Will someone please turn off their damn cell phone? I'm trying to sleep here.
I groaned aloud but my sound must have come out muffled as my mouth was covered by Harper's fluffy pillow.
A phone rang again and I sighed dejectedly. Looks like someone doesn't want me to sleep. Well, they were about to have a field day because I had every right to give them an earful.
I crawled to the other side of the bed, Harper's side of the bed, and was immediately engulfed in his hot and musky scent. I sighed in pleasure and cocooned myself in the sheets to breathe in his scent in a better way.
My mind registered the sound of a shower being on in the en suite. Immediately, images of Harper being in a shower flashed through my mind. I fantasized about the way water droplets would make a delicious and sinful path through his abs and join his erect manhood.
Every part of my body wanted to get up from the bed, enter the shower, sling my arms around Harper's body, and plant a kiss on his lips. But then there was a more pleasurable act known as sleeping which I wasn't yet ready to give up for the moment.
I began to weigh the pros and cons of getting up from the bed when the phone rang again and this time I groaned aloud.
What happened to the stupid werewolf hearing now? Couldn't Harper come and check whose phone it was that kept ringing and disturbing his mate's sleep?
I shuffled towards the end of the bed where the noise of the ringtone was coming from. I blindly touched my hand on the nightstand and grabbed the phone.
It took me some time to adjust to the bright light of the phone and as soon as I did that, a smile formed on my face.
It was Harper's phone, that idiot had just changed his ringtone again. I had his phone above my face and watched as his lock screen glowed and a picture of the both of us at last night's party greeted me. I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling too hard.
The phone abruptly vibrated in my hand, it slipped and landed straight on my forehead. I groaned and cursed at the stupid person who had chosen this exact moment to message my boyfriend.
I watched as the screen glowed again and realized that I had been sleeping for over ten hours and that it was time to get up as it was almost 11 in the morning.
I, quite reluctantly may I add, got up from the bed and stretched my arms. I was sure my hair was sticking in different directions and looked like a bird's nest.
I sat on the bed, my feet dangling as I rubbed my eyes to rid them of any remains of sleep.
Harper's phone vibrated again beside me and my eyebrows quirked in curiosity. Whoever this person was, was at least determined to talk to Harper.
I grabbed the phone again and unlocked it. I knew Harper's passcode and he knew mine. It was obvious we had nothing to hide from each other and this was the first time I was using it.
Another picture of us popped at his home screen and a smile immediately graced my face. I opened his notifications which told me that he had gotten five missed calls from an unknown number.
My brows furrowed as I read that Harper had received three messages three minutes ago, from the same number.
I clicked on the notification bar which opened Harper's inbox where the three messages sent to him could be viewed. I felt guilty about snooping through his phone but curiosity got the best of me and I decided that it was too late to go back now, as the messages had now been loaded.
It's confirmed.
I checked twice. Thrice maybe.
I'm pregnant.
I ran my eyes over the text again and again, trying to decipher the hidden meaning behind these texts. Was this some kind of a joke? If it was, then the person on the other side was sick.
Was this message sent to the wrong number? I was grasping at straws here because I couldn't make sense of the English letters displayed on Harper's screen.
My brain registered that the shower had been turned off, which meant that Harper would be out of the washroom soon.
Before I could register what, I was doing, my hands started moving on their own, and typed a response.
What?
That was all my mind could think of, at the moment. It seemed to me that my mind had gone utterly blank after reading the texts, it failed to process what the words meant. My eyes could make out the curves and letters of the English alphabet, but the meaning of the words evaded me.
The phone vibrated in my now numb hand and my eyes snapped to its screen which glowed with the notification of another message.
I hastily opened it and regretted it immediately.
Harper, I'm pregnant.
The world seemed to crash all around me as I read the word pregnant over and over again. Was it the child-bearing kind of pregnant? I immediately chided myself at the thought. What other kind of pregnancy was there?
There was a girl on the other side, that much my brain could now comprehend. She texted Harper and said that she was pregnant. But why? Did the girl and Harper sleep together and she conceived a baby?
Or was she just informing Harper of her problem as he was the future alpha? But then again, if that was the case, wouldn't the girl call Harper 'alpha'?
