Then I waited.
I counted the hours till it was past 10pm. I slowly opened my door and stepped out. Serena’s and Julianna’s voice had long quietened down and I knew that they had gone to sleep. Serena had come in earlier to check on me in the medicine room where I was pretending to work on something when clearly I couldn’t do anything. My chest was in disarray and I could only look forward to seeing my sister.
I pulled the cloth on my shoulder upwards and covered my head and my face with it as I hurried down the walkways. I had never been out at this time of the day and because I was too much in an hurry and in distress, I had forgotten to check how the guys patrolled the palace but the truth was that, there were fewer guards patrolling the palace, very few people could dare to attack the king or even try to infiltrate the palace. The Berg kingdom itself was imprentable so there was exactly nothing much to raise their guards against. The Berg kingdom was also deep in the forest, if any kingdom wanted to wage wars against them, the spies stationed over 500 kilometers would have warned them in advance and that was their advantage.
I was right and I easily maneuvered through the palace and got out as soon as I could. I walked swiftly and easily across the fields as I crossed the borders into the woods, my chest thumping heavily in my chest. I couldn’t get caught. If I got caught, I would be risking Triss, so I had to be extra careful. Most of the guards patrolling the border were Alphas and their sense of hearing was superb. I walked slowly till I came to a large clearing while I squinted my eyes trying to find where Triss would be and then all of a sudden, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I immediately brought out the dagger hidden in my left pocket and pointed it at the other person as I turned.
The latter immediately raised my hands up in surrender, her veil falling off and revealing a face that was very similar to my own.
“Sister” she breathed and I immediately lowered my dagger breathing heavily as I stared at my sister. She looked the same but she looked mature. Her neck was bare of any jewelries and even in a hooded and covered clothing, she still looked stunning. We stared at each other for seconds before Triss immediately jumped on me hugging me while my hands hung beside me limply.
“I was so terrified, I was so scared” Triss whispered and I heard a crack in her voice and I slowly hugged her back slowly.
“I’m sorry” I whispered as well. Ignoring the lump that had grown in my throat. I had thought of all the emotions I would feel when I finally saw Triss but nothing prepared me for how I felt.
I missed her.
I wanted to go home.
Triss pulled back from me slowly as she wiped her tears from her cheeks, "We need to leave this area for a while, the guards will soon be here” she informed me and I nodded and we walked away for a further thicket.
Triss held my hand tightly and I found myself smiling at the action.
“How did you find me?” I asked as soon as we reached a more suitable place and Triss shrugged.
“It was hard. I got married” she replied and I stared at her in horror.
“You did what?” I exclaimed and Triss quickly covered my mouth.
“Keep your voice low” Triss said with a frown and I nodded my head as she slowly dropped her hands looking somewhere else.
“You got married? To whom? How?” I asked so many questions in quick succession and Triss sighed.
“I had no other option. With father gone, we were open to all sorts of threats not to talk to those bastard Berg people hiding in our kingdom” Triss spat and I swallowed.
“How’s mother?” I asked and Triss’s eyes softened, “She’s much better now” she replied and she sighed.
“Father died and you were taken, Mother suffered a lot. She fell ill and she often was in a comatose state for days. The royal family descended into chaos and Uncle Stephan wanted to start a war to bring you back but those Berg bastards…” Triss trailed off, “We had to find a way to keep other kingdoms eyes off us so i got married to stabilize the royal family and we’ve been planning hard to get revenge on these bastards” Triss added her voice getting harder and I swallowed.
Here I was thinking that my family must hate me for causing my father’s death and so many more things but they were worried about me and even tried to save me. And yet I was finding it hard to make a decision.
“How are you?” Triss asked and I smiled at her.
“Alive” I replied and her eyes shifted at my reply.
“We are ready to go to war. We have sent several scouts to scout the Berg kingdom and they’ve been unsuccessful. They never came back until recently” Triss revealed and I nodded.
Jonathan had been right. My people were not oppressed people, they would surely fight back and this was them fighting back.
“When we finally found a way, Mother’s first task was to bring you back but I refused” Triss said and I stared at her in shock.
“What?” I breathed and Triss grabbed my hand.
“It’s not what you think, sister. We need to crush the Berg’s so that they never raise their heads ever again, so that they serve us all their life and suffer for killing our father” she said, her eyes red and I closed my eyes, slowly opening them.
“What do you mean?” I asked even though I knew what was coming next.
“We know that you serve that bastard in close quarters so I need you to help us bring every information that you can on their battle and war strategies. Everything that could help us win this war” Triss said and I stared at all.
“That’s all?” I asked and Triss nodded.
“I don’t want you to escape like a rat, you aren’t a rat. You are the First Princess of the Zadok Kingdom, if you are to leave the Berg Kingdom, you must leave with your head raised high” Triss said firmly as she stared down at the metal ring around my wrist.
