I could feel the energy between the newly found mates in the room and I hoped everyone could too, otherwise I was just going crazy. And I didn't fancy that prospect.
I was oblivious to everyone else in the room except Aiden. I didn't even pay any mind to the phone in my hand which had pinged thrice, signaling texts from Harper.
I think another reason why I was so fascinated with Aiden finding his mate had something to do with the way I had come to find out about mine. I knew that me and Harper didn't actually have a good start and so I was anticipating how two mates treated each other when they found out about their significant halves. Did they jump into each other's arms and make love till either of them loses their breath? Or was acceptance between certain mates a slow process mixed with a lot of drama and empty promises?
My eyes met Natalie's and each of our faces broke into a grin as we took in the surprised expression of our dear friend Samantha.
Aiden swiftly got up from his seat beside me and Samantha looked like a deer caught in the headlights, with her eyeballs popping out of her sockets and her stance rigid and uncomfortable.
I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs at Aiden to go to her, towards Samantha. He must have heard my thoughts because he slowly stepped into the aisle between the rows of chairs and started walking towards his mate, Samantha.
I could see the tension in his shoulders and he had finally found the one person who would easily ease it. I was happy for him and I was excited to see what he was going to do next.
I followed him and stood a few feet away from them when I saw Aiden gently cup Samantha's jaw. I saw a blush rise in her cheeks and I couldn't help but grin at the scene. It was such a private moment and I thought of averting my eyes to give them some privacy but curiosity won in the end.
She was still too shocked to understand whatever was happening. Aiden lowered his head and gently brushed his lips against hers. It was a simple yet intimate action that brought another blush to my cheeks as I shamelessly imagined Harper's lips against mine.
I walked and stood beside Natalie who had a shit-eating mischievous grin on her face, which must have matched mine. We were enjoying the show, while our best friend was kissing.
Before anyone could say a word, Samantha pulled back from Aiden's lips, with a tormented expression on her face. I took in her face which showed so many options at once, when finally, a tear rolled down on her cheek.
Aiden respectfully stepped back, clearly understanding what was Samantha going to do. I turned to look at Natalie who was worried too, at how the dynamics between the two mates changed so suddenly.
Samantha gently shook her head as if to clear her head of all contradicting thoughts and gave Aiden a tight-lipped smile. "I'm sorry."
With that, she turned around and ran out of the small classroom, leaving the three of us in a hollow silence.
I saw Aiden clench his fists, his face a stony mask, not allowing anyone to see his vulnerable side.
A few seconds passed in Natalie and I wondered what the hell happened. One minute they were kissing, and the next Samantha just ran out of her, leaving Aiden in the wind.
I snapped out of the silence first and touched Aiden's back gently. "Go after her," I said softly. He nodded absentmindedly and walked out of the classroom.
I watched his broad back run in the direction we had earlier seen Sam storm off. My head turned to look at everyone sitting in the class, eagerly waiting for any new drama. I sighed, this little scene would make the headlines of the school's gossip mill.
Before either of us could follow the couple, the teacher entered the class. Oh, talk about perfect timing!
He raised a questioning eyebrow at Nat and me, as we were standing right on the entry of the ass room. "I don't think you're in this class. Natalie, is it?"
Natalie blushed and shook her head. Mr. Reed crossed his arms again and gestured for Natalie to go to her class. Natalie gave me an understanding glance and walked out of the room.
He turned his gaze to me, then. "Aren't you taking a seat, Miss Hemming?"
I blushed under his unwavering stare and meekly nodded. What I wanted to do was run after my friends and find out what had happened between them, instead, I slowly walked towards my seat, which I had vacated not too long ago.
I unlocked my phone, suddenly reminded of Harper's messages while I was lost gazing at Aiden and Samantha's embrace.
Tell me when it happens.
I sighed softly. I knew Harper had high hopes for Aiden and his mate. He wanted his love life to go smoothly, contrary to what his own had been. Moreover, Aiden was the beta, making his mate the beta female, second in power to the Luna of the pack. Harper never voiced his concerns but he wanted me to have a good relationship with Aiden's mate and he was petrified if one of his old hookups would have been the beta female. Would have caused a lot of drama, I'm sure.
I could practically feel Harper release a breath of relief even when we were nowhere near each other. Time to break his bubble!
I looked up from my lap to see Mr. Reed writing something on the board and typed my response with lightning speed.
She ran away from him.
