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GLENN"Thank you very much for your patronage shop with us next time." I gave the couple my brightest smile and watched as they left the counter.I was still there watching them walk hand in hand and imagining that it was Santiago and I when she walked up to me.She had a smirk on her face and I tried to imagine what it was for when she slide the phone toward where I was—"No excuses, make the fucking call!"It had been two days since she had been trying to get me to do that but I was still right there at the counter still deciding if I should do that all or not, as it turned out it was the stupidest thing anyone could ever do, thinking about it again reminded me of how crazy it was."I don't think this is a good idea." I hollered pointing to how serious it was getting involved in what I would term as a risk."Do you have anything else planned?" She asked and I shook my head ."Or would you rather face Santiago yourself and come out to tell him what you did?"I could tell that she was trying to pull my legs, she was teasing me and the truth was I was falling right into it."Stop all of this, you know how difficult making this call is." I grimaced."Well that is the only option except you have a better plan. "Talking about the plan, it had been Anna's idea that It was better for us to bait Martha, it looked like the most absurd thing when she had said it but after listening to her speak it felt like a good idea right until this moment."What if this goes wrong?" I asked again, wanting to be sure."It won't go wrong." She said for the time.I ran through it again in my mind, at the moment I was faced with the hardest part of the plan which was inviting her over .Then the distraction, I had to think of a way to distract her then the rest was all Anna."I don't feel right… "She hands the phone to me after putting the call through and I was caught right there unaware.I took the phone from her hands while making faces at her."Hello." Martha's voice sounded from the other end.I wondered if she could recognize my voice from the other side."Hello… " she called out again.I hesitated for a minute before answering her. "Am I on to Martha.""Yes you are, how may I help you."I went on and on about having information for her about Santiago and another lover, while making the call I was hoping she didn't by any way accuse him first as that would ruin the plan.As it turned out, she couldn't recognize my voice just as planned —"Are you sure of what you are saying?" She asked." Yes, I am… "I hesitated for a while. " I can speak to you in person if you may. "" That would be fine text the address. "After dropping the call I breathed a huge sigh of relief, some part of my mind was amused that she didn't recognize my voice, if I had an adversary that was a mistake I wouldn't make." Done… Are you happy now?" I turned to Anna and asked."Come on, stop sulking, you wanted this as much as I did." She replies." Come to think of it, what if she is in on us? "She shrugged. " We would have to find out. "****I was doing exactly what Ann had said I was trying to find out how serious this was about to get.At some stage I wanted back out as my mind kept on racing through what could possibly go wrong.She was running late and already I was starting to think that perhaps it was nature's way of telling me to stay out of this as much as I could.The truth was I still had a bad feeling about all of this and couldn't help it.This pub had been Anna's idea as well, as a matter of fact all of this had been her idea and I was just tagging along.I looked around the room one more time hoping that I would catch the glimpse of her, I looked sideways at the clock as it struck seven with my heart skidding.She was an hour late already, leaving me with a feeling of frustration and anxiety.At that moment, my pulse drifted between my heart and lungs as they forcefully thudded through my soul till they filled it with adrenaline.I wasn’t usually one that would have loved to predict stuff but something told me she might show up with her.I looked over at where Ann was again and she waves at me, I strolled over to where she was."Are you ready to call this craziness quit, I can put all of my gains on the idea that this plan would go wrong…What if she recognizes you."Ann looked confident and in control like she got it all.She remained silent for a while as the emotion she had on her face faded intoan unreadable expression.Earlier, she was certain she got this planned but during the long hour of waiting I could guess she was wondering how so easily all of this could go wrong.She hardly said a word to me, all through the silence, I wanted to pretty much know what the next course of action was so we could get away as fast as we could.There were whole sentences , many scenario of what could happen if all this …"She is here." Ann said all of a sudden.I couldn’t and wouldn’t analyze why my heart beat quickly, I turned and could see her still looking around the pub.That quietness filled the room again and started to build as I walked away, hiding my face as I walked past her.She stops and turns to look, before shrugging and making way to Ann's table.CHAPTER 85GLENNSo it all came down to time, I listened to them speaking from the distance and tried eavesdropping but it wqs made more difficult by the noises around, I could hear everything from their rasped breath to the sound she made each time she moved.All I was waiting for was the signal, at some point it felt like that moment might never come and I was starting to give up when I saw the signal from Anna —She folded her napkin…In the next moment, I was waiting for her to make the move. Martha adjusted in her seat and stood up but while we had thought she would leave her behind she went with it.Immediately I saw the event unfolding, I groaned loudly with a frown coming up on my face, it seemed like the situation was about to get more serious when Martha caught Anna making faces.Martha looked back and our faces would have almost met if I didn't duck.Damn… Did she see me?My mind kept replaying through the scenes as I was left there still uncertain if she had or not.“Hello”