A million thoughts raced through my mind, each one sillier than the next, rejecting the possibility of Harper conceiving a child with another girl. Bile rose from my gut at the thought and I had to take a deep breath to stop myself from puking on the bed.
I fisted the duvet around my naked chest to cover myself, just when the phone vibrated in my hand again, indicating that another message was being accepted by the machine in my hand.
It's yours. I'm going to call you now.
A large lump formed in my throat when I read those texts. This girl talked like Harper knew about this beforehand. She was saying she was pregnant with Harper's seed. I didn't want to believe it but could it be true? I had no idea if it was true or not and tears pricked my eyes at the realization.
Did he cheat on me? Or was it something he had done before we got together? I didn't even want to think about it.
The phone pinged again and I found another text from the same number.
I'm calling you.
This girl was probably thinking that Harper had his phone, she had no idea that I had his phone in my hand. But it didn't matter really, because Harper would get out of the bathroom any second.
Honestly, I was too tired to care about any of the consequences. My mind had stopped processing whatever was happening like it had been doing so many times since Harper came into my life.
The phone's screen lit up because of an incoming call and without hesitation I picked it up.
The voice from the other side started speaking and it was one that I had heard many times before.
"Hello? Harper?"
This had to happen the very next day that I had confessed my love to Harper. The phone was still near my ear but I couldn't fathom what the girls on the phone were going on about.
Two fat tears rolled down my cheeks as the door to the bathroom opened. Harper stepped out with only a towel around his waist.
His eyebrows furrowed as he took in my tear-stained cheeks. His gaze then flickered to the phone I was holding in my hand and the voice on the other side which he must have heard, due to his werewolf hearing.
I would recognize that voice anywhere, as it belonged to my best friend, Natalie.
In a flash, Harper was in front of me and I was gazing up into his green eyes. The eyes looked tormented and ran over my face a couple of times.I clutched the duvet around my chest tighter, aware of the closeness between our bodies and the toxic way we would react towards each other. Me being naked under the sheets and him being naked under his flimsy towel didn't exactly help.Harper's eyes zeroed in on my hand which was still clutching his phone. He bent forward slowly and pulled it away from my ear. I let it go and watched as he pulled the device to his ear."I will call you back." My eyebrows rose in disbelief as I heard him say those words and I wiped away the remnants of tears from my cheeks.I bunched the duvet in fists and crawled towards the edge of the bed, to get up and get dressed. Harper quickly put his phone on the nightstand, walked, and stood in front of me in all his naked glory. He bent and sat down in front of me, barring me from getting up without having a conver
"Oh, put on some clothes." I rolled my eyes, very uncomfortable about Harper's nudity when Natalie was standing inside the room.Okay, I get it. They slept together, they may have got pregnant too, but they could at least have a sense of propriety when I was around. Natalie turned around immediately as if she hadn't seen a naked Harper before and Harper scrambled with his boxers and hastily put them on. I rolled my eyes at this fake display.I picked up my discarded sandals from the floor. I walked towards the bed so I could put them on. "Zara, we need to talk," Natalie whispered and my eyes snapped up to meet her red, blotchy ones."Do we, Natalie? I think you and Harper need to do that more and let me know what conclusion your discussion brings." I smiled at her but my eyes reflected the venom I felt inside.I wanted to applaud myself because I knew I looked like I was in control of the situation, while inside I was slowly crumbling. I wanted out of this room, away from the two pe
~Harper’s POV ~Everything was slipping from my fingers and I wasn't able to do anything. Time felt like sand and my circumstances seemed like a cruel joke of life. I would do anything to rewind time and live through the time I was beside Zara once more. Nothing mattered anymore. How could situations even change that suddenly? I woke up beside Zara sleeping beside me. I may sound like a creep but I watched her sleep for a long time, how her hair moved with every breath she took, and how her naked chest moved up and down in rhythm. She looked so peaceful that I didn't move. And now, I wish that I hadn't.Maybe if I didn't feel the need to pee and take a shower afterward, everything between us would be alright right now. Who am I kidding? I fucked up and I fucked up bad. It's really funny how I fuck everything up, how people leave whenever I come close to them.My body felt on auto, I didn't know how my hands were moving, where my legs were taking me if they were even moving. I had com
I could tell you the second the energy around me changed and the exact moment I felt Harper standing on the other side of the door to my bedroom. Suddenly, I wanted to throw the door open and be embraced by him. So far, I had my instincts lead me, and look where that got me. Fucking nowhere! I know he needed to talk because that's what always happened, didn't it?! He creates messes and apologizes thereafter. Well, this time it wasn't any small mess we were talking about; this was pretty big and he had to understand it.I was tired, so damn tired. I shouldn't have to do this every step of the relationship. It felt as if I was crossing some sort of checkpoint and already waiting for the next one to come. There's only so much I can take.I sat down on my bed and faced the door, not entirely ready to face the person I loved, not sure how I would be able to discuss with him how he had gotten my best friend pregnant.I heard the doorknob spin and the door swung open to reveal a flustered
For as long as I can remember, I have only seen my parents madly in love with each other. Sure, they had small outbursts and fights here and there, but on the whole, they were as loving as a couple could be.I can't stress enough the fact that their compatibility affected me and my siblings. We had experienced love firsthand in our home which immediately made the three of us believe in it. Just like how I feel up believing in love, maybe the same worked for Harper, but in a different way. It would be pretty easy for me to say that he should have learned from their mistakes and a path of his own. For once, if I could put myself in his perspective, I think I could understand where he was coming from. He didn't know any better, he never knew things could be any different than his parents or his grandparents.He was a misguided teen who had responsibilities of a whole pack thrust upon him from a very young age. He grew up believing that his life with his mate would be more than difficul
I cringed as the sound of my phone hitting the floor echoed in the room. I just hope that it wasn't broken. I don't think I could handle more stress at the moment.I gingerly looked up to find Eva smiling down at me. I nervously gulped while I was freaking out on the inside.Why the hell do these kinds of things always happen to me?!"I'm, Hi, Mrs. Cain." I quickly picked up my phone and stood up from my seat to greet her.She crossed her arms and sighed mockingly. "Oh Zara, how many times have I told you to call me Eva?" I chuckled nervously and fiddled with the ends of my shirt.What are you even doing here?"Well, I'm here for my sonogram." She laughed while roaming her hand over her belly affectionately.Of course! Eva was pregnant so she was bound to go to a doctor's office. Pregnant women go for regular checkups. Stupid Zara!It was just my luck that she had a check-up on this very day. I mentally face-palmed myself and gave a nervous laugh. I was sure I sounded like a dying h
~ Harper’s POV ~I had no idea why Zara acted surprised when I told her that and Natalie decided to abort the baby if it turned out to be my child. And if it didn't turn out to be mine, then the decision to keep the baby would be solely Natalie's.I loved her, more than anything and she would be a fool if she thought I would let go of her that easily.Having a child with Natalie would mess up the situation on so many levels. Me and Natalie would be parents of a baby and where exactly would Zara fit in the picture? Zara was my mate and I would try as long as it took to make her believe that I was sorry about what I did. Having a child in the equation would make the situation unsalvageable.Sleeping with Natalie was a mistake and whatever reasons I come up for my actions could never redeem me. I was smart enough to know that. I had made shitty choices and now I was suffering through the consequences. My wolf had been constantly whining and whimpering at the loss of our mate. I tried h
No matter how many times I repeated the facts in my head, I couldn't get used to them. Simple facts laid out so indifferently by the woman they claimed was the moon goddess.Me and Harper are not meant to have children.The child in Natalie's womb is going to be the Alpha after Harper.If the moon goddess had planned it all along, then why the fuck she strung me along? Why flying fuck did she introduce me to this new world, only to create situations where I could play no part in it. It just didn't make sense and I was already damn tired by trying to contemplate everything that was happening."What do you mean?" My head snapped up to meet the tearful eyes of Natalie. Why was she crying? Nevertheless, I meekly nodded.Her shoulders racked with sobs again and she determinedly shook her head. "No way." Sebastian's body had become tense since I had spoken and for good reason too. Despite his harsh demeanor and ignorant attitude, I knew he was rooting for me and Harper. Besides being a fat
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of