If his mother was asked a question like this... The biggest possibility was that she had already found out. Although Josh himself didn’t know how.
Maybe someone had seen him with Sharon as they spent the day outside together. Maybe it was his own mother who saw them—no, his mother would've immediately confronted them both—especially Sharon—not called him alone at this time of night. Or maybe Jason had seen him with Sharon at the restaurant this afternoon? Although he was sure Jason hadn't seen Sharon at the restaurant, there was still a slight possibility.
Or—
Could Ashley have complained to his mom?
His mom didn’t just ask about today. But she mentioned last night. If it was really Jason or someone who knew him, they wouldn't know that he stayed at Sharon's apartment last night.
Was this all Ashley's doing?
Clearly, right now he had to answer very carefully.
The probability for him was fifty percent for an answer. One to tell a lie, and one to tell a little lie.
Because as bad as it might seem, Josh might still have to be a little hopeful that his own speculation just now wasn't entirely correct. It could be that this wasn't all about his ongoing relationship with Sharon.
Although his hope was almost impossible, he should at least try to find that impossible breath of fresh air.
“I went to meet with my employees,” Josh actually said cautiously, but also in a tone that tried to sound convincing. “To discuss the launch of next month's project.”
“Who?” His mom was still patient.
"Um, Mr. Lee. The marketing manager."
His mom went back to her phone and tapped her finger on it again while still asking the question without looking at her son, “Where?”
Josh was confused to death.
But he still convinced himself to say what he had told Jason this afternoon. Somehow, his instincts told him that he should tell the same lie. It would be safer for him and easier for him to control the situation than if he told many lies while he himself didn't know what kind of situation he was facing.
“At Moon Sun.”
His mother nodded vaguely, then pressed a button on the screen lightly, and closed her phone.
“I really can't get over it. I gave birth to a son who has now turned out to be so stupid and ignorant.”
At the same time, a series of sounds indicating an incoming message could be heard from his cellphone.
Josh glanced at his coat pocket, then at his mother. Meanwhile, his mother looked at him without blinking while slightly jerking her head, as if implying that Josh should immediately open the message on his cellphone.
Josh hesitantly reached into his pocket and opened his own cell phone. On the main screen, there were many message notifications that came from his own mother. Josh suddenly glanced at his mother with a lot of scenarios suddenly popping up in his head.
His mom was right in front of him, but she had chosen to send him a bunch of picture messages instead of speaking directly to him.
With cold, trembling fingers, he opened the message.
His breath caught in his throat, and his heart seemed to stop suddenly in one beat as he looked at the contents of the pictures his mother had sent him.
There were pictures of him and Sharon. They were in many of the places they had both visited today.
“I—I,” Josh stammered, “I accidentally met her.”
“But you don’t look like two people who accidentally met.”
Josh was silent this time. His mouth was locked tightly with his head down. He did not dare to ask for forgiveness or try again to give other reasons that would obviously be considered unreasonable by his mother. He could no longer evade. He could no longer lie and deceive his mother even further.
That was the end of his history.
"Walking around all day, just the two of you. From one place to another. But you're saying you guys accidentally met? Accidentally met, then accidentally spent time together? I didn't know your mindset could be this messy, son."
His mother was silent after saying so many things, staring intently at her youngest son.
"Any idea who sent me those pictures of you two?"
'No idea. I also want to know who the asshole was that ratted me out!' Josh’s riled-up heart was screaming in frustration.
Jason and Ashley were still on his list of suspects—but without good reason. But after seeing all this reality, he doubted if either of them was really capable of making it this far.
"Min Jinah. Remember her?" His mother's eyebrows rose. His stomach felt sick at the mention of the woman's name. After all the trouble he had gone through, now he had to deal with that cunning snake again.
Annoyingly, she had to sacrifice his precious attention just for a cheap scandal that really hadn't crossed her mind lately. And all because of that other snake woman—Sharon. One was eating away at her, and the other was eating away at her youngest son. It was really troublesome.
