My manager was not aware of my non-showbiz relationship. So, Oswald protecting me from that. Alam ko na kapag sinabi kong may karelasyon ako, paghihiwalayin lang kami na mas lalong makakagulo sa pareho naming career ni Oswald.
Hindi puwede.
"You need to answer the press just to clear it and the relationship between your cousin," Apol said, my manager. "Cousin, okay?" paglilinaw niya.
Tumango ako, "Yap. I have photoshoot now, will you come?" I asked to Apol.
"Hindi na, kailangan kong asikasuhin ang bagong endorsement mo," sagot sa akin.
"Okay, I will leave now. My endorse for today is swimwear with Oswald, right?"
"Yes," Apol shortly answered kaya gumayak na 'ko papunta sa 'king SUV.
I often used my SUV if it's about work and if travelling I using my BMW. Tinulak na ni Kuya Orion ang daan papunta sa shoot, hindi ko alam kung nandoon na si Oswald dahil wala pa naman siyang text sa 'kin.
"Ma'am, sa likod po ba tayo dadaan?" tanong ni Kuya Orion.
"Sige po. Wala po bang tao?"
"May mga guard na rin naman po ro'n. Mas marami po ang tao sa entrance," paliwanag ni Kuya Orion, kaya sumang- ayon na rin ako sa suhestiyon niya.
Expected naman na 'yon, sana ay kaunti ang media sa exit door. Nag- text na rin si Oswald na nandoon na siya, hinahantay kung saan ako bababa.
I saw him with his sleeveless shirt where his bicep are well- built, he wore sun-glass while waiting on me with the guards, mukhang nakikipag- biruan pa sa mga media.
"O-oh, here's my Esther," bungad ni Oswald nang lumabas na 'ko.
He immediately picked my hand to guide our way. Kuya Orion positioned himself to my back dahil paparating na ang media.
Nag-beso muna 'ko kay Oswald at hinalikan naman niya ang labi ko. It's not new to me anymore, sanay na kami sa isa't- isa and we're comfortable.
Albeit our relationship as couple isn't true but our friendship are genuine and real. Loving him wasn't vague but we already set our boundaries to each other.
"Esther, Ano ang masasabi mo sa kumakalat na litrato niyo kasama ang isang lalaki?" one of the press act.
"We'll answer this later, we need to do our shoot first," Oswald answered for me.
Dumiretso na kami sa venue kung saan gagananapin ang photoshoot, it's a swimwear line. I took off my blazer kaya medyo kita ang cleavage ko.
The organizers and staff welcomed us even the CEO that proffer me bunch of flower.
"It's my pleasure to accept this endorsement," the CEO said.
"Thank you for choosing us! We will do our best to promote it," I said with gratitude.
"Thanks, Man!" si Oswald.
Binigyan lang kami ng imo- model na swimsuit and we proceed to dressing room. I wore first the fiery red velvet bikini that accentuated my body curve, alaga ko naman 'to sa exercise so it's not bothering.
When I exited the dressing room, nanlaki ang mata ko sa unang nasaksihan. Oswald wearing trunk short without wearing top, gusto ko na lang takpan ang mata ko dahil sa laki ng kalalakihan niya, he has a big dick!
"Look perfect!" sigaw ng CEO.
James Petro.
Lumapit nasa gawi ko si Oswald habang inaayusan ko ang sarili, hindi ako sanay na ipa- galaw ang mukha ko kaya kung wala ang assistant ko, ako ang gumagawa para sa sarili ko.
"Is my hair okay?" tanong ni Oswald sa 'kin.
I stood up to reach his hair and fixed his messy hair, sa sobrang tangkad niya, siya na ang nag- adjust kaya magkatapat ang mukha namin.
"You're sexy!" he complimented.
"Palagi naman!" reply ko kaya natawa siya. "What's with your short? I wonder if hindi ba umiiyak ang ka- sex mo dahil sa laki niyan?" pilyo kong tanong at dinaanan pa nang tingin.
"What the fuck, Seriously? Haven't you seen your boyfriend dick or is it just small?" bawi niya sa 'kin.
"Fuck you!" singhal ko.
"Want to try mine?" siya na naman ngayon ang nag-pa-iral nang kapilyuhan, he even held my waist kaya marami na namang flash ng camera.
"Shut up! Let's start now!" I stated.
