"Aaron is my twin brother." She nodded and tilted her head to watch me again. "But you didn't know that, did you?"
She tilted her head to look at me and waited for my answer but I didn't need to say anything. I knew that she knew that she had given away some information I hadn't known which may or may not prove to be detrimental to this pack of rogues.
"Well, it's not like it matters. You won't be spilling any secrets while being strapped in a chair." She stood up from the ground and light spilled from behind me, which meant that the door of the room had opened.
In the sliver of light, I could observe that like her whole countenance, the girls' eyes were fairly light and as light shined on them, they seemed to glow. I watched as she stiffened when her eyes met the person who was standing at the doorway of the room behind my back.
The shadow that was being cast into the room signified that it was a man, probably even Aaron who had come around to check up on me and found his sister here.
Without looking at me, she walked behind me. The door closed as they exited the room and the room plunged back into darkness.
My muscles were beyond stiff and cranked because of sitting in this position for so long and I craved to shift or move to relieve myself of these aches.
Now that I thought about it, it was quite useless to keep me chained to this chair. What could I possibly do against so many fully grown rogue wolves? I couldn't fight them all, I couldn't outrun them. For now, the only way to remain unharmed was to stay in this bloody room.
Apart from the horrible uncertainty of what was going to happen to me, all I ever felt was boredom. The danger of being kidnapped had come and gone, which led to the silent desolation of the suspense of what was going to happen now. I let my mind run in all the possible directions and every time I ended up being dead or very close to it.
I had no idea for how long I had been kept here, in this room. It was nighttime when I had been taken away and considering that I had uncomfortably slept for a few hours, it must have been morning. One more thing kidnapped people didn't have the luxury of, knowing what time of the day it was.
I didn't have any visitors after that pretty girl for several hours and I assumed that it must be almost midday by now. My stomach started growling in protest. I had eaten little last night because I was worried about both Ethan and Harper and my captors hadn't deemed it necessary to give me breakfast. It was a miracle really that the hunger pangs hadn't hit me before.
The door behind me squeaked open and my body immediately tensed. It was another torture, facing away from the door. I wasn't able to see who had entered the room until the moment they stepped in front of me and the uncertainty made my skin crawl. I guess that was the effect these rogues were hoping for, to make my stay here as uncomfortable as possible.
A rogue wolf I hadn't seen before entered my view holding a tray. By the small wafting from the tray, I knew that it was supposed to be my meal. He didn't look the least bit threatening and I watched him watch me for some time. He put the tray in my lap and took two steps away from me. My stomach growled as the smell of the door reached my nose but I couldn't eat it since my hands were tied. I looked up at him to find him already watching me. His face had a cruel look on him and he smirked at me. Without untying my hands, he walked around me. I jumped lightly in my seat when the loud crash of the door closing boomed in the room.
I barely stopped myself from screaming out loud. What the hell just happened? This rogue didn't even have the decency to let me have my meal and instead left the tray in my lap to mentally torture me. My stomach growled again as the smell of food reached my nose and I groaned in frustration because I knew I wouldn't be able to eat it. I would have to watch it grow cold in my lap, so close yet so far.
I closed my eyes to calm myself down and started to imagine something good, something that could take my mind off of the situation I was in.
Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.
I tried to picture myself with my parents sitting at a dinner table, laughing and teasing each other. I pictured the amazing nights I spent with my friends on a sleepover, watching movies all night. I pictured training for hours with Ethan. I pictured lying beside Harper, gazing into his green eyes and smiling wistfully.
I spent a few hours with my eyes closed shut, trying my best to ignore the food sitting on my lap, so close yet too far away. I groaned in frustration and struggled with the thick rope around me.
The rogues hadn't just bound my arms to the chair, they had also tied my torso to the chair, which made any movement difficult. I couldn't bend forward and I writhed in the rope in a futile attempt to loosen it. Tears of frustration and helplessness stung the back of my eyes as I watched the tray of food rattle in my lap with every movement I made.
I immediately stilled as I heard the door of the room open. Tears spilled down my cheeks as the room flooded with light. I hated my bound state even more at the moment because the person who had entered would see my pathetic state and tear-stained cheeks.
I stopped struggling immediately and lifted my chin to look as proud as I could look with tears trailing down my cheeks. The demure girl from a few hours ago slid into my view. Her eyes took me in from head to toe. She lingered on the tray in my lap for a moment but her blank mask didn't slip.