Meanwhile, Josh, who heard the name, was automatically reminded of a major incident that had almost destroyed him years ago. The apocalypse had befallen his family in one night, and his parents had to stuff Min Jinah's mouth with tons of money.
The woman looked at Josh, who was silent and contemplating, guessing that her son had begun to remember the uproar he had caused so long ago.
"Remember? Because of you two, we had to take care of it for years. I should have told you that I lost a lot of money up to this point for that woman. We were even willing to treat her very well. But after a long period of calm, she suddenly appeared at a time like this. Right after your wedding."
"Is she—" Josh ventured to ask, "asking for shut-up money again?"
"Of course. Why would she send me all that if she didn’t want something?"
The presence of the ex-journalist woman was completely beyond his expectations.
At first, he could only think that this was all the work of Jason or Ashley.
He would probably only have a limited conflict with his mother if it was one of the two of them who complained.
But when it comes to other people—especially Min Jinah—he should prepare himself to face more serious consequences. That woman was cunning and good at blackmail. That incident all those years ago and today could probably get her to shut her mouth by using Josh's weakness to sell to his own mother.
But considering that this time he was married to Ashley, there were a variety of worse possibilities that he might not be able to imagine. Worst of all, what if Min Jinah used his scandal to blackmail Ashley's parents directly? If that were to happen, his family's position in the relationship between the two families would definitely be severely harmed. And he was the only one who would have to bear the brunt of it.
All those bad scenarios were swirling around in Josh's head like a horror movie montage.
“She... is really willing to keep her mouth shut, right?” Josh asked in a tone that sounded a little shaky.
Meanwhile, his mom caught the fear in Josh's eyes.
“I mean—she’s not going to use it to gain a bigger advantage, right?” Josh's voice shook even more, “like by going to Ashley's parents?”
His mother snorted with a mocking laugh.
"Now you're scared? You just realized that what you did was very detrimental to our family—especially after you got married?"
Josh was silent. This time, he acknowledged the magnitude of what a scandal might do to him.
"I've tried to keep your past from ever surfacing. But now you're the one digging it up and holding it up high. If your eyes have been opened, you should now understand why I made that deal with you."
His mother’s forehead wrinkled.
Many things were suddenly bubbling up from that woman’s memory, piecing together and assembling one by one into a complex puzzle.
“You really need to be careful,” his mother emphasized in a very serious voice. "Our family's survival is not only in the hands of the Song family. But also my father—your very stubborn grandfather. If they let us go, we might all really end up living on the streets."
Josh was frantic. He couldn't answer anything. His voice suddenly disappeared as if swallowed by a complicated life dilemma. It was as if his entire body was swallowed by quicksand with thousands of leeches eating away at his body.His current situation was really difficult. Being forced to choose between the interests of his family and his feelings for Sharon, was like telling him to commit suicide. There was nothing he could choose. There was nothing he could prioritize over the others. Everything was important to him.That's why he kept in touch with Sharon despite agreeing to break up with her. He had done everything he could. He was even willing to spend a lot of time making plans and being more careful so as not to get caught by anyone.But Min Jinah was really a surprise. He hadn’t thought of her at all, as his mother had never mentioned her. He believed it was all over since the incident from years ago had been resolved and faded over time.He suddenly felt incredibly naive
"Then how about last night. You haven't answered where you were last night?"Josh again swallowed his saliva with difficulty.“At home,” he replied softly. “Of course I was home with Ashley.”His mother glanced at him without interest. Even though she didn't actually know whether her son was lying or not—she herself had asked this one question only because Min Jinah was babbling incoherently about how she wasn't sure if she'd seen Josh or someone who looked like Josh going out late at night from his apartment on the wedding night."I hope you're not lying. I heard something uncomfortable, but I don't know if it's true or not... But leaving a woman alone on the wedding night—that would hurt her a lot. You have to understand that."Josh's jaw hardened.Remembering that he not only left Ashley last night, but also fought and was rude to her, made his guilt tingle again."I also want you to keep your other promises. We can't wait too long,“ her mother thought again, ”should I legalize our
