CHAPTER 90
GLENN.Rays of light found their way to the room, sparkling off the shiny glasses on the floor. For a quarter of the next minute my mind was shattered and deteriorated as I blinked my eyes looking around.Didn't know where I was expecting to find myself but definitely back at the spot where the entire night had started from right there in the floor of her bathroom.I looked around again still feeling a bit wonky from the tranquilizer dart, I rolled my eyes before pulling it out of my laps.In a way, the previous night was still at the back of my mind like a sort of dream state—I could still see the pictures vividly…I could see my wolf running after the man, pushing him to the ground and the rest were just puzzled at the back of my mind.Memories of the previous night flashes across my brain again—The man, my brain was unsettled for a short period as I wondered what had actually happened.If it made things better I couldn't taste blood and it gave me some kind of hope that he might be alive, I was still trying to figure out what had happened when a knock sounded heavily on the door."Hey, are you awake yet?" I could hear them giggling from behind the door."What do you need?" I called out back at Anna while grabbing a robe.Anna stared at the shards of glasses on the floor to my face. "You are paying to fix that right?"I pushed past her and Walked Into the room that still stinked of alcohol and sweat, as it turned out they had assumed I had locked myself in all through the night."Did you actually sleep on the floor?" One of the girls asked if I made a grumpy noise causing a stir in the whole room."I knew you had a light head for these drinks."While all these were going on my mind was still feeling a bit unsettled, deep down I was still trying to remember if I had actually killed the man or not.From all the clear signs I was getting he was still alive, or perhaps he should be…Another thought filled my mind, this time it was all settled on who had actually shot me, though at the back of my mind I knew exactly what the answers to my question was. It didn't change certain brute fact that at that moment seemed out of the ordinary.Anna nudged at me with her elbow. Apparently she had been talking to me all through and there I was lost in a zone of my mind."Are you fine?" She asked with a little bit of concern."Yeah, why did you ask?" I turned to face her."You seem lost.""Lost?" I was a bit unsettled . "Why did you ask? "She shrugged. "Well, you look kinda worried, sort of —I don't know how to explain it.""I am fine, just trying to figure out how the previous night everything is just like a puzzle at the back of my mind. "She snickered. " What else do you expect, you were dead drunk. "" You won't understand, it is—"We were interrupted by a heavy knock on the door that unsettled us the very least."Who do you think is there? Kate asked as she walked in with a cup of brewing tea.It was exactly what I needed now to calm my nerves but at the moment I was distracted with something totally different as our attention turned to the door.She walked toward the door, walking behind. I gasped when I saw who it was.She opened the door and from. Her conversation she appeared to know the man she was interacting with who looked to be a local as well."So you are telling me no one came this way?""Absolutely no one, we were having a sort of party and were all indoors before this time you speak of."The man turned to the other that had a stitched mark running through his chin still fresh. The image of a man 's face flashes across my optical gaze. I could see myself right there over his body making that same mark."What about your friend?" The moment he turned to face me, all attention was on me.My heart pounded softly as the mark with the stitched mark kept his gaze."Those eyes." He muttered, stepping closer."That is all you can have for now, we are sorry but we can't help with anything… Maybe you should speak to the —"" It is a wild beast, one that is very dangerous. "He Interrupts again."What?" She exclaimed. " Around here?. "" Yes and it is still on the loose, so Incase you see anything unusual you know where to find me. "The man with the scared face kept his gaze on me and gave a crooked smile before stepping out.****I was still questioning my own sanity, when we shut the door and walked back to the room all my mind was still screaming at the fact that this was about to get a lot more worse.I had seen the look he gave me, it most definitely meant something all what my mind was circled round was how I was going to get myself out of this mess.What the hell did I just get myself into?It felt like my soul was wrapped up in a facade and all I was doing was trying to get some kind of leverage.“What do you think it is all about? " She asked as soon as we walked in."What were they here for?" It was Kate, one of the other girls, asking.“Trust me you don't want to know.” she said.They looked concerned and turned toward where I was, I shrugged without speaking. In away that was significant to the fact that I had no idea as well."Well, they talked about trailing a beast down her."Both women gasped. "You don't mean that right?""Well, I wish all this wasn't true but she heard them say it as well… "They turned toward me and all I could do was nod my head in agreement.All through that while just one thought moved radically at the back of my mind, and it was just one question who were those men, the more I thought about the more difficult it was for me to decipher the entire situation.Not even through the one hour trip was I able to shut out the thought from my heart, one thing was obvious now however and that was the fact that I needed to thread carefully.****I shut the door of my apartment but not the door of mind, the clock ticked and I stared hard at it for a minute running my mind through how the day had gone.Soon as I was in the space of my room, I closed my eyes and just held it that way for a long time.Lots of thoughts travailed through my mind filling it up with thrills and chills… Eventually I pushed myself away from the door and made my way to my bedroom to lie on my bed and think.It was only then I kicked a folded envelope on the floor, I was startled and looked at it keenly for a minute before tossing it on the table to deal with later.For the rest of the day, I felt a dark cloud hovering around me like a fog. Filled with uncertainty I kept my thoughts numb in my heart…Anna had insisted on the fact that something was definitely wrong and had insisted I talked about it. It wasn't the same for me however as all my life I had been settled on how to keep all if this to myself till i found a way out.I was bent on not telling anyone, as unfortunately, I couldn’t trust anyone with this kind of secrets just yet not even Anna, maybe till she understood it more better.She was very concerned however, that night I was getting ready for bed when I heard a knock at the door, I opened it and she walked into the room with a Plastic bag.Anna had been the only one to call in at work today as alternate days like that were run as shifts at the mall, she had a serious look on her face as she walked in and it got me thinking what could possibly be wrong.I had a feeling she had something to say and with the manner at Which she was looking it would definitely be something I didn't like.I led to my dark bedroom where I had been all evening and turned to face her.For some reason she seemed to be scared Nas she stood in a funny me way almost as if she was sure I might hurt her.It was my turn to ask a question she had been asking all evening.I moved closer and watched as she moved back.All of sudden It was a lot hotter than Iremembered, our chest was both pounding heavily for different reasons."Are you fine?" I was finally able to ask.She looked at me for a while keeping what I would call a safe distance, I couldn't remember anyone looking at me in such a way, with such fear.I was prompted to ask the question again. This time all that filled the room was silence as I awaited her question."What are you?" Her lips quivered as she popped out the question forcing me to swallow a lump.CHAPTER 91GLENN.Watching her I didn't know what to do or how to react to the entire situation, the question seemed abrupt as I wasn't expecting it yet as my heart beat heavily against my rib cages.At the same time I was feeling a bit of rage coming from the deepest part of my soul, a rage that was filled with the fact that all of this could as well have been avoided..I couldn't think of anything possibly think of anything to savage the situation, there was just one thing I could do and that was to tell her everything… or perhaps lie again.Still divided on what to do, I stared hard at her for a long minute. The box she had pushed into my hands was right there still warm upon it and I was yet to check what was in it.Opening the box and prying in, there it was my ripped clothes from the previous night when I had transitioned."Anna, I don't know what to say ."She looked at me keenly her eyes sparking up with whatever courage must had prompted her to this place.I shut my eyes for
CHAPTER 92SANTIAGOTalking about living a picturesque life, of late mine had lacked those true colors as I had barely lived outside the four walls of where I was for the past few days .I was living in my mind and at that time, the walls were torn to the floor leaving just the bare naked paint behind, when I tried looking beneath it I discovered it was worth nothing to look at at all as the description I found was totally different from what I expected.Was it deception?Somehow it felt Martha arriving home drunk two nights ago would be something that might never be talked about again, but one thing that left me confused was the fact that I found the envelope in her bags. It left me with the fact that I owed certain someone an apology.It wasn't as easy as it was in my mind as it turned out while it had turned out that it was something that I had totally wanted and perhaps the chances of me apologizing was more on the brighter side. Life happened one more time making the issue more o
CHAPTER 93GLENNIt was as though a heavy weight had been lifted off my shoulders, and for some reason I loved that fact, at the moment it was left savoring the memories of the discussion we had.For some reason I woke up a smile that morning, and a bit lighter …while I would have left my bed almost immediately every morning I had lain in bed for more minutes after I had woken up listening to my heart beating silently, and the distant clock ticking at the same gentle pace as my soul while letting the cold air seep through my skin until a numbnessspread.All these feelings were from the feeling of acceptance, a part of me felt thrilled that despite my shortcomings she still accepted me for who I was.I was trying to get over the new situation in my head, my heart still felt dazed by the entire situation.If I was still surprised about Anna's acceptance, I was left shocked when I got back from my morning run and saw missed calls from Santiago.It was the first time he was calling ev
CHAPTER 94GLENNHe stepped closer with a gaze running down the length of me, in a way his hair found a way to be wet as he wore it loose today—He never does that.Many things gave him away,as he kept a weak smile on his face as he stood right there.He stares for a while before asking. "Is this a perfect time?" His voice was like a deep,timbre slithering down my spine with a rough caress.Yet looking deep in his eyes I could immediately feel every emotion as well, it was as though I could feel his soul. His soul looked dark to me at that very moment.His red eyes gave him away, it gave away the fact that he had actually been crying.Why, though?The question was on my mind as he forces a smile, the dark cloud still rained hard upon the roof like it would flood the earth, I listened to his heart beat through the flow of the gentle current filled with reverberation as it drifted against my skin, but couldn’t thaw thecoldness that had started filling my soul up.I listened to him
CHAPTER 95GLENNA thunder clasped across the sky from where we were, at the first Instance I appeared startled seeing him—Santiago.He appeared wet apparently he had made the long walk to my apartment under the heavy downpour of the rain.With each moment I that crept through us, I felt encaptured by his looks as he was noticably in distress but looked beautiful In it as well.Ever how two contrasting images could be merged into one body, he was definately the description, he fitted right into it just the way he fitted into my soul."I was not expecting you." I spoke calmly as I was in-between just waking up and trying to sort out the feeling from th back of my mind."Am I disturbing?" He queried."Not that, it is just that You keep popping up in places I am not expecting off late."He nod his head In agreement. "Let's just say I can't keep myself away from you off late."If there was anything I would give to him, it was actually the way his words felt soothing. He was swift with it
CHAPTER 96SANTIAGO.Just a moment ago I just popped the question I had been dying all morning to let out, and just as I thought it shook the entire room right down to its foundation, literally.In return all I got was silence, she stared blankly at me with her jaw dropped as though she didn't believe I had actually said those words.I was lost in her perfection, her sweet perfection and it felt like what I would forever want to do.Compared to Martha she brought a lot of calm to my soul and she did this in a way I couldn't even comprehend, it was like I was completely sold out to everything that had to do with her both her flaws and everything that came with it.It was the same reason I was at her doorstep, the same reason I was in her room. My heartbeat quickened with the second each fleeting past us—She Inched closer and I had hands in mine. For some reason I hated that fact that she was doubting me, if there was anything I would have loved to take away it was that doubt.I wan
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar