CHAPTER 83
SANTIAGOI dropped the cup on the wooden table, and poured another shot, then drank up. The music that was being played wasn’t helping my mood in any way as I continued to worry about what I had done at Glenn’s place.I sighed heavily, and drank the last shot, then stood up to leave. I only drank half a bottle, so I didn’t feel tipsy or wasted. I couldn’t endure the horrible feeling anymore, so I decided to head for Glenn’s house.I walked out of the pub, and the night breeze howled, and caressed my skin, making me feel a bit relieved, but it wasn’t enough. I got into my car, and started the engine, then drove off to Glenn’s place.It was best to apologize for dashing out of her house angrily. At least, if she was going to forgive me, I would feel much better than drinking to forget the horrible feeling and then remember it after I’m all cleared up.In no time, I got to her house, and parked my car outside. I got out of the car, and exhaled, hoping that things would work out and we’ll sort out things the way we should.While walking towards her house, I met the house owner walking out.“Good. I’m so glad to see you.” She said, looking like she was about to report Glenn for something.“Is there a problem, ma’am?” I asked, inquisitively.“Yes! There is! This Glenn of a woman hasn’t paid her rent, and it is overdue. I’m tired of asking her to pay up her rent. It’s beginning to seem like all she knows how to do and will continue to do, is to plead for more time. I’ll pack her things out soon!” The landlady threatened, looking really angry.“I apologize for that. I'd like to pay her rent. How much is it, and which account do I have to send it to?” I inquired as I brought out my phone.The landlady’s face brightened up, and she came closer to me to give me her details. After getting her details, I sent her the rent fee, and even paid her a token to apologize for the whole situation.The landlady was pleased with me, and then she gave me a receipt which she processed immediately, and when I collected the receipt, I walked over to Glenn’s house, exhaled as I got to her front porch.Then I bent down and I tucked the receipt under the door, and left. I got to my car, and drove back home feeling a bit better. I hoped paying her rent was going to make things better, and not worse.I got back home to the new apartment we just purchased, and opened the door only to meet Martha wide awake. My eyes drifted from her face to a broken piece of artwork on the ground.I was hit by shock when I noticed her hand was bleeding.“Gosh!” I muttered under my breath, and dashed towards her, then led her to the sink.She looked frozen as she took care of her bleeding hand in the sink. I was also quite taken aback, but I was glad that it wasn’t worse than this.“What happened? Why was the artwork on the floor?” I asked, out of curiosity.“I opened the windows to allow the breeze to come in, so the wind got harsh, and threw the fragile artwork off the wall.” She explained as she washed her hand slowly.“Oh. So, you hurt your hand while you were trying to pick up the pieces.”“Yes. I’m fine though. I didn’t bleed that much.” She said as she turned off the tap, and reached her hand towards the cabinet for a bandage and possibly, an ointment.I reached out my hand to help her, and our hands came in contact. It was cringe, so I quickly grabbed the bandage and ointment, then gave it to her.She placed them on the sink, and as she was about to apply the ointment, she stopped, and looked at me.“Why won’t you love me?” She questioned, with sadness visible in her expression.I didn’t see that coming, and that got me speechless. I couldn’t give her a reply, so I cleared my throat, and looked away.“Please. At least, just for the baby. Be there for the baby.” She pleaded, with teary eyes.I sighed heavily, and didn’t like where this was heading to, so I walked out and went into the room, and sat on the bed. This whole situation seems entangled and it was hard to think about the perfect decision I could make on this.I slammed my hand on my face as I couldn’t still think of what to do regarding what she had said. Then I stood up, and paced around. At least, it was only right for me to give her a response, or if I couldn’t, it was best for me to think of the best decision for us.After pondering on different thoughts, I sat down on the bed, and sighed heavily. I guess the only right thing to do was to help out with the baby. I had to care for the baby, and make the baby feel safe and loved, and cared for.But there was one thing I had to do before all that started. I laid on the bed, waiting for morning before I executed my plan as I can’t go back to her right now to start explaining things.I woke up the next morning, had my bath, then got dressed. I walked out of the room in search of her but couldn’t find her anywhere. Did she perhaps not sleep in this house last night? That couldn’t be possible.Before I could take a step back to the room, I saw her coming in. She must have gone out to get something.“Good morning.” She greeted me, without looking into my eyes.She led me to the dining table, and I sat down with her as she had prepared breakfast. After a brief silence between us, I decided to speak out.“I have made my decision, Martha.”As I said that, she looked up, and stared into my eyes out of curiosity.“I want us to go to the hospital this morning to do the necessary tests for the baby.” I voiced out as I placed my hand on the table, and a shocked, and nervous expression replaced her curiosity.CHAPTER 84GLENN"Thank you very much for your patronage shop with us next time." I gave the couple my brightest smile and watched as they left the counter.I was still there watching them walk hand in hand and imagining that it was Santiago and I when she walked up to me.She had a smirk on her face and I tried to imagine what it was for when she slide the phone toward where I was—"No excuses, make the fucking call!"It had been two days since she had been trying to get me to do that but I was still right there at the counter still deciding if I should do that all or not, as it turned out it was the stupidest thing anyone could ever do, thinking about it again reminded me of how crazy it was."I don't think this is a good idea." I hollered pointing to how serious it was getting involved in what I would term as a risk."Do you have anything else planned?" She asked and I shook my head ."Or would you rather face Santiago yourself and come out to tell him what you did?"I could te