"Yes. Interesting, isn't it?"“That brother of yours seems really stupid, huh.”"He's just blind. That girl is very good at clouding his common sense. Sometimes I wonder what it is about that girl that makes Josh cling so tightly, as if he’s incapable of letting go—as if her presence is inescapable. Like it's impossible to let go of the shadow," Jason paused."That girl is like a leech, Mr. Lim. That's why your brother has a hard time letting go of her. Just like a person with a severe addiction, for him she acts as both a parasite and a source of opium."Jason was quite impressed by the former journalist's reasoning and judgment. He couldn't disagree against it—because what she said was so true. Her words were disturbingly accurate."You sound like an expert. No wonder you used to be such a great journalist.”“Used to be? What about now?” Jinah’s voice held a tinge of irritation."Of course you've become more skillful and professional. If you weren’t reliable, I wouldn't have reached
Tonight Josh was forced to return to his own home. After his very intense conversation with his mother, it was clear that he didn't dare to go straight back to Sharon's apartment.In fact, he was unsure whether he should be determined to stay away from Sharon for a while, or whether he should be stubborn enough to meet her secretly as usual. Which of course came with consequences that were far worse than before.If he took the first option, compromised with Sharon and kept their distance—even though the girl would explode in anger and refuse to part with him without listening to any reason, as he had tried in the past—maybe he would be able to delay a little time to find a way to get back together with Sharon without having to worry about any sanctions.But if he took the second option, by continuing to prioritize Sharon and breaking his own promise—which he had even said with a face full of guilt less than an hour ago—then, he really had to be ready to accept a punishment that would
There was no need to think too hard right now, because no matter how hard he tried, his thoughts kept spinning in the same endless vortex. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. Nor did there seem to be any easy way out. Everything was dark—as if he were trapped alone in a labyrinthine abyss, with no light, no clues, no hope of escape.The more he sped up his running, the more he amplified his screams, or the more desperate he was to find the exit... all he found was the deeper he got lost.Maybe he didn't need to solve everything right now. Maybe, tomorrow, he would find a miracle—something that he hadn't thought of yet.Josh decided to clean himself up after sitting there for a while.Still only half-aware of his actions, he wandered toward the master bedroom. It was pure instinct—a reflex from his body seeking the most natural place to rest. Even after Josh realized he was standing in front of the door, he didn't immediately turn around or back away. He didn’t panic. He just
Josh woke up in a much better condition than before. As his consciousness rose to the surface, and his eyes peered open, he could feel the fatigue that had previously settled over his body had now vanished. Perhaps not entirely, but it was enough to make him feel lighter and more comfortable.He turned her head to the side—just because before going to bed he remembered Ashley was there—and found emptiness. The lighting in the room was also still the same as last night, the curtains were still closed, and it was so quiet. It certainly piqued her curiosity, about how long he had fallen into a deep sleep and what time it was.Slowly, he got up from the bed and sat himself on the edge. Then he swept his gaze across the room as he recalled where he had last placed his cell phone.After a few careful head turns, his eyes found the phone lying on the coffee table by the window.Josh then stood up and walked towards the location of his cell phone. Intending to check the time and if there were
After carefully watching Ashley's gestures, facial expressions, and the look in her eyes, Josh was finally able to translate what she meant.His mouth then automatically formed the letter ‘Aah’ as a response that he understood.Then, Josh tried to hold back and postpone everything he had planned before—looking for Ashley because he wanted to continue their conversation yesterday. Although it couldn't be denied that the intense turmoil in his head, in his chest, at the base of his tongue—all of them—wanted to be spewed out and resolved as soon as possible, just to alleviate the suffocating pressure caused by the pile of problems with the other party. Which had not been resolved at all, but rather grew, and grew.But no matter what, he still has to be able to control himself. In order not to be caught off guard by something that could harm him as it has in the past. He, also, had to be calm. That way, he would be able to see the big picture of the position at least, after the unknown wo
