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Chapter Fifty Eight

Penulis: Lade Jojo
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-02-27 17:30:38

Avoidance.

That was the path I took in dealing with the situation. I couldn’t sort out my feelings even after sleeping and I couldn’t face Jonathan either so I avoided him perfectly. I waited till I was sure he was out of the room before cleaning, I made sure that I was gone before he even thought or imagined that I was in the room. I stopped cleaning the store room for now since I didn’t want to overhear something else.

The room had successfully left a shadow on me and I was just generally tired. Cleaning the store room meant that I was allowing myself to run into Jonathan and I certainly didn’t want to see him. I was avoiding him. I couldn't pretend that everything was fine when I saw him.

And so I spent my time n the medicine room he had found someone to give me. At first, I was too hurt to use it, I didn’t want to use it but I didn’t have a reason not to. It was easier to work in and I could make whatever sort of mess in there. It gave me ease and made me calm down. Working with t
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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Fifty Nine

    I didn’t know how long I struggled against Jonathan but at a point, I just stopped, allowing tears to run down my cheeks in torrent. I was sad. I was hurt. I was in pain and my heart ached badly. Even worse now that I was in his arms.The familiar comfort cloaked over me as he hugged me tighter. I didn’t hug him back and I just stood in his arms, allowing him to hug me. His head pressed tightly to head and I sobbed slowly.“Do you hate me so much, your highness, that you wouldn’t hesitate to sacrifice me for your people?” I asked slowly and that made Jonathan slowly let me go. He stepped back as he stared into my eyes and swallowed.“No, no, Princess, you’ve got it all wrong” He replied softly. It was the softest voice ever. I had never heard Jonathan use this voice with anyone ever.“I don’t hate you” he replied as he met my eyes and I froze.“I promise you, I don’t hate you” he repeated again pausing a bit, “I can’t” he added quietly but I heard him clearly and I chuckled.“Of cours

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty

    The way the truth co-exists was such a weird way. Just because you don’t agree with it doesn't make it any less of the truth and that was the case scenario in my case. I didn’t know how long I stayed in Jonathan's arms that day. How long he held me because he didn’t have an answer to my question, and because even I didn’t know if I was ever going to leave. It was an unforgettable ache in my heart and there was nothing I could do about it.Juniper sighed softly as he rubbed my arm, "You look terrible Ami” he said softly and I chuckled.“You can't blame me” I replied and he nodded his head rubbing my back.“Nobody is blaming you. I don’t dare” he replied and I turned to him with a small chuckle.“I’m tired Juniper, really tired” I replied and Juniper’s eyes softened.“I don’t know what to say Ami, I’m as tired as you but I have to be less tired than you so that I can be strong for you” he replied and I chuckled.When I realized that Jonathan couldn’t answer my question that day, I had a

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty One

    “You look way better” Serena commented as I slowly applied the paste on my wrist and I turned to her chuckling slightly.“Well I guess you look better when applying beauty products” I replied and Serena burst into laughter.“That’s a total lie” she argued and I merely chuckled at her shaking my head.Of course it was an half truth. I never really looked excited to have beauty products all over my face but that wasn’t the case for my mind. She was always excited and she talked about how each product worked and how they were important to keep my skin youthful and glowing. I wasn’t a vampire, I didn’t exactly need to keep my skin youthful but she thought otherwise. I never listened to her but it is obvious that sometimes her excitement and happiness was always inflicted on me.After the conversation with Juniper, I slowly realized that almost all of my decisions had been made with emotion. I hadn’t made any rational decisions. I needed to get my head back on track to make a rational deci

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty Two

    I burst into laughter at Serena’s words because I was more than sure that she didn’t know what she was saying.“You disagree?’ I asked again and Serena nodded her head.“Yes. He didn’t look like that, didn't act like he didn't. I know it's crazy to think about it but he’s like you. He definitely loves you” she reaffirmed and I laughed again.“You don’t know anything Serena. I promise you that he doesn’t” I informed you.“Everything he has done for me is a calculated move to make sure that I remain here because I’m the only reason that your kingdom won’t be attacked by my people. To him. I am merely leveraged so he needs to do everything to keep me here willingly” I revealed and Serena stared at me, her jaw dropping.“So tell me again Serena that he loves me” I said chuckling, “He did say something along the lines of he didn’t hate me” I added turning my face as I closed my eyes.I hadn’t imagined that I would be discussing the king with Serena. It was already a lot of comfort to know

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty Three

    Jonathan seemed to have gotten enough of the fact that I was ignoring him because as I cleaned his room that morning, he kept saying all sorts of things to make me talk to him, sorry I replied with a one-worded answer and so I merely met his eyes as a reply.My rationality was back and I was much calmer than before. I had had a lot of time to think about what my next decision would be and what the consequences of every decision would be.“Are you ignoring me Princess?” Jonathan asked and I lowered my head.“I dare not your majesty” I quickly replied pausing and Jonathan groaned, obviously frustrated.“Why won’t you talk to me?” He complained and I raised my head to meet his eyes.“There’s nothing this slave has to say to his royal highness” I replied and Jonathan sighed.“May I take my leave, your highness?” I asked and Jonathan slowly opened his eyes, meeting my eyes.“How long Amira? How long?” he asked as he walked to the door and closed it, turning the door knob.“Your highness” I

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty Four

    I didn’t dare tell anyone about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream about the king. I didn’t even dare go to clean his quarters for a while and asked Serena to help me out under the guise that I was sick because I was terrified that if I saw Jonathan, those images would strat conjuring themselves and it would be grossly embarrassing.Serene didn't let me off and teased me endlessly about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream. It made her amused but I would always scowl whenever she mentioned it. I remembered our conversation that evening. I was still dazed, ashamed and embarrassed that I had gotten a wet dream about Jonatan and that wasn’t all. I had moaned his name right to reality and like Serena had said, I was really grateful that Julianna wasn’t in the room because by then, I’ll have to explain to her wh I was moaning his highness name. I didn’t think I could come up with whatever lie that she would believe she wasn’t going to be sold for it. Not especially when she had a ma

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty Five

    “So have you thought about what you want to do next?” Juniper’s voice infiltrated my thoughts and I chuckled, shaking my head. My eyes went to my wrist and I easily noticed the scars around my wrist had almost slowly faded away. It was almost unbelievable that my little paste had worked. I had made some mre for Serena and Julianna and they had joked about how they might willingly offered themselves to be test subjects.“How are you and the king recently?” Juniper asked again and I met his eyes shrugging.“Very ordinary” I replied and Juniper furrowed his brow, “What do you mean by very ordinary?” he asked and I laughed.“Exactly what it means. There’s nothing special” I replied softly.The truth was that there was nothing special indeed. For some reason, I and Jonathan had returned to our former routine but with less talking. I wasn’t as interested in speaking to him anymore and while he didn’t know why, I knew.I had to get rid of my feelings for him first and while out of sight, out

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Sixty Six

    Triss.The realization stunned me so much that I didn’t know that I was frozen on the spot. I stared at the paper and I squeezed it unconsciously. Triss had someone find her way to the Berg Kingdom. Couldn’t believe my eyes. I opened the crumpled paper again and stared at it and the handwriting stared back at me.It hadn’t changed and I knew that I wasn’t wrong. It was Triss’s handwriting. I started walking towards the palace, my heart beating in my chest. Just a few minutes ago, I was thinking that the Berg kingdom was imprentable and yet Triss had done so effortlessly. I didn’t know how long it had taken her to find me or to find someone who would deliver the information to me. I wondered if the person who had squeezed the paper into my hands knew what was in it.Triss.My younger sister had shown her ability again. She had show how stellar of a princess she was. I headed to the medicine room instead of the room because I could hear Serena’s and Julianna’s voices in the room. They

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  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Eight

    I had no idea how much longer I was out for but by the time I opened my eyes, I was laying on the grass and as I sat up, I immediately recognized the grass to be the grass at the far end of the royal garden, it was somewhere I used to come to to get away from the prying eyes of people and I would lay there drifting in and out of my thoughts and some other times, i would sleep out totally. My hands immediately went to my stomach to see where Juniper had stabbed me and there was nothing.I was clad in my royal outfit and unlike before, I knew the clear line between reality and my dreams so I knew I was dreaming. I quickly stood up to my feet and dusted my clothes while hurrying out of the garden. I knew I was dreaming but I also knew that it was another chance for me to see my family, to see my father. I always saw him in my dreams.I was unsure of the severity of the knife stab of Juniper’s but considering how much blood had been on my hands, I knew that the chance of me surviving was

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Seven

    I had no idea how much longer I was out for but by the time I opened my eyes, I was laying on the grass and as I sat up, I immediately recognized the grass to be the grass at the far end of the royal garden, it was somewhere I used to come to to get away from the prying eyes of people and I would lay there drifting in and out of my thoughts and some other times, i would sleep out totally. My hands immediately went to my stomach to see where Juniper had stabbed me and there was nothing.I was clad in my royal outfit and unlike before, I knew the clear line between reality and my dreams so I knew I was dreaming. I quickly stood up to my feet and dusted my clothes while hurrying out of the garden. I knew I was dreaming but I also knew that it was another chance for me to see my family, to see my father. I always saw him in my dreams.I was unsure of the severity of the knife stab of Juniper’s but considering how much blood had been on my hands, I knew that the chance of me surviving was

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Six

    The moment Juniper spoke, I shuddered as the large door of the shed opened and then I heard footsteps. I started struggling even harder with my ropes. I didn’t know how Junier had managed to make Jonathan come and even worse on his own.“Welcome your highness” Juniper said with a grin as he came face to face with Jonathan.“I hope you listened to me and came alone” he added and I watched Jonathan almost step on a trap that Juniper had laid out.“Be careful!” I yelled and Jonathan’s legs remained hung in the air.“He has set traps all over, watch your feet” I breathed and Juniper turned to me with anger, “Who asked you to talk?” he glared at me kicking the nearest object beside him and sending it flying towards me. The empty bucket hit my stomach again and I groaned in pain.“How dare you?” Jonathan growled at him and Juniper burst into laughter.“Easy there your highness, don’t annoy me” he replied and then it was Jonathan’s turn to burst into laughter. He stared at Juniper for a whil

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Five

    I couldn’t believe my eyes or my ears. Everything was starting to feel a little too fast, a little too real. Juniper’s words were as though he was driving knives into my body. No matter how hard I tried to keep my composure, I just couldn’t. I couldn’t believe that the one person I trusted with my life had set me up and made me a fool. At a point, I just stopped trying, the tears flowed down and I was so sure that I wasn’t going to be stopping anytime soon. Everything was starting to make sense in my head.Questions I should have asked before, I was just asking them. The doubts I should have chased before, I was just trying to chase them now but I was too late. Way too late.“So everything was all you” I whispered, biting on my bottom lip as he stared at him and Juniper nodded as he got up from his seat.“I thought I already made that clear already, everything was all me” he replied as he started moving around placing some things in the shed and I frowned.“You know I gave you a chanc

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Four

    Nothing at all could describe the pain and ache in my heart as Juniper spoke. His words were like tiny sharp prickles drilling into my chest and no matter how hard I tried to pretend that I didn’t care that what he was saying didn’t matter, I couldn’t help it. I had confided in him and yet he was using it against me. The thought of everything that had happened rushed to my head and my head started to spin. A part of me was still finding everything that was happening a little too real, unbelievable.How did I not see through at all?“Why are you doing this to me?” I whispered, tears running down my cheeks. He was supposed to be my best friend and yet here he was torturing me.“You know while I baited my time here, nothing seemed to ever faze Jonathan. He was so well protected and there was no leakage, nothing at all. There was no way I could penetrate into his impregnable wall and even the news about the palace was scarce. He had no weak points, only strong points but I knew that the t

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Three

    AMIRA’S POVI had no idea how long it tk me to open my eyes but the moment I decided to do so, it was a sharp pain and ache from the back of my head had registered in my mind first and it took me several minutes before slowly opened my eyes and tried i adjust my eyes to the environment and know where I was. It took me a few minutes, but I soon realized that I was in a shed. The shed looked old and rusty and it had a faint smell of old books in the library. It definitely wasn’t used so well. That was what I was sure of.I tried to stand up and it was then that I realized that my hands and legs were tightly bound and panic set in as I tried to loosen myself all to no avail. As I tried to free myself, I immediately remembered how I had found myself here in the first place. I remembered Juniper hitting me with a stick, the displeased look on his face as I fell to the floor. I hadn’t been hallucinating.I looked around as I shook my head while trying to loosen myself, “Juni wouldn’t do th

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and Two

    THIRD POVThe shouts of victory filled the whole kingdom and Jonathan had a smile on his face. Their recent wars had been filled with happy screams and shouts as they nabbed victory after victory. SOme of the kingdoms that waged war against them were slowly withdrawing from the crushing defeat some of the other kingdoms had suffered in their hands but he also knew that it didn’t matter, they had to keep up their defenses. They couldn’t afford to back down now, he also knew that the wars had done them a favour, while they didn’t confer to the other kingdoms standards, they could also finally leave the title of being a rogue kingdom behind. They had proved their worth and also proved that they weren’t people that could be messed with or played around with.He walked through the hallways, the guards bowing as he walked past them and then into his room. Kareem immediately reached for his armour and helped him remove it.“Congratulations your highness” both Kareem and Azarah choroushed as

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter One Hundred and One

    “Amira, Amira, wake up, wake up” a strong jolting jolted me awake and I jumped on the bed with a fright. I turned to see Serena staring at me with wide eyes.“Are you okay?” She asked and the previous night memories came washing over me in an instant. The secrets I had found made a lump form in my throat. I had stayed in the medicine room, drinking in every detail and what I had found out had terrified me. It was a lie, it was a sham and I had walked into the room late to sleep.“Amira, Amira” Serena called again and I came back to myself while she stared at me with narrowed eyes.“Are you sure you're okay?” she asked and I quickly nodded my head.“Well, the king would soon leave for the war, I thought you might want to see him before he leaves” Serena said as she grabbed my hand, “Amira, talk to me, what’s wrong?” she asked and I turned to stare at Serena wondering whether to tell her what I had learned first but instead I got off the bed and rushed out of the door. I needed to tell J

  • Hated By The Rogue Alpha   Chapter Hundred

    I laid in my bed for half of the day, wondering and pondering on Juniper’s question. I knew that he was right and he had only been looking out for me and that was why he asked me that question but I didn’t like what he had asked at that point in time. I was merely trying to be happy and at that point, my emotions had plummeted.I knew that like Juniper, anyone who heard about me and Jonathan would have questions, valid questions. Like how did we all in love? Did we really love each other? Would I be able to forgive him? He was someone who had turned my entire life upside down, would I still be able to forgive him? How did I even dare to love such a man? He hadn’t told me to my face that he loved me but I knew and I was also yet to tell him that I loved him. I didn’t have to think so hard because I had gotten my answer a long time ago, fate and destiny had a way of playing games and the games they had played with me and Jonathan were unfair games, games that shouldn’t have been played

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