"And did you see how the Strange Love karaoke started playing, and Victor was a little too late to start singing? Damn he just got to it so quick!" Said Rea, one of my Devil friends.
After I reached school, my friends wanted to know how I liked the Award ceremony, being the die heart fan of all. We were all laughing and crying at the same time.
"Ofcourse I did man! God, he looked so cute with that lost face! Oh I could just die!" I replied.
"And that part, when they won and Jake was delivering his speech when the podium started going down. Man, his face!" Said Sindy. At once, we all burst out laughing. After a while, Yovonne says. "If only they would tour here once. We could get to see them more closely. We could feel them more nicely."
Its true. Heathens never had a concert in Minnesota. Not even once. We have the freedom to call them our own nations boys, but we never get to see them. Not even once.
"I know right? Of only once, just ONCE if they would visit us, it would mean so much. Like I want to see them in person just for once. I wish if I could visit them personaly, but ofcourse, that's impossible, even in dreams. But I just wish." I replied. My friends looked at me in pity. I'm the only one with a hater of a family.
"I wish I could bring you to my house and let you stay with me, away from you sister and brother." Said Sindy. I am about to pipe in a word or two when we are interrupted by someone.
"Hey! You geek's still going on with this Heathens thingy? Damn! Never seen anyone this immature." Said a hater.
There they go again. We have to go through this shit like literally everyday.
"Hey! Whom are you calling here a geek? And who is here immature? If you are so mature, why don't you know how to mind your own bussiness you piece of garbage?" Retorted Meera. She was an international fan, unlike us.
"Garbage? You call us garbage when you are the outsider here. This is my country, and you call me ousider you piece of scum?" Said the bully. One reason why none of minded these hater's because they insult you with your race, colour, religion.
None of us uttered a word. That's how things work here. We don't say anything, but later, we inform all the world wide fan's through social media, and together we hack their system's. That's Devil power bitch.
"Hey Cilia, why do you hang out with these geek's here. You should be hanging out with these group of girls." Said one of the bully, pointing at a certain direction. None of us dared look at were he pointed. We all knew what it was. The freakshows of the class.
They all burst out laughing.
Another pipes in. "Ah! That reminds me, doesn't your mother take drugs, Cilia? I saw her coming out of a drug dealing street once." Everyone grew silent.
What the hell was he talking about? What image does he want to ruin that is left of me? And why would my mom be at a drug dealing street?
"Hey! Why should Cilia hang out with those fellows and what nonsense are you blabbering here now? Don't you even have respect for elders you pieace of scum?" Retorted Rea. But the boy was all calm. "Firstly, I won't apologise. Secondly, why should I? She's not any respectful elder if shes a-"
But before he could utter another word, I slammed my fist on the table to gain everyone's attention and at once, I get up on my feet and stand face to face, nose to nose with the boy so that he doesnt move an inch from were he stood.
"You have said enough. Now let me say something. I don't know what my mother does or were she goes cause guess what? I don't fucking care. But do you know what? You just said what you do. If you say that you saw my mother coming out of a drug dealing street, pray tell me, what were you doing there?"
Persiperation started beading in the boys stinky forhead. Yup. He didn't see this coming. I smirk and continue. "What do you think will happen when your parent's and the school comes to know about this? About where you go, what you do, don't you think its going ti be a huge injury to you dignity? I don't know. But at least I do know one thing. Heathens don't do drugs."
My last sentence left the bully stunned. Odd. Very odd. Nobody ever succeded to shut the mouths of these jerks. Until now.
The bell rings, and everyone started preparing for the class. I, however, stormed out with my bag, my friends calling after me. And for the first time, I didn't listen to them.
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"Where did you go after bunking school, Cilia?" Asked mom.
After storming out, I spent a few leisure hours roaming around the streets, listening to Heathen' songs, watching Victor's pics, there music and Victor's handsome blank face my only company. By then, the school must have already informed mom about my deed. I still went home anyway.
"I'm sorry, mom. I trully am. I didn't want to do it. But those boys, they were talking shit about you. They were saying stuff about you going to drug street and all. I couldn't bear it mom. I'm sorry if I upset you mom. I trully am." I said with remorse lacing my voice.
Mom's behaviour changed so suddenly as if we were just discussing my recent good results in exam, instead of the fact that I just bunked school.
"Oh honey! Mommy isn't upset with you. Come have a seat beside me, darling! Mommy isn't mad at you. Mommy was just scared if something happened to you. I'm so proud of you honey! You have grown into such a brave woman! That's how you defend your mommy. I love you, Cilia. I always did." She said and hugged me tight. I held my breath before I finally relaxed. She murmured something that I didn't hear and I don't care if I didn't. My mom loved me, and that's all that mattered . Morning's incident was all forgetten. All was well again.
