KABANATA 4
ㅤㅤㅤㅤFIVE years ago, she was dubbed as the Saavedra family’s jewel, their most treasured daughter. She was pampered because besides being Saavedra’s princess, she also had congenital heart disease. Alam ng mga Saavedra ito dahil noong limang taong gulang pa lamang siya, kinailangan nyang mag-undergo ng surgery para mabuhay—she did, but barely. She still carried the burden of her heart disease. Even so, she decided to make up for it by being a role model. Not only her family but her peers adored her for her beauty, brain, and elegance—she was truly the pride of the Saavedra family back then. She never let her congenital heart disease drag her down, Lorraine Saavedra was the epitome of perfection. However, on her 25th birthday, her life drastically changed. Lahat iyon, nagsimula sa pagbabalik ng ‘orihinal na Saavedra’—si Rika Vicente. On her 25th birthday, Rika revealed that she was the real daughter of Albert and Joana Saavedra, and that Lorraine’s mother had swapped them out of malicious intent. Marami ang nagulat at hindi naniwala kay Rika pero noong i-run ang DNA tests, napatunayang hindi nga kadugo ng mga Saavedra si Lorraine. Thus it turned out that this rich and powerful family had been raising a cuckoo bird in their nest, and Rika was the poor victim. “M—mom, dad… Please believe me, ‘di ko talaga alam ‘to,” halos namamaos ang boses nyang nagmamakaawa sa mga magulang nya noong lumabas ang totoo. Yet, her ‘parents’ only threw her a distrustful look. When she tried to reach her beloved mother, Joana only slapped her hand away. “Don’t touch me,” matigas nitong sabi at ang susunod na lamang nyang naramdaman ay ang palad nitong lumapat sa pisngi nya. “‘Di ka ba nahihiya sa sarili mo, Lorraine? Pinaniwala mo kaming lahat na ikaw talaga ang anak namin!” “But mom, I truly didn’t know—” “We don’t want to hear your alibis! Pa’nong ‘di mo alam? For all we know, you could have kept in contact with your original mother, leeching off our riches and wealth!” But that wasn’t true. Lorraine looked at her mother solemnly yet she also knew that she wouldn’t listen to her anymore. So, she tried to look at her father to ask for some remorse, but to no avail. “We’ve given you everything because you made us think that you’re our little princess,” malamig nitong sabi. His voice seethed in restrained anger and that made her tremble. The fear she felt tugged her heart—her chest tightened and if she dwelled in this longer, Lorraine knew it wouldn’t be good for her. Kumunot ang noo nito. “You’ve stolen our daughter’s life so don’t come asking for remorse when you’ve shown us none of that during the time you were pretending.” “But I— I didn’t know that I was swapped!” “Itigil mo na ‘yang kahibangan mo, Lorraine,” sabad ni Adrian sa usapan. “Wala kang kakampi rito. Walang maniniwala sa ‘yo.” The way Lorraine’s life turned upside down in the speed of light had frightened her. Seeing all of her loved ones turn their backs against her, leaving her to suffer all alone without someone to rely on was scarring. Hindi siya sanay at hindi nya alam kung paano nya pupulutin ang sarili mula sa pagkakalugmok. Sa isang iglap, naagaw kaagad ni Rika ang atensyon at puso ng ‘pamilya’ ni Lorraine. “File a case against her, honey,” Joana asked her husband. “She’s a criminal! She deceived all of us!” Parang binuhusan ng malamig na tubig si Lorraine sa narinig. Hindi nya maiwasang mamangha at masaktan sa bilis ng mga pangyayari. Kahit alam nyang buo na ang desisyon ng mga Saavedra na ipakulong siya, sinubukan pa rin ni Lorraine na ipaliwanag ang sarili… pero walang nakinig sa kanya. They all filed a case against her and sent her to jail—and as if that wasn’t enough, before she was sent behind the bars, she experienced extreme bullying from both Adrian and Rika. It came to the point that they ruined her image by setting her up to sleep with a stranger. She could still remember how Adrian and Rika discussed what they planned while she was in a daze. “Sure ka bang ‘di tayo mahuhuli ni Justin ‘pag ginawa natin ‘to, kuya?” nag-aalangang tanong ni Rika kay Adrian. Umismid si Adrian. “Pa’no naman tayo mahuhuli kung ‘di naman din natin kilala kung sino ba talaga ‘yang hahawak sa impostor mo? Basta walang magsusumbong, sa ‘tin ang tiwala ni Justin.” ‘Stop. Make it stop,’ was all Lorraine could think about and wished to say if it weren’t for the fact that her strength seemed to slip away from her. For the love of God, she couldn’t even find it in herself to open her mouth to ask them about their evil plan. “Sigurado ka rin na magiging akin si Justin, ‘di ba?” “Oo naman, Rika. Sigurado akong nawalan na ng interes ang isang iyon kay Lorraine noong lumabas ang totoo na ‘di talaga siya tunay na Saavedra. Mas lalo lang ‘yong mawawalan ng amor ‘pag nakita nua si Lorraine na may kasamang ibang lalaki.” Lorraine passed out shortly after that and the next thing she knew, Justin did find her sleeping beside a mysterious man—naked and sore all around her body. Hanggang ngayon, parang masamang panaginip na hinahabol si Lorraine ng itsura ni Justin. Kung paanong nanlaki ang mga mata nito noong makita siya, matulala, takasan ng kulay sa mukha—bago tuluyang halos mamula ang mukha nito sa galit nang rumehistro ang mga nangyari. “You’re shameless,” Justin said through gritted teeth. “‘Di ka pa nakuntento sa mga kasinungalingan mo, nakuha mo pa akong lokohin.” Lorraine’s heart sank because she was tangled in this mess and could not find her way out. Bago pa rin siya makapagpaliwanag, iniwanan siya ni Justin na parang wala lang. She also left that mysterious man alone in that room. Leaving to chase her ex-fiancé to explain—to try to convince her that she was just set up by Adrian and Rika. But who was she to assume that he’d believe her? “Tama talaga sila tungkol sa ‘yo…” dismayadong sabi ni Justin. “Not only that you’re a notorious liar, you’re also too desperate to save yourself from all your mess that you’d try to ruin Rika more.” …That’s not it! But explaining was futile. As unfortunate as it may sound, Lorraine also got pregnant. By the time she found out, Justin, her ex-fiancé had begun looking at her in a different light. Marumi. Disgrasyada. Manlalalaki. Justin abhorred Lorraine. From looking at her as though she was a fragile flower he wanted to protect, Justin began seeing her as torn from his past, a love he’d come to regret. Not that she blamed him, but she knew she wouldn’t have been shouldering this burden if it weren’t for Adrian and Rika. Before Lorraine was sent to prison, she had also given birth. No one really cared for her, besides the security guard who found her somewhere along the streets, bloodied and struggling because she wasn’t allowed to go to any hospitals. She named her Laurence, her only hope and the sole reason why she wanted to live. ㅤㅤㅤㅤLORRAINE slowly opened her eyes and found herself inside a hospital room. Confused, she weakly looked around and remembered what happened a few hours ago. Nahimatay siya. It was most likely out of stress, exhaustion, and the constant heartbreak from multiple rejections she received today since everyone was so convinced on killing her just so Rika would survive. Hindi pa ba talaga sapat ang limang taon na paghihirap nya sa bilangguan? Lorraine slowly shook her head. ‘I can’t… die here,’ she thought. Bagamat nanghihina, sinubukan ni Lorraine ang tumayo mula sa kinahihigaan noong mapatingin siya sa pinto at marinig ang usapan ng mga nagbabantay sa kanya sa labas. “Tol, tawag tayo ni boss,” sabi ng isa sa mga lalaki sa labas. “‘Di ako makaalis dito, may pinapabantay sa ‘kin.” Pumalatak ang kasama nito. “Iwanan na raw muna natin, anong oras na at ‘di pa naman nagkakamalay ‘yon. Baka nga raw patay na ‘yon kaya ipapa-examine ulit ni boss Adrian.” “Ah, gano’n? O sige, kung ‘yan naman sinabi ni boss.” Lorraine’s heart began to race as hope filled her chest. She clenched her fists and watched the men outside her hospital room leave one by one, and when she couldn’t hear them anymore, an idea instantly dawned to her. This is her chance!KABANATA 5ㅤㅤㅤㅤPERHAPS Lorraine was lucky because the hospital room where she was situated in was located on the first floor. After she jumped off the window, Lorraine quickly ran away to find her son.Ininda nya ang paninikip ng dibdib kaya madalas, lakad-takbo siya, pero sa bawat paghakbang ay bakas ang pagmamadali nya.