V. That Annoying Fanboy

I was still in a bad mood until I got home.Buti nalang talaga at half day lang yung pasok ko ngayon. Di na nga ako nakapagpaalam kina Alvie eh.

If you're wondering who is Ronan, he was my almost-boyfriend. For a fan girl like me, it’s impossible to like a guy other than my idol. You may think I’m overacting but you can ask any fan girl and they’ll say the same thing—unless that normal guy is exceptionally good or we saw something that made him stand out.

Ronan and I’s relationship didn't turn out well because he fell in love with another girl.

Nasaktan ako? Malamang.

Sino bang hindi? Umasa ako eh. Kaso pinagmukha niya akong tanga. Not to sound too bitter but that’s what actually happened.

Too ease my already bad mood, kinuha ko nalang yung phone ko. Mag sspazz nalang ako. Medyo busy kami ni Avie sa mga reportings pero that doesn’t mean we’ll stop doing what we’re used to.

Teka~

It took me moments to realize the horrifying thing that is happening. There has been (not to trigger the other fandom) a war between mine and this group I’m currently staring at in shock. I never joined fan wars because I don’t give a flying fuck about other people and besides, my best friend belongs to that fandom and we’re not toxic.

Kelan pa naging bulletproof yung wallpaper ko? Pinakealaman na naman ba 'to ni Alvie? We always do that to each other. we’ll playfully change each other’s wallpapers just to annoy each other.

Napindot ko yung Gallery and Holy Jongdae! The reality hits me hard. Di ko phone 'to! Puro MV ng BTS ‘yung nandito. Chineck ko din yung music… ganun din.

BTS. LAHAT.

Chineck ko din yung contacts and men, walang laman. Mga lima lang siguro.

I tried to call my number kaso walang load. iPhone ang cellphone pero walang load? Wow. Just wow.

**Bultaurone..Fayaaaaah~

Halos mabitawan ko sa gulat yung phone na hawak ko. Bigla nalang kasing nagring. Tinitigan ko yung screen. Tsaka ko lang narealized na number ko pala yung tumatawag.

"Hello?"

(Where's my phone?)

Wow. Ang cold lang niya mga pare.

"Nasaan yung phone ko?"

(Tss. Bring back my phone.)

"Ibalik mo yung phone ko! Di mo alam kung gaano kaimportante sa akin yung laman nyan!"

Paano nalang yung mga picture ni Suho? ng buong EXO? Paano nalang yung mga kanta nila? Yung pampatulog ko~ yung F* ko, I* at twitter… Paano nalang yung kinabukasan ko?

(Mas importante yang phone ko. Ibalik mo bukas yan. Mas mahal pa ‘yan kaysa sa buhay mo.)

Automatic na napataas yung kilay ko. Kalmado akong tao at hindi ako agad nagagalit pero iba ang dating ng taong ‘to. Yes, the unit of the phone is the latest one just like mine, didn’t he realize that? He doesn’t have any load balance, the audacity of him to say that to me.

"Aba—"

*toot toot…

Call ended.

Hayop.

Saan ko naman daw sya hahagilapin sa University bukas? Eh napakalaki ng School na yun. Ginagago ba nya ako? Gusto kong mag-donate ng load sa kaniya kaso and problema ay hindi ko alam ang number niya kaya hindi ko siya matanong kung saan kami magkikita. Wala rin naman sina Mommy ngayon at mag-isa lang ako sa bahay kaya hindi ko rin matatawagan number ko. Mas lalong hindi ko rin mahihingian ng tulong si Alvie dahil hindi ko memorized number ko, number pa kaya niya? Ayoko naman na guluhin si kuya dahil kapag nalaman niyang nawawala phone ko abot hanggang South Korea paikot pa ng North Pole at South Pole ang galit niya dahil sa kaniya galing ‘yun.

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"Papasok ka na?"

"Hindi kuya, matutulog pa lang ako. Trip ko lang mag-ayos, baka kasi dumating mga asawa ko." I answered sarcastically.

Badtrip pa rin ako. Namimiss ko na yung phone ko. Pakiramdam ko one-year outdated na ako. Ayoko namang pakialaman yung phone nung kumag na yun kaya nagtiis ako.

Magrereact pa sana si kuya kaso hindi ko na pinansin. Saan ko ba hahanapin yung lalakeng yun? Ano bang course nya? Kung bakit ba naman kasi hindi uso yung uniform sa university namin.

Dumaan muna ako sa merchandise shop sa tabi ng Univ. Kilala na nga ako ng may ari nito eh. Tambay kasi kami ni Alvie dito.

And speaking of Alvie, himala yata at di tumatawag yung babaeng yun? Bigla akong napasapo sa noo ko.

Paanong tatawag ‘yun Sol, eh iba nga yung hawak mong phone hindi ba?

Bumili ako ng poster tsaka dumiretso sa rooftop. Wala naman akong klase ngayon, ‘yung phone ko lang talaga ‘yung pakay ko dito.

Narinig kong tumutugtog yung 'Call me Baby' ng EXO kaya dahan-dahan kong binuksan yung pinto.

And there I saw a boy gracefully dancing.

Natulala naman daw ako bes kasi ang galing niya. Pwede na syang mag audition sa SMEnt or sa iba pang Ent. sa SoKor.

"Hey you. Where's my phone?"

"Ay call me baby!" halos mapatalon ako sa pwesto ko. Bakit nasa harapan ko na siya?

"Huh? Okay, Baby, where's my phone?" I even saw him smirked.

Automatic na napataas yung kilay ko.

"What? tss. Here. Bring back mine." Inabot ko sa kanya yung phone niya tsaka hinablot sa kanya yung akin.

Tatalikod na sana ako kaso bigla syang nagsalita.

"KPOP fan ka din pala?"

"Hindi ba halata?" I said in disgust.

"Hi, BTS stan. Magagaling faves ko." kumindat pa siya.

Yung totoo? May problema ba mata neto? Gwapo n asana mukha namang may saltik sa utak.

"Hello, EXO stan, mas magagaling faves ko."

I'm not being immature, he's proud of his idols, well I'm way prouder of mine. I don’t mean to be childish but there’s something about him that makes my boil rise.

Bigla siyang tumawa. Not to diss him but he sounded like a Dolphin.

"See you around Suho's jagiya~" he smiled before leaving me here in shock.

Paano nya nalaman?

Ay tanga, Sol. Malamang sya yung wallpaper mo. Napasapo nalang ako sa noo ko. Nababaliw na naman ako.

After talking to myself, I look around but he’s no longer there. Napakamot ako sa ulo ko. Ang bilis namang mawala nun.

If I knew that simply bumping with him and accidentally interchanging our phones would be the start of our tangled destinies, I would go back to the past and change it so that we’ll never meet. If only that annoying fanboy didn’t laugh like that and annoyed the hell out of me, I wouldn’t be in the situation I am right now. If I knew that in that rooftop, when the weather is beautiful and everything around us is bright, will be the start of my rollercoaster ride of life, I would let him have my phone and never give him back his. If only I can do those, no, if only I did those, then maybe, just maybe… I wouldn’t suffer like I still do right now.