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Drastic Change
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2020-11-18 00:36:50Chapter 20
Stella
I can't imagine life without mom, but maybe this time it is real, she was gone.
It is difficult to lose a father, and now it becomes more horrible because I also lost my mother.
And maybe if I have a chance to stop the time? It was only in the part where we crossed the road to school at the same time.
We were happy, laughing and teasing each other.
There is nothing more painful when you know in yourself that you are alone, that no matter how hard you try to build yourself up, you still can't. I miss you so much, mom and dad. I hope wherever you are now, you are happy, because you are together again. I will force myself mom, dad, I will choose to be strong.
Because I can't do anything, it has happened, it's over and I can't bring
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