Things between mom and me were fine, as they were supposed to be. She took good care of me, proud of the way I shut those jerks cake holes. But she never let me do one thing. Watch, listen, see or do Heathens stuff. It angered me a lot, yeah, but she was my mother above everything.She was taking so much care of me in her ill state, I was more then just thankful. She took her meds more frequently than ever, but she wouldn't tell me what they were for. She would say I will worry myself. Indeed I will.What else was I supposed to do then? If not me, then who else?"Have one more dear. Why haven't ypu not been eating lately?" Asked mom, forcing a pancake on my plate as the the four of us sat on the dining table, having breakfast.Sera and Chris stared at me in jealousy. Very good."Mom, I already had four, thanks to you. But I'm really, REALLY getting late now. I will see you after school. Goodbye mom!" I said, getting up from my seat, dusting my school uniform for any imaginary dust."G
"I just want to die for one day and see who really cares."_______________________________________________I woke up with a start. I opened my eyes and everything around me was dark. From where I lay I saw people running to my right direction frantically. Red lights flashed everywhere. Red lights of a police car. Sirens blared at the same time. Ambulance sirens.Ambulance.Hospital.Death.Someone had died.I picked up my body from the ground. My body felt as light as a feather but I didn't feel light headed. The crowd awaited me at a distance. From were I stood, I watched as people whispered to their relatives. I walked towards them."Is she dead?" One asked the other. "I think so. She isn't moving." Replied the companion."Who died?" I asked out of curiosity but no one replied to me. So I made my way into the heart of the crowd by pushing the people away. Pushing them happened to be a rather easy job. It felt like I barely touched them.When I saw what lay on the ground, my blood we
The day was sweet and crisp. The sun shone through the shady trees. The butterflies swarmed around, the honeybees picked nector. What a lovely day!What a lovely day to have a funeral.From where I stood, I watched all the people that attended my funeral. Some came for politeness sake, while some came because they missed me.Had a human being ever imagined to witness their own funeral? I guessed not. Looks like I was the only one with a lucky ass. Or am I not? Had their been anyone before me? I wonder.People usually described ghosts to be ugly in their stories. With torn and worn out cloths. I seemed rather different. My black Heathens t-shirt, with which I died, was still new and clean. No blood stains. My black jeans and black trench coat was still crisp with newness. My hair was well combed.The only difference was my face that looked like a corpse. My lips and eyes were blood red, and my skin complexion was pale white. If I would be alive with this face, I would be mistakened f
"I have learnt to look back and appreciate my times of trial, because they are also what made me."____________________________________________________A few months later:Life as a walking ghost was far easier than I thought. Unlike human beings, I didn't have chores to handle. I didn't have homeworks, dishes to wash, laundry to do, beds to make etc.What was I expecting? I would have homework and wash dishes even after my death? How ridiculous could I be?Things about me where different too. I could do things people can never imagine. Mortal people would commonly call it as Magic. But here I am, a lost spirit having the ability to do such things when people cannot even see them.Teleporting, telekinisis, telepathy where my major works. I could talk to animals and that reminds me of my horrible encounter I have literally everyday.Having Tin Tin, Victor's dog and Heathens official dog, barking to me to get out everyday.Surely, he doesn't knows why I always stay there. I have to keep
It was clear, Hailey sucked at dancing. It was not just my thoughts, but even the boys were speechless.They watched as she tried on one of the moves but it more looked like she was trying to remove a bug that settled on her hairs.The boys thought that perhaps she was too shy to dance in front of them, so they hired a female choreographer to help her.One hour of complete failed attempts, the choreographer was pissed off. There was no way they could help her. She sucked at dance by birth and no matter how hard they tried, they all became lost birds.After Hailey's arrival, the boys had a long conversation on each other's life and then on Noah's instuctions, finally set the ball rolling. They discussed for a long time about the video, the song, the concept of the album etc.Hailey was delighted about everything. When she was told about the fact that she would be dancing along side them, she was thrilled. She said it was an honour. So they decided to check on her moves and there they
"Alright, so when I go like THIS, you go like THAT. Understood?" Demonstrated Heli, who was having a hard time explaining Noah the moves. He had been rehearsing that same move for weeks now and he was still progressing. Keyword: progressing.On the other side, Justin was busy explaining Jake who only laughed at everything Justin showed him. Victor scrolled through his phone. Steve dosed off. Mean while, Jules was nowhere to be seen. Twenty minutes until they get to the stage, and Jules was nowhere to be found. The boy's werent aware of it. I walked out of the room to look for Jules and there he was, busting his ass off practicing again. I sighed.That explains it. Why you are nowhere to be found.I walked a few steps closer and took a look at his sweaty face. He was exhausted to the point as if he would have a fit. His face was blood red and his cheeks were hollow. He had been skipping his meals lately.What do I do?"Jules, you need to slow down." I said, patting his shoulder. Jules
A few weeks later:"Hey! I want to go out! I want to go out and celebrate! We just released our new album and look at us! Sitting and making dumplings here." Heli said in irritation."We have no other choice. The album had been released for at least a few hours now. And the world is going crazy already. It's like a time bomb out there. Let things calm a little, then we can have a drink." Steven said. Noah agreed along with him. "He's right. Mr. Albright said we could go out once things quiet down. For now, let's wait. Hailey wanted to get along too. She said she would be coming over tomorrow. We can hang out then."Reluctantly, the others agreed.Six hours had passed since Heathens released their new album, Soulless, with the title track, that is In LUV, featured Hailey.Fans had been going crazy. Not just in USA, but all over the world. Things where a terrible mess in New York since fans where in a frenzy, doing this and that.The boys wanted to celebrate, I wanted them to do too,
"I try to understand the world, but the world never tries to understand me."____________________________________________"Guys, I'm telling you, there is something. Something that is looking after us. Guiding us. It's that girl, I can feel it." Jules protested as his members kept insisting that there was nothing happening to them but just a leap of faith.Victor and Justin remained silent, believing in him too. It sounded absurd, yes, but they believed that there had to be an explanation to all the unexpected things happening to them.So the younger's believed it to be a guardian angel, that is ME. However Noah, being an ethist, didn't. The other's thought it as a kid's play since it was only believed by the younger one's, so they too didn't believe in it."Jules, that will be enough. You're making no sense. No sense at all.""But what IF it's true? What then?" Justin pushed on."It's not." Jake replied firmly"WHAT IF?" Asked Victor again."Then we just thank the lady for her help.
"Wow!" The boys exclaimed together as they opened their eyes one by one, slowly taking in the sight before them. None of them said anything for a long time, staring at everything while I grinned sheepishly from behind, wondering how they were taking the surprise."This is...beautiful." Jules finally said, opening his arms and spreading it out, the other's giggling and agreeing with him."Tell me about it." Victor muttered, before turning to me. "Did fans do all this?"The excitement in his voice had my heart melting there and then, making me stare at him for a minute longer as I recalled all of our times together in the near future.Young Victor was so much more playfull and goofy, but in time he matured as he grew, sso much that he even falls in love with a ghost.Looking at him now only brought back a tidal wave of memories, bile rising in my throat. But I had to answer him. So I nodded slowly, the smile not leaving my face."But...but how? When did they get the time?" Noah question
"Get dressed. We are going to take a tour to time."Julia's words replayed in my head as I buttoned up my polyster black shirt. The hands were full sleeve, puffy but tight cuffs at the end. along with that I had a mini leather skirt and knee high leather boots. All that was left was my signature black trench coat.Once done, I stared at all the new clothes I had bought, biting my lower lip and turning it even more crimson. Rows of vibrant color dress hung in one side, with skirts and summer dresses on the other sides. I shut my eyes tight, gritting my eyes as the memories of Alex's words replayed in my head.He had known all along. I had been trying to change myself for him, a best friend I though he was. But he didn't give a crap about it. But that didn't anger me anymore. What angered me was myself.How could I be so naive? Trying to change myself for a person that didn't like me for who I am? What would Heathens think of me? Victor? Is that what I learnt this whole time? This was j
Dusk had fallen by the time the sudden Hardcore party had come to an end. The boys were all sprawled on the couch, or some on the floor, while Alex, Clark and I stood in a corner, analysing everything.Clark had succesfully become immortal, right in front of his idols, which brought in another episode of celebration. But this time,I did not partake in the celebration. I already had my fill but it seemed like Alex and Clark hadn't. Clark was shy to admit it at first, but one single compliment from Mark had his spirits sky rocketing and once again, he was on. Alex, I had no idea why but my guess is he just wanted to have some fun.Drunk as they were, the boys had dosed of as they are now, leaving the dead three of us to tend to their mess. It was a miracle no one came looking for them, but it also broke ny heart to know that no one from Juniper actually cared for them anymore. This was just outright cruel."It's alright. You guys don't have to do anything. I... I got this." Said Clark,
"I told you I'm not going to do it right? So stop! Stop already!" Said a handsome voice as Alex and I made our way towards one of the Juniper lounges in the building, voices drifting towards our sensitive ears."What did you say? Say that again? Be a man and say that again! No, Clark! I have had enough of him! Don't tell me to calm down!"Alex and I looked at each other in confusion as another manly voice spoke up, not because they were arguing, but because of the unfamiliar name he had just called.Clark?We already knew who were inside the room eating each others head off. It was Hardcore, one of the most well known boy bands of Juniper Entertainment. Alex had said that when he was coming back from his morning flight instead of morning walk, he happened to smell something very odd.Then he heard the sound like the beating of drums, thumping in his ears and followed it, the scent of basil and thyme clinging on. Once he reached his final destination, he had come to find nothing but ju
"Let your smile change the world, but don't let the world change your smile."____________________________________________________Narrator:The prison was eerily quite that night, save for the occasional snores of the guard's stationed for night duty. But careless as they were, they had not been cautious enough to notice the intruder as he swiftly made his way across the prisons, his black cloak made of shadows fluttering behind him, passing one prison after another. Their carelessness was their doom.Finally the hooded man came to a halt in front of a cell, his lips twisting into a devious smile as he stared at the sleeping prisioner."When dusk falls, and dawn no longer present, the evil dead will finally rise for vengeance and the hounds will lust for blood. That will be the begining of a new era."The girl steered, her eyes slowly opening as she squinted at the intruder, wondering why he would come muttering nonsense when she was trying to sleep."Who are you? Are you a prisioner
Narrator:"Victor? You are still awake? Why are you still up? Sejin will have our heads if we don't get proper sleep now. He won't let us take a single nap tomorrow. What are you doing?" Jake asked as he stumbled into the kitchen in search of water, only to find the younger sitting on a stool, his head resting on his hands in the counter, still in his pajamas with tousled hairs.Victor looked at Seokjin, his eyes heavy with sleep, but he placed on his signature boxy grin."I know. I had gone to bed. Just... had a nightmare."Jake, now finally drinking his so long searched water, knitted his eyebrows in confusion. "Nightmare? What kind of nightmare was it to have you out of bed when you look like you could doze of any second now?"Victor's boxy grin disappeared as he stared down at his hands, his expression stoic as he swallowed the bile in his throat."Of Cilia."Jake halted midway, the bottle still in his hands as he registered the youngers words. Slowly, his face fell, but he still
The night breeze was cool against my skin, which was getting cooler by every second as I flew the skies of New York city. I had no idea where Alex was and that was enough to send me to lose myself.Any time now, Alex would be done with his work, Lord only knows where and I won't be able to save him. I don't even know where he is to begin with.All of this was my fault, bringing Alex in without proper background check. I should have been more careful. But what was done was done, there was no use crying over it now. All that mattered was that I find him and bring an end to his devilish plans. But that was the main issue here. How?Jason had stayed behind at his work place, incase Sav7 actually ended up in there. Julia stayed behind at the mansion, keeping an eye out for any signs of Alex, incase he decided to show up. Which left me on my own device's, without any plan as to where I should begin."Look for Sav7 in SilverSpoon building." A very familiar female voice suggested in my head,
The walk back home wasn't one that I could call pleasing. No, it was entirely opposit of that. I had left the house with a childishly angry and stubborn Alex, frustrated at the fact that I had turned his hair color from purple to silver. Now I was coming alone, all alone, just my thundering heart and raging mind as my company.I was pissed at everything around me. Even the terrible dull grey sky that had changed color with the swing of my mood. The grass beneath my feet had turned orange, crisp like crackers.I was angry as Hell, at myself for being so blinded and angry at Alex for lying to me and playing with my trust. I was angry at everything I passed, starting with Lucifer the son of a Houndess, if there's even a word like that, to start this whole mess. The only thing that kept me sane from burning into flames was one emotion, and I had no idea why I was feeling it.I was missing Alex.The guy was a real pain in the ass, not a very good person for company. But he had his reasons.
"Alright, I'm ready, so were do we go first?" Alex said, straightening his jacket and waiting for an answer from me. Julia and I turned too look at Alex, both of us discussing just about him when he walked in.I had been telling Julia about Alex's life, how he was disowned as a baby by his own parents and how miserable a death he had.How much his life had been like mine.Julia had heard me uptil the end, not interfering in the mddle like she usually did, just some small questions if she didn't understand somethings.Once I was done, Julia frowned, saying our lives were quite the same, but something felt off to her, that the story seemed made up.I felt like to kick her in the gut if Alex wouldn't have shown up right that moment.I mean, made up? What part felt like made up to her? Just because his whole life was tragic? My life had been tragic as well, does that mean I made it all up? Deity's never understand humans like they pretend to do.Julia smiled at Alex as he entered, pretend