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Chapter 35

Author: Bon_Racel
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-29 11:26:58

The coldness and sadness snuggled my heart. All things in the past flashed in my mind repeatedly. It hurts to think that all things left behind is terrible.

Lucas's hugs are the ones that warm my arms. His kisses are so soft to feel. His hugs can heal my loneliness.

Lucas, I will never forget the things we shared together, the nights, every moment we shared seems passing by right away.

Your promises full of hope. Your eyes are so drowning when you stares at me slowly. Your touches made me flimsy.

Not knowing that tears fell down from my eyes. It really hurts to remember about those moments. What happened in the past it just a nightmare.

You loved me. I always fall in love with you Lucas all the time. We were happy with each other. I gave everything as early as you wish.

But why is that? Suddenly your dreams disappeared? Suddenly you vanished from my sight like a bubble? Everything pops like a foam.

Absolutely, it hurts to accept. But I remain hopeful. I remain in love. I remain faithf
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