I met her eyes unflinchingly, daring her to make a scathing comment on me. Instead, she walked towards me and swiftly untied the rope that bound both of my hands to the chair.
Blood immediately rushed to my fingers and I clenched and opened my hands to get some feeling back into them. I winced as I noticed the bruising created by the tightly bound rope. "Thank you," I said to the girl and her lips lifted in a shy smile and she nodded her head politely.
The food in the tray had long gone cold but in my ravenous state, I didn't notice. I ate the cold eggs which would have tasted like hard rubber some other time and the bacon which felt like chewing plastic. Nonetheless, grateful for any nourishment, I released a deep breath when I finished my meal and relaxed back into the chair.
In my state, I hadn't noticed that the girl had the foresight to bring a bottle of water with her. I hadn't sipped water for more than a day and I hadn't realized how thirsty I was till she placed the bottle right in front of my eyes. I thanked her and took the bottle she offered. I unscrewed it and drank half of it in big, greedy gulps.
I put the cap back on the bottle and kept it on the ground so that I could pick it back up whenever I felt like having a drink. I hadn't noticed that while I was busy quenching my thirst, she had sat down on the floor facing me, the exact position she had taken a few hours ago before we were interrupted.
"Thank you so much," I whispered into the silence between us, genuinely thankful for her kind actions because even though she was a part of the group of people who had abducted me, she was the only one who had shown some semblance of respect towards me.
She nodded her head in acknowledgment. "I'm Addison Rae. And you are?"
The thought that it all may be a plot flashed in my mind. Maybe, all her kindness was a façade and her notice was to get out as much information from me as possible, starting with my name. That thought should have put a stop to any other inkling I had in me for some desperate human, or in this case semi-human, contact but there was this weird aura around her which made me want to trust her.
It was hard to explain, this feeling that I had about her. It sounded stupid to my years but I couldn't just overlook what my guy was telling me to do. And right now, it was telling me to trust her, maybe talk to her a little.
So, I spoke the truth. "I'm Zara.""I'm sorry my brothers are treating you this way. I don't know why they are keeping you all bound up as if you're some serious threat." If it had been said by someone else, I would have been seriously offended, because she had apologized and stated me incapable of inflicting substantial harm in the same sentence.
Somehow from her mouth, the statement lacked any malice. But more than that, my mind immediately focused on the important information in her words. "Brothers? You have more than one?"
"Yes, you have met Aaron. We have an elder brother." She said and dusted off some dirt off her shorts.
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Well, you're hardly going anywhere with this information, aren't you?" She tilted her head and looked pointedly at me.
No, I was not. The girl had a point.
~ Harper’s POV ~I was sitting in the alpha's office, feeling completely lost. I had never felt like this before. This was a horrible feeling, this emptiness in my chest. Sure, I had been on the verge of losing people I loved but nothing had compared to this. I had almost lost my mother and my baby sister during labor, my father in the rogue attack, and my son and friend Natalie in labor, but all of these instances combined didn't make me feel as terrified as I was feeling now. The silence in my office seemed so haunting. Every particle of dust suspended in the air made my eyes water. Every little noise, even the sound of my breathing made me feel as if my ears were bleeding. My heart had taken on an irregular rhythm, beating fast for a few minutes when I imagined all the possible places Zara could be and then my heart calmed down when I forced my thoughts towards tactical leadership and planning to find Zara. When I noticed Zara's bracelet dangling in Ethan's hand, a cord had snapp
~ Harper’s POV ~"How do you know it's going to work?" I asked, uncertain about this new idea even though it somehow made sense to me. "I don't know if it's going to work but I am saying there's no harm in trying it. All you need to do is turn into your wolf. Your wolf will feel the pull of the mate bond physically, which will hopefully lead you to Zara's location." Ethan stated forcefully and I closed my eyes in exasperation. I had hoped that the trackers would have some clue about Zara's whereabouts but when they had turned up with nothing, the situation had become more dire. We didn't even know if she had taken off herself or if she was taken by someone. Did the rogues take her or was it some usual and random human kidnapping? All these questions were eating away at me and the uncertainty of the situation was making both me and my wolf incredibly frustrated. "I suppose there's no harm in trying," I said, my mind trying to run in different directions to solve this situation as so
My feet were going numb. I tried to wiggle my toes to feel something, but I couldn't feel my legs at all. For hours, I had been strapped to this chair and the only time I had been allowed to walk was when I was roughly manhandled and asked to "take a piss", in those exact words. Except for that, I had been forced to remain in the exact position for hours and my body was starting to ache and cramp in places that never ached or even some muscles I never knew existed. I had nothing better to do than think about the parts of my body that were in pain. The room I had been kept in was empty for now and I was thankful for it. As grateful as I was for Addison's company, she was one of the people who were keeping me captive here. I tried to shift under the thick rope binding me, hoping that it would loosen a little and make breathing and reduce the numbing feeling in my body. The door creaked open behind me and I instantly stopped struggling, determined to not show any restlessness in front
~ Harper’s POV ~ The last time I had been shot with an arrow laced with wolfsbane, I had collapsed on the spot and went into a coma for a few days, besides the agonizing pain. This time it was different. I have a few theories, maybe the arrow was laced with less wolfsbane than the earlier one or maybe my wolf had somehow developed an immunity to that particular amount of the poison after one attack. The latter was unlikely but in the case of white alphas, anything seemed possible. There wasn't exactly a guide to how white alphas would react to different poisons in the world. Or maybe it was my wolf fighting against the poison because he was still hopeful about rescuing Zara, even though a part of us knew that she had to have been far away now. We had been lying helplessly on the ground for nearly twenty minutes and the truck was nowhere in sight. I shifted into my human form because of the immense pain in my leg. Shifting would also allow me and my wolf to heal better. I pulled out
~ Harper’s POV ~ A smart man learns from his mistakes and considering I have to lead a whole pack of werewolves, I consider a relatively smart person, who learns from his past mistakes. One of those grave mistakes was to underestimate the importance of Aaron in the rogue wolf pack. If the rogues risked their lives to rescue him from the pack jails, then it would be likely that they would do it again. So, I wasn't going to let it happen, even if I had to guard his prison door myself. "So, what do you plan to do now?" I looked up from my office desk to look at Ethan. "I am going to rest for a while so that my wolf can flush the wolfsbane out of my system," I said and watched him take a seat across the desk. "Then I'm going to shift into my wolf and run where the mate bond leads me." "And what about Aaron?" He asked and I stood up from my desk. "I'm going to look over his accommodation. Want to come with me?" I asked and Ethan nodded. We had established a strange dynamic between our
~ Harper’s POV ~ A truce meeting is a meeting between the ranked wolves of the two opposing packs, or in this case, rogues. The meeting is supposed to be held on neutral grounds so that neither of the sides has any outright advantage over the other. The purpose of holding this meeting was to try to resolve the friction between the two sides by conversation and settlement rather than engaging in a battle in which innocents would die and perish. The motive of this meeting could also be to exchange hostages, even though it happened on very rare occasions because mutual agreement in such cases was very hard to achieve. Different sides demanded different things and thus, settlement rarely happened. The law of truce meetings stated that for the duration of the meeting, there would be no violence between the parties. Both parties were honor-bound by the laws of the werewolf community to restrain themselves from attacking each other. These laws have been enforced for so long that there hasn
~ Harper’s POV ~ Natalie, who happens to be my Luna at the moment, had just screamed that she had found his mate. This could have happened at a better time because, by the looks of it, my Luna had just found out that her mate was a part of the rogues who had been targeting our pack for months. These rogues have harmed innocent people and massacred innocent children. With my luck, the very leader of the rogue pack would be Natalie's mate, the one with those huge bulky, and muscular arms. I could imagine her distress. Her mate was now looking at her when she was already mated to an alpha. Moreover, it was no secret that Natalie had also given birth to my son. That bit of information was surely going to cause problems in her future with her mate. I'm sure she knew she would face several complications when she first knew that she had conceived all those months ago. I'm pretty sure she must have been mentally preparing herself for this situation but there is a vast difference between pr
I opened my eyes and faintly registered that I had been drugged. I had expected to be bound to the same chair when I opened my eyes. Even when I was drugged, my subconscious had been extremely curious about the time the rogue leader, Damon had roughly manhandled me and thrust me in a car no matter how much I struggled. I could still somehow hear the noise of fighting, of wolves growling and sniping at each other, and the moans and groans of those in pain.When I opened my eyes, I didn't see an abysmal room and I wasn't tied to a chair, unable to move and unable to speak. Instead, when I opened my eyes, I noticed that I was barefoot and the extremely soft grass tickled my feet. I distinctly remember wearing my shoes when I had been drugged, so why wasn't I wearing my shoes right now? I noticed the huge moon and the silent waterfall in the distance. The backdrop had an ethereal feel and as I neared the edge of the cliff, I realized that I was in the same place where I met the moon godde
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of