CHAPTER 83SANTIAGOI dropped the cup on the wooden table, and poured another shot, then drank up. The music that was being played wasn’t helping my mood in any way as I continued to worry about what I had done at Glenn’s place.I sighed heavily, and drank the last shot, then stood up to leave. I only drank half a bottle, so I didn’t feel tipsy or wasted. I couldn’t endure the horrible feeling anymore, so I decided to head for Glenn’s house.I walked out of the pub, and the night breeze howled, and caressed my skin, making me feel a bit relieved, but it wasn’t enough. I got into my car, and started the engine, then drove off to Glenn’s place.It was best to apologize for dashing out of her house angrily. At least, if she was going to forgive me, I would feel much better than drinking to forget the horrible feeling and then remember it after I’m all cleared up.In no time, I got to her house, and parked my car outside. I got out of the car, and exhaled, hoping that things would work ou
CHAPTER 84GLENN"Thank you very much for your patronage shop with us next time." I gave the couple my brightest smile and watched as they left the counter.I was still there watching them walk hand in hand and imagining that it was Santiago and I when she walked up to me.She had a smirk on her face and I tried to imagine what it was for when she slide the phone toward where I was—"No excuses, make the fucking call!"It had been two days since she had been trying to get me to do that but I was still right there at the counter still deciding if I should do that all or not, as it turned out it was the stupidest thing anyone could ever do, thinking about it again reminded me of how crazy it was."I don't think this is a good idea." I hollered pointing to how serious it was getting involved in what I would term as a risk."Do you have anything else planned?" She asked and I shook my head ."Or would you rather face Santiago yourself and come out to tell him what you did?"I could te
CHAPTER 85GLENNSo it all came down to time, I listened to them speaking from the distance and tried eavesdropping but it wqs made more difficult by the noises around, I could hear everything from their rasped breath to the sound she made each time she moved.All I was waiting for was the signal, at some point it felt like that moment might never come and I was starting to give up when I saw the signal from Anna —She folded her napkin…In the next moment, I was waiting for her to make the move. Martha adjusted in her seat and stood up but while we had thought she would leave her behind she went with it.Immediately I saw the event unfolding, I groaned loudly with a frown coming up on my face, it seemed like the situation was about to get more serious when Martha caught Anna making faces.Martha looked back and our faces would have almost met if I didn't duck.Damn… Did she see me?My mind kept replaying through the scenes as I was left there still uncertain if she had or not.“Hello”
CHAPTER 86GLENNAs expected Martha was dead drunk…The next moment was frustrating as hell, I was forced to listen to her thrash talking about how she was going to deal with a certain —In her own words —opportunist.It took a while for us to get her cab, good enough we used her phone after unlocking and stumbled on the same driver that had brought her here.The cab was soon driving Martha down the West lane and with the envelope tucked somewhere in her bag that would be too hard to suspect.As I watched the cab driving down the road I was filled with that kind of regret again, perhaps I shouldn't have done this and pushed all the blame to her.Somewhere deep in my mind I was having a kind of remorse as we drove down the other way.Martha was no fool and I was most certain she would remember who she had been with, what If she decides to make more findings…All these thoughts filled my heart and it was made more difficult by the silence that engulfed the cab—It was enough silence that
CHAPTER 87GLENNAs it turned out, for the next couple of weeks, I was pretty much alone with her most of the time, still searching for that one chance to tell her about my hidden secret.It seemed more difficult as the day passed, each moment right from the time we spent at work till the moment when we did everything from going to the mall to having lunch together, each of these moments was filled with that desire to tell her.Something kept the words back in my mind however, it was hard to tell what but that desire to tell her was shrouded by a fear of the outcome.This Wednesday however proved a different point and provided the perfect opportunity for me to do that—Anna and I started going to the movies twice a week. Once, on the weekend and the other Wednesdays, Anna had thought it would be the perfect chance for me to distract myself away from the fact that he still hasn't called after the misunderstanding we had.While I felt pained and hurt In a way that he might have suspect
CHAPTER 88GLENNCall it a tug of war between my human and wild side, but we were battling within my senses, I could hear voices, through my heated vision I could see the two other ladies as I walked out the window.There was one more thing I was battling with deep within and that was my demon, humanity felt strained within me, all that I could hear from my soul were snarls, gnarls and several other forceful sounds.If my human soul was the beauty then I was the beast, the beast unchained as it seeked redemption that wasn't forthcoming.My wolf walked in the only path I should be used to now, the dark path that led to my abyss —The wood.At the back of my mind I thought about a way to explain the situation to Anna, how in the hell would I explain this madness to her.It was only a matter of time before I sense she would would walk into the bathroom, it was difficult to tell how I then my secrets would be save when right there on the ground were my ripped clothes.Darkness shone on th
CHAPTER 89SANTIAGOThey say when madness is never just the state of one psychological state, it is the state of the heart as well. At this moment I wasn't even disputing the fact that I was totally insane.I was insane about everything, I was insane at the speed or was going at and I couldn't even stop it — I was insane about life, love and my lust.Everything looked like it was stuck in one part of my brain and I had to deal with it.A lot of things changed from the last night I was Glenn and if I was to start reading them out it would be numbering to a hundred— literally.At first it was as though my thoughts were in two ways: First was perhaps the fact that I was starting to accept the fact that the child was mine and secondly because I was still mad at Glenn for no justified reasons.As the matter became more clearer, it turned out that it came down to my self esteem. After the test for the pregnancy had turned out positive in some way all i felt was this kind of guilt that cou
