Chapter 11

**Laura's POV**

As the days went by, no words were heard from the mysterious man who was hell bent over the spectra which made me nervous because I know that he was going to come back, that's for sure.

No one is certain if he's truly the beast of the east but then, let's forget about him.

I haven't paid much attention to elder Magnus but his action's this time got me curious of what his true motives were.

"I feel sometimes is off." I complained to Maxwell while we took a stroll in the river bank at the back of the pack house. I love visiting here whenever I wanted absolute peace. The green tress, the water falls, slow and rhymatic waves of water... Everything speaks about nature and it's perfect output.

"Forget about everything now and feel happy for once. Enjoy yourself and stop being hard on yourself.. remember that the evil ones would keep doing evil and not a soul can change that about them." He advised and i admired him alot.

How blind was I that i didn't even notice him in my past life?

Talking about my past life, I remembered something and that got a frown to appear on my face.

"Whats wrong?" Maxwell asked me while covering the space between us. I wasn't going to bore him with how bitter I feel... I'll rather enjoy these moments with him.

"What are your likes and dislikes?" He asked, I turned to look at him when a smile found its way up my lips. "Don't you dare go to your bitter time." He added and i laughed.

"Well, I like the sound of rainfall, waterfall... I just love nature and i dislike being grounded. When I was younger, I played around with Sonia and hurt my knee. My mom was so angry that I got grounded for days." I reminisced of the those days and joy filled my heart. They might be painful to remember but that's what kept me going in my teenage age.

"I think we should go back to the pack house now, Sonia would soon start searching for you." Maxwell stood and left the scene and just like he said, Sonia appeared from no where.

Such a joy kill.

"What are you doing here alone Laura? I know you love coming here, but, alone? Without me?" She joked and I had to put on a fake smile just like she's doing right now.

"Sorry, I just needed to relax and the thoughts about calling you didn't cross my mind. " I replied truthfully.

" Well, that's okay. " I stood up and wr both headed back to the pack house because it was getting dark already.

Looking at Sonia right now, my body itched, my breathing heightened and eyes got bloodlust. Being cursed, I wanted blood and had craved. It since the very first day I was brought back in time. That's the consequences of being reborn, afterall nothing comes without a price.

The more I tried keeping this part of me in a tight corner so as not to drink blood and loss my wolf form and turning into a rouge, I felt like dying because it's hard. I'm losing it, I've been trying but it seems today recycled around all the days I've endured.

I stared intently at Sonia's veins as we walked back to the grand pack house, seeing those veins moving and blood passing through it, I almost held her. Well, I can't see those veins if not for the far sight and hearing I got from the moon goddess.

"Laura?" Sonia called and stopoed in her tracks to look at me but I immediately looked away.

"Whats wrong with you? I've been talking to you but you weren't responding." Shut up bitch, I'm dealing with my inner demon, one I have to suffer because of you.

Well, I couldn't say those words out.

"I'm fine Sonia." No matter how I tried to sound normal, it failed.

"I get you're still d—"

"I said I'm fine!" I hissed and heard her mutter the word "bitch."

"What did you just call me?" I asked her angrily that was when I realized the distance between us. She would question on how i knew.

"What?" Goodness, she didn't even hear me.

I walked into my chambers when I got to the pack house and avoided anything anyone tried to say to me. I was going crazy on the inside and wouldn't want anyone to see me that way.

"Alpha, you have a visitor." A guard muttered as he knocked slightly at my door.

A grunt escaped my lips because I wasn't expecting to see anyone. But who could this be? I can't find out I don't get up from the bed, that's right.

"On getting to the throne room, I saw a feminine structure facing the wall as she admired the skulptures and designs in tje throne room.

" Ehem.... " I coughed slightly and she instantly turned around making me gasp.

Damn! Her eyes like that of an ocean accompanied with her platinum blonde hair and skin. If not for the fact that I've encountered the moon goddess once, I would have concluded that this is the moon goddess.

For the very first time, I felt like my heart was melting. I'm beautiful yes I know, but she, she's more than beautiful. Lilly of the valley I guess. Her white floral gown spread back as the cool breeze hit her skin.

"You're gorgeous." I stated truthfully and watched as a smile escaped her lips and exposed her dimples.

"Thank you Alpha Laura." Her angelic vice resounded in the room. Oh wow, she knows my name.

"You are?" I asked while offering her a seat.

"Call me Niandra."

"Niandra..." I repeated like I'm trying to master the name so as not to forget it.

"You're welcome Niandra but what brings you the Black pearl pack?" I asked her and watched the smile she had on fade away.

I looked around me only to realize that the room was filled with both the council of elders, some pack members, Sonia, Alex, Maxwell and Xavier. Okay, this is a good time for a formal introduction.

"I was sent by the beast of the east."