Josh woke up in a much better condition than before. As his consciousness rose to the surface, and his eyes peered open, he could feel the fatigue that had previously settled over his body had now vanished. Perhaps not entirely, but it was enough to make him feel lighter and more comfortable.
He turned her head to the side—just because before going to bed he remembered Ashley was there—and found emptiness. The lighting in the room was also still the same as last night, the curtains were still closed, and it was so quiet. It certainly piqued her curiosity, about how long he had fallen into a deep sleep and what time it was.
Slowly, he got up from the bed and sat himself on the edge. Then he swept his gaze across the room as he recalled where he had last placed his cell phone.
After a few careful head turns, his eyes found the phone lying on the coffee table by the window.
Josh then stood up and walked towards the location of his cell phone. Intending to check the time and if there were any incoming messages.
After grabbing the phone and bringing the screen closer to his face, Josh found that there were tons of message notifications and miss calls. His finger scrolled from top to bottom only to find that they were all from the same sender and caller: Sharon.
Without opening the messages, he could see snippets of messages from the front screen of his phone. Josh only skimmed through them, but he could already summarize everything in one short sentence—his girlfriend was angry and threatened to make him never see her again.
Josh let out a long breath as he closed his phone again and put it back on the table. Leaving the notifications unopened.
With his head still as full as ever, the man approached the long curtains that covered the large windows in the room. Then with a single tug, he dragged them open and let the hot sunlight in and hit him. It was already hot outside. And being too preoccupied with the pile of messages, he had even forgotten his main purpose of checking the current time.
So he bent down again and double-tapped the screen of his cell phone lying on the table.
The illuminated screen showed 1:01 am.
Once again, his breath was exhaled in a long sigh. A sudden uneasiness crept into his chest as he regretted not realizing that he had overslept for so long while at the same time getting more and more worried because he didn't know what to do after ignoring Sharon for so long.
Not to mention, he had yet to find a way out of the complicated problem that attacked him last night.
His head really still held a burden like a volcano that was about to meet its time to erupt hot lava. What a contrast to the condition of his body which had begun to relax. Making the emergence of new sensations that are very uncomfortable, very tormenting.
But this time Josh tried to force himself to remain calm.
All the things he had to deal with right now were too much too complicated.
He still didn't even know where to unravel this tangle of threads from—where to begin and where to end.
As such, he would try to take things slowly.
Of course, after examining which situations would be the least difficult for him and which parties he could best cooperate with.
Josh tried to let go of all those unresolved thoughts for a while. Putting everything in the back of his head, and intending to start trying to see if Ashley could soften up a bit to him.
Thus he moved to look for the girl.
He walked out of the room and down the short hallway that connected to the living room. Then he easily found her in the kitchen located right next to the living room, along with a middle-aged woman he didn't recognize at all.
Just as Josh revealed himself, Ashley raised her face in recognition of his presence. Her hands, which were busy transferring the soup from the pot into small bowls, stopped for a moment.
“Are you awake?” her voice sounded soft. It was very different when the turmoil of anger and resentment overcame her yesterday. Afterward, she even flashed a wide smile. “Sit down, the food will be ready soon.”
Josh, who saw and heard it all, became awkward. He couldn't hide the gesture of surprise as well as confusion that caught him by surprise. His eyes were even floating aimlessly, with his head repeatedly moving around.
While Ashley, who again realized the shock experienced by Josh, tried to cover it up as much as she could.
"Here, Aunt Gong. I told you about it, didn't I?" Her voice was still as soft as before, ”She'll be taking care of the house and cooking for us as well."
Aunt Gong took the time to bow as a sign of respect to Josh in between frying things in the wok.
Ashley quickly put a few bowls filled with soup and two empty bowls on a tray, and brought them to the dining table. She set it up for two, with various dishes already available in the center of the table. He occasionally glanced at the back of Auntie Gong who was busy cooking the last dish, and signaled silently—just by the look in his eyes and the gesture of his head—for Josh to sit down immediately without showing anything odd.
Josh knew Ashley was only trying to be reasonable because there were other people here. He just wasn't used to receiving treatment from the girl that was a hundred and eighty degrees different all of a sudden. Especially after their fight, after what he did to her.
Silently, without making any sound, he walked leisurely to the dining table. He sat down almost at the same time as Ashley who was filling his rice bowl to the brim.
“Eat up,” Ashley threw another big smile at Josh.
While Josh, who was still awkward, immediately turned his gaze to the mound of white rice without being able to respond more.
