I think werewolf alphas were as good as mafia bosses because they both seemed to know everything. How Sebastian came to know about my sister's address, I had no idea.
I had never visited her after she left for university but my parents had. Her boyfriend, mate actually, had moved in with her and her address was the same all through these years.
Her apartment building was exactly like I would expect a student would live in. Not too flashy but comfortable. At least, I hoped it would be comfortable, I would be living in this building for at least, the next few weeks.
We climbed two stories and stopped in front of a door with apartment number 206. I gulped nervously, not looking forward to meeting my sister at all. I nervously glanced at Sebastian who hadn't said a word since we got out of the car. If it was possible, he seemed more rigid and authoritative than he usually was.
His stance unnerved me. It was hard to believe that this was the same man who had come to get me when I was on the road, crying my brains out.
He knocked on the door and we both waited for it to open. We heard some shuffling on the other side of the door and I took a deep breath when it finally swung open.
A tall but lean guy with shaggy blonde hair stood in the doorway, dressed in ripped jeans and a loose shirt. Even with the loose shirt, I could see he was well-built and had a lot of muscles going on for him.
Now I understood why Sebastian was so tense. This must be Adam, Emily's mate. He was a rogue because any werewolf in this area was not part of any pack. Red Lake pack's borders didn't stretch to this town. And a white alpha facing a rogue wolf was always a recipe for disaster.
"You must be Zara." Adam looked at me and smiled. Well, he tried to smile but I can give him credit for that. His gaze then swings from me to the man standing beside me. He tilted his head in apprehension, but his expression gave nothing away and I mentally applauded him for his self-control. "And you, I think, are Sebastian."
Seb grunted and wordlessly handed my bag to Adam. "Just take care of her and we'll be fine."
"I will. She is my mate's sister." He said like it was obvious. Like me being Emily's sister warranted protection from him. Maybe it did for werewolves who were crazy about their mates. My experience with mates hadn't been good till this point.
Sebastian gave a terse nod to Adam and then turned to look at me. Before I could say anything, he engulfed me in his arms, and waves of gratitude washed over me.
"If you need anything, anything at all, let me know. And if you want to come back, call me. I will get you myself."I nodded my head, afraid of the emotions raging inside me. With another hug, Seb was gone and I was standing alone outside my sister's apartment, with his mate standing there. Not the most comfortable position, I will admit.
"So, the tough guy has a heart, him?!" Adam whistled and chuckled to himself and then looked at me. I didn't know what to do. I had never come across this guy before and I was clueless as to how I should act.
"You can come inside, you know," Adam said slowly, regarding me and possibly wondering if I was a crackhead. I noticed that he had walked a couple of steps inside the apartment and was waiting for me to do the same.
I tentatively took a few steps and walked inside the apartment. It had a cozy and homey feel to it. It had Emily written all over it. Adam was a very adjusting man.
"You make yourself at home while I put away your bag." He walked down the corridor and disappeared into the hallway. My gaze traveled over the apartment, analyzing the little knock-knacks of it. The place was well-loved and shared by the (I hope) couple in love.
I seated myself on a comfortable-looking armchair that faced a TV set that had several cords and wires going in and out. An Xbox and a lot of games were piled up on the shelf which made it clear that Adam had a hobby.
Adam came back after putting my stuff away and settled himself in the armchair beside me. "Your sister has a class and she won't be in for a few hours. You're stuck with me till then."
He smiled genuinely and I felt my muscles relax at his comforting and honest expression. Maybe Adam was a nice guy and I didn't need to be on my guard around me. It was just my survival instincts kicking in, being alone with an unfamiliar guy in an unfamiliar place.
"Are you hungry?" Adam asked and my stomach growled in response. I blushed instantly while Adam just chuckled in response.
"Do you want pancakes?" He asked me and titled his head.
He tilts his head a lot."Pancakes? In the afternoon?"
"You can eat pancakes any time of the day. I keep telling Emily that." He said, got up, and walked into the kitchen.
I followed him and sat down on one of the barstools in the kitchen. I watched him assemble the ingredients for pancakes while a smile broke on my face.
"Oh my God! I used to say that to Emily all the time."Adam chuckled and shook his head. "I knew I would get along with you."