I could picture a breath getting stuck in Harper's throat as he read the message I sent him. Short but precise. Maybe everything wouldn't be as simple as we thought it would be.
My phone vibrated in my hand again and I discreetly looked at it.
Where's he now?
I quickly typed my response.
He went after her.Where are you now?
I sighed. I knew he would be able to sense my agitation and helplessness through my text.
Stuck in class.I'm going to find them. Will keep you updated.
It would have been easy if we could just mind link each other.
We will. After I mark you. ;)
I bit my lip as I felt my cheeks grow warm. It would be an understatement if I said I wasn't excited for him to mark me.
Our bodies had already begun to tune in to each other and although there were people who would argue that reading your significant other's mind was an invasion of privacy, I couldn't wait for that to happen. For me, it was another step for us to take as a couple.
I know you're blushing. ;)
We had even begun to understand each other's responses and the fact made me giddy and sigh in utter bliss.
The thrill of being marked was simply indescribable to me and I knew Harper had the same feelings about it.
My phone vibrated again and I opened it and found a text from Nat.
Meet us at the benches after the period is over.
I ran a frustrated through my hair because, from the look of this text, I was the only one being kept out of the loop and was the only one who was stuck in this boring ass class.
Before the bell had rung, I had packed up all of my stuff and was clutching my phone in impatience.
I got out of my seat as humanly possible and made my way toward the benches on the football field.
I was breathless by the time I arrived on top of the stands. I could see four different figures standing at the bottom of the stairs, laughing and playing with each other.
I let out a huge breath of relief because I took it as a sign that everything was alright. As I climbed down the steps, four pairs of eyes snapped up to meet mine, and a large smile formed on my face.
I was immediately engulfed in a bear hug by Samantha, as soon as I reached the bottom of the benches, who was sporting a shitty grin on her face.
"Thank you so much.""What for?" I frowned when I looked at every other person who was looking at us with a gentle smile on their faces.
"For sending this idiot to search for me." She said and pointed her finger in Aiden's direction. He blushed and uncomfortably coughed while I laughed at his reaction.
Aiden encircled his arms around Sam's waist and pulled her into his body.
"So, I assume everything is settled between you two, then?" I asked, eyeing how comfortable with each other they seemed to be.Samantha beamed at me while Aiden passed me an understanding smile.
I felt a pair of arms circle my waist and I was pulled into Harper's body. I leaned into his front and put my head back on his shoulder, loving how his chiseled torso felt against my back.
"Oh god! That means I will be fifth wheeling now if that's even a thing!" Natalie groaned and we all erupted into a laugh.
Okay, I know I have made many mistakes when it comes to my mate but I like to believe that I have been making up for them. Slowly, but surely.Although every werewolf would argue that their mate is the best in the world, I think I won the lottery in the department. I couldn't have gotten a better mate, one who understood me perfectly and was caring enough to share her heart with other people as well. She would be a really capable Luna; she won't believe it when I tell her that.Me and Aiden always talked about finding mates, as unbelievable as that sounds. As children, we wondered if the unconditional love mates shared was in any form true. Look at us now. I was completely smitten by Zara and the pack was celebrating Aiden finding his mate. He was on the same road as me, he was going to fall and he was going to fall fast and he was going to love every minute, every second of it.I couldn't wipe the smile off my face every time I thought about my little mate, even though there was not
Mark me.Those words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them but I didn't regret them one bit. Surprise showed on Harper's face, he didn't expect me to say those words, and in all honesty, neither did I.But as I looked into his dark orbs, his face leaning over mine, his body hovering over my naked one, I wanted nothing more than to be marked by him, to be his mate, even more than I already was.I was feeling hot all over, even more, because of the way he looked at me. The way every woman wants to be looked at, with love and lust. And I realized then that I loved him. Yes, I did. It took me some to realize it but now as I took in his softened expression and love-filled gaze, I repeated this sentence over and over in my head and I had never felt more at home.He cupped my cheek with his hand and I felt the hard ridges and callouses of his palm. I closed my eyes and relished the warmth that his hand offered and leaned into his touch.Harper had told me that the more time we spent
