Adam suggested that I unpack my stuff until Emily got back from college and I obliged. I mean, it was getting really hard to maintain conversation. What do you even talk about to your sister's boyfriend who you're only meeting for the first time?
Yeah, nothing.
I had no idea how a couple of college-going students could afford a two-bedroom apartment on their own but I wasn't about to start complaining. Their extra bedroom was going to be my room, for the time being.
Unpacking felt unreal. Placing my clothes in a foreign cabinet felt strange. How did my life turn to a point where I had had to live at my sister's place?
Stopping my depressing thoughts midway, I concentrated on unpacking my stuff. I had no idea how long it took me to unpack but once I did, I plopped down in my bed and took a deep breath.
I plugged in my earphones opened a random playlist on my phone and started to wonder about the new school I was going to join. I would be a freak, joining in the middle of the school year.
Happy thoughts.
Emily opened my door after a few hours and smiled at me. I paused the song which was playing and sat up on the bed.
She walked inside the room and took a good look around. "I see you've unpacked."
"Yeah, figured I would just get it over with."
She slowly walked and sat beside me in the bed. "How was your journey?"
"It was fine." By fine, I meant that I had a panic attack and mental breakdown on the road as had to call my ex-boyfriend’s father to help me. He was the one who kept me grounded and even gave me a few silver articles so that I wouldn't be affected by my need to be with his son. Not fine, I am fun-freaking-tastic.
"Good." Emily's eyes moved over my face and then she suddenly hugged me. "Oh god, I missed you."
I smiled and bit back my tears and hugged her back as tightly as I could. Before the feud on the dinner table with Harper, me and Emily had been as close as two sisters could get. I missed that and from the hug, I could tell that she missed it too. Maybe we could salvage a bit of our relationship.
"I missed you too.""Do you want to rest more or would you like to prepare dinner with me?"
Dinner? I checked the time on my phone to see that it was almost 7. Damn, I must have fallen asleep.
"Sure, what's for dinner?"
"You'll have to wait and see. It takes a lot of time to prepare food for four people, well now five people."
"Four people? I thought it was just you and Adam?"
"Well, yeah. But sometimes, Ethan and Cecelia come over for dinner and this is one of those days."
I nodded. Two encounters with that boy in a day; I had no idea if I was looking forward to the dinner or not.***
Emily hated my tardiness in the kitchen, so I ended up sitting on one of the barstools of the kitchen, giving her company.
"Don't take it to heart. She gets cranky when she cooks. Don't let me inside the area till she's done." Adam chuckled while watching the highlights of some tennis match on the widescreen.
I chuckled in response. "Yeah, well, she gets that from mom." I bit back the sudden nostalgia that rose inside me at the mention of my mom. She must be preparing dinner at the moment too.
"At least let me help with setting the table." I laughed and stood up to do the job anyway. Emily just nodded while adding some last-minute something to a dish I didn't even know existed while I took the pasta and put it down on the table.
The door opened and I didn't need to look to know that it was Ethan who walked in. The way my body felt hot all of a sudden made me confirm who it was.
My eyes whipped up to see Ethan holding the door open for a girl to come inside, a bottle of wine in his tanned arms. Was the tan even natural? With the kind of beaches around here, I hoped the tan was natural. Maybe he purposely strips down to his boxers to get that tone color.
One thing was certain, my mind was full of crap. What was about this guy that made me tingle in all the right places? My subconscious violently displayed images of Harper when I think about Ethan. What was about him that made me forget about Harper and all the bad things he did to me?
My eyes moved to the girl who entered after him. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't expecting a blond bimbo because I was. At least, one thing is different about him than Harper.
The girl was a brunette and was dressed in a cute beige cardigan and slim-tight jeans. Her skin was flawless, her face without an ounce of makeup and she seemed genuine. I liked her instantly and I didn't want to.
I was going crazy because I had issues with a girl who was dating a guy I just met today. Hell, I came here to get away with guy problems and not dive straight into them. Not to mention that this guy was another werewolf, which made it a super no-no.
I tore my eyes away from the happy couple and walked inside the kitchen to grab another dish. I overheard the muffled sounds of Adam greeting Ethan and Cecelia.
"I heard about your meeting with Ethan this morning." I stopped moving while my eyes whipped to meet my sister's.
"Don't mind him. He's just a little different." I weakly nodded, unaware of where she was going with this. This situation became uncomfortable very quickly. "And don't mention werewolves, Cecelia is a human and doesn't know."
