Chapter Sixty Four

I didn’t dare tell anyone about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream about the king. I didn’t even dare go to clean his quarters for a while and asked Serena to help me out under the guise that I was sick because I was terrified that if I saw Jonathan, those images would strat conjuring themselves and it would be grossly embarrassing.

Serene didn't let me off and teased me endlessly about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream. It made her amused but I would always scowl whenever she mentioned it. I remembered our conversation that evening. I was still dazed, ashamed and embarrassed that I had gotten a wet dream about Jonatan and that wasn’t all. I had moaned his name right to reality and like Serena had said, I was really grateful that Julianna wasn’t in the room because by then, I’ll have to explain to her wh I was moaning his highness name. I didn’t think I could come up with whatever lie that she would believe she wasn’t going to be sold for it. 

Not especially when she had a massive crush on Jonathan. 

“Tell me what did you do before sleeping to directly have a wet dream about his highness?” Serena asked and I shook my head.

‘Honestly I don’t even remember but i don’t think I have done anything worth having a wet dream over ever. It just doesn’t make any sense” I relied and Serena burst into laughter.

Luckily for me, very luckily for me, it had been Serena who had been in the room else I couldn't even imagine what would have happened but I knew that everyone would hear of it.

“Really? Because girl, I wish there was a way for me to have recorded you that night. It was nuts and I could only imagine how much pleasure you were getting just in the dream. I mean that tells you how good it’s going to be in reality huh?” Serea teased me and I rolled my eyes.

I didn’t think that Serena would be more aware of these things than I was. She didn’t shy away from discussing it. And it slowly made me feel less awkward.

“You are talking about it so naturally Serena” I commented and she stared at me like I had said something strange.

“It’s natural to sleep with someone you love. To crave them and to want to possess them and merge your souls together. That’s very natural” she responded to me and I chuckled.

So much for worrying about what she thought.

“You shouldn’t feel embarassed that you had a wet dream about someone you love Ami” Serena said as she lowered her voice, “You know it might be a sign that it’s high you fucked him. I mean the king” she whispered and I slapped her playfully in the shoulder.

‘Serena!” I exclaimed and she winked at me.

“Or better still, seduce him into wanting it and also admitting that he’s in love with you” she continued and I burst into laughter.

“If I seduce him, he’s only going to admit it to get me in his bed, not because he wants me” I retorted and Serena snickered at me.

“Girl, that's a lie. He’s in love with you and he just doesn’t know it so we are going to help him know it and admit it. If you seduce him, he’s going to come to his senses and tell you” Serena argued as she furrowed her brows.

"Do you have any idea how many women have tried to seduce him before now?” She asked and I slowly raised my brows.

“A lot” she replied, “And it’s my pleasure to tell you princess that he did not invite not even one person. Not even one girl, so the seduction only works if he has something for you and even the moon goddess would agree with me when I say that he has something for you” she added and I burst into laughter.

“You are very confident” I said slowly and Serene grinned.

‘IYou have no idea how confident I am, ' she replied and I shook my head, my lips pulled upwards in an amused arc.

That was the point. Everyone was claiming that Jonathan had something for me and even though for some reason I subtly agreed, at the same time I didn’t. I agreed because he kissed me so well and spoke to me with softness and care and concern in his eyes but the reason why I didn’t agree was because all of that I didn’t know where it came from.

“Love? Like? Or maybe even guilt.

So the best course of action for me was to pretend not to believe anything. Not just pretend, believe nothing because Jonathan was someone I couldn’t dare make assumptions on or for.

‘Don’t overthink it, Amira, ' Serena said and I chuckled.

‘The hell I will. I know that somewhere in your head, you are starting to imagine having wet dreams about you and Kareem” I swiftly changed the topic and Serena laughed.

“Hell yeah, girl I said I even turned on when you started moaning but I couldn’t leave you there you know, wanted to know where all your moaning would end. Sorry I didn’t let you know, climax though” she replied and we both stared at each other for a few seconds before bursting into laughter.

‘Nahh girl, fuck you” I said laughing. 

It was a dream but I still vividly remembered it. The way Jonathan kissed me, the way he held me, the way he fondled my breasts and sucked on them, the way I massaged his cock and grinded on him. The way he fingered me, the way he fucked me. The pleasure that coursed through my brain felt so real, so real that even at the memories, my body would be thrilled. I gasped slightly, shaking my head.

“Don’t worry I already decided to allow Kareem to do more at our nightly escapades. One of these days, I’ll come with stories for you so that you can finally grow some balls and seduce his highness” Serena teased again and I burst into laughter.

“Oh shut up Serena, shut the hell up” I shot back at her and we both burst into laughter again.

“Desire is both a scary and good thing Amira, you must learn not just how to use it but how to manage it, how to control it. You must be its master and not the other way around” Serena said and I nodded obediently.

“Thank you master” I said and Serena glared at me and we both burst into laughter again

“Yeah. I get you but I ‘m not doing anything, instead, I’ll wait for stories from you and your man. You can’t leave out all the juicy details” I teased and Serena nodded, lowering her voice again.

“Yeah. No worries, I won’t leave anything out, not even how he would whine and beg me to let him suck my breasts” she whispered and I pushed her away.

“Serena!’” I called but it was her laughter that relied on me.