‘Laurence’—Lorraine had to meet her son at least before anything else happened to her! Honestly, if she could even escape from the Saavedra and Elizalde family in a matter of hours, she would do just that!It didn’t take long when she entered a small village-like place.“Laurence!” her voice almost broke when finally, she saw a glimpse of her son.Hindi siya pupwedeng magkamali. Kahit na ilang beses pa lamang nyang nakita noon ang anak, alam nya ang maliit nitong pigura.Noong marinig ng bata ang boses nya, lumingon ito at nang makita siyang tumatakbo patungo rito, awtomatiko ang pagguhit ng malawak na ngiti sa mga labi nito.“Mama!” maligayang tawag nito sa kanya ‘t
KABANATA 6ㅤㅤㅤㅤDURING the entire time that he and Lorraine traveled back to his manor, he couldn’t understand why he couldn’t take off his eyes off her little bastard. The whole ride, the kid kept looking outside with wide and almost sparkling eyes, fascinated by the scenery outside of the car.The child kept grinning and would look at Lorraine, then she would smile at him as if she found solace despite the shit she’s in.Hindi maiwasan ni Justin ang mairita. Nakukuha ng isang iyan na ngumiti kahit alam nito kung gaano kalaki at kabigat ang kasalanan nito sa kanya at kay Rika?Napaismid si Justin. Inalis na rin nya ang mga matang kanina pa nakatuon sa rear mirror ng sasakyan nang hindi na nito makita pa ang itsura ni Lorraine at ng bastardo nito.“Boss,” tawag sa kanya ng drayber nila.Mahina lamang ang boses nito pero sakto para marinig ni Justin ang lalaki.Imbes na sumagot, mahina lamang siyang humimig. Sandali siyang pinasadahan ng tingin ng drayber bago ito napatingin din sa rear
KABANATA 7ㅤㅤㅤㅤAYOS lang ba talaga na rito sila?Hindi na mabilang ni Lorraine kung ilang beses siyang tumingin sa kapaligiran ng kwarto na ibinigay sa kanila ni Justin. It wasn’t anything great. Maliit ang kwarto at medyo marumi, papasa pa nga itong bodega pero kung ikukumpara sa bilibid, mas maayos at malinis ang kwartong ito.Laurence kept on looking around, fascinated because even though the room wasn’t grand, it was bigger than the room he shared with his uncle.“Mama, dito na po tayo?” inosenteng tanong ni Laurence.Napukaw ng tanong nito ang atensyon nya bago siya marahang umiling. “Sandali lang tayo rito, ‘nak.”“Babalik pa po tayo kay tito?”“Ayaw mo na ba ro’n?”“Gusto ko po! Ayoko rito Mama, maganda bahay pero ang sungit ng mga tao. Away po nila ako, sama po tingin nila sa ‘kin.”Hindi napigilan ni Lorraine ang mahinang matawa sa pagnguso ng anak habang nagsusumbong. Umupo siya sa gilid ng kama ‘tsaka nya minuwestrahan ang anak na lumapit sa kanya. Dali-dali rin namang luma
KABANATA 8ㅤㅤㅤㅤKAHIT pa na pinatuloy ni Justin sina Lorraine at Laurence sa manor nito, hindi ibig sabihin noon e magiging madali ang pamumuhay nilang mag-ina sa puder ng mga Elizalde.Ni hindi sila makalabas sa kwartong pinagdalhan nila. Kahit pa na halos umiyak na si Laurence dahil gusto raw nitong mamasyal sa hardin ng mga Elizalde, walang magawa si Lorraine kung hindi panoorin lamang ang anak dahil hindi maganda ang naging karanasan nila noong subukan nilang pumunta ro’n.“Sa’n kayo pupunta?”Natigilan si Lorraine noong marinig ang boses ng isa sa mga katulong ni Justin. Noong lumingon siya, natagpuan nya itong masama ang tingin sa kanila nina Lorraine at Laurence.“Bibisita sana kami sa hardin—”Bago pa man matapos ni Lorraine ang sasabihin, malalaki ang yapak na lumapit sa kanila ang katulong. Hinawakan nito nang mahigpit ang braso nya’t hinila siya, at bilang mas malaki ito at mas malakas, kaagad nitong nahila ang dalaga’t tumama ang likod nya sa pader.“A—aray!” reklamo nya.“
