Chapter 40

My tears just falls all along. Does it hurt? Yes! Hard to forget? Too much! Crushing feelings? Always!

Why did I choose to love you Lucas even though it hurts? Because I don't want to find someone else. You are the only one my heart wants. Only you and nothing else.

Why should I choose to stay? Because everything is important to me! That's why I choose to stay. You are the man who made my heart beat.

Lucas! I know it's painful that I can break your heart! I know I hurt you a lot. I know your heart is bleeding too much.

I know that I'm invalidated in your heart Lucas! You don't even love me! You will always remember that I love you so much! You still remained in my heart!

My tears keeps falling. I feel very sad. The pain is crushing my chest.

It hurts! It's hard to let go everything! Happy days! Promises kept alive!

It's very tedious. I'm having such a hard time! Everything is so suffocating. How can I forget someone important in my life?

How can I forget you Lucas? Say it's all wro