CHAPTER 85GLENNSo it all came down to time, I listened to them speaking from the distance and tried eavesdropping but it wqs made more difficult by the noises around, I could hear everything from their rasped breath to the sound she made each time she moved.All I was waiting for was the signal, at some point it felt like that moment might never come and I was starting to give up when I saw the signal from Anna —She folded her napkin…In the next moment, I was waiting for her to make the move. Martha adjusted in her seat and stood up but while we had thought she would leave her behind she went with it.Immediately I saw the event unfolding, I groaned loudly with a frown coming up on my face, it seemed like the situation was about to get more serious when Martha caught Anna making faces.Martha looked back and our faces would have almost met if I didn't duck.Damn… Did she see me?My mind kept replaying through the scenes as I was left there still uncertain if she had or not.“Hello”
CHAPTER 86GLENNAs expected Martha was dead drunk…The next moment was frustrating as hell, I was forced to listen to her thrash talking about how she was going to deal with a certain —In her own words —opportunist.It took a while for us to get her cab, good enough we used her phone after unlocking and stumbled on the same driver that had brought her here.The cab was soon driving Martha down the West lane and with the envelope tucked somewhere in her bag that would be too hard to suspect.As I watched the cab driving down the road I was filled with that kind of regret again, perhaps I shouldn't have done this and pushed all the blame to her.Somewhere deep in my mind I was having a kind of remorse as we drove down the other way.Martha was no fool and I was most certain she would remember who she had been with, what If she decides to make more findings…All these thoughts filled my heart and it was made more difficult by the silence that engulfed the cab—It was enough silence that
CHAPTER 87GLENNAs it turned out, for the next couple of weeks, I was pretty much alone with her most of the time, still searching for that one chance to tell her about my hidden secret.It seemed more difficult as the day passed, each moment right from the time we spent at work till the moment when we did everything from going to the mall to having lunch together, each of these moments was filled with that desire to tell her.Something kept the words back in my mind however, it was hard to tell what but that desire to tell her was shrouded by a fear of the outcome.This Wednesday however proved a different point and provided the perfect opportunity for me to do that—Anna and I started going to the movies twice a week. Once, on the weekend and the other Wednesdays, Anna had thought it would be the perfect chance for me to distract myself away from the fact that he still hasn't called after the misunderstanding we had.While I felt pained and hurt In a way that he might have suspect
CHAPTER 88GLENNCall it a tug of war between my human and wild side, but we were battling within my senses, I could hear voices, through my heated vision I could see the two other ladies as I walked out the window.There was one more thing I was battling with deep within and that was my demon, humanity felt strained within me, all that I could hear from my soul were snarls, gnarls and several other forceful sounds.If my human soul was the beauty then I was the beast, the beast unchained as it seeked redemption that wasn't forthcoming.My wolf walked in the only path I should be used to now, the dark path that led to my abyss —The wood.At the back of my mind I thought about a way to explain the situation to Anna, how in the hell would I explain this madness to her.It was only a matter of time before I sense she would would walk into the bathroom, it was difficult to tell how I then my secrets would be save when right there on the ground were my ripped clothes.Darkness shone on th
CHAPTER 89SANTIAGOThey say when madness is never just the state of one psychological state, it is the state of the heart as well. At this moment I wasn't even disputing the fact that I was totally insane.I was insane about everything, I was insane at the speed or was going at and I couldn't even stop it — I was insane about life, love and my lust.Everything looked like it was stuck in one part of my brain and I had to deal with it.A lot of things changed from the last night I was Glenn and if I was to start reading them out it would be numbering to a hundred— literally.At first it was as though my thoughts were in two ways: First was perhaps the fact that I was starting to accept the fact that the child was mine and secondly because I was still mad at Glenn for no justified reasons.As the matter became more clearer, it turned out that it came down to my self esteem. After the test for the pregnancy had turned out positive in some way all i felt was this kind of guilt that cou
CHAPTER 90GLENN.Rays of light found their way to the room, sparkling off the shiny glasses on the floor. For a quarter of the next minute my mind was shattered and deteriorated as I blinked my eyes looking around.Didn't know where I was expecting to find myself but definitely back at the spot where the entire night had started from right there in the floor of her bathroom.I looked around again still feeling a bit wonky from the tranquilizer dart, I rolled my eyes before pulling it out of my laps.In a way, the previous night was still at the back of my mind like a sort of dream state—I could still see the pictures vividly…I could see my wolf running after the man, pushing him to the ground and the rest were just puzzled at the back of my mind.Memories of the previous night flashes across my brain again—The man, my brain was unsettled for a short period as I wondered what had actually happened.If it made things better I couldn't taste blood and it gave me some kind of hope that
CHAPTER 91GLENN.Watching her I didn't know what to do or how to react to the entire situation, the question seemed abrupt as I wasn't expecting it yet as my heart beat heavily against my rib cages.At the same time I was feeling a bit of rage coming from the deepest part of my soul, a rage that was filled with the fact that all of this could as well have been avoided..I couldn't think of anything possibly think of anything to savage the situation, there was just one thing I could do and that was to tell her everything… or perhaps lie again.Still divided on what to do, I stared hard at her for a long minute. The box she had pushed into my hands was right there still warm upon it and I was yet to check what was in it.Opening the box and prying in, there it was my ripped clothes from the previous night when I had transitioned."Anna, I don't know what to say ."She looked at me keenly her eyes sparking up with whatever courage must had prompted her to this place.I shut my eyes for