CHAPTER 90GLENN.Rays of light found their way to the room, sparkling off the shiny glasses on the floor. For a quarter of the next minute my mind was shattered and deteriorated as I blinked my eyes looking around.Didn't know where I was expecting to find myself but definitely back at the spot where the entire night had started from right there in the floor of her bathroom.I looked around again still feeling a bit wonky from the tranquilizer dart, I rolled my eyes before pulling it out of my laps.In a way, the previous night was still at the back of my mind like a sort of dream state—I could still see the pictures vividly…I could see my wolf running after the man, pushing him to the ground and the rest were just puzzled at the back of my mind.Memories of the previous night flashes across my brain again—The man, my brain was unsettled for a short period as I wondered what had actually happened.If it made things better I couldn't taste blood and it gave me some kind of hope that
CHAPTER 105GLENNAs much as I tried convincing him all was fine, that single fact was not accepted by this man, I didn't know why but something about him made accepting the situation much more difficult.Perhaps I wouldn't have had to go through the whole stress if Anna had just convinced him, she didn't do that as she also insisted on the report… It tookPersuasion from the two parties I ended up at the station, we didn't have to wait too long as a detective had taken useful information to get whoever this was.The letter was another piece of evidence but it had been touched many times so not much could be done.I had let out a flighty air. While walking out, I wondered why I was the only one being trailed all through the entire town.It was frustrating because the detective had asked really private questions again and over I had lied about it… lied about my past, lied about my identity and it out me in a bad mood.My rapid heartbeats counted the whole conversation as I remembered
CHAPTER 104GLENNEverything happened even before I could stop it, at the first Instance my first instincts had been to run but there again the whole situation. proved critical.If anyone had ever said I would be this scared about the situation I would have argued but at the moment it was exactly case—It all started shortly after he left, my moment of silence and having time alone to myself had been interrupted by Anna's call.As usual she had called to know how the dinner had gone and I was quite expressive with my description of the exclusive evening.We were still on the call when I heard a knock at my door , on any normal day I would have taken precaution of the entire situation but as it was it seemed far fetched from what I would have normally done —"Give me a minute.""Oh, Santi is back… " she made a humming sound that made me laugh." You are just naughty. " I shook my head as a knock filled the room again.I grinned. "A minute."To my surprise I didn't see anyone, instead
CHAPTER 103SANTIAGOThere was nothing else I wanted to do at this moment than dwell in that bliss that was filling me up, I sparkled and anyone would have noticed … For me it all had to do because of her—Glenn.Being with her brought out the very best in me being ways I could even comprehend, she looked to be the missing piece of puzzle, that looked to overwhelm my entire existence till it was the perfect fit.No matter if I were a totally different person living a different life, she brought out the very best in me, she was the exact catalyst that made me…perfect.Perfect, that was the exact way to express this feeling with her it felt like she was another missing piece of my soul fixing herself into me relentlessly.It was funny that I have found my way down the wrong track, Martha was the only thing at the moment doing what she knew how to do best: Complicate things.The Truth about this whole situationship I had with Martha was the fact that she appeared to be unaware of how m
CHAPTER 102GLENNAfter this was over the room was filled with fleeting silence again as I tried to gain back the silence that had enveloped the room . All that fell out of me were ragged breaths that I had no way of stopping as they fell out freely …He rolled off me. And almost immediately I could tell that it was my turn to satisfy him. In a bid to distract myself from the heavy feeling that was thudding in my chest, I got into work almost immediately.Staring into his eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back. I knew almost immediately that I had to get down to the act of pleasing him, I did that quickly….I could feel myself burn as I grabbed his erection at the base and pumped at it before stroking it from the base up to the shaft, the action sparked something deep from Inside of him.Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled him, I went back and forth on him as I rocked him like he was a fucking horse, st the last instant I felt him lean forward but I pushed him ba
ÇHAPTER 101SANTIAGOHow could I give away that chance of making love with her again when it was what I had been thinking about all day long—Roughly, my lips and teeth did exactly what I had wanted to do all evening, It ran down her throat, drawing a sigh from her as her fingers ran through my ruffled hair, she braced herself with her arms around me as we devoured beach others lips, and just when her legs might give way from the intense passion she was having she let them curl round me.Her weight was perfect, yet so consuming, a fleeting thought ran through my mind filling bot with exactly how I planned this moment to be, all uncertainty and Sanity was forgotten when she pushed her hands into my shirt and pulled ruining it in the process but i didn't even as she pressed her face on my neck and inhaled.My shirt was hanging in an awkward way that made it look like I had gone sexually crazy—Sweat ran rivulets down her back as I could feel getting so burned up, as the sweat trail
CHAPTER 100GLENNWe were the couple of the evening, and I could see why we got the attention of everyone and everything as we walked out even the cold air that evening.He walked with his hands clasped into mine as I could feel his pulse racing against mine, there were things I wanted to tell him with my hormones raging all I wanted was to fuck this man and I had done exactly the right thing leaving an hint of my want and desire all around throughout the evening.With each click of my heels that echoed off the wooden floorboards, as we Walked out I listened as it played with my heartbeat, I was oozing out a musky scent of want that would had made anyone of my kind go crazy with rage but at the moment it doesn't look like I could stop any of it—It had only been minutes since we arrived had arrived and we're standing in front of the restaurant as we the uncertainty of if he felt the same way played out at the back of my mind, I wondered if something had shifted right there in
CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve