigh out from his mother, preceded her words.
"Do you know why I called you at this hour?" Her tone of voice was flat and completely stiff, without the slightest touch of emotion.
Josh thought for a moment, then replied, "I'm sorry, Mom. I don’t know."
Then the woman let out her sigh again. This time sharp and harsh—like a blade slicing through the tense air. Showing the frustration within her.
"Don't know? NO IDEA?!" Her voice rose even higher. Her eyes widening in disbelief, that her youngest son who she was often proud of was being so stupid.
Josh flinched. He gasped when he heard his mother's sudden shout. His forehead furrowed with a deep bow. He lowered his gaze because didn't dare to glance or look at his mother’s glare.
He was really confused as to what was really going on. What had he done? What could possibly have made his mother this disturbed and furious? The problem was that he really didn't know what caused her mother to be like this. He didn't feel like there was anything wrong in their internal family relationships these days. Nothing seemed out of place. He, and his two older siblings, also didn't seem to have done anything wrong. Their family situation was just normal. There weren't any external problems either—all work and business matters were running smoothly. Their situation could be said to be perfectly fine.
So, then… what?
What was going on?
His mind scrambled for answers.
Josh tried to encourage himself. In a soft and stammering tone, he tried to apologize again, "I—I'm sorry, Mom. I really don’t know, Mom. I—"
"You have no right to apologize."
Josh's breath hitched. He then fell silent. He thought even harder, but he was stuck at the end.
“Do you know why you don't deserve my apology?” His mother snorted again, then immediately continued her words without intending to wait for a useless answer from her son. "I can even already tell that you have no clue. Don't you? You're so shameless. You embarrass me!"
This time he totally remained silent.
"Did you think my warning I made the other day was just for fun?” she continued, her voice sharp, “Did you think I was joking? That you could take my words so lightly?"
Her mother's voice was flat again, no longer as fiery as before. Even so, there was still a strong touch of sarcasm and anger in it.
Josh's forehead furrowed even more.
His lips parted, desperate to say something, anything.
“I'm sorry, mom, but I really don't know,” his words trailed off, his breathing labored, his voice growing slower and slower as if it were nothing more than a murmur, “I don't know what happened...”
Josh’s voice was low, but the woman in her forties' ears were still healthy enough to hear his son’s mumbling.
“That witch really has rotted your brain.”
Instantly Josh came to his senses.
At the point when his mother uttered that sentence, Josh really only just realized the impasse that was clogging up all the speculations in his head. He began to understand where his mother was going with this, and why she had become so agitated.
He should have guessed and taken precautions when her mother suddenly told him to go home at this hour. As if there was some urgency that couldn't wait until tomorrow. And this, so far, had only ever—only ever—been related to one thing: Sharon.
There was no mistaking it. Surely her mother's current anger had something to do with his relationship with Sharon. If not, who else would her mother call a witch.
Josh’s heart pounded in his ears. He had been so careful. He had covered his tracks. He had made sure no one would know that he was still seeing her.
Supposedly, he should have suspected his mother knew that he was still in contact with Sharon even though it was the last plausible possibility... even though he had covered it up as carefully and carefully as possible. But, still, he should have known. He should have expected this. He should have been prepared.
Because, no matter what, there was always a chance that her mother would eventually find out.
The problem was, the question now was, how could she?
How would she find out?
Josh barely noticed as his mother reached for her phone and pressed something on the lit screen.
The look in his eyes now seemed to fade and tremble. He could see the images of the apocalypse unfolding before him. Ready to pick him up and crush him to pieces and ashes.
"By the way, where were you last night? And today?" His mother stopped pressing her phone screen, and started asking questions. She half wanted to make fun of her own son, but she also wanted to find out how much he could lie to her.
"I—" instantly his throat became drier than a desert. Josh even had trouble swallowing his own saliva. His eyes trembled even more, and he brushed the backs of his legs with a frantic look.
"Answer me. I want to hear it straight from your mouth."
His mother's gaze became more serious and sharp. Meanwhile, her son who was sitting in front of her could only look down and utter stammering words.
The woman knew where this conversation would end. That much was clear. But more than that, deep in her heart, above all her own selfishness, perhaps there was still a slight desire to see Josh show his honesty.
Even if it was difficult, obviously. Because if he were to tell the truth, he would be admitting to blatantly breaking the agreement he had with her. And there were consequences that lay ahead.
But the woman waited anyway. She wanted to see how far her youngest son would go just for a cheap woman.
His tongue felt heavy, and his pulse unsteady. His fingers brushed against the fabric of his pants, without him realizing.
