CHAPTER 82
SANTIAGO.I was totally annoyed at the entire situation, looking deep in her eyes I could see the fact that she was lying but why then to my face.Still I couldn't understand why she would. .. The entire situation looked confusing to me even as I drove out of the car park in fury.My heart was pounding heavily from deep within, I slammed my hands against the steering wheel of the rented car In frustration.For a minute, my mind reflected on what had happened the night I picked her up for dinner. She was the first ever person to ride in the car with me since I rented it newly and if the envelope had gone missing that day it was most definitely her.While I knew without conviction that it was seized by her, I had to tell myself it might be wrong as well. There were chances that Martha would have taken it as well.As such I was in a foul mood while parking the car at the garage. I found Martha standing by an Suv as I was alighting, she looked to be having a deep conversation with the men as I approached where they were."What is going on?" I asked as soon as I approached where they were."They are from the company, they came to help us move .""Move?" I thought to myself ignoring the fact that she had actually used the word us… on other days I would have spent a long time trying to make her understand there was nothing as such but then there were more important things thriving in my heart at the moment."Who is in charge?" I asked again. She points me toward a huge man as I make my way towards him slowly with Martha behind me."My colleague told me. Something about moving,why were we not informed prior to this moment?""I am sorry sir but we got the instructions today as well, we had been trying to reach you both for days now and haven't been able to.""Oh, that explains the hidden call ID"I stood back and watched the rest of the preceding, after they were done we were soon driving away from the motel to where we would be spending the rest of our stay.As we drove down the city, the soft lighting sparkled off the glass view of the city, highlighting the atmosphere that looked to be so self absorbing.With the van driving ahead of us, I was forced to drive much more slowly, slower than I would have usually gone.I didn’t know how but the thoughts of the events unfolding wouldn't just leave as it felt It again, the whole feeling it left behind was something lolled into a sense of warmth yet filled with other acrimonious feelings forcing my heart to beat heavily.It was obvious the whole event was having a toil on me, in the next moment I couldn’t stop myself from looking toward where she was—I saw her looking already, with a different expression on her face than what I was expecting, so I could see the look of concern almost like she was worried.If I didn't know her I would have fallen for that same antics, but I knew very much of how manipulative she could be.While others would have said she deserved a second chance regardless of what she had done, the problem was, if I stopped to ask or give her that chance to speak She'd most likely take advantage of the situation to her own advantage.Call it only wishful thinking . . . But I knew this woman like the back of my hands.She was the devil…***The apartment was well furnished and I must stay pretty. I stood in the middle staring at a piece of nude art on the walls while the furniture was being arranged.Assuming she could, or perhaps still acting like she was still concerned Martha strolled till she was standing beside where I was, staring at the same art."Nice piece, ey?"I glanced at her with a half-lidded amber gaze that set the pulse Inside of me racing."What do you want woman, you have been staring hard at me all day."The hint of a sly smile pulled at his lips, almost as if she was thinking the same thing as I was or perhaps she was expecting that I asked the question.Whatever it was, she returned my exact facial expression before muttering something inappropriate like perhaps a cuss word."What did you say?" I was not certain that I heard her clearly.“I said stop acting like an asshole." She repeated the words amidst heavy breathings.I frowned, a little surprised than affronted. It was the first time she had used a curse word to insult me and she was doing it Infront of these people?Maybe I caused this anyways, maybe I was overdoing this.Could I have warranted the manner she had spoken to me?At the moment diverse thoughts went through my mind.as I was consumed by a sudden wave of animosity that looked to overcome me when I noticed we were starting to create a scene and the workers had stopped to watch us.I took the remaining steps toward where she was, she trembled as I reached right In Front of her eating up the space thatspanned between us with a force filled with acrimonious feelings.I stood by her side, close enough she would be the only one hearing what I had to say.Close enough I could see her skin tremble, her heart gave her away as I could hear it beating heavily.She was scared, scared as she should be yet for some funny reasons I couldn't bring myself to say anything hurtful to her.The need to burst open my emotions and let out my anger filled the racing nerves in my veins as I walked past her to the doors.I could have sworn to hearing a sigh of relief from her as I reached the entrance."Yeah, that is the best thing for you to do. " She hollered. "Go back to your wretched lover.""That wretched lover is two times the woman you are not." I answered without looking back.Perhaps it was a figurine, perhaps her heart … I most definitely heard something shattering.CHAPTER 83SANTIAGOI dropped the cup on the wooden table, and poured another shot, then drank up. The music that was being played wasn’t helping my mood in any way as I continued to worry about what I had done at Glenn’s place.I sighed heavily, and drank the last shot, then stood up to leave. I only drank half a bottle, so I didn’t feel tipsy or wasted. I couldn’t endure the horrible feeling anymore, so I decided to head for Glenn’s house.I walked out of the pub, and the night breeze howled, and caressed my skin, making me feel a bit relieved, but it wasn’t enough. I got into my car, and started the engine, then drove off to Glenn’s place.It was best to apologize for dashing out of her house angrily. At least, if she was going to forgive me, I would feel much better than drinking to forget the horrible feeling and then remember it after I’m all cleared up.In no time, I got to her house, and parked my car outside. I got out of the car, and exhaled, hoping that things would work ou
