I waited the whole night, but Elijah didn't come back.Ito ang unang beses na hindi niya natupad ang mga sinabi niya sa akin. For almost a year of being with me, he always made sure to keep his word. But last night... I waited for his call and messages, but I received nothing. I waited until midnight, but he didn't come back.Alam niya na nag-aalala ako kapag wala siyang pasabi. But he still didn't even bother e-even just a few seconds to tell me what's happening to him.Si Kio na ang nagpapasok sa akin sa loob ng silid ko dahil naghihintay ako sa labas ng mansion. Ilang beses nya ako na sinabihan. Hindi rin ako makakatulog kung sakali dahil sa pag-iisip. Kahit kasi mensahe talaga ay wala. My heart is aching, ito na ba ang kinakatakutan ko? Ang mga narinig niya kay Sebastian, ang sinabi nito na minamahal ako ni Elijah is that the reason?"Okay ka lang, Pristine?"Kio poured water on his glass."I'm fine," sagot ko na halos hindi marinig. Napangiwi si Kio na parang sinasabi ng ekspresy
"Oh my... ang ganda-ganda mo, Pristine!" Ate Lena said that caught my attention. Nakaharap ako ngayon sa salamin at tapos na sa paghahanda para sa gala.Tipid lamang ako na ngumiti sa mga papuri nila. I am not really in the mood. At kahit nang dumating na si Sebastian sa mansion ay tinanguan ko lang ito hanggang sa makarating kami sa sasakyan niya."I guess you didn't heard earlier," sabi niya."You are stunning, Pristine."He said that? At mukhang sigurado siya na hindi ko 'yon nabigyan ng pansin dahil nga inulit niya. Tipid ako na ngumiti."Salamat."Kio was behind us. Nakasunod ito sa amin ni Sebastian. Mayroon ring dalawang sasakyan sa likod na bodyguards rin na dala naman ni Sebastian. He said that it was for my safety. Pero sinabi ko na ayos lang.When we came at the gala a lot of people was looking at us sa labas pa lang. Nagbubulungan."They look good together! Mga bata pa sila pero I heard that may pagpaplano na daw ng kasal. May date na nga rin daw ng engagement party ang Do
"Pristine!"I heard Kio called me pero mas binilisan ko ang paglalakad at tinakasan ito dahil gusto ko na mapag-isa."Asan na 'yon? Sht. Papatayin talaga ako ni Elijah."Elijah... but where is he? N-Nasaan?Nang makapasok ako sa maze ay napaupo ako at naibaba ko ang kopita na hawak ko. And in no matter of seconds, I cried. I cried silently. Mas napagtanto ko na hindi ko talaga kaya ng wala si Eli dahil sa bawat minuto, hinahanap-hanap ko siya."I-I can't be like this... p-paano na nga kung hindi na siya bumalik?""At isa pa t-this is not forever. Hindi siya habambuhay na makakasama ko. Why are you so selfish, Pristine?"Kalokohan rin hilingin na manatili si Eli kapag ikinasal na ako. How am I able to live while married to another man and still loving my bodyguard?Napahikbi ako sa naisip ko. Wala ba talaga akong kalayaan na pumili? B-Because I really want Elijah... no... I love him. A-And if he will ask me again, sasama ako sa kaniya. Hindi ko na iisipin ang kung ano ang gagawin ng lo
I've never been this mad at Elijah before. Ever. Kung dati ay sobra ang takot at kaba ko na iwan niya, na hindi na siya bumalik ay ngayon walang ganoong pakiramdam. All that I am feeling right now is madness. Why?Because he was a jerk that night at the gala! He made me feel the kiss shouldn't have happened in the maze after he kissed me! He's a damn asshole! A complete asshole! Hindi ako nagbibitaw ng mga ganito na salita kahit sa isipan ko pero ito talaga ang nararamdaman ko ngayon!Naiiyak ako sa inis kapag naaalala. "E-Elijah..."My lips are sore, and I was having a hard time to breathe because even after a few minutes he still didn't want to let me go. Sandali lang na lalayo at pasasagapin ako ng hangin pero muli na naman akong hahalikan. I can hear the sound of our lips, naririnig ko rin pati ang pagdaing niya at ang sa akin. Ang sa isipan ko ay paano ko siya haharapin ulit? K-Kakausapin after this hot kiss? Lalo na ngayon na alam na rin niya ang nararamdaman ko. I have nothi