"I—" Josh cleared his throat, "Today, I—"
If his mother was asked a question like this... The biggest possibility was that she had already found out. Although Josh himself didn’t know how.Maybe someone had seen him with Sharon as they spent the day outside together. Maybe it was his own mother who saw them—no, his mother would've immediately confronted them both—especially Sharon—not called him alone at this time of night. Or maybe Jason had seen him with Sharon at the restaurant this afternoon? Although he was sure Jason hadn't seen Sharon at the restaurant, there was still a slight possibility.Or—Could Ashley have complained to his mom?His mom didn’t just ask about today. But she mentioned last night. If it was really Jason or someone who knew him, they wouldn't know that he stayed at Sharon's apartment last night.Was this all Ashley's doing?Clearly, right now he had to answer very carefully.The probability for him was fifty percent for an answer. One to tell a lie, and one to tell a little lie.Because as bad as it
Josh was frantic. He couldn't answer anything. His voice suddenly disappeared as if swallowed by a complicated life dilemma. It was as if his entire body was swallowed by quicksand with thousands of leeches eating away at his body.His current situation was really difficult. Being forced to choose between the interests of his family and his feelings for Sharon, was like telling him to commit suicide. There was nothing he could choose. There was nothing he could prioritize over the others. Everything was important to him.That's why he kept in touch with Sharon despite agreeing to break up with her. He had done everything he could. He was even willing to spend a lot of time making plans and being more careful so as not to get caught by anyone.But Min Jinah was really a surprise. He hadn’t thought of her at all, as his mother had never mentioned her. He believed it was all over since the incident from years ago had been resolved and faded over time.He suddenly felt incredibly naive
"Then how about last night. You haven't answered where you were last night?"Josh again swallowed his saliva with difficulty.“At home,” he replied softly. “Of course I was home with Ashley.”His mother glanced at him without interest. Even though she didn't actually know whether her son was lying or not—she herself had asked this one question only because Min Jinah was babbling incoherently about how she wasn't sure if she'd seen Josh or someone who looked like Josh going out late at night from his apartment on the wedding night."I hope you're not lying. I heard something uncomfortable, but I don't know if it's true or not... But leaving a woman alone on the wedding night—that would hurt her a lot. You have to understand that."Josh's jaw hardened.Remembering that he not only left Ashley last night, but also fought and was rude to her, made his guilt tingle again."I also want you to keep your other promises. We can't wait too long,“ her mother thought again, ”should I legalize our
"Yes. Interesting, isn't it?"“That brother of yours seems really stupid, huh.”"He's just blind. That girl is very good at clouding his common sense. Sometimes I wonder what it is about that girl that makes Josh cling so tightly, as if he’s incapable of letting go—as if her presence is inescapable. Like it's impossible to let go of the shadow," Jason paused."That girl is like a leech, Mr. Lim. That's why your brother has a hard time letting go of her. Just like a person with a severe addiction, for him she acts as both a parasite and a source of opium."Jason was quite impressed by the former journalist's reasoning and judgment. He couldn't disagree against it—because what she said was so true. Her words were disturbingly accurate."You sound like an expert. No wonder you used to be such a great journalist.”“Used to be? What about now?” Jinah’s voice held a tinge of irritation."Of course you've become more skillful and professional. If you weren’t reliable, I wouldn't have reached
Tonight Josh was forced to return to his own home. After his very intense conversation with his mother, it was clear that he didn't dare to go straight back to Sharon's apartment.In fact, he was unsure whether he should be determined to stay away from Sharon for a while, or whether he should be stubborn enough to meet her secretly as usual. Which of course came with consequences that were far worse than before.If he took the first option, compromised with Sharon and kept their distance—even though the girl would explode in anger and refuse to part with him without listening to any reason, as he had tried in the past—maybe he would be able to delay a little time to find a way to get back together with Sharon without having to worry about any sanctions.But if he took the second option, by continuing to prioritize Sharon and breaking his own promise—which he had even said with a face full of guilt less than an hour ago—then, he really had to be ready to accept a punishment that would
There was no need to think too hard right now, because no matter how hard he tried, his thoughts kept spinning in the same endless vortex. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. Nor did there seem to be any easy way out. Everything was dark—as if he were trapped alone in a labyrinthine abyss, with no light, no clues, no hope of escape.The more he sped up his running, the more he amplified his screams, or the more desperate he was to find the exit... all he found was the deeper he got lost.Maybe he didn't need to solve everything right now. Maybe, tomorrow, he would find a miracle—something that he hadn't thought of yet.Josh decided to clean himself up after sitting there for a while.Still only half-aware of his actions, he wandered toward the master bedroom. It was pure instinct—a reflex from his body seeking the most natural place to rest. Even after Josh realized he was standing in front of the door, he didn't immediately turn around or back away. He didn’t panic. He just
Josh woke up in a much better condition than before. As his consciousness rose to the surface, and his eyes peered open, he could feel the fatigue that had previously settled over his body had now vanished. Perhaps not entirely, but it was enough to make him feel lighter and more comfortable.He turned her head to the side—just because before going to bed he remembered Ashley was there—and found emptiness. The lighting in the room was also still the same as last night, the curtains were still closed, and it was so quiet. It certainly piqued her curiosity, about how long he had fallen into a deep sleep and what time it was.Slowly, he got up from the bed and sat himself on the edge. Then he swept his gaze across the room as he recalled where he had last placed his cell phone.After a few careful head turns, his eyes found the phone lying on the coffee table by the window.Josh then stood up and walked towards the location of his cell phone. Intending to check the time and if there were
After carefully watching Ashley's gestures, facial expressions, and the look in her eyes, Josh was finally able to translate what she meant.His mouth then automatically formed the letter ‘Aah’ as a response that he understood.Then, Josh tried to hold back and postpone everything he had planned before—looking for Ashley because he wanted to continue their conversation yesterday. Although it couldn't be denied that the intense turmoil in his head, in his chest, at the base of his tongue—all of them—wanted to be spewed out and resolved as soon as possible, just to alleviate the suffocating pressure caused by the pile of problems with the other party. Which had not been resolved at all, but rather grew, and grew.But no matter what, he still has to be able to control himself. In order not to be caught off guard by something that could harm him as it has in the past. He, also, had to be calm. That way, he would be able to see the big picture of the position at least, after the unknown wo
Josh pushed his suitcase and Ashley's suitcase while she was already inside the house.Ashley had been very cold to him since their last day in Paris.Although every time he asked her what made her behave that way, she always replied with the same lines “I'm fine”, “I'm just tired”, “I'm not angry with you”, “I'm just the way I am”, “I'm not really angry, why would I be angry, I have no right to be angry”, “I'm just being normal”, “We agreed not to bother each other, so I'm more comfortable with us keeping our distance”.All the girl's words boiled down to one conclusion: she was indeed angry with Josh, she just didn't want to admit it.Whereas the previous few days they had enjoyed their days in Paris very much. There was even a moment when Josh felt that the two of them could be good friends.As the plane landed back in their hometown, Ashley could barely stop herself from screaming. Every second on the plane, he thought of only one thing: when he got home, he wouldn't pretend to be
Sharon's first night in Paris, after she arrived and met Josh, the hotel felt very different to Ashley. As expected, Josh did not return to their room that night. Instead, he stayed in Sharon's room which was located right next to theirs. Ashley lay down on her bed, but the sadness that was choking her heart prevented her from sleeping. Amidst the silence of the night, Ashley could hear quite a few noisy and disturbing sounds - laughter, small talk, and above all, the sound of Sharon who was probably enjoying her evening with Josh. Every second felt like time stood still, yet filled with anxiety.Ashley pulled the blanket closer to her body, trying to calm her mind. However, in the darkness, the loneliness and hurt continued to haunt her. It was a very hard night. Ashley thought, why did this happen to her? The two of them-Josh and Ashley-had shared beautiful moments. They had laughed together, talked about the future, and planned things. But now, Ashley felt like a stranger in Josh's
That morning, the Parisian air felt colder than usual, as if it shared Ashley's pent-up anxiety. Upon opening her eyes, she was surprised to find herself in Josh's arms, closer than ever before. Their position this time was very different-their faces were too close, almost inches apart. They stared at each other with their eyes wide open, both stunned.Josh seemed to have just realized their position. Reflexively, he pulled his body slightly, separating the distance between them. However, their gazes remained focused, as if time had slowed down. There was only an awkward silence between them. Josh, who usually looked relaxed, now looked a little uneasy. On the other hand, Ashley could only look at the man with mixed feelings-between confused, upset, and not knowing what to do."Ma-sorry," Josh stammered, finally breaking the silence. "I... didn't mean-"Ashley looked at him sharply. She could feel his irregular heartbeat, perhaps even faster than usual. "I... don't know what to say,"