Ashley, who saw the man's attitude, sneered silently. Only a look of annoyance and an annoyed lip gesture appeared spontaneously on his face. But she quickly realized and quickly corrected it into a normal expression again before Aunt Gong caught her.
“I—” Josh took a breath, “I think we should talk about yesterday again soon.”
Ashley stopped spooning rice onto her plate.
“Talk about what?” her voice remained soft.
“To—”
"Later. Now let's eat first. There's no need to rush, hm?" her voice was still unchanged—it was as soft as if someone in love was talking to their real life partner. Then quickly and firmly gave a sharp look at Aunt Gong who had her back to the two of them. Trying to give a stern signal to act casual as long as the old lady was here.
After carefully watching Ashley's gestures, facial expressions, and the look in her eyes, Josh was finally able to translate what she meant.His mouth then automatically formed the letter ‘Aah’ as a response that he understood.Then, Josh tried to hold back and postpone everything he had planned before—looking for Ashley because he wanted to continue their conversation yesterday. Although it couldn't be denied that the intense turmoil in his head, in his chest, at the base of his tongue—all of them—wanted to be spewed out and resolved as soon as possible, just to alleviate the suffocating pressure caused by the pile of problems with the other party. Which had not been resolved at all, but rather grew, and grew.But no matter what, he still has to be able to control himself. In order not to be caught off guard by something that could harm him as it has in the past. He, also, had to be calm. That way, he would be able to see the big picture of the position at least, after the unknown wo
But Josh still didn't move.His eyes did seem to follow the direction where his father pointed to a folder with his chin. But as soon as he dropped his gaze on the inanimate object, his imagination and hopes about the future of his life with Sharon died.The sound of his father's cell phone broke the short silence between them. After checking the identity of the caller, his father's finger slid over the button and answered briefly. A “Hello” was followed by a few “Hm-hm” and finished with “Yeah, I'll be right there.”Josh watched his father's movements from the tail of his eyes in silence. With his mouth tightly shut and head still bowed, he stared at the folder that held the record of how his life story would end.The man who had almost the same facial lines as Josh glanced at the woman beside him for a signal. The woman, Josh's mother, nodded while flashing a faint smile.“Don't try to make trouble, or even spoil it,” the old man stood up as he straightened his suit, "We've already
PRESENTJosh still vividly remembers filling his days with schemes of the best he could do after the news of the arranged marriage.Her mother knew, her father also, her two older siblings probably understood him even better—that he was actually very resistant to the sudden marriage. Even if he finally agreed, they knew that he was only doing it for Sharon's sake. Because by agreeing to all the plans made and all the conditions put forward by his parents, Sharon's life would be saved.So, with a huge bravery, he was desperate to create a secret scenario behind his forced consent. He really couldn't turn away and let his family hurt the girl just like that. To him, Sharon was his responsibility that he could never let go of. There were many things he had to make sure went on as it should, just as it was, without changing a bit even if he had to pay very dearly—marrying another girl.Just imagining how to explain all that to Sharon didn't sit well with him.Even to this day, after all
Josh looked at Ashley with mixed feelings.He just realized that what he did had a serious impact on other people besides himself and Sharon. All this time, so far, he only thought that he and Sharon were the only ones suffering from being in a difficult situation that was very unfair. But as it turned out, all these things also triggered Ashley's guilt.And what Ashley said was true. The complicated relationship that suddenly had to be established between the two of them did leave a big hole in Josh's heart. He was only good at covering it up by pretending to look fine when agreeing to their marriage. Then when his relationship with Sharon came to light, the uncomfortable feeling was certainly heightened by the outburst of various other types of emotions."No, you're not. You're not an intruder. It's better not to think that way. There's no point in feeling guilty. It's all too complicated."Josh's mission was to make up with Ashley. So right now, he tried to encourage her in any way
Ashley could immediately grasp the meaning of Josh's words just now."Why are you saying that? As if you care about my status? Even if I end up becoming a widow, that's my problem, not yours."Although Ashley knew all of Josh's long words were not completely wrong, she felt that she couldn't admit it too quickly. Her ego was currently provoked too much to be assuaged in the blink of an eye.It was true that when the idea of divorce came into her head, she was completely blinded by the anger and disappointment that attacked her in one day. It seemed natural that she would lose her mind at that time. Then when her mouth proposed an agreement, it was solely because her pride was being trampled on by Josh and his uncivilized girlfriend. So she instinctively searched for a solution to regain her strength and a way to keep her from getting even worse—and to benefit herself.And somehow divorce was the only thing that came to mind. But this proved that Josh's words were not wrong. Ashley di