CHAPTER 86GLENNAs expected Martha was dead drunk…The next moment was frustrating as hell, I was forced to listen to her thrash talking about how she was going to deal with a certain —In her own words —opportunist.It took a while for us to get her cab, good enough we used her phone after unlocking and stumbled on the same driver that had brought her here.The cab was soon driving Martha down the West lane and with the envelope tucked somewhere in her bag that would be too hard to suspect.As I watched the cab driving down the road I was filled with that kind of regret again, perhaps I shouldn't have done this and pushed all the blame to her.Somewhere deep in my mind I was having a kind of remorse as we drove down the other way.Martha was no fool and I was most certain she would remember who she had been with, what If she decides to make more findings…All these thoughts filled my heart and it was made more difficult by the silence that engulfed the cab—It was enough silence that
CHAPTER 87GLENNAs it turned out, for the next couple of weeks, I was pretty much alone with her most of the time, still searching for that one chance to tell her about my hidden secret.It seemed more difficult as the day passed, each moment right from the time we spent at work till the moment when we did everything from going to the mall to having lunch together, each of these moments was filled with that desire to tell her.Something kept the words back in my mind however, it was hard to tell what but that desire to tell her was shrouded by a fear of the outcome.This Wednesday however proved a different point and provided the perfect opportunity for me to do that—Anna and I started going to the movies twice a week. Once, on the weekend and the other Wednesdays, Anna had thought it would be the perfect chance for me to distract myself away from the fact that he still hasn't called after the misunderstanding we had.While I felt pained and hurt In a way that he might have suspect
CHAPTER 88GLENNCall it a tug of war between my human and wild side, but we were battling within my senses, I could hear voices, through my heated vision I could see the two other ladies as I walked out the window.There was one more thing I was battling with deep within and that was my demon, humanity felt strained within me, all that I could hear from my soul were snarls, gnarls and several other forceful sounds.If my human soul was the beauty then I was the beast, the beast unchained as it seeked redemption that wasn't forthcoming.My wolf walked in the only path I should be used to now, the dark path that led to my abyss —The wood.At the back of my mind I thought about a way to explain the situation to Anna, how in the hell would I explain this madness to her.It was only a matter of time before I sense she would would walk into the bathroom, it was difficult to tell how I then my secrets would be save when right there on the ground were my ripped clothes.Darkness shone on th
CHAPTER 89SANTIAGOThey say when madness is never just the state of one psychological state, it is the state of the heart as well. At this moment I wasn't even disputing the fact that I was totally insane.I was insane about everything, I was insane at the speed or was going at and I couldn't even stop it — I was insane about life, love and my lust.Everything looked like it was stuck in one part of my brain and I had to deal with it.A lot of things changed from the last night I was Glenn and if I was to start reading them out it would be numbering to a hundred— literally.At first it was as though my thoughts were in two ways: First was perhaps the fact that I was starting to accept the fact that the child was mine and secondly because I was still mad at Glenn for no justified reasons.As the matter became more clearer, it turned out that it came down to my self esteem. After the test for the pregnancy had turned out positive in some way all i felt was this kind of guilt that cou
CHAPTER 90GLENN.Rays of light found their way to the room, sparkling off the shiny glasses on the floor. For a quarter of the next minute my mind was shattered and deteriorated as I blinked my eyes looking around.Didn't know where I was expecting to find myself but definitely back at the spot where the entire night had started from right there in the floor of her bathroom.I looked around again still feeling a bit wonky from the tranquilizer dart, I rolled my eyes before pulling it out of my laps.In a way, the previous night was still at the back of my mind like a sort of dream state—I could still see the pictures vividly…I could see my wolf running after the man, pushing him to the ground and the rest were just puzzled at the back of my mind.Memories of the previous night flashes across my brain again—The man, my brain was unsettled for a short period as I wondered what had actually happened.If it made things better I couldn't taste blood and it gave me some kind of hope that
CHAPTER 91GLENN.Watching her I didn't know what to do or how to react to the entire situation, the question seemed abrupt as I wasn't expecting it yet as my heart beat heavily against my rib cages.At the same time I was feeling a bit of rage coming from the deepest part of my soul, a rage that was filled with the fact that all of this could as well have been avoided..I couldn't think of anything possibly think of anything to savage the situation, there was just one thing I could do and that was to tell her everything… or perhaps lie again.Still divided on what to do, I stared hard at her for a long minute. The box she had pushed into my hands was right there still warm upon it and I was yet to check what was in it.Opening the box and prying in, there it was my ripped clothes from the previous night when I had transitioned."Anna, I don't know what to say ."She looked at me keenly her eyes sparking up with whatever courage must had prompted her to this place.I shut my eyes for
CHAPTER 92SANTIAGOTalking about living a picturesque life, of late mine had lacked those true colors as I had barely lived outside the four walls of where I was for the past few days .I was living in my mind and at that time, the walls were torn to the floor leaving just the bare naked paint behind, when I tried looking beneath it I discovered it was worth nothing to look at at all as the description I found was totally different from what I expected.Was it deception?Somehow it felt Martha arriving home drunk two nights ago would be something that might never be talked about again, but one thing that left me confused was the fact that I found the envelope in her bags. It left me with the fact that I owed certain someone an apology.It wasn't as easy as it was in my mind as it turned out while it had turned out that it was something that I had totally wanted and perhaps the chances of me apologizing was more on the brighter side. Life happened one more time making the issue more o