Josh and Sharon spent their days in Paris full of laughter and fun.As per the list they had made long before their departure, they started exploring one tourist spot after another.Their first destination was, of course, the Louvre.They walked hand-in-hand through the iconic pyramid-shaped glass entrance, Sharon's eyes sparkling with enthusiasm.Inside the museum, they stopped for a long time in front of the Mona Lisa painting, talking quietly, joking about how small it was compared to their expectations. Josh took many photos of Sharon in front of other famous paintings.No matter that there was a ban on photography in some parts, Josh quietly stole moments - too eager to capture Sharon's contented smile.Afterwards, they walked to the Eiffel Tower.There, they took pictures at various corners of the Champ de Mars park, and then climbed to the top of the tower, getting a bird's-eye view of the entire city of Paris.Sharon hugged Josh tightly as the wind picked up, chuckling and tea
Josh sighed, his eyes closed for a moment, as if holding back a burst of frustration. He walked over to the sofa, looking at it with skepticism.“It's small and hard, Ash,” he said, his tone getting heavy. "I've been exhausted since Korea. Had to spend the night with Sharon..."Josh stopped, realizing his mistake in saying the name.Ashley's face instantly changed. The look in her eyes froze.“Yes, of course,” Ashley muttered, her voice laden with bitter sarcasm. “You're exhausted from ‘serving’ Sharon, then think I should just understand?”Josh growled in frustration. “That's not what I meant!”Ashley approached, standing just a few steps away from him, her body tensed like a bow ready to shoot.“Every time I try to feel better about all this, every time I start to think maybe we could be friends, maybe even... more, you always remind me who I am in your eyes!” she said sharply."Just a formality. Someone you married because of a contract, while your heart is elsewhere."Josh returne
Josh had finally arrived in Paris.The long, tiring flight paid off a little as he set foot on the European soil, greeted with beautiful afternoon skies, cool air, and the typical hustle and bustle of the city of love.Ashley walked beside her, pulling her small suitcase.They both looked a little clumsy-not because they were not used to being together, but because each of them was still trying to find a new rhythm in this strange relationship of theirs: a loveless marriage, but with an official status to live up to.They arrived at the luxurious five-star hotel.Josh took care of the check-in while occasionally stealing glances at Ashley who looked beautiful in a beige coat and white scarf. For some reason, there was something about her that felt different that day. More calm. More natural.They took the elevator to the highest floor.Ashley stepped in first as the door opened. "Wow..." she muttered spontaneously.Josh just smiled a little at her amazed expression.Their room was eno
Two weeks have passed since the warm but awkward meeting between Josh, Ashley, and their two moms. Many things have changed since then. The wounds on Ashley's body are slowly healing, both physically and mentally. Mrs. Kim finally declared Ashley healthy, and the news brought a wave of new plans-including the long-delayed honeymoon.Josh's mom, with her typical enthusiasm, decided to give a special gift: a honeymoon trip to Paris. Everything was organized in perfect detail, from the first-class flight to the luxurious hotel overlooking the Seine River. Ashley herself could hardly believe it was all happening so fast. But, on the other side of the city, Josh faced a more complicated dilemma.The night before departure, Josh sat in his car, staring at his phone screen that displayed Sharon's name. He took a deep breath before finally pressing the call button.When Sharon picked up, Josh could almost feel the anger simmering from the other side of the line, even before a word was spoken.
After cleaning herself, treating her wounds, and taking her medication, Ashley let out a long sigh. There was one important thing she had to do today.Ashley stared at her phone screen hesitantly for a long time. Before finally pressing the “Mom” contact and pressing the call button. She waited for the phone to connect.Her heart was beating lightly when her mother's voice came from the other side. In a low voice, almost a whisper, Ashley said, “Mom,” she said softly as she heard her mother's voice on the other end. "Today I'm going to see Dr. Kim for a consultation on the treatment of my injuries. After that... Can I stop by to see her for a while?"She didn't mention names, there was no need. Between them, it didn't take too many words to understand who she meant. A few seconds of silence passed, before her mother finally replied in a soft yet cautious tone, "Alright. I'll have them arrange access for you today."Ashley breathed a sigh of relief. There was something warm and bitter
Josh came home the next morning, his face tired but still forced a faint smile. Ashley had expected it. There was no need to explain. When the door opened and the sound of Josh's footsteps could be heard, Ashley only glanced briefly from between the kitchen doors.He was heading out, a small bag slung over his shoulder, sandals already on.“Where are you going?” asked Josh, his voice heavy as always, but this time there was a curious tone he couldn't hide.Ashley buttoned up her jacket. "To the family dermatologist. I want to start treatment for these wounds," she said with a faint smile, pointing to her still slightly bruised cheek.Josh put the car keys down on the table with a loud noise, as if accidentally venting a small annoyance. “I'll drop you off.”Ashley immediately shook her head. "You don't have to. I can do it myself. Besides, you look tired. Get some rest."“I can, really—”“No need, Josh.” Her voice sounded firmer than she would have liked. It made Josh pause for a mome