Ashley walked out of their apartment building. Down the long street and the large park in front of her, then out through the main gate.With hurried steps—without her realizing it—her feet kept moving further and further away from the apartment neighborhood.The only thing that occupied her mind right now, other than getting away from Josh, was making her stomach full. That's why before she left the apartment without a word, all she did was grab her wallet.The disgust caused by Josh's long words made her immediately finish her lunch without wanting to linger there. Even though she had only eaten a few bites of the dish. But being at the same table with that man, while listening to his words, really made her very tired. It was as if the intentions of the two of them who wanted to try to find a way out and come to an agreement that was in line, could never happen—no matter how many talks were held or how long they looked for it.As she consciously put away her unfinished bowl of rice a
Another bystander, who was in a neutral state—not panicked or adrenaline-fueled-—would probably think of doing something more risk-minimizing than what Ashley was doing at the time. At least, whatever step was most likely to save the old woman, but also not hurt herself at the same time. As unlikely as it may be, however, people who intend to save someone from danger should understand to take the option with the least risk of harm.Even if the situation calls for the rescuer to sacrifice themselves, it should not be in the way like what Ashley just did.Instead, she jumped up and became a shield for the other person, and then afterward tried with great difficulty to carry the old woman’s body away from the car. But because she didn't take into account her weak strength and the weight of the fatty old woman, when she stepped out frantically, she automatically fell down and rolled along with the old woman.The people in the vicinity who were initially unaware, stopped what they were doi
As she recalls, she has only met Jason a few times so far.First, during the meeting of the two big families about a month before the wedding. And secondly, on his wedding day, two days ago. The rest of the time she had only ever seen his picture in passing when looking up Josh on an internet search engine.Therefore, even though they were now connected and became a family, she still couldn't immediately recognize the man in just one look. It may seem strange, but it's not. Indeed, Ashley was so unfamiliar with everything that was going on in her life right now. She didn't even know well the man she married—despite their story years ago—let alone his family whom she had only met and talked to once or twice.The four months Ashley spent after finding out the purpose of her parents calling her back here were short and didn't give her enough clues.The moment she realized that it was her brother-in-law calling her, the man immediately approached her with a surprised expression.“You're c
As the nurse who accompanied her took out the entire contents of the paper bag, Ashley finally understood why Jason's driver had said all those things earlier. The change of clothes contained not only tops and bottoms, but also sets of underwear. The most likely possibility was that the man might have watched as the store clerk selected these items for her. Therefore, he must have known that the clerk included underwear in the shopping list as well. And apparently, because he didn’t want Ashley to think anything or get the wrong idea, he finally tried to explain with various words that sounded very ambiguous.“I think I'll just change my outerwear,” Ashley said to the nurse.Aside from the fact that it would be too much trouble for her, and even though she herself felt an uncomfortable sensation from the red wine liquid that splashed and soaked deeply into her skin, just changing her underwear still wouldn't get rid of the sticky feeling. She would still have to shower, clean herself,
Ashley gasped because she didn't expect her footing to be that weak just because of a few scratches. The pain that ran along her limbs was no joke. A sharp pain that both gripped and gave a shocking sensation, overcame and crept up half of her body.Startled by the sudden weakening of her limbs strength—she herself was also unprepared because she thought she could walk well without relying on anything—Ashley raised her hands to grab onto anything nearby that she could use as a handhold to prevent her from falling. But since there was nothing around her, she just waved at the empty space. Making her body immediately unsteady and almost fell to the right.Luckily, at that time, Jason was not too far away from her. The man was also quick enough to read Ashley's unstable movements. So that in one leap, his hand could immediately grab Ashley's body and pull her to him before she actually fell.But Jason's sudden and obviously unexpected catch made Ashley even more shocked in the blink of a
Ashley's head tilted spontaneously, accompanied by a frown and a raised eyebrow. “No.”'Is it that obvious?'For a moment Ashley was silent and thoughtful. She was confused whether she had just accidentally said something she shouldn't have said. Or were there words or gestures that she didn't realize she had done that suggested that something wrong was going on between her and Josh.If it was the case that she refused to inform Josh because her current condition was fine—it shouldn't have provoked Jason's suspicion, right?Ashley had no idea if it was something that could bother him.Or, perhaps, should she have just obeyed when Jason intended to tell Josh?After all, no matter how much ego and pride she had to maintain, the thought of having to take care of her own wounded self like this would probably exhaust her even more. It wouldn't hurt if she took the opportunity to take advantage of Josh. With Jason here, there was no way Josh would blatantly reject and ignore.However, regar
Ashley was very surprised that Jason suddenly pointed to the scratch marks on her temple. Especially when he directly and openly expressed his speculation that the wound Ashley had was not a new wound.Although the wound was not a new one, the incident that led to the creation of it only happened two days ago. So it shouldn't be too obvious.Meanwhile, Ashley couldn't give an honest answer because it would bring up new problems that she might not be able to handle. Josh had clearly warned her not to tell anyone about his relationship with that girl. So, that made her guess if Josh’s family also had no idea about what he was doing.Telling someone that his little brother was currently worried because he was afraid of his relationship with a girl being exposed should sound really fun, because that jerk Josh would definitely get into trouble. Although Ashley had no idea about Jason's opinion on the matter, when looking at the big picture, his family probably wouldn't be happy because suc
As she recalls, she has only met Jason a few times so far.First, during the meeting of the two big families about a month before the wedding. And secondly, on his wedding day, two days ago. The rest of the time she had only ever seen his picture in passing when looking up Josh on an internet search engine.Therefore, even though they were now connected and became a family, she still couldn't immediately recognize the man in just one look. It may seem strange, but it's not. Indeed, Ashley was so unfamiliar with everything that was going on in her life right now. She didn't even know well the man she married—despite their story years ago—let alone his family whom she had only met and talked to once or twice.The four months Ashley spent after finding out the purpose of her parents calling her back here were short and didn't give her enough clues.The moment she realized that it was her brother-in-law calling her, the man immediately approached her with a surprised expression.“You're c
Another bystander, who was in a neutral state—not panicked or adrenaline-fueled-—would probably think of doing something more risk-minimizing than what Ashley was doing at the time. At least, whatever step was most likely to save the old woman, but also not hurt herself at the same time. As unlikely as it may be, however, people who intend to save someone from danger should understand to take the option with the least risk of harm.Even if the situation calls for the rescuer to sacrifice themselves, it should not be in the way like what Ashley just did.Instead, she jumped up and became a shield for the other person, and then afterward tried with great difficulty to carry the old woman’s body away from the car. But because she didn't take into account her weak strength and the weight of the fatty old woman, when she stepped out frantically, she automatically fell down and rolled along with the old woman.The people in the vicinity who were initially unaware, stopped what they were doi
Ashley walked out of their apartment building. Down the long street and the large park in front of her, then out through the main gate.With hurried steps—without her realizing it—her feet kept moving further and further away from the apartment neighborhood.The only thing that occupied her mind right now, other than getting away from Josh, was making her stomach full. That's why before she left the apartment without a word, all she did was grab her wallet.The disgust caused by Josh's long words made her immediately finish her lunch without wanting to linger there. Even though she had only eaten a few bites of the dish. But being at the same table with that man, while listening to his words, really made her very tired. It was as if the intentions of the two of them who wanted to try to find a way out and come to an agreement that was in line, could never happen—no matter how many talks were held or how long they looked for it.As she consciously put away her unfinished bowl of rice a
Ashley could immediately grasp the meaning of Josh's words just now."Why are you saying that? As if you care about my status? Even if I end up becoming a widow, that's my problem, not yours."Although Ashley knew all of Josh's long words were not completely wrong, she felt that she couldn't admit it too quickly. Her ego was currently provoked too much to be assuaged in the blink of an eye.It was true that when the idea of divorce came into her head, she was completely blinded by the anger and disappointment that attacked her in one day. It seemed natural that she would lose her mind at that time. Then when her mouth proposed an agreement, it was solely because her pride was being trampled on by Josh and his uncivilized girlfriend. So she instinctively searched for a solution to regain her strength and a way to keep her from getting even worse—and to benefit herself.And somehow divorce was the only thing that came to mind. But this proved that Josh's words were not wrong. Ashley di
Josh looked at Ashley with mixed feelings.He just realized that what he did had a serious impact on other people besides himself and Sharon. All this time, so far, he only thought that he and Sharon were the only ones suffering from being in a difficult situation that was very unfair. But as it turned out, all these things also triggered Ashley's guilt.And what Ashley said was true. The complicated relationship that suddenly had to be established between the two of them did leave a big hole in Josh's heart. He was only good at covering it up by pretending to look fine when agreeing to their marriage. Then when his relationship with Sharon came to light, the uncomfortable feeling was certainly heightened by the outburst of various other types of emotions."No, you're not. You're not an intruder. It's better not to think that way. There's no point in feeling guilty. It's all too complicated."Josh's mission was to make up with Ashley. So right now, he tried to encourage her in any way