"He's dating her and hasn't told her?"
"He's been dating her for six months and you were best friends with a couple of werewolves for eighteen years." She pointedly said.
I sighed. "Point well made." With that, I grabbed the stuffed turkey and put it on the dining table, where five chairs were arranged for us to sit.
The boys had opened up beers because Ethan was standing on the opposite side of the table, with a chilled beer in his hand. "So, you're still here?!"
I rolled my eyes. I couldn't even make out if he was joking or just stating a fact. "So are you."
I walked to the fridge and took one beer out for myself.
"You sure you can drink?" Ethan pointedly asked with a stupid smirk on his face."I'm an adult." I raised my eyebrows and rolled my eyes. I walked inside the living room where the highlights of the tennis game were still playing. Cecelia sat on the couch beside Adam, the both of them fully engrossed in the game.
I took the seat beside Cecelia and decided to introduce myself. "Hi, I'm Zara, Emily's sister."
She turned her whole body towards me and gave me a megawatt smile. "Oh, hey. I'm Cecelia. I'm with Ethan." Oh, believe me, I know.
I took a big drink of my beer to relieve my body of the stress and frustration. Won't lie, it felt damn good.
"Damn sis, slow down." Adam chuckled.
I stopped the slight cringe that came with hearing the word is and took another big gulp. My eyes moved to Ethan, who was sitting on the sofa beside Adam. He raised his eyebrows as if to say really, and in response, I took another big sip.
At this rate, I will soon be wasted and puking my guts in the toilet. The thought made me slow down a bit.
"So, Zara. Emily told me you were a senior in high school?"
"Yeah, I am. So, how did you guys meet anyway?"
"Well, I met Ethan at a sorority party. He was with Adam and Emily. We started talking and here we are, six months later."
"Oh, that's cool. How did you meet Ethan, Adam?"
Adam laughed which made me more curious. My eyes moved to Ethan's to already find them on me. I fought the urge to blush at his intense stare.
"I met Ethan at a bar and he punched me as soon as his eyes landed on me."
I moved forward in my seat. Ethan punched Adam? "What were you doing? Making out with his girlfriend or something?" I laughed.
Adam chuckled while his gaze moved to Ethan's. It was as if I was experiencing a telepathic conversation. Maybe, I was.
Ethan took a deep gulp of his beer and looked at me once again. "Something like that."
In all the time I have spent knowing about werewolves, I amassed a lot of knowledge about mates too. A mate is a wolf's soul mate, his/her other half, without which they don't want to live.When a wolf finds their mate, all they can ever think about is their mate. They stop being attracted to anyone else and slowly, but surely fall in love with the person the moon goddess designated them to be with.There were still some who thought they could fight with the will of the goddess and they have affairs and cheat.It was clear to me that the mate bond affected a wolf and a human differently. Whatever I felt for Harper, he feels more than that. The tingles that danced on my skin whenever we touched were more prominent for Harper than they were for me.However different my response to the mate bond as a human may be, shouldn't I follow this basic rule? Shouldn't I be attracted to any other male besides my mate? I shouldn't get any steamy ideas about any other male besides my mate. That was
It's been two weeks since I had the dream with the moon goddess and I have never been angrier. I deserved to be angry, didn't I? Who the hell was she to condemn me to this suffering? Why the hell did she mate me with Harper when she knew we would have all these problems? Hell, why did she mate me with a werewolf in the first place? I was a human and would have been content in being with a human.I tried not to think about her, I did but she just kept popping into my head, bringing back all the memories I wanted to forget.It had also been two weeks since I came here and I was settling in pretty well. Even though I was miserable, I was pretty proud of myself for adjusting that quickly and efficiently.I had joined the new school the night after that dreadful dream and honestly, it wasn't bad. The building was pretty much like any other public-school building and was a twenty-minute drive from Emily's apartment. The thing I was most worried about was the states I would get being the ne
~ Harper’s POV ~I have had enough. My wolf and I have had enough. We were beyond frustrated and feeling as helpless as we could ever be. It was as if I was being attacked by all directions and I didn't know which thug to boot first.One, my mate had been gone God knows where for over two weeks. Two whole weeks. I had no contact with her whatsoever. It felt as if she had disappeared from the face of this planet. I had not set my eyes on her in so long that sometimes my wolf whined in my head at our loss and I wondered if what I and Zara had was real. Were we ever in a good place where we were not fighting? Even if we were, seeing her face, touching her, being with her felt right. It made everything alright. We had been together for roughly two months and I had fallen for her hard and fast. Could anyone blame me, though? She's the most amazing person, the prettiest girl, and the world's best seductress. She was mine and I lost her.I get it now, you know, that Karma always gets you. Be
~ Harper’s POV ~I kept my eyes on the phone that continued ringing, Zara's name flashing on the bright screen. The room was silent save for the ringing and vibration of the phone. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the phone. My father had just advised me to give my mate some space and right now seemed like everything was a test. My wolf was going crazy in my head. He couldn't believe the fact that I would just have to swipe the screen and I would be able to hear my mate's voice, which I hadn't heard in almost two weeks. I clenched my fists to stop myself from grabbing the phone and talking to my mate.But I didn’t budge. If this was my redemption, then I would go through it. My eyes stayed on the phone as it kept ringing, my father standing in front of him, checking on me.My gaze finally moved to my father when the phone finally stopped ringing. His green eyes were assessing me with a blank look and then it finally struck me.I gaped at my father in disbelief. "You went somewhere t
~ Harper’s POV ~Pain.That was the only thing I could feel. I didn't know how many times I groaned and I didn't remember how I ended up like this.I muttered a curse in my head at my fucked-up life as I felt my wolf nudge me into consciousness. I was groggy and my vision was blurred for a minute before my brain could focus on where I was.My wolf didn't detect any danger nearby which prevented me from not panicking. Although with the amount of pain, I was in, I doubted I would be a threat to any "danger".I looked where I was as soon as my brain could comprehend everything. The curtains were closed and I internally thanked the person who didn't want me blinded when I woke up.I was hooked to a couple of machines which were doing a good job of keeping me alive. I could tell I was in the hospital but I had no idea what I was doing there or more importantly, how I got here.Isn't there supposed to be a button here somewhere I could press to call the nurse in here and give her the good n
I nervously clutched my binder and laptop to my chest as I eyed the closed door in front of me. Anyone passing by me could sense that I was nervous and honestly, I think I had a right to be.I had always been friends with the same people all my life so I didn't know how the beginning stages of friendship worked. I didn't know what was too early or too clingy and I was suffering because of it. If I had known how this kind of stuff worked, I wouldn't have been standing in the hallway, looking like an idiot, wondering if I should knock on the door or not.I mean as I thought about it, it had been two weeks since Ethan picked me up from the library for the first time, and in the two weeks, he has picked me up another nine times. There was a steady flow of conversation between us, so that meant we were friends, right? I shook my head at my thoughts. I was overthinking too much and what was the worst thing he could do if I asked him, to deny me? Laugh at me? Okay, so that would be pretty
It had been two weeks since that episode in Ethan's apartment where he had asked about my silver bracelet. I have no idea but at that moment I didn't have it in me to lie. Not because I couldn't think of a good lie, but because I didn't want to lie. To him.When I had the realization, I was confused and frustrated. Why was I feeling this way? I had only known Ethan for a month and a half now and yet, he elicited such a response from me.I tapped my foot to the bass of the music pumping in my earphones while I stood in front of the school library, waiting for Ethan to pick me up. Both Adam and Emily couldn't be happier when they came to know that Ethan was good with picking me up, it just meant that they had more time to catch up and not rush from one point of the city to the other.Ethan's car rolled in the distance and I opened the passenger door to get in. He looked as good as he always did and I resisted the urge to eyeball him. He had, very maturely, let go of the subject of my s
~ Harper’s POV ~It's been two weeks since I had been attacked, two weeks since I had my embarrassing breakdown. Two very long weeks. As soon as I was able to get back to my normal healthy state, I was informed of the circumstances of my attack. I was attacked by the same group of rogues who had murdered and mutilated Elijah. They arrived at this conclusion because the arrow that had pierced my shoulder had carried the same message that we had found earlier on Elijah's body.We hadn't told the pack members of this fact yet. We had no idea who was behind these attacks and announcing this to the pack will only cause unnecessary distress and panic.Moreover, the arrow that I was attacked with was laced with a heavy dose of wolfsbane. If anything affected us and had the potential to kill us, with a huge amount of terrifying pain, it was wolfsbane. The dose I had been shot with was enough to kill two fully grown adult wolves. They had factored in the possibility of my healing because of m
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of