But Josh still didn't move.His eyes did seem to follow the direction where his father pointed to a folder with his chin. But as soon as he dropped his gaze on the inanimate object, his imagination and hopes about the future of his life with Sharon died.The sound of his father's cell phone broke the short silence between them. After checking the identity of the caller, his father's finger slid over the button and answered briefly. A “Hello” was followed by a few “Hm-hm” and finished with “Yeah, I'll be right there.”Josh watched his father's movements from the tail of his eyes in silence. With his mouth tightly shut and head still bowed, he stared at the folder that held the record of how his life story would end.The man who had almost the same facial lines as Josh glanced at the woman beside him for a signal. The woman, Josh's mother, nodded while flashing a faint smile.“Don't try to make trouble, or even spoil it,” the old man stood up as he straightened his suit, "We've already
Josh pushed his suitcase and Ashley's suitcase while she was already inside the house.Ashley had been very cold to him since their last day in Paris.Although every time he asked her what made her behave that way, she always replied with the same lines “I'm fine”, “I'm just tired”, “I'm not angry with you”, “I'm just the way I am”, “I'm not really angry, why would I be angry, I have no right to be angry”, “I'm just being normal”, “We agreed not to bother each other, so I'm more comfortable with us keeping our distance”.All the girl's words boiled down to one conclusion: she was indeed angry with Josh, she just didn't want to admit it.Whereas the previous few days they had enjoyed their days in Paris very much. There was even a moment when Josh felt that the two of them could be good friends.As the plane landed back in their hometown, Ashley could barely stop herself from screaming. Every second on the plane, he thought of only one thing: when he got home, he wouldn't pretend to be
Sharon's first night in Paris, after she arrived and met Josh, the hotel felt very different to Ashley. As expected, Josh did not return to their room that night. Instead, he stayed in Sharon's room which was located right next to theirs. Ashley lay down on her bed, but the sadness that was choking her heart prevented her from sleeping. Amidst the silence of the night, Ashley could hear quite a few noisy and disturbing sounds - laughter, small talk, and above all, the sound of Sharon who was probably enjoying her evening with Josh. Every second felt like time stood still, yet filled with anxiety.Ashley pulled the blanket closer to her body, trying to calm her mind. However, in the darkness, the loneliness and hurt continued to haunt her. It was a very hard night. Ashley thought, why did this happen to her? The two of them-Josh and Ashley-had shared beautiful moments. They had laughed together, talked about the future, and planned things. But now, Ashley felt like a stranger in Josh's
That morning, the Parisian air felt colder than usual, as if it shared Ashley's pent-up anxiety. Upon opening her eyes, she was surprised to find herself in Josh's arms, closer than ever before. Their position this time was very different-their faces were too close, almost inches apart. They stared at each other with their eyes wide open, both stunned.Josh seemed to have just realized their position. Reflexively, he pulled his body slightly, separating the distance between them. However, their gazes remained focused, as if time had slowed down. There was only an awkward silence between them. Josh, who usually looked relaxed, now looked a little uneasy. On the other hand, Ashley could only look at the man with mixed feelings-between confused, upset, and not knowing what to do."Ma-sorry," Josh stammered, finally breaking the silence. "I... didn't mean-"Ashley looked at him sharply. She could feel his irregular heartbeat, perhaps even faster than usual. "I... don't know what to say,"
Josh and Sharon spent their days in Paris full of laughter and fun.As per the list they had made long before their departure, they started exploring one tourist spot after another.Their first destination was, of course, the Louvre.They walked hand-in-hand through the iconic pyramid-shaped glass entrance, Sharon's eyes sparkling with enthusiasm.Inside the museum, they stopped for a long time in front of the Mona Lisa painting, talking quietly, joking about how small it was compared to their expectations. Josh took many photos of Sharon in front of other famous paintings.No matter that there was a ban on photography in some parts, Josh quietly stole moments - too eager to capture Sharon's contented smile.Afterwards, they walked to the Eiffel Tower.There, they took pictures at various corners of the Champ de Mars park, and then climbed to the top of the tower, getting a bird's-eye view of the entire city of Paris.Sharon hugged Josh tightly as the wind picked up, chuckling and tea
Josh sighed, his eyes closed for a moment, as if holding back a burst of frustration. He walked over to the sofa, looking at it with skepticism.“It's small and hard, Ash,” he said, his tone getting heavy. "I've been exhausted since Korea. Had to spend the night with Sharon..."Josh stopped, realizing his mistake in saying the name.Ashley's face instantly changed. The look in her eyes froze.“Yes, of course,” Ashley muttered, her voice laden with bitter sarcasm. “You're exhausted from ‘serving’ Sharon, then think I should just understand?”Josh growled in frustration. “That's not what I meant!”Ashley approached, standing just a few steps away from him, her body tensed like a bow ready to shoot.“Every time I try to feel better about all this, every time I start to think maybe we could be friends, maybe even... more, you always remind me who I am in your eyes!” she said sharply."Just a formality. Someone you married because of a contract, while your heart is elsewhere."Josh returne
Josh had finally arrived in Paris.The long, tiring flight paid off a little as he set foot on the European soil, greeted with beautiful afternoon skies, cool air, and the typical hustle and bustle of the city of love.Ashley walked beside her, pulling her small suitcase.They both looked a little clumsy-not because they were not used to being together, but because each of them was still trying to find a new rhythm in this strange relationship of theirs: a loveless marriage, but with an official status to live up to.They arrived at the luxurious five-star hotel.Josh took care of the check-in while occasionally stealing glances at Ashley who looked beautiful in a beige coat and white scarf. For some reason, there was something about her that felt different that day. More calm. More natural.They took the elevator to the highest floor.Ashley stepped in first as the door opened. "Wow..." she muttered spontaneously.Josh just smiled a little at her amazed expression.Their room was eno
Two weeks have passed since the warm but awkward meeting between Josh, Ashley, and their two moms. Many things have changed since then. The wounds on Ashley's body are slowly healing, both physically and mentally. Mrs. Kim finally declared Ashley healthy, and the news brought a wave of new plans-including the long-delayed honeymoon.Josh's mom, with her typical enthusiasm, decided to give a special gift: a honeymoon trip to Paris. Everything was organized in perfect detail, from the first-class flight to the luxurious hotel overlooking the Seine River. Ashley herself could hardly believe it was all happening so fast. But, on the other side of the city, Josh faced a more complicated dilemma.The night before departure, Josh sat in his car, staring at his phone screen that displayed Sharon's name. He took a deep breath before finally pressing the call button.When Sharon picked up, Josh could almost feel the anger simmering from the other side of the line, even before a word was spoken.
After cleaning herself, treating her wounds, and taking her medication, Ashley let out a long sigh. There was one important thing she had to do today.Ashley stared at her phone screen hesitantly for a long time. Before finally pressing the “Mom” contact and pressing the call button. She waited for the phone to connect.Her heart was beating lightly when her mother's voice came from the other side. In a low voice, almost a whisper, Ashley said, “Mom,” she said softly as she heard her mother's voice on the other end. "Today I'm going to see Dr. Kim for a consultation on the treatment of my injuries. After that... Can I stop by to see her for a while?"She didn't mention names, there was no need. Between them, it didn't take too many words to understand who she meant. A few seconds of silence passed, before her mother finally replied in a soft yet cautious tone, "Alright. I'll have them arrange access for you today."Ashley breathed a sigh of relief. There was something warm and bitter
Josh came home the next morning, his face tired but still forced a faint smile. Ashley had expected it. There was no need to explain. When the door opened and the sound of Josh's footsteps could be heard, Ashley only glanced briefly from between the kitchen doors.He was heading out, a small bag slung over his shoulder, sandals already on.“Where are you going?” asked Josh, his voice heavy as always, but this time there was a curious tone he couldn't hide.Ashley buttoned up her jacket. "To the family dermatologist. I want to start treatment for these wounds," she said with a faint smile, pointing to her still slightly bruised cheek.Josh put the car keys down on the table with a loud noise, as if accidentally venting a small annoyance. “I'll drop you off.”Ashley immediately shook her head. "You don't have to. I can do it myself. Besides, you look tired. Get some rest."“I can, really—”“No need, Josh.” Her voice sounded firmer than she would have liked. It made Josh pause for a mome