Will someone please turn off their damn cell phone? I'm trying to sleep here.I groaned aloud but my sound must have come out muffled as my mouth was covered by Harper's fluffy pillow.A phone rang again and I sighed dejectedly. Looks like someone doesn't want me to sleep. Well, they were about to have a field day because I had every right to give them an earful.I crawled to the other side of the bed, Harper's side of the bed, and was immediately engulfed in his hot and musky scent. I sighed in pleasure and cocooned myself in the sheets to breathe in his scent in a better way.My mind registered the sound of a shower being on in the en suite. Immediately, images of Harper being in a shower flashed through my mind. I fantasized about the way water droplets would make a delicious and sinful path through his abs and join his erect manhood. Every part of my body wanted to get up from the bed, enter the shower, sling my arms around Harper's body, and plant a kiss on his lips. But then th
In a flash, Harper was in front of me and I was gazing up into his green eyes. The eyes looked tormented and ran over my face a couple of times.I clutched the duvet around my chest tighter, aware of the closeness between our bodies and the toxic way we would react towards each other. Me being naked under the sheets and him being naked under his flimsy towel didn't exactly help.Harper's eyes zeroed in on my hand which was still clutching his phone. He bent forward slowly and pulled it away from my ear. I let it go and watched as he pulled the device to his ear."I will call you back." My eyebrows rose in disbelief as I heard him say those words and I wiped away the remnants of tears from my cheeks.I bunched the duvet in fists and crawled towards the edge of the bed, to get up and get dressed. Harper quickly put his phone on the nightstand, walked, and stood in front of me in all his naked glory. He bent and sat down in front of me, barring me from getting up without having a conver
"Oh, put on some clothes." I rolled my eyes, very uncomfortable about Harper's nudity when Natalie was standing inside the room.Okay, I get it. They slept together, they may have got pregnant too, but they could at least have a sense of propriety when I was around. Natalie turned around immediately as if she hadn't seen a naked Harper before and Harper scrambled with his boxers and hastily put them on. I rolled my eyes at this fake display.I picked up my discarded sandals from the floor. I walked towards the bed so I could put them on. "Zara, we need to talk," Natalie whispered and my eyes snapped up to meet her red, blotchy ones."Do we, Natalie? I think you and Harper need to do that more and let me know what conclusion your discussion brings." I smiled at her but my eyes reflected the venom I felt inside.I wanted to applaud myself because I knew I looked like I was in control of the situation, while inside I was slowly crumbling. I wanted out of this room, away from the two pe
~Harper’s POV ~Everything was slipping from my fingers and I wasn't able to do anything. Time felt like sand and my circumstances seemed like a cruel joke of life. I would do anything to rewind time and live through the time I was beside Zara once more. Nothing mattered anymore. How could situations even change that suddenly? I woke up beside Zara sleeping beside me. I may sound like a creep but I watched her sleep for a long time, how her hair moved with every breath she took, and how her naked chest moved up and down in rhythm. She looked so peaceful that I didn't move. And now, I wish that I hadn't.Maybe if I didn't feel the need to pee and take a shower afterward, everything between us would be alright right now. Who am I kidding? I fucked up and I fucked up bad. It's really funny how I fuck everything up, how people leave whenever I come close to them.My body felt on auto, I didn't know how my hands were moving, where my legs were taking me if they were even moving. I had com
I could tell you the second the energy around me changed and the exact moment I felt Harper standing on the other side of the door to my bedroom. Suddenly, I wanted to throw the door open and be embraced by him. So far, I had my instincts lead me, and look where that got me. Fucking nowhere! I know he needed to talk because that's what always happened, didn't it?! He creates messes and apologizes thereafter. Well, this time it wasn't any small mess we were talking about; this was pretty big and he had to understand it.I was tired, so damn tired. I shouldn't have to do this every step of the relationship. It felt as if I was crossing some sort of checkpoint and already waiting for the next one to come. There's only so much I can take.I sat down on my bed and faced the door, not entirely ready to face the person I loved, not sure how I would be able to discuss with him how he had gotten my best friend pregnant.I heard the doorknob spin and the door swung open to reveal a flustered
For as long as I can remember, I have only seen my parents madly in love with each other. Sure, they had small outbursts and fights here and there, but on the whole, they were as loving as a couple could be.I can't stress enough the fact that their compatibility affected me and my siblings. We had experienced love firsthand in our home which immediately made the three of us believe in it. Just like how I feel up believing in love, maybe the same worked for Harper, but in a different way. It would be pretty easy for me to say that he should have learned from their mistakes and a path of his own. For once, if I could put myself in his perspective, I think I could understand where he was coming from. He didn't know any better, he never knew things could be any different than his parents or his grandparents.He was a misguided teen who had responsibilities of a whole pack thrust upon him from a very young age. He grew up believing that his life with his mate would be more than difficul
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of