~ Harper’s POV ~
I snuggled deep into the duvet, grateful for the short amount of sleep I was getting at the moment. With everything happening with Zara, my dad, the pack, Katelyn, and the rogues, I have been on my toes for the longest time. Any little rest I could get, I was going to take it. No questions asked.
My wolf felt relaxed too, as the faint smell of Zara surrounded us. My wolf took a deep whiff of her scent, hoping to wrap it around himself permanently.
I shifted and turned my body around in sleep. I was stuck in the sweet limbo between sleep and conscious awakening. It was a sweet place to be.
Last night, after my father had woken up and after the blasted meeting, I had let my wolf let off some steam. He had run for hours and was still surprisingly still feeling restless and ready to fight. I wasn't surprised when he had come to stop at the familiar house, after exhausting his muscles.
I had resisted going to Zara's house to sleep for some time now. I had my reasons, one of the main being that it was creepy beyond hell. I was turning to a stalker werewolf mate, who slept in his mate's bed and jokes apart, it wasn't good for my mental state. I couldn't afford to act like this when the pack was depending on me, especially after my dad was bedridden. The pack didn't deserve a half-assed and lost alpha, who wasn't right in the head. I wanted to be as responsible for them as I could be and sleeping in my AWOL mate's bed wasn't one of them.
But after the fight with Rafael, Aiden's dad, my wolf was feeling antsy so, I had relented and decided to give my wolf a little peace by agreeing to sleep in Zara's home, in her bed.
I felt a gentle hand caress over my head and I subconsciously leaned into the touch. I knew it was happening in my dream but I couldn't help but feel relaxed. No one had ever really caressed me or made me feel loved after my grandparents died. My parents were pretty much busy with their drama and the pack duties to care for and love me. I didn't think my mother had ever told me a single bedtime story, so I knew it was my lonely childhood being manifested into my dreams.
"I know you love her." The lovely whispered in my head and I immediately knew this female voice was talking about Zara. She had to talk about Zara because there was no one else I loved or wanted to be with. "She will come back soon. You are a good man and you deserve her." The voice continued to whisper in my head and I felt good knowing that this voice believed that I was good enough for Zara. If anything, she was too good for me and me. This voice was reassuring me that Zara would give me a chance in the future and that was all I wanted, a chance, with her, with my mate, to set everything right and explain myself. I didn't strain to recognize the voice or wonder who this woman was but I was content with her caress and the wonderful promise of being given a chance.
The voice continued speaking but sleep pulled me into its deep recesses and I let myself drift away.
I groaned as I felt the shrill ringtone of my phone. I immediately jumped up on the bed, afraid the noise would alert Zara's family. Sunlight was filtering in through the blinds on the window and by the time on the phone, I knew I had got my much-needed sleep. I rubbed my eyes to wake myself up and swiped the screen to accept the call, without seeing who was calling.
Aiden's frantic voice swept away the remaining vestiges of sleep from my system. "Harper, you need to get to the police station near Clove Street."
"Wait, hold on." I closed my eyes to clear away the blurriness in them. "Clove Street? You mean the one closest to our old elementary school?"
"Yeah, that's the one."
I immediately got up, cranked my muscles, and started wearing my shoes. "What happened? Why are you acting like this?"
"I will tell you once you get here. You need to see this." With that, he hung up the phone, leaving me irritated and in suspense.
I quickly laced my boots and made-up Zara's bed, just like I found it last night. I opened the window of her bedroom and jumped out of it. Landing on my feet, I looked around to see if anyone had noticed me acting unlike a human. Satisfied, I started running towards the police station, cursing my wolf because I couldn't bring my car to Zara's street, in case of being accused of a creepy stalker.
I arrived at the police station in record time and entered the building. I was immediately greeted by Peter, a werewolf Deputy, who had been asked to blend in with the humans and look after the town. He bowed to me in respect and I stiffly nodded at him. It was so weird, being bowed down to, by the people who were far older than me. But I guess, that's what happens when you have such a big responsibility on your shoulders.
Peter led me to a room, where Aiden and Fred, another werewolf police officer, were present, standing in front of a table, scattered with pictures and what looked like evidence.
"Why am I here?" I asked the men in the room, looking at their graves and somber faces, waiting for bad news.
"The rogues," Aiden said and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Rogues? But this is human territory." I wondered out loud, dread settling in my stomach.
"But they did. Take a look." Aiden said and pointed to the pictures displayed on the table.
I moved forward to take in the pictures displayed before me and was shocked. The pictures were of a crime scene, a murder to be exact. The murder of three children, who looked to be around seven or eight years old. Two boys and a girl were brutally murdered and their bodies were photographed as evidence. Their necks were slit open and their hands and legs are bent unnaturally. Dry blood was around the bodies which meant that the bodies were discovered much later than the actual murder.
I picked up several pictures to look closely at the victims. The young faces were rusted in pain and I tried my best not to overlook the horrendous aftermath but rather focused on their identities. After staring for a few minutes, I realized that these children didn't belong to the pack, which meant that they were humans.
The rogues attacked a bunch of human children?
"This happened last night. Their bodies were discovered early in the morning. These children must have been going to school and we're abducted in the way. The school called their parents and told them that their children didn't come to school and that's when the parents called the police. Two hours later, the bodies of these children were found in the woods closest to here."
My mind was spinning with the information Fred was giving to me. It just didn't make any sense. The rogues knew that they had the packs' attention, so why go to these lengths to send a message or whatever?
My throat was parched now. All the bliss I had felt while sleeping was long gone now. My mind was spinning in different directions, trying to put all the pieces together.
"What makes you think that this murder was committed by the rogues?" I asked and put the pictures back on the table. I moved the other pictures around but they were snapshots of the crime scene, in the woods where the bodies were discovered. Blood was splattered on the trees; the grass and it looked like a set of a horror movie.
I looked at Fred, who took out a plastic bag out of his back pocket. He handed me the piece of evidence, which turned out to be a piece of paper. "This was found on the scene. This piece of paper made me sure that the rogues were tied up in this mass murder."
I fingered the paper and found a message, a clear handwritten note. So, Papa Alpha is still alive!
My eyebrows shot up in surprise when I read the message on the note. Dad's waking up from a coma had been kept a secret from the pack because of security reasons. Only a selective hospital staff knew he was up and they were compelled by me to not say a word to anyone. It was purely a protective measure to throw off the rogues for a while and keep him protected in his vulnerable state. How the hell did they come to know about it, I had no idea, and that was a big problem."This note is kept out of the evidence. The human cops don't know about it. I knew what it looked like, so I immediately called Beta Aiden as soon as I could." Fred said, and I internally applauded his presence of mind.
I kept the plastic bag containing the note in the pocket of my jeans. These rogues weren't some normal run-of-the-mill, group of crazy wolves who killed without motive. It looked like these wolves had some sort of personal vendetta against the pack and they were tactfully and strategically planning revenge.
Harper, how did they know the alpha had woken up, Aiden mind-linked me.
I have no idea, I replied and that frustrated me to no end. If I wanted to bear these rogues and keep my pack safe, I needed to know these things.
"I don't understand. Why would these rogues attack human children?" Peter asked and I looked at him with a grim expression.
"It's a power move," I said, the note feeling like a heavy one in my pocket.
"They want to tell us that they're not only targeting the pack now. They will target anyone and everyone who is under our care, which includes the humans in the town." Aiden remarked.
"They want us to be afraid. They want us to know they could be anywhere and everywhere and lash out at us when we least expect it." I wondered out loud. "Aiden, get our best trackers to track the rogues. Give them incentives. I want their location found as soon as possible."
Aiden nodded and rushed out of the room. I nodded to the two cops and walked out of the station, feeling frustrated about the three children who had their whole lives ahead of them. They were put in the crossfire because of the pack. I couldn't even begin to imagine how their parents must be feeling. Us wolves had vowed to protect this town's people and this was probably the first time we had failed.
~ Harper’s POV ~I needed to see my father immediately after getting the grave news of the murder of three innocent children. The incident was creeping into my conscience and was making me and my wolf feel reckless, vengeful, and guilty at the same time. So, that's exactly what I did.I walked over to the hospital and got my daily dose of coffee before mustering up enough courage to read the news to him. I knew the news would hit him hard. As an alpha, it was his job to take care of the people in the pack, as well as the people of the town. And to fail so miserably at the heavy task was a blow to one's confidence. I gave myself a mental pep talk before entering my dad's room. Mom and Katelyn had gone to the pack house to get fresh and change into new clothes. In all this drama, I didn't get enough time with my baby sister and I wanted to change that but there was no way in hell I could sit around while a dangerous enemy was looming in the background.I walked inside the room to find
~ Harper’s POV ~I took a deep breath as I contemplated the situation before knocking on the door. I knew what I had to do but that didn't make it any easier. My wolf was restless at the back of my mind, unable to sit still, but even he agreed that this needed to be done. This step was necessary because there was so much resting on my decisions.Before I could overthink everything and convince myself to walk away, I rang the doorbell of the mansion-style home of one of our esteemed warriors. I knew that both he and his wife were busy tracking the rogues, so there would be only one person in the home who I needed to talk to.I heard footsteps on the other side of the door and braved myself to face my problems head-on. Giving myself a mental pep talk didn't make it any easier to face Natalie.She was surprised to see me standing on her doorstep but the clever girl didn't say anything and stepped aside to let me enter.I entered her home and walked inside to sit on one of the couches in
~ Harper’s POV ~I wasn't averse to Natalie's condition. I was kind of surprised that she had thought of it but she had and I was glad she did. We knew that Zara had blocked all of our numbers, but still, we tried to reach her via our number. I called her twice, and so did Samantha, Natalie, Aiden, and my dad. We didn't get any answer from any of them, not that I was surprised. Zara had ignored our existence to start afresh.But we didn't stop there. We got several burner phones and tried her number at different times. All of us tried to reach her in any way we could. We even sent emails, even though we knew she didn't check them regularly. I asked Aiden to swipe the phones of Zara's brother and mother, hoping at least she would answer them. We kept calling till their batteries died but we didn't get any answer from any of them. Did she drop off the face of the earth? We were running out of time because rogues never stood in one place. We had to attack them as soon as possible befor
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I had to repeat the words over and over again in my head. I was standing on the precipice of the backyard, with Ethan standing behind me. I was back home, after so many months, and my timing was impeccable. I had just walked in on the alpha ceremony. Harper's Alpha ceremony. He was standing on the stage, his blood mixing with the blood of my best friend, Natalie. Who was now his Luna? In addition to being the mother of his child. So, Natalie, who was my best friend, was now pregnant with my mate's child and was also his Luna. My brain was processing what I was seeing and what it all meant. I knew that the pack was having rogue problems. Some serious rogue problems. This would explain why Harper had to become the alpha, considering the fact Harper's dad was seriously wounded. The pack in a crisis needed an alpha. I knew that. Everyone knew that. Then why did it pain me to see Harper on the stage with someone else beside him, taking the oath I w
I opened my eyes slowly and blinked them rapidly to ward off any residual sleepiness. When I had rested my head on the pillow of MY bed, which somehow mysteriously smelt of Harper and did an amazing job of relaxing me, I had planned to doze off for a few hours because sleep was the best damn cure for anxiety and all the confusing jumble of emotions I had been feeling. What I hadn't expected was to excel in that motive because when I looked out the blinded window of my room, the sky had an orange glow, which either meant that I had woken up in the evening or slept straight through the night and into the morning light. I wasn't sure which and didn't know what it said about me. I groaned out loud as my cranked-up muscles came back to life. The magical beauty sleep had done the job and I was feeling well rested and relaxed. I still wasn't sure how I felt about Harper's alpha ceremony, but I wasn't having an emotional breakdown either. Which was good, all things considered.I picked up m
~ Harper’s POV ~ One minute I was standing on the stage, overcome with pride and satisfaction that this day had finally come. I was the alpha of the pack. I was perusing the crowd. My pack. It was my duty to take care of them now, to protect them and provide for them. As an alpha, I would have to put the pack before myself, if the circumstances demanded it. I was the sole person responsible for the well-being of these people. My people. The feeling was overwhelming. This moment, which I had waited for so long. My gaze swept over the crowd, who had bowed down, to pay their respects to me, their alpha. Not future alpha, but the alpha.My eyes moved over the crowd and landed on two figures standing by themselves, by the doors of the backyard. I did a double-take when I realized who this person was. My eyes had landed on Zara, who was staring at me, standing at my home. For so many moments, I could just stare at her, doubtful if she was a figment of my imagination, or if she was there.
I sighed in despair as every other person in the house, with a normal sleep-wake routine, retired for the night. First, my parents turned off their lights, then my brother Cody, and then, finally, Ethan went to sleep. Leaving me wide awake in my room.I had slept till sundown so there was no way I would be able to go to sleep anytime soon, even if it was nearly 1 in the night. I felt like a nocturnal animal, sleeping during the day, and staying up at night. I huffed as I sat on my bed, leaning against my headboard, no idea what to do now. I picked up my phone from the nightstand and opened up my call logs, which revealed the many calls that had come through Mom's and Cody's phones. I asked both of them, about their reason for calling me so many times. I wondered if there was something urgent, they wanted to tell me, or something good. Both of them looked confused when I mentioned the missed calls and they denied calling me in the last couple of days. Both of them showed me the call l
I was kissing Harper and he was kissing me. The feeling felt so foreign and yet so natural as if my body didn't forget what my brain did. Sparks were exploding all over my body. The fabled sparks, came alive whenever one touched his/her destined mate. The feeling of feeling Harper against my body was indescribable. It was so heady, never making me want to let go. I crushed my body to Harper's, eliciting a throaty groan from him. I relished the fact that I was able to do this to him, to this powerful and always in-control werewolf. It made me feel powerful, something only a girl could relate to. I could make Harper, the big bad alpha, lose control.He pulled back a little, making my lips tingle and I resisted the urge to pull him back and start another long-drawn-out kiss. "I really should go!"What? No.Why was he saying this? I was enjoying kissing Harper. It made me feel so good and made me forget everything. Being with him landed me in a heady space, where everything was right wi
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of