A blush broke out on my cheeks and I laughed at his statement.
"So, how did you and Emily meet?"He whisked the contents into the bowl and I watched a small smile playing on his lips. Was that how werewolves felt about their mates?
"We met at a party. A college party. I was there with my longtime girlfriend and she was there with her boyfriend. We were introduced by some mutual friends and when I caught her eye, I knew, I knew she was the one. That one glance was it for me."
I sighed dreamily. My sister's story sounded so romantic and straight out of a movie. Adam had only needed one glance to know Emily was his mate and I don't think he would have let her go, even after she pushed him away.
"That's some story."
"Sure, as hell is. It's been two years already. Never been happier." He snuck a glance at me and smiled.
Was that how things between Harper and me would have been if the pregnancy disaster hadn't happened? Did Harper ever talk about me like Adam did about Emily?
These questions made me depressed all of a sudden."What about you? Ever fell in love with some lucky guy?" He asked absentmindedly while pouring the batter on a frying pan.
My breath got stuck in my throat. I didn't know how to answer that question. The truth hurt too much.
"You don't have to answer that. Sorry, it's none of my business. Your sister did say you were coming here to get away from some things." He smiled in good spirit and I felt myself relax at his easy response.
I smiled halfheartedly and pointed at the frying pan. "You got to watch out for them."
As if brought back to planet Earth by my words, Adam jumped and turned around to watch the pancakes. He flipped the pancake expertly and I briefly wondered how many times had he made the very same pancakes for breakfast in bed for my sister. She sure was a lucky girl!
"How did you become a rogue?" I asked without second guessing my question.
Adam stiffened and jerked around with the spatula still in his hand.
"You know about werewolves?"Shit! I guess he didn't know that!
"Is that why the big white wolf dropped you here?" He asked me and crossed his arms over his chest, all traces of humor gone from his face.
It was like whiplash. One minute we were joking and then bam!
Was it something I said? Oops!
How could I have possibly known that Adam didn't know that I knew about werewolves? This is what happens when decisions are made overnight. There's no extensive planning which leads to people like me, who blurt anything anywhere to anyone, ending up in situations like this.Adam was shocked, I could tell. And honestly so would I. Why didn't Emily tell him that I knew about his kind? Right then, I was hoping that she had just forgotten to mention it.I was hoping that my spewing out something like this wasn't a big deal. Fingers crossed and all.I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. I had nothing to say so I closed it back again. Adam crossed his arms across his chest and turned to face me. I could see the mate mark on his neck, the mark my sister had given him. I had no idea that human females could mark their mates too. We didn't have sharp canines and Harper never told me about it.A loud knock on the door broke out uncomfortable stare down and I thanked my stars
~ Harper’s POV ~The pain wasn't anything I could describe. One second it wasn't there and the next it was penetrating every damn nerve ending of my body. It left in seconds too, even though it felt like I was suffering for hours.Yeah, it was that intense. One second, I was sitting on the chair, going over the reports of Elijah's murder with Aiden, and the next second I felt as if someone stabbed my chest. It felt impossible to think past the fog of pain, it felt impossible to even breathe at the moment.The words in front of me blurred and I passed out, with my hands clutching my chest.***I opened my eyes to find myself in my room. Why wasn't I in a hospital? I was in my bed and my heart clenched for a second as I remembered that the last time, I was in it, I held Zara in my arms.I hadn't slept in my bed since the night she told me that she loved me and asked me to mark her. I should have marked her. Maybe then, she would still be with me. I snorted at this train of thought. Eve
Adam suggested that I unpack my stuff until Emily got back from college and I obliged. I mean, it was getting really hard to maintain conversation. What do you even talk about to your sister's boyfriend who you're only meeting for the first time?Yeah, nothing.I had no idea how a couple of college-going students could afford a two-bedroom apartment on their own but I wasn't about to start complaining. Their extra bedroom was going to be my room, for the time being.Unpacking felt unreal. Placing my clothes in a foreign cabinet felt strange. How did my life turn to a point where I had had to live at my sister's place?Stopping my depressing thoughts midway, I concentrated on unpacking my stuff. I had no idea how long it took me to unpack but once I did, I plopped down in my bed and took a deep breath.I plugged in my earphones opened a random playlist on my phone and started to wonder about the new school I was going to join. I would be a freak, joining in the middle of the school yea
In all the time I have spent knowing about werewolves, I amassed a lot of knowledge about mates too. A mate is a wolf's soul mate, his/her other half, without which they don't want to live.When a wolf finds their mate, all they can ever think about is their mate. They stop being attracted to anyone else and slowly, but surely fall in love with the person the moon goddess designated them to be with.There were still some who thought they could fight with the will of the goddess and they have affairs and cheat.It was clear to me that the mate bond affected a wolf and a human differently. Whatever I felt for Harper, he feels more than that. The tingles that danced on my skin whenever we touched were more prominent for Harper than they were for me.However different my response to the mate bond as a human may be, shouldn't I follow this basic rule? Shouldn't I be attracted to any other male besides my mate? I shouldn't get any steamy ideas about any other male besides my mate. That was
It's been two weeks since I had the dream with the moon goddess and I have never been angrier. I deserved to be angry, didn't I? Who the hell was she to condemn me to this suffering? Why the hell did she mate me with Harper when she knew we would have all these problems? Hell, why did she mate me with a werewolf in the first place? I was a human and would have been content in being with a human.I tried not to think about her, I did but she just kept popping into my head, bringing back all the memories I wanted to forget.It had also been two weeks since I came here and I was settling in pretty well. Even though I was miserable, I was pretty proud of myself for adjusting that quickly and efficiently.I had joined the new school the night after that dreadful dream and honestly, it wasn't bad. The building was pretty much like any other public-school building and was a twenty-minute drive from Emily's apartment. The thing I was most worried about was the states I would get being the ne
~ Harper’s POV ~I have had enough. My wolf and I have had enough. We were beyond frustrated and feeling as helpless as we could ever be. It was as if I was being attacked by all directions and I didn't know which thug to boot first.One, my mate had been gone God knows where for over two weeks. Two whole weeks. I had no contact with her whatsoever. It felt as if she had disappeared from the face of this planet. I had not set my eyes on her in so long that sometimes my wolf whined in my head at our loss and I wondered if what I and Zara had was real. Were we ever in a good place where we were not fighting? Even if we were, seeing her face, touching her, being with her felt right. It made everything alright. We had been together for roughly two months and I had fallen for her hard and fast. Could anyone blame me, though? She's the most amazing person, the prettiest girl, and the world's best seductress. She was mine and I lost her.I get it now, you know, that Karma always gets you. Be
~ Harper’s POV ~I kept my eyes on the phone that continued ringing, Zara's name flashing on the bright screen. The room was silent save for the ringing and vibration of the phone. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the phone. My father had just advised me to give my mate some space and right now seemed like everything was a test. My wolf was going crazy in my head. He couldn't believe the fact that I would just have to swipe the screen and I would be able to hear my mate's voice, which I hadn't heard in almost two weeks. I clenched my fists to stop myself from grabbing the phone and talking to my mate.But I didn’t budge. If this was my redemption, then I would go through it. My eyes stayed on the phone as it kept ringing, my father standing in front of him, checking on me.My gaze finally moved to my father when the phone finally stopped ringing. His green eyes were assessing me with a blank look and then it finally struck me.I gaped at my father in disbelief. "You went somewhere t
~ Harper’s POV ~Pain.That was the only thing I could feel. I didn't know how many times I groaned and I didn't remember how I ended up like this.I muttered a curse in my head at my fucked-up life as I felt my wolf nudge me into consciousness. I was groggy and my vision was blurred for a minute before my brain could focus on where I was.My wolf didn't detect any danger nearby which prevented me from not panicking. Although with the amount of pain, I was in, I doubted I would be a threat to any "danger".I looked where I was as soon as my brain could comprehend everything. The curtains were closed and I internally thanked the person who didn't want me blinded when I woke up.I was hooked to a couple of machines which were doing a good job of keeping me alive. I could tell I was in the hospital but I had no idea what I was doing there or more importantly, how I got here.Isn't there supposed to be a button here somewhere I could press to call the nurse in here and give her the good n
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of