CHAPTER 84GLENN"Thank you very much for your patronage shop with us next time." I gave the couple my brightest smile and watched as they left the counter.I was still there watching them walk hand in hand and imagining that it was Santiago and I when she walked up to me.She had a smirk on her face and I tried to imagine what it was for when she slide the phone toward where I was—"No excuses, make the fucking call!"It had been two days since she had been trying to get me to do that but I was still right there at the counter still deciding if I should do that all or not, as it turned out it was the stupidest thing anyone could ever do, thinking about it again reminded me of how crazy it was."I don't think this is a good idea." I hollered pointing to how serious it was getting involved in what I would term as a risk."Do you have anything else planned?" She asked and I shook my head ."Or would you rather face Santiago yourself and come out to tell him what you did?"I could te
CHAPTER 85GLENNSo it all came down to time, I listened to them speaking from the distance and tried eavesdropping but it wqs made more difficult by the noises around, I could hear everything from their rasped breath to the sound she made each time she moved.All I was waiting for was the signal, at some point it felt like that moment might never come and I was starting to give up when I saw the signal from Anna —She folded her napkin…In the next moment, I was waiting for her to make the move. Martha adjusted in her seat and stood up but while we had thought she would leave her behind she went with it.Immediately I saw the event unfolding, I groaned loudly with a frown coming up on my face, it seemed like the situation was about to get more serious when Martha caught Anna making faces.Martha looked back and our faces would have almost met if I didn't duck.Damn… Did she see me?My mind kept replaying through the scenes as I was left there still uncertain if she had or not.“Hello”
CHAPTER 86GLENNAs expected Martha was dead drunk…The next moment was frustrating as hell, I was forced to listen to her thrash talking about how she was going to deal with a certain —In her own words —opportunist.It took a while for us to get her cab, good enough we used her phone after unlocking and stumbled on the same driver that had brought her here.The cab was soon driving Martha down the West lane and with the envelope tucked somewhere in her bag that would be too hard to suspect.As I watched the cab driving down the road I was filled with that kind of regret again, perhaps I shouldn't have done this and pushed all the blame to her.Somewhere deep in my mind I was having a kind of remorse as we drove down the other way.Martha was no fool and I was most certain she would remember who she had been with, what If she decides to make more findings…All these thoughts filled my heart and it was made more difficult by the silence that engulfed the cab—It was enough silence that
CHAPTER 87GLENNAs it turned out, for the next couple of weeks, I was pretty much alone with her most of the time, still searching for that one chance to tell her about my hidden secret.It seemed more difficult as the day passed, each moment right from the time we spent at work till the moment when we did everything from going to the mall to having lunch together, each of these moments was filled with that desire to tell her.Something kept the words back in my mind however, it was hard to tell what but that desire to tell her was shrouded by a fear of the outcome.This Wednesday however proved a different point and provided the perfect opportunity for me to do that—Anna and I started going to the movies twice a week. Once, on the weekend and the other Wednesdays, Anna had thought it would be the perfect chance for me to distract myself away from the fact that he still hasn't called after the misunderstanding we had.While I felt pained and hurt In a way that he might have suspect
CHAPTER 88GLENNCall it a tug of war between my human and wild side, but we were battling within my senses, I could hear voices, through my heated vision I could see the two other ladies as I walked out the window.There was one more thing I was battling with deep within and that was my demon, humanity felt strained within me, all that I could hear from my soul were snarls, gnarls and several other forceful sounds.If my human soul was the beauty then I was the beast, the beast unchained as it seeked redemption that wasn't forthcoming.My wolf walked in the only path I should be used to now, the dark path that led to my abyss —The wood.At the back of my mind I thought about a way to explain the situation to Anna, how in the hell would I explain this madness to her.It was only a matter of time before I sense she would would walk into the bathroom, it was difficult to tell how I then my secrets would be save when right there on the ground were my ripped clothes.Darkness shone on th
CHAPTER 89SANTIAGOThey say when madness is never just the state of one psychological state, it is the state of the heart as well. At this moment I wasn't even disputing the fact that I was totally insane.I was insane about everything, I was insane at the speed or was going at and I couldn't even stop it — I was insane about life, love and my lust.Everything looked like it was stuck in one part of my brain and I had to deal with it.A lot of things changed from the last night I was Glenn and if I was to start reading them out it would be numbering to a hundred— literally.At first it was as though my thoughts were in two ways: First was perhaps the fact that I was starting to accept the fact that the child was mine and secondly because I was still mad at Glenn for no justified reasons.As the matter became more clearer, it turned out that it came down to my self esteem. After the test for the pregnancy had turned out positive in some way all i felt was this kind of guilt that cou
CHAPTER 90GLENN.Rays of light found their way to the room, sparkling off the shiny glasses on the floor. For a quarter of the next minute my mind was shattered and deteriorated as I blinked my eyes looking around.Didn't know where I was expecting to find myself but definitely back at the spot where the entire night had started from right there in the floor of her bathroom.I looked around again still feeling a bit wonky from the tranquilizer dart, I rolled my eyes before pulling it out of my laps.In a way, the previous night was still at the back of my mind like a sort of dream state—I could still see the pictures vividly…I could see my wolf running after the man, pushing him to the ground and the rest were just puzzled at the back of my mind.Memories of the previous night flashes across my brain again—The man, my brain was unsettled for a short period as I wondered what had actually happened.If it made things better I couldn't taste blood and it gave me some kind of hope that