Sabay na kaming lumapit sa gitna kung saan kami mag-sho- shoot. Tinapat na sa 'kin ang electric fan to sway my hair. As we did our position, I closed my body over Oswald, and the camera clicks begun.
"Glad! Hindi ako nag- kamali na kayo ang piliin!" the CEO said heartily.
"Other pose naman po," sambit ng photographer sa 'min.
"Get ready to feel me, babe!" Walang hiyang sambit sa 'kin ni Oswald.
He faced his body to me as I felt his dick over mine at saka ko hinubad ang robang dala. I feel the sensation inside me because of his dick, tuwang- tuwa ang mga nakapaligid sa 'min hanggang sa matapos kami.
"Thank you for the awesome photoshoot!" James said with full of gratitude.
"That's our job," Oswald answered.
"It's inerrable that I chose you two! So, I guees I have to go, pinanood ko lang talaga kayo bago dumalo sa meeting ko," paalam ni James ang CEO.
I changed my outfit into backless maxi dress paired it with my stilettos and bun my hair. Parang naka-dikit pa rin ang kalalakihan ni Oswald dahil nararamdaman ko pa rin sa 'kin.
I'd never felt this sensations towards Gavin.
Kumain muna kami with the staff and organizers bago na- isipang umalis dahil nag- yayaya na si Oswald, he has meeting pa.
He doesn't need money because he's billionaire but being actor and model are one of his dream. Hindi ko alam sa lalaki na 'to paano namamanage ang oras niya, i-sama mo pa ang pakikipag- talik tuwing gabi sa iba’t- ibang babae.
"Lets just say he's my cousin and your best friend, Is that alright?" I asked, on our way palabas.
"Yap, we talked about that and no worries," he sexily said. "Did you have good time last night?"
"What do you think? I did not even enjoy the celebration with Gavin because of the media... but I could say in your time, yes?" I answered him honestly.
It wasn't on the plan plus being hot- headed of my boyfriend though I understand him, nakita niya ba naman kung paano kami nag- halikan ni Oswald. I'm really thankful to Oswald that he was there last night, kung wala siya hindi ko alam kung anong palusot ang gagawin ko.
"Amity, p'wede ba kayong ma-interview saglit?" one of the press asked.
Pinisil na ni Oswald ang tagiliran ko, binibigyan ako ng senyas na mag- salita na.
"U-hm, yes!" I answered politely.
"What's the truth behind the viral photos with unknown man?" she said, the press.
I cleared my throat, "Actually, the guy behind that is my cousin... and Oswald best friend. It was funny to saw my bashers enjoying because of those photos na akala nila ikaka- bagsak ko," I confidently answered without being stuttered.
"Is it true, Oswald? That her cousin is your best friend?" baling ng babae kay Oswald.
Inalis muna ni Oswald ang paningin sa 'kin bago sagutin ang tanong, "Yes, I conspiracy her cousin to surprise Esther as appreciation for being with me all throughout... I arrived late last night that's why her cousin entertained her. Any question bukod sa ayaw niyong malaman na nag-file ako ng kaso for being trespasser in my own property?" mahabang litanya ni Oswald in his sarcastic tone.
Nakita ko kung paano natakot dumaan ang takot sa mga media na nandoon kagabi. When in fact, nag-bi-biro lang si Oswald just to threaten them.
Oswald can do everything with his money pero hindi niya kayang patulan kapag alam niyang wala 'tong laban sa kaniya, he's kind.
"To all media out there, if you want to come up information about us, we can give it for free just gave us time to stabilize our relationship, Right babe?" Oswald said and tilted his head to me afterwards.
Later on, nilakad na namin ang daan palabas kung saan nag- kumpulan ang mga tao na may dalang banner. Seeing them means I can't loose what I have right now.
"We've now resolve the issue; It won't bother you anymore." Oswald smiled and gently touched my cheeks.
The media that came to Oswald's restaurant last time, asking for forgiveness. Hindi na raw nila uulitin iyon. Para namang gagawin ni Oswald ang sampahan sila ng kaso.Oswald knows how to use his power. Ka- dikit naman na ng trabaho namin ang mga paparazzi, they won't earn without news from us.Pareho lang kaming natawa ni Oswald habang binabasa ang email sa kaniya ng mga reporter maging ang company nila. We're currently on his office at Pasay City for the shoot."Congratulations, Beatrice! Ang ganda- ganda ng new song mo talaga," puri sa akin ng isa sa mga staff ni Oswald."Thank you! Hope you guys will support me untile the end," I said sincerely bago ako magpalit ng isusuot.Imo-model ko lang naman 'yong pagkain na bagong labas sa menu nila. Dalawa kami ni Oswald ang magka-partner, siya lang dapat kaso nagpumilit pa siya na isama ako. We wore a chef attire.The photographer are amazed to us. Saglit lang natapos ang
"That was not good, Gavin. He's a good friend of mine. And if you will know the reasons why he went here, baka tumahimik ka riyan." Sermon ko sa kaniya. Alam ko naman na masakit sa parte niya, pero ano'ng magagawa ko? Kahit naman gusto kong tapusin ang mayroon kami, ayaw niya at natatakot din ako na sabihin ulit iyon sa kaniya. "Palagi mo talagang pinagtatanggol ang lalaki na 'yan, Esther! May napapala kaba riyan?" sigaw niya. "May napapala ka sa kaniya!" sigaw ko pabalik. "Sa materyal na bagay na mayroon ka, may parte siya. Wala ako sa kung nasaan ako ngayon, kung wala siya, Gavin." Nakakasawa na ang ganitong senaryo naming dalawa. Iyong tenga ko kulang na lang mabingi para hindi ko marinig ang mga sigaw niya. Hindi ito maririnig ni Lola Esperanza sa baba naman ang kwarto niya at makapal ang pader namin. "Fine! Whatever, Esther. Matutulog na lang ako, buti pa sa labas nararamdaman iyong kasiyahan, bullshit." Padabog niyang sinabi. Tama ka, sa labas ko lang din nahahanap an
"You didn't promote our upcoming music video." Umupo si Oswald sa tabi ko. Kakatapos lang ng shoot sa isang company kasama si Oswald. At heto ako tahimik na parang nakokonsensya sa pinagsasabi ni Gavin. I always ask a permission to him lalo na kapag may kissing scene kami ni Oswald maliban na lang kapag may unexpected kiss itong kapareho ko, madalas siyang manghingi sa akin ng luho niya kapag nagpapaalam ako. "What's wrong? Are you hurt because of the picture that I retweeted?" Sinundan niya ng tingin ang mga mata kong umiwas na sa kaniya. I sighed. "A little bit. We fought again because of our actions as well as to our endearment." Mag-iisang linggo na kaming nag-away ni Gavin. Tuwing uuwi ako ay tulog na siya kung hindi naman mababalitaan kong nasa bar siya. Some of our friends sending his pictures. Hindi ko na kinayang iiwas ang tingin ko sa kaniya dahil sa sobrang lalim ng mga mata niya na nakatuon sa akin, parang dismaya ang pinapadala ng kaniyang mga tingin. "About our act
As the light radiated the sea to its magnificence, the palpitating pulse of the waves dribbling upon the sand as I reminisced what happened on my past.If I'm not in a tranquility place right now, baka nasa spotlight pa rin ako; Nakakabulag. I was in a crowd, I and my love team surrounded by love and support from our devotees that we treated family.I remembered the hatred words dahil sa maling akala. Nawalan ako ng sumusuporta ng dahil sa isang pagkakamali.Nawala ako sa liwanag na pinaghirapan ko ngunit hindi pa rin ako nalugi, dahil may taong pumuna sa panahon na hindi ko alam kung paano bumangon.My son."Mama, are you sad?" My son asked.I formed a smile on my face as I stared at him. "Hindi, baby! I'm just watching the sunset."Hindi ko man kasama ang tatay niya, mayroon naman akong siya. Kung ano ang itsura ng Tatay n
Assoonaswewentontothestage,weweregreetedwithapplausefromthosewhoadmiredus. I smiled on the audience as I held the hand of my screen- partner, sang the new release song of our co- artist.Ang akala ng iba madali lang ang trabaho ng pagiging artista. Behind the camera, mayroon kaming kaniya- kaniyang buhay."Grabe ang pag- angat niyo ni Zane!" puri ng host sa show na ito, tinutukoy ang kapareho ko."Thank you, Jhai," I thanked bago dumiretso sa dressing room.I won't be in this position if I did not work so hard. Mahabang proseso at mabagal pero sa dulo, worth it. Sobra ang pasasalamat ko kay Oswald dahil tinulungan niya ako.I came from poor family and I'm orphan. I'm beyond grateful and blessed dahil mayroon akong Lola na siyang nag- alaga sa 'kin, na sa baba man ako o ngayong na