“Those bastards” she gritted her teeth and I chuckled.
“Okay” I replied and Triss nodded at me.
“Let’s meet in seven days” she said and I nodded as she pulled me into a hug.
“It’s good to see you again sister” she whispered and I hugged her tighter.
We both stood up and Triss pulled her cover over her head nodding at me as she disappeared into the wind. I pulled my own hood over my head as I hurried back to the palace.
I had made my decision.
I had told myself that I had made a decision but deep down I knew that I hadn’t but the greater part of me knew that Triss was right. I had to leave, this wasn’t my home and leaving with all of the Berg’s kingdom’s secrets with my head raised high was the best form of revenge that I could do r have but as I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I was conflicted and the fact that I was conflicted further even annoyed me more. How could I be conflicted?This was a matter between staying in an enemy kingdom because someone I claimed to love who clearly didn’t love me back was here and saving my people. How could I be conf;icted on what to do?I shut my eyes taking deep breaths over and over again. Seeing Triss had brought the feeling of home back and I missed home. Her words rushed into my head and a small smile slowly formed on my face.Uncle Stefan.My favourite uncle in the whole world. He was one of the few people in the royal family that I was close to and one of the few people
Waking up the next morning with a heavy heart was expected. It took me a long time to dress up and by the time I got to the entrance of the King’s room, I paused slightly. I had to deal with Jonathan again.Taking a deep breath; I slowly knocked on the door and drifted into my ears. I pushed the door open to see that Jonathan was on the floor doing pushups with one hand. One of his hands was behind his back as he lowered himself to the ground over and over again. His upper body, which I had seen so many times, was soaked with sweat and Instinctively swallowed as I watched him.“Should I come back to your highness?” I asked and Jonathan chuckled.“No” he replied as he lowered himself to the ground and upwards a few times before He finally stood up, his whole body drenched in sweat. I stared at his upper body and followed the trail of the sweat as they ended into his trousers. My eyes snapped upwards and meant Jonathan’s amusing eyes, I immediately lowered my eyes.“My apologies, your h
I gathered my clothes upwards to make walking easier for me. It had been a month since I had arrived in the Elavan Kingdom, and I still had not gotten used to the rough pathways that served as hallways in the palace. It had been one month since I realized that I was going to fail and I hated it. It made me itch and it made me want to scratch my bones.The reason why I was the Elavan Kingdom in the first place drifted into my mind and I swallowed. My job was simple: make the Crown Prince, Karl Collins Edwards, marry me. A simple job that I had failed to do for the past month. As I increased my pace, I remembered standing in front of my father, my head held high, promising him the marriage scroll in two weeks.I also clearly remembered that the ministers in the throne room had clamored that my younger sister be sent instead. She was more beautiful and enchanting than I was. She would get the job easier than she would have but I was adamant on going; my mother’s pleas and reasoning had f
By the time I regained consciousness, I was in a dark room with the only light coming from a tightly closed, broken window. “Where am I ?” I asked none in particular as I staggered to my feet. The last thing I remembered was someone knocking me out. I quickly looked around the room, but it did not help; I tripped over something unknown and fell face down on the floor.“Oh my god,” I whispered as I pushed myself to my feet once more.I had been kidnapped. By who?I tried to find my way around the room again and found the door. I didn’t waste any more time and started banging the door heavily.“Let me out!” I yelled. I continued banging the door heavily, “Let me go!” I continued yelling and I hadn’t gotten the chance to continue banging when I heard the door opening from outside. I quickly shuffled some steps backwards and the door opened. The sudden burst-out light made me raise my hand to cover my face.“Why were you yelling? Do you want to break our eardrums?” The person who had ope
I didn’t know how long I had been in that room for. I had stopped counting and I had grown numb to everything that was happening. The room was immersed in less darkness because the broken window had gotten even broken and more cracks had appeared in it, letting in more streaks of light.I stared at the untouched plate of food a few meters away from me and hugged my legs tighter. Tears streamed down my cheeks at my situation once more. My father had died and I had killed him.I had killed him by being a useless daughter. I was so useless that I couldn’t even get him a marriage scroll that would solidify his position in the Council of Kings. I spent over one month trying to convince a bastard to marry me. I had long known that there was nothing like marrying for love as a princess, so I was barely bothered about the fact that there was no love between me and Karl. I just wanted to marry him for the benefits that it would serve my kingdom.It was the least I could have done for him but y
By the time I opened my eyes, there was a slight ache on my side and I found myself on the floor of a room I didn’t recognize. My memories came washing over me in seconds and I sat up immediately, pushing myself towards the wall. I just couldn’t fathom the fact that Jonathan had actually jumped after me and saved me.I had thought I was going to die; I did want to die. I had thrown all my hopes and dreams to the wind the moment I realized the amount of torture that was awaiting me if I tried to survive in the Berg Kingdom; it was even impossible to try to survive. I had already imagined the humiliation and the suffering awaiting me and besides, I was yet to forgive myself for allowing my father to be killed right in front of me and I couldn’t do anything. The only way to redeem myself was to die and who would have thought that Jonathan wasn’t having it? His words before I passed out rang in my ears and I shivered unconsciously. “Even if you want to die that badly, you cannot die with
My right hand held my left hand as Aurora led me through long hallways, and I was sure that if I tried to find my way myself, I was most certainly going to get lost. My left hand had been scarred, and my new bracelet made it hard to carry. My face was still tear stained as I walked behind her.The fresh scent of her shampoo waffled quietly into my nose, and jealousy seeped into my veins as I tried to keep up with her pace. I hadn’t even taken a proper bath in almost a week, and whoever had given a bath, or, in proper words, a scrub, had done a terrible job. I didn’t dare say a word. The iron sponge used to scrub my body was making my body ache terribly, but I didn’t dare voice out a word.As I walked behind Aurora, I began to think. I had learnt her name after Jonathan had said something to her. She was the head slave, and for one, I already knew that she disliked her. That was already very clear.As we kept walking, I could easily see the kind of looks other people gave me: hostile,
Reality was dawning on me after that fight. Aurora had watched me get bullied, almost beaten and did nothing but the moment I started to fight back, she was already on my neck with threats. I ignored the more hostile gazes I received as she led me through another walkway. I couldn't help but realize that the slaves here looked anything but like slaves. They weren’t well dressed but they weren’t poorly or shabbily dressed either. And despite their hostility towards me, they all slowly paid their respects by bowing their heads to her.We stopped in front of a hall and walked into a large hall and with a glance, I knew it was the kitchen. The kitchen for cooking was this huge?“You’ll be working in the kitchen during this period” Aurora informed me as she turned to me and I forced a smile on my face.“What do I do?” I asked and Aurora turned and beckoned to a guy who looked slightly older than me and he came running towards us, bowing his head slightly in respect.“Good afternoon Head S
Waking up the next morning with a heavy heart was expected. It took me a long time to dress up and by the time I got to the entrance of the King’s room, I paused slightly. I had to deal with Jonathan again.Taking a deep breath; I slowly knocked on the door and drifted into my ears. I pushed the door open to see that Jonathan was on the floor doing pushups with one hand. One of his hands was behind his back as he lowered himself to the ground over and over again. His upper body, which I had seen so many times, was soaked with sweat and Instinctively swallowed as I watched him.“Should I come back to your highness?” I asked and Jonathan chuckled.“No” he replied as he lowered himself to the ground and upwards a few times before He finally stood up, his whole body drenched in sweat. I stared at his upper body and followed the trail of the sweat as they ended into his trousers. My eyes snapped upwards and meant Jonathan’s amusing eyes, I immediately lowered my eyes.“My apologies, your h
I had told myself that I had made a decision but deep down I knew that I hadn’t but the greater part of me knew that Triss was right. I had to leave, this wasn’t my home and leaving with all of the Berg’s kingdom’s secrets with my head raised high was the best form of revenge that I could do r have but as I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I was conflicted and the fact that I was conflicted further even annoyed me more. How could I be conflicted?This was a matter between staying in an enemy kingdom because someone I claimed to love who clearly didn’t love me back was here and saving my people. How could I be conf;icted on what to do?I shut my eyes taking deep breaths over and over again. Seeing Triss had brought the feeling of home back and I missed home. Her words rushed into my head and a small smile slowly formed on my face.Uncle Stefan.My favourite uncle in the whole world. He was one of the few people in the royal family that I was close to and one of the few people
Then I waited.I counted the hours till it was past 10pm. I slowly opened my door and stepped out. Serena’s and Julianna’s voice had long quietened down and I knew that they had gone to sleep. Serena had come in earlier to check on me in the medicine room where I was pretending to work on something when clearly I couldn’t do anything. My chest was in disarray and I could only look forward to seeing my sister. I pulled the cloth on my shoulder upwards and covered my head and my face with it as I hurried down the walkways. I had never been out at this time of the day and because I was too much in an hurry and in distress, I had forgotten to check how the guys patrolled the palace but the truth was that, there were fewer guards patrolling the palace, very few people could dare to attack the king or even try to infiltrate the palace. The Berg kingdom itself was imprentable so there was exactly nothing much to raise their guards against. The Berg kingdom was also deep in the forest, if an
Triss.The realization stunned me so much that I didn’t know that I was frozen on the spot. I stared at the paper and I squeezed it unconsciously. Triss had someone find her way to the Berg Kingdom. Couldn’t believe my eyes. I opened the crumpled paper again and stared at it and the handwriting stared back at me.It hadn’t changed and I knew that I wasn’t wrong. It was Triss’s handwriting. I started walking towards the palace, my heart beating in my chest. Just a few minutes ago, I was thinking that the Berg kingdom was imprentable and yet Triss had done so effortlessly. I didn’t know how long it had taken her to find me or to find someone who would deliver the information to me. I wondered if the person who had squeezed the paper into my hands knew what was in it.Triss.My younger sister had shown her ability again. She had show how stellar of a princess she was. I headed to the medicine room instead of the room because I could hear Serena’s and Julianna’s voices in the room. They
“So have you thought about what you want to do next?” Juniper’s voice infiltrated my thoughts and I chuckled, shaking my head. My eyes went to my wrist and I easily noticed the scars around my wrist had almost slowly faded away. It was almost unbelievable that my little paste had worked. I had made some mre for Serena and Julianna and they had joked about how they might willingly offered themselves to be test subjects.“How are you and the king recently?” Juniper asked again and I met his eyes shrugging.“Very ordinary” I replied and Juniper furrowed his brow, “What do you mean by very ordinary?” he asked and I laughed.“Exactly what it means. There’s nothing special” I replied softly.The truth was that there was nothing special indeed. For some reason, I and Jonathan had returned to our former routine but with less talking. I wasn’t as interested in speaking to him anymore and while he didn’t know why, I knew.I had to get rid of my feelings for him first and while out of sight, out
I didn’t dare tell anyone about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream about the king. I didn’t even dare go to clean his quarters for a while and asked Serena to help me out under the guise that I was sick because I was terrified that if I saw Jonathan, those images would strat conjuring themselves and it would be grossly embarrassing.Serene didn't let me off and teased me endlessly about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream. It made her amused but I would always scowl whenever she mentioned it. I remembered our conversation that evening. I was still dazed, ashamed and embarrassed that I had gotten a wet dream about Jonatan and that wasn’t all. I had moaned his name right to reality and like Serena had said, I was really grateful that Julianna wasn’t in the room because by then, I’ll have to explain to her wh I was moaning his highness name. I didn’t think I could come up with whatever lie that she would believe she wasn’t going to be sold for it. Not especially when she had a ma
Jonathan seemed to have gotten enough of the fact that I was ignoring him because as I cleaned his room that morning, he kept saying all sorts of things to make me talk to him, sorry I replied with a one-worded answer and so I merely met his eyes as a reply.My rationality was back and I was much calmer than before. I had had a lot of time to think about what my next decision would be and what the consequences of every decision would be.“Are you ignoring me Princess?” Jonathan asked and I lowered my head.“I dare not your majesty” I quickly replied pausing and Jonathan groaned, obviously frustrated.“Why won’t you talk to me?” He complained and I raised my head to meet his eyes.“There’s nothing this slave has to say to his royal highness” I replied and Jonathan sighed.“May I take my leave, your highness?” I asked and Jonathan slowly opened his eyes, meeting my eyes.“How long Amira? How long?” he asked as he walked to the door and closed it, turning the door knob.“Your highness” I
I burst into laughter at Serena’s words because I was more than sure that she didn’t know what she was saying.“You disagree?’ I asked again and Serena nodded her head.“Yes. He didn’t look like that, didn't act like he didn't. I know it's crazy to think about it but he’s like you. He definitely loves you” she reaffirmed and I laughed again.“You don’t know anything Serena. I promise you that he doesn’t” I informed you.“Everything he has done for me is a calculated move to make sure that I remain here because I’m the only reason that your kingdom won’t be attacked by my people. To him. I am merely leveraged so he needs to do everything to keep me here willingly” I revealed and Serena stared at me, her jaw dropping.“So tell me again Serena that he loves me” I said chuckling, “He did say something along the lines of he didn’t hate me” I added turning my face as I closed my eyes.I hadn’t imagined that I would be discussing the king with Serena. It was already a lot of comfort to know
“You look way better” Serena commented as I slowly applied the paste on my wrist and I turned to her chuckling slightly.“Well I guess you look better when applying beauty products” I replied and Serena burst into laughter.“That’s a total lie” she argued and I merely chuckled at her shaking my head.Of course it was an half truth. I never really looked excited to have beauty products all over my face but that wasn’t the case for my mind. She was always excited and she talked about how each product worked and how they were important to keep my skin youthful and glowing. I wasn’t a vampire, I didn’t exactly need to keep my skin youthful but she thought otherwise. I never listened to her but it is obvious that sometimes her excitement and happiness was always inflicted on me.After the conversation with Juniper, I slowly realized that almost all of my decisions had been made with emotion. I hadn’t made any rational decisions. I needed to get my head back on track to make a rational deci