Gumaan ang loob ko sa naging pag-uusap namin ni Kio tungkol sa nangyari nang gabing 'yon. Nabawasan ang mga tanong sa isipan ko pati ang galit sa ginawa ni Elijah. I will still give him a chance to explain himself, pero iyon ay kung pagbalik niya ay may balak talaga siya na magpaliwanag sa ginawa niya.I may be young, but I understand how I feel about him and I am ready to face the consequences of my actions. Alam ko ang ginawa ko na pagtugon sa halik ni Elijah at alam ko rin ang iisipin ng mga nakarinig nang malaman ng mga ito na naghalikan kaming dalawa. Pwede na may iba na nakarinig at makarating sa lolo at papa pero wala akong naging takot sa isipin na 'yon. Sa tatlong araw ay mas nanaig ang inis ko dahil sa ginawa ni Elijah."Pristine, let's go?"Esther tapped my shoulder. Hindi ko namalayan na kami na lang tatlo pati si Sebastian ang natitira sa loob ng classroom at nakalabas na ang lahat. It's 11:30 am, maaga ang lunch break namin kaya nag-usap kami kanina na sa field manatili
ElijahI lay in the hammock in the back garden, staring up at the night sky, replaying everything that happened. My breath was heavy, and a weight on my chest made it hard for me to breathe. "Aahh. damn."The cold night wind did nothing to calm my nerves. "D-Do you like me, Elijah?"I smirked and covered my eyes with my hand. That scorching sensation every time I recall Pristine's face asking if I like her makes me feel like I'm burning from the inside out. It's been almost two days and I can't forget every details of what happened in her room, how she asked me softly if I like her.Halos dalawang araw na rin niya akong iniiwasan at hindi pinapansin. It... stings. Actually. Hindi ako sanay. How her beautiful eyes looked away. I was used to seeing her approach me with a smile and calling me with excitement. "Elijah...""Eli!" Damn. What is this feeling? Am I... missing her? Is it possible to miss someone even if you see them everyday?Pakiramdam ko sa nakalipas na dalawang araw ay
Just when my patience was about to run out after nearly two days of Pristine ignoring me, here she is now, standing close beside me. I can still hear her catching her breath, naramdaman ko rin ang paglapit pa niya sa gilid ko. I pretended to be sleeping, waiting for her to speak, but she remained silent. Hindi ba niya ako gigisingin? Ganoon ang ginagawa niya kapag pinupuntahan niya ako dito. What took her so long to try and wake me?But then I felt her move closer, and the strands of her hair fell on my neck, making me swallow.Her face... it's near.And because I couldn't wait any longer, I speak. "You shouldn't be running like that, princess. You're still out of breath. I can still hear you gasping for air."Pagkadila ng mga mata ko ay nakita ko ang gulat sa mukha niya. I heard her gasp after. And it was fast when she took a step back and stumbled on her feet. Sht. My reflexes kicked in, and my hand quickly caught her by the waist just as she was about to fall to the ground.Sa par
Ang dalawang linggo na pananatili ko dito sa Karmona ay tatlong araw na lang dahil nagpasunod ako agad ng ibang tauhan nang hindi sinasabi sa mom ang tungkol doon. I was bothered earlier when Kio said Pristine was awake, but I still haven't received a single reply to all of my messages. She's not like this, at alam ko naman na dahil nga hindi niya gusto na umalis ako.At mas napatunayan ko pa 'yon ngayon.I was staring at my phone gripping it tightly when the video call ended after Pristine hung up on me. Here I am, waiting for her reply since this morning after I left the mansion. I sent a lot of messages asking about her, and now I see her on Kio's phone?She's using his cellphone. Damn.Napasapo ako sa noo ko at napasandal sa puno habang nakatingin pa rin sa cellphone ko. I waited for her message, but I still received nothing. Napapikit ako ng mariin at ibinalik na lang 'yon sa bulsa ko."What's with that idiot Kio? Bakit parang close na sila agad?" tanong ko sa sarili ko.I can't