KABANATA 9ㅤㅤㅤㅤISA sa mga napansin ni Lorraine nitong nakaraan ay ang kuryosidad ng anak nya kay Jared. Magmula noong iligtas sila nito mula sa katulong na ibinigay ni Justin sa kanila, naging mataas ang tingin ng anak sa lalaki.Hindi rin maiwasan ni Lorraine ang magtaka sa kung anuman ang pakay ni Jared sa kanya o sa anak nya.Hindi naman sila magkakilala kaya alam nyang wala siyang ginawang masama rito. Maliban na lang kung pinipeke nito ang kabaitang ipinapakita nang maipaghiganti ang nakababata nitong kapatid mula sa mga ‘kasinungalingan’ nya noon.The point is, Lorraine didn’t trust Jared.Kahit pa na ganoon, wala sa loob nyang ilayo ang anak mula sa lalaki dahil gustung-gusto ito ng anak nya. Wala pa rin naman itong ginagawang masama kay Laurence kaya minabuti ni Lorraine ang maging alerto na lamang.“Gustung-gusto ng anak mo sa labas,” komento ni Jared nang umupo ito sa tabi nya.Kasalukuyan silang nasa hardin noon dahil inaya silang mag-ina ni Jared na lumabas. Nagtanong kasi
KABANATA 10ㅤㅤㅤㅤ“HINDI pa ba sapat sa ‘yo na ako iyong naloko mo noon at mukhang pati si kuya, dinadamay mo sa kalokohan mo?”Iyan ang ibinungad sa kanya ni Justin oras na makauwi ito mula sa ospital. Sa pagkakaalam ni Lorraine, binisita ng binata si Rika na magpahanggang ngayon ay naka-confine pa rin sa ospital dahil hinihintay ang pagdu-donor nya.Noong ayain silang lumabas ni Jared kanina, alam nyang mayroong isang alipores ni Justin ang magsusumbong sa binata. Hindi nga siya nagkamali dahil noong umuwi si Justin, masama kaagad ang timpla nito.Kung sa bagay, kailan ba umayos ang mood ni Justin t’wing makikita siya samantalang magmula noong sirain nina Adrian at Rika ang imahe nya, ni hindi na siya matignan nang maayos ni Justin.Bumuntong hininga si Lorraine. “Wala akong ginagawa kay Jared.”“‘Wag kang magsinungaling, ‘di kami tanga para ‘di malaman na sinusubukan mong mapalapit sa kuya ko,” nanggagalaiting sagot nito.“Justin, wala talaga akong ginagawa. Si Jared ang lumapit sa ‘
KABANATA 11ㅤㅤㅤㅤMATAMANG pinagmamasdan ni Jared sina Lorraine at Laurence habang magkahawak ang kamay ng mga ito na namamasyal sa hardin. Kahit nasa malayo, naririnig nya ang pagtatanong ng bata kung anong bulaklak ba ang mga nakatanim doon at ang kahulugan, si Lorraine naman e masayang sinasagot ang anak.It’s been almost a week since Justin brought those two.Jared knew the reason why they were here. Una pa lang naman ay inamin na ni Justin ang pakay nito kay Lorraine kaya nito inuwi ang dalaga.He didn’t care at first either. He wasn’t one to meddle with other people’s business, after all. Iyon lang, hindi nya maiwasan ang maging interesado sa dalaga at sa anak nito.“Sir Jared.”Mabilis na naagaw ang atensyon nya noong marinig ang boses ng sekretarya nya na nasa likuran na nya pala. Kahit ganoon, hindi siya nag-aksaya ng enerhiya na lumingon para tignan ito.“Anong balita sa pinapahanap ko?” tanong nya.Bagamat hindi nya nakikita si Amir, narinig nya ang pagkawala ng mabigat at ma
KABANATA 12ㅤㅤㅤㅤPARA lang hindi siya guluhin ni Justin, ginawa ni Lorraine ang lahat para umiwas kay Jared. Sa t’wing lalabas sila ni Laurence, bilang hinahayaan na sila ng mga katulong ng mga Elizalde, palagi nyang sinasaktuhan na wala ang binata at mayroong lakad.“Mama, nasa’n po si sir Jared?” inosenteng tanong ni Laurence.Marahang nagbaba ng tingin si Lorraine sa anak at ngumiti. “Busy siya, ‘nak. Bakit mo siya hinahanap?”“Wala lang po. Mas masaya po ‘pag nandiyan siya.”Lorraine cupped her son’s cheeks. “Alam mo Rence, ‘di ka dapat masyadong magtiwala kay sir Jared o ‘di kaya ma-attach.”“Ano pong ma-attach?”“Mapalapit sa kanya,” mas simpleng sagot nya. “‘Di pwede dahil may mga ‘di natutuwa ‘pag nakikita nila tayong malapit kay sir Jared.”“Mama, ‘di po ba mas ligtas tayo kung didikit tayo kay sir Jared?”Hindi tanga si Lorraine para hindi malamang matalino at observant ang anak. Alam nyang ilang beses pa lamang nito nakakasalamuha si Jared